church

Thank God for blessed me today, I hope tomorrow would be better than today... amen.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HYUUNG!!!

Lie

Truth

Reincarnation

Die

Birth

Peace

Happiness

Ambition

Passion

Frustration

Depression

Madness

Sadness

Love

@Woozi *looks at you and sighs softly*
okay okay...I'm sorry..
I didn't mean to call you..child..
and i wish you good blessings for your
baby.. *smiles lightly*
*checks my watch* well...i gotta go.. sorry again
*walks away and out the church*

@Johnny Yes sort of...I am demonic when someone makes me or if I am hormonal from the pill.
*Narrows my eyes at you, gritting my teeth from the anger.*
Oh who cares and I am a man who is going to be a father. Geez its annoying when people call me short or cute or a child.

@Woozi not...all the time?...so your tell me you are a demonic child whenever random day you pick?
*listens to you and blinks*
ahhh...i see..
*eyes widen when you yell all of a sudden that your
a man and not a child*
shhh~ your at church child.... *chuckles softly*
..you look like a child to me though..

@Johnny AND I AM NOT A CHILD, I AM A MAN
*Pats my chest.*

@Johnny I'm not demonic child all the time. I am just moody...you are a new person so you have no clue. I took medicine to make me get pregnant but it makes me very moody. Thats why I am like this...

Lord, please watch over this poor demonic child in the spam room who slapped my precious cookies
away from me..

Lord, please shine your light down upon me
Lord, grant me good fortune don't shun me
Take all this unhappiness from me
Say, am I crazy?
Well, god bless me!
Now Lord, save me a place there upon the ark
I have been wandering in the dark
Put me into your collection
Lord, am I not worth your salvation?
It's all masquerade
Just who is who, I can't say
Don't leave me in the cold
Just who is fake, who's real??
God bless me!
So lord, why do you watch from the sidelines?
Was, it's being fought on the frontlines
Say what is your final intention?
Lord, I've kinda lost my conviction
It's all a masquerade
Just who is who, I can't say
Don't leave in the cold
Just who is fake, who is real??
God bless me!
(Bless)
Why do we have a word for truth
When the whole damn world's an April fool
How come we find an antidote
When germs grow fast and break rules?
Why do I soil my clean white shoes
When it wont be long before they're old and word
Are you sad or are you happy
How this pretension makes me yawn
God bless me!
It's all a masquerade
Just who is who, I can't say
Don't leave me in the cold
Just who is fake, who's real??
It's all a masquerade
Just who is who, I can't say
Don't leave me in the cold
Just who is fake, who's real??
God bless me!

HAPPY 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY JJJB!!!!

@Jaejoong now i confused...when i deny you will continuously call me that and force me to admit but when i admit like this you want me to deny..what the best i could do? every my words now are wrong in your eyes..you just centered with your perception and conclude all that in your way..look i dont ask to be by them and i dont chase their ! i go gay for you...stop saying hurtful things...i dont want a friend with benefit.../wipes my tears feel like a to even cry for you cz i hate to cry over someone that makes me hurt like this/ stop accusing me badly like that...please...you cant even read my mind properly..you just making small thing to be big issue like this..i admit my mistake that i shouldnt be like that..make you jealous and mad like this../hiccups/ i only love you but seems you dont believe my love again now..i dont know...i dont know anymore...what should i do? just tell me...i can thing anymore if you are like this...you last words..i could never think you can say and think something like that...I wont beg...cz you wrong and hurt me too much with your words,..but i will ask apologize if that what you want for me..i will kneel down if that what you want..i will do anything...but now..i see..now you make me grow afraid to love someone else too..it's so hurt...i'm so sad rn..and i need to work...i have a frog eyes...and i feel stupid to even cries..ahahaha...

@Jaebum [H] You admit yourself a and don't even embarrassed for that? Wow! I really surprise Im Jaebum! /chuckles darkly and claps my hands sarcastically/ I know that you're but I thought the charismatic leader of GOT7 Im Jaebum have a bit manly pride to deny that, but I guess I'm wrong, it's in pissed me off if the person who dearest to me, who i thought at first only gay for me, but here fanboying over another again and again shamelessly, so everything he said when he confessed to me was lie, rite? and yeah you've been told me that you won't fall in love to a person easily no matter how handsome & y they are, but your hungry want the pieces of their inside you, right? Yeah! You think I'm narrow minded? Nope, I can read your mind, what you need is a person who can fanboying and spazzing at those huge together with you, maybe friends of benefit so you can have hot ! But here you want a boyfriend/fiancee to give you pure love? OH NO! /shakes head/ thank you for your care about my life, but I don't in need people to love me anymore, you almost convince me to believe that our love is real but then I'm wrong, thanks for what you done this morning so my eyes open and now I don't believe with that bull anymore! Haha! /laughs/

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@Jaejoong why you are hurting me with your words like this? why you think that i want to be ed by them? why you are narrow minded like this? if you are suffocated being with me..bcz im a like this in your eyes..i dont know whats to do..you could stay away from me../cover my face/ now you could look for other people that could love you more or better than a like me...im so sorry deeply if i hurt you and if it seems as if i want other guys..but i dont...even when they are here i wont love them..im so sorry if im being a fail lover that cant behave.. but i cant hold it more..im too hurt now..just do whatever yoh want that makes you happy..i give up..its so hurt like hell to know that someone that means a lot to me say thar hurtful things to me..and its my fault to make you say that words to me..i know im an idiot..you deserve someone better not a like me...thank yoh for all the purw love that you give to me..im sorry i cant make you happy with me..

@Jaebum [H] That's why, you have to go out and spread your legs outside but not in front of me and don't even tell me! Why you have to stuck with me if you want for another guys? Who the am I for you? If you want to release your loneliness, stress and your ual frustration to be ed by Yunho, Taecyeon, Doojoon, Sunghoon, etc, then don't only stuck with one guy like me, you know I can't be like them, I'm me, myself... why I still watch gay even though I already have you? because I saw the actor as a , im not fanboying over them in the same way you thought about your dream guys... and about my exes, even though they may didn't give me affection like how you did to me, at least they know how to behaved as a lover...

@Jaejoong u have other people in other places..but i just have you..for me its hard to open my heart when i already claim myself to you or only one people..and fanboying over other guys is my way for releasing my loneliness..i know its wrong when i already have you..but its my way to release my stress...just see it as if you watch your belami or johnny...i never mad at it..why we fight like this? why i cant be mad when you degredee me as that low ..? /try hard to not cry/ you just show me that you only look me as a for you...dont need to forgive me if you cant..they perhaps wont fanboying over others cz they are too busy with their RL to even care for you truly..now just go to them...if they are better than me..