Mountains

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing gasped softly once the fingers were withdrawn and nodded his head, the words almost coming in one ear and going out the other. With a little bittersweet smile on his lips, he gave the signal for the other healer to go ahead, closing his eyes as he took him in fully. The intense pleasure and pain mingling together to make his brain numb from the sensations his body was going through.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki moved his fingers for a little longer, scissoring, stretching, doing everything he could to make sure Yixing was nice and relaxed so it wouldn't hurt. "Okay," he whispered against the other's lips, pulling his fingers out slowly and grabbing some more oil with his other hand so he could slick himself up. "Please let me know if it hurts too much and you need me to stop," he said, lining up to Yixing's hole and waiting for the go.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing groaned a little softly as he squirmed around, the heat rising as his cheeks flushed even more. He pulled Jinki in for another kiss to distract himself from the teasing fingers that just barely grazed over his sweet spot. It was taking all he had in him not to try and overpower the elder, and taking what he needed.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki didn't pull his fingers away immediately at that. "I don't want to hurt you," he said, meaning it. He would loathe himself if this night of passion somehow ended up hurting Yixing, either physically or emotionally. Though he supposed there was little he could do about the emotional part, since that already seemed to have happened without his intention.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki His breath hitched when he felt the second finger press in, his hands gripping Jinki's shoulders as he breathed in and out. With the small kiss on his neck, he moaned softly as he felt himself loosening up under the elder's ministrations. "I'm fine, please I need you" he moaned softly.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki nodded and began moving his finger slowly, pulling it out before pushing it in again, wriggling it a little to loosen up the muscles and make room for more. Once he felt like Yixing would be able to take it, he pressed in a second finger beside the other, making sure his movements were slow and measured. He began scissoring them, pressing a kiss to Yixing's neck as he worked.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki It took him about a couple of minutes but he was finally able to relax, letting out a big breath of air. "you're good..." he said softly as he opened his eyes to stare at Jinki, different sorts of emotions showing in his eyes. "I won't break, don't worry" he breathed out playfully as a small smile grew on his lips before he wiggled his hips a bit.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki dipped his fingers in the oil and rubbed one over Yixing's entrance to warn him of what was to come. When he began pressing in one finger slowly, his eyes were on the other's face, carefully watching his expression to make sure he didn't hurt him too much. "Just tell me if I need to slow down," he mumbled, leaning down and pressing a kiss to Yixing's lips when his finger was all the way in.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing panted as he tried to catch his breath, watching the elder with hooded eyes when he returned with the jar of oil. He let go of the feelings of shame and embarrassment as he pulled Jinki to him again, spreading his legs with a small flush. His fingers trailing over the heated flesh of the other healer as he closed his eyes, groaning softly at the sensation of fingers against his entrance.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Once his shirt was off Jinki removed his pants too, leaving the both of them completely . He lowered himself onto his friend and caught his lips in another deep kiss. His skin was burning and he felt desire course through him, something that didn't usually happen easily. "I have some oil in my bag," he mumbled, lifting off of Yixing and moving until he could reach his bag and pull out the jar. He didn't want to hurt Yixing, so he would take good care of him and make sure he was stretched well before they began the real thing.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing gasped and arched at each press of lips against his sensitive skin, the warmth spreading up from his abdomen to throughout his whole body. He pressed up into the kiss like a man who was starving from Jinki's touch, grinding against him as started to fill without shame. If he were to die now, he would be happy.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing "Shh, I've got you," Jinki said, cupping Yixing's cheek and pressing a chaste kiss to his lips before he began stripping him slowly, leaving kisses on each bare patch of skin he revealed. When he pulled back he looked at his long time friend, a fire burning in his eyes. "You are beautiful, Xing," he whispered, pulling his own shirt off and leaning down for another kiss.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing nuzzled along his jaw, almost like what he would do if he had ever had a mate. But it seemed highly unlikely that anybody in his pack would want the herbalist. He let out a little gasp when his back hit the cold sheets on the makeshift bed, as he wrapped his legs around the male's waist. "Please Jinki..." He begged softly, as he stared up into the elder male's eyes.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki responded to the kiss, a hand on the back of Yixing's nape. "I care about you more than I care about anyone," he mumbled against the other's lips. Moving his hands he somehow managed to stand up with Yixing clinging to him, hands under his thighs to carry him safely. If they were going to do this, Jinki didn't want to do it on the floor. Yixing deserved more than that.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki "Just for tonight...even if you don't love me...I just want you for tonight before you leave..." Yixing whispered, cupping his cheeks. He pecked his lips once as his cheeks flushed, knowing he probably sounded desperate. Was it wrong of him to want a good memory out of all the bad ones that had come recently?

