@Taehyung ♪ᴬ [bts can make it easier for sure~ but I still do hope you’re also looking into yourself : ) /pats ur head/ but yeah! I think talking about it can help!- as long as you want to, of course : ) but sounds good! I’ll pm you here! /thumbs you up/ : )
But...*_* mmm that’s not an effective way to take exams tho...no offense bruh but not only is it hard on your mind, you won’t be able to really know the info. By then ur just plainly memorizing, you know? : ) you have no context as to why the infos important. I made that mistake myself when I decided not to do my consecutive textbook reading. I crammed a ton for the final but yeah, definitely not the result I wanted so I’ve learned not to do that next time : )
Yeah! It’s definitely okay! : D /thumbs you up/ and ey, you can count on me to be concerned~ /pats you back in the hug/ : P ]
@Hoseok ♪ (Thank you ^^ I guess I'm getting through it thanks to BTS to be honest because I'm not as bad as I use to be when it happen /nods/ actually maybe talking about it will help a little? I mean it's better then kepping it all inside :)
Yep it sure is but nope I actually just take exams as they go though I do memorise stuff when I need to lol not that it matters though since I forget most of it once the exam starts ^^"
Yes, i hope that's OK? ^^ thank you for worrying though /hugs/)
@Lin Chaoze ♪ yah Donghyuck! get it together.
*growls as I make an mistake again. I sigh and walk to the radio pitong the music of thinking of maybe taking a little break*
why is my dancing not great...
*mumbles to myself as I take out my water bottle and start to drink*
@Taehyung ♪ᴬ [birthday?! Happy early birthday bruh! I’m sorry ur birthday is a case for dread *_* But hmm... /rubs chin/ I want to know but you may not feel comfortable telling me. Can we talk in pm? Or you’d rather not? : ) and checked out? You mean, therapy check right? Or you have a disease? *_* /pats you/
That’s good! I think that’s a good way to approach life~ welp, as long ad you aren’t approaching exams with that same thought process~ : P
You’re fine~ you can read slowly or fast if you want~ I’ll ask you either way what you’d rather do anyway : P but question. So that means we’re doing ur idea of their meeting right? If not, I’ll redo my starter there : ) and again you’re fine~ /pats your back/ I’m more worried how you’re doing tho with this recurring thing you experience during these times *_* ]
@Hoseok ♪ (Yes it is and it kind of worries me to, maybe it's because I remember something painfully since it is also near my birthday to, I'm sure I'll be fine after my birthday but of not I should go and get cheeked out /nods/
LOL xD and yep I don't force myself I do what I can when I feel like doing it, I never do something if I'm not in the mood
Oh lol sorry I guess I read that wrong again maybe I should read slower from now on ^^" OK I'll go and reply to one of them right now :) sorry it toke so long to reply I got busy again like always /sighs/)
@Taehyung ♪ᴬ [hmm...that’s kinda peculiar... /wants to address it/ is there something particular that happens at this time? Are you in school or not? : )
Ahh okay~ lol I can imagine you shuffling in ur bed XD but okay! I think that means you don’t force yourself!
And I’m fine with both! But I meant that the pool party would occur after their 2nd meeting bruh~ I think you meant we’re doing the pool party first and /then/ the second meeting right? If so, we can do that too! I have starters laid out everywhere except the night pool room so you can pick any one or we could plot a new one. If you wanna use those starter(s), go ahead and reply to the one(s) you picked and I’ll reply in my next response there and here : ) ]
@Hoseok ♪ [I'm OK now ^^ well I haven't been feeling that good in general, it always happens the same time every year which is a little annoying really but I'm getting better /thumbs up/
I actually just help, I'm someone that needs to be active all the time expect when I sleep of course but even then I don't stay still lol xD
Hmm, should we do both? That way we will know what to do after the pool party ^^]
@Taehyung ♪ᴬ [oh no *_* are you okay? What happened bruh?! Did something specific happen or you’ve just felt bad in general? *_* /pats u/
Lol nice~ mom likes to decorate then~ but are you pushing urself to help or r u choosing to help on ur own time without stressing urself out? : ) but I’m glad to hear ur getting the rest at least : P
Hmm personally, I don’t consider short half-a**ed so I’m fine with them~ I think it’s possible to give a short reply while putting a lot of effort into it /nods/ : ) I’ve been trying to do so myself but I’m so bad at describing stuff comprehensively and curtly that I end up writing too much XP but sounds good bruh! We can either have them meet in 3-5 days after their first meeting or during the pool party event they’re doing. Or do both with that rp occurring after their 2nd meeting. Which do you prefer? : ) ]
@Hoseok ♪ [Sorry first he late reply I just haven't been in the right state of mind to rp for a couple of days but I'm fine now ^^ and no problem lol :)
Not really, I think my mother just likes to do that because it's like the 5th or 6th time she's redecorated lol xD yep, I've been getting a lot of rest /thumbs up/
Yeah, I think that would be a good idea since I don't really know how to reply unless your OK with short replies but I don't like giving half-hearted replies either :(]
@Taehyung ♪ᴬ [aight then~ thanks for making me feel special temporarily then! XD that’s my logic too with starters so I get it tho I dun try to keep rps active by then. I just keep active by rping in them rooms : P but sounds good! Tae’s talking to a lot of other ppl! Hope to see good results for him! : )
*_* redecorating...there /must/ be something special happening now right? Or do mothers just enjoy doing that? And as long as you still get to rest, I’m good so I hope you are : P
And no prob! I guessed you might’ve been tired. Hopefully you start sleeping a good amount tho bruh : ) not enough sleep can also affect your mind’s state too /pats/
Also, we can end this rp and start another one-that takes place days from now if you don’t know how to continue this one : ) welp, that’s after we finish this one tho ]
It’s the truth... /he casually answers to your thanks, not realizing his words really have that big of an impact/ I told ya ‘fore that, too. You have potential, kiddo... /he nods to himself before he’s finally faced you and has let his stubborn face give way to his caring Hyung heart, even giving you a hug though it’s just a one armed one. He didn’t expect himself to hug you either but the way you looked defeated and feeling badly towards your shoes made him change his mind. He’s not that mean of a guy/
/he starts pulling away, shaking his head at your apology as his way of pardoning it, smiling at you only to stiffen as his ear tips turned light pink/ don’t remind me... /it was already embarrassing enough that after being hardened by the country life, you got to see him being vulnerable. The fact you were a stranger at that time made it even worse. But he still appreciated it.../
/then he tells you he’ll leave for you to practice, staring at the dance room then parting his lips when you say that before thinking and shaking his head internally/ nah it’s fine~ /chuckles now picking up his duffle bag after putting his bottle inside. He was about to suggest for us to practice like old times but he quickly shut it down. He still needed time so it wouldn’t help him to be near you when he was in this quiet and uncomfortable state/
Good luck! /he waved a salute with his back turned, adjusting the bag around his shoulder as he walks before stopping stunned then flipping to you while adjusting his duffle. He nods lightly with a slight smile before he realizes he’s not talking and chuckles a/ yeah ‘course kiddo...! /before he walks off./
...
/He goes outside and starts setting up a space to dance and dances for the remaining 5.5 hours before meeting a new friend at the cafe then practicing again. That night he gets a text that he was supposed to move into his new dorm because he’ll be apart of sinep/
/finally arrived, it’s dark and everyone went to sleep so he couldn’t greet and figure out who his new members were. Instead, he sits on his bed and exhales/ ‘was a hectic day... /then he gets up and writes in his journal. While writing about our meeting, he sighs realizing how tired he actually is before yawning. He’ll do his best to talk to his new roomates tomorrow but for now...he yawns stowing his journal away/ need to wake up bright an early t’morrow...
/he prays before getting into his blankets/ night new bandmates even if ya can’t hear me /chuckles before sleeping in his fetal position, hoping God has great things in store for him/
@Hoseok (Ah no I just wrote them for fun to be honest since it helps with the rp even if only one replies ^^ I just like to keep rps active that I like lol xD and don't worry Taes talking with a lot of people including his group members /thumbs up/
Yeah, and also helping out at home since the house is being completely redecorated ^^ so I've hardly been on until a little bit at the evenings
Ah I see, maybe I was just tired when I read it before ^^" but thank you for clearing that up for me :))
/smiles slightly at your words since they made him feel a bit better about himself; even if it was just a little bit/ thank you, hyung /looks at you with a soft smile finding those simply words from you comforting; he actually missed that more then he let show/
/stands there not knowing what else to say at that moment then it was clear that he has missed you; continues to look at his feet not wanting to your face as you answered the question/
/blinks slightly not expecting the hug but it made him feel better knowing that you didn't hate him at all; himself lightly at what you said understanding that well since who wouldn't be hurt by something like that/ I'm sorry hyung, I never meant to hurt you or anything...I mean you where my first friend I made here even though our meeting was weird
/mumbles the last part before looking back at you as you pulled away and nodded slightly knowing it would take some time; smiles at you again with a slight nod/ though I didn't mean to stop your practice /looks over to the music box before looking back at you noticing you where getting ready to go/ thank you, I'll see you around?
/says more as a question the a statement/
@Taehyung ♪ᴬ [when you say it like that I have to ask: did you write those starters for me too? : ) if so, I’m flattered but tae does need to rp with more ppl /nods avidly/ if not, welp! Thanks for making me feel special temporarily : P
: D yeah!!!
Sounds good, bruh~ /thumbs you up/ ironic how we both are gonna work on other rps in the weekends huh? But! Hopefully ur still trying to rp with others here, too tho-esp if the other guy was just a one night stand. Even tae needs some love~ : )
Also, hoseok didn’t walk past tae yet. He was about to but found it mean so he stayed put esp when tae begged : ) hope that clears it up ]
Ya are~, you always