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Yiwing's words came as a surprise to him. He wondered what it was about him that apparently made people like him so much. "It's okay," he whispered, bridging the small gap once, twice, before pulling back a little again. "I'm sorry, Xing. I didn't... I'm sorry if I hurt you." He wasn't sure what else to say or do. He didn't want to let go of Yixing though. He loved the other dearly, in another way than he loved his alpha. It was all very confusing.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing sighed softly into the kiss when he felt Jinki respond and pressed himself up against him. His hands wrapped around his neck as he tilted his head and nipped at Jinki's bottom lip. "I'm sorry...I...I've had a crush on you...for so long....I couldn't hold myself back" he mumbled against his lips as the tears on his cheek started to dry up.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki was more than a little surprised when Yixing pulled away only to dive right back in and kiss him. For a second he did nothing, eyes wide in shock, but the feeling of Yixing's lips on his slowly warmed his chest, coaxing him into responding with a kiss of his own. There was an edge of desperation in it, a need to forget the world and just /be/, and he pulled the other herbalist closer so he could deepen the kiss.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing didn't know what had come over him when he pulled himself back from the males arms, before pressing his lips to Jinki's. If this was all he could get of the male before he left to be the mate of the alpha then he'd be fine. It had been hard holding in his feelings, knowing that it'd be taboo.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing "Shh, Xingie," Jinki whispered, gently holding Yixing's hands so the other wouldn't accidentally hurt himself. He realised that this might not be about just his situation, but about the entire war, about the things YIxing had witnessed out there. He held him a little tighter, pressing another couple of kisses to his hair. "It's okay, I've got you. I'm here. You're okay. You're safe now."

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing shook his his head and weakly hit the elder male's chest. "We're not going to be...nothing's okay" he sobbed out, knowing he probably sounded and looked like a wreck at the moment. It seemed like this had been building up for some time now, after the death of his mentor and other pack members, this was the moment when the lid on his jar had exploded.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki was a little surprised by the force of Yixing's tears, but he tightened his embrace in an attempt to calm his friend down. He wasn't even sure why he was crying so much, but it hurt him and made him feel guilty. He pressed soft kisses to Yixing's hair, whispering sweet, soothing words of comfort. "It's okay, Xing. I'll be okay. We'll be okay, don't cry please."

@(Metal Pack) Jinki The tears fell as he sniffles before breaking out into crying full force into his chest. Yixing was never this emotional around anybody, even Jinki but it hurt so much inside. He wanted to be able to do something yet he couldn't. He was injured and would never stand a chance against the metal pack alpha who seemed to be ruthless.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki tried to send Yixing a smile, but it was more a grimace than anything else. He gently pulled the other closer until he could put both arms around him. "I would care, Xing. I would care a lot. You mean so much to me and I don't want you to be hurt because of me," he said softly, running a hand through Yixing's hair.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing teared up at his words and the helpless feeling that grew in his chest for not being able to do anything for his friend. "Jinki...you deserve a whole lot better...I just...I don't know what to do....I wouldn't care if there was a target on my back..." He mumbled softly, tears threatening to fall over.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki looked down at their hands in surprise; he hadn't even realised what he was doing. Then he shook his head slowly. "No, Xing. Sneaking me back to your pack would start another pack war. I don't want to be responsible for that. And I won't put a target on your back by running away with you," he said, voice soft and eyes pained. "I'll just have to... talk to him, I guess. And be ready to be pushed out of the pack for rejecting the alpha. Or just... live with it," he said, though the option made him cringe a little. The thought of being someone's property, of never being able to find his own love... it wasn't nice.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing's frown grew deeper as he grabbed his friend's hands. "Stop that, you know it's a bad habit that you do. I wish I could do something for you....that you don't feel like this...I can understand why you feel that Jinki....maybe I should sneak you back with me to my pack...or..or we can just run away! We're herbalists, we know what we can live off of and how to hunt....I would risk my life for the chance of allowing you to be happy" he said softly, knowing that what he was saying could be treated as treason against the alpha. Yixing didn't care, only he was focused on at that moment was Jinki.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki shook his head slowly, eyes on his hands. "He's not... forcing me. Not really. He just put me in a position where I couldn't say no. Everyone in my pack and half of the fire pack would kill to be in my position. And they will most likely kill me if I rejected him. I... I care for him as a friend and I respect him as an alpha but I..." he trailed off, his shoulders hunched slightly as he unconsciously tried to make himself smaller. "I wish he had never fallen in love with me. I wish he hadn't put me in a position were I couldn't say no. I wish I believed I could grow to love him romantically. I wish I didn't feel so /caged/," he growled softly, picking at the skin around his nails in an attempt to get rid of the restless energy.

@(Metal Pack) Jinki Yixing was still evidently surprised as he shook his head. There may have been whispers and rumors going through the packs but he didn't care much for them so he never listened in. That didn't meant that it didn't shock him to the core finding out that the metal pack alpha had chosen Jinki for his future mate. "Do you want this?....i-is he forcing this on you?" he managed to ask after a couple minutes of silence. His eyes searched the elder male's for the answer that he knew would be there.

@(Oceanic Pack) Yixing Jinki let out a little squeak in surprise when he was suddenly pulled down and forced to look Yixing in the eyes. He blinked a couple of times before averting his eyes with a sigh. "You've probably heard already that I have been chosen as the alpha's future mate?" he asked, a wave of emotions washing over him. It felt wrong to go against his alpha, and that was essentially what he was about to do by admitting he didn't want to be his mate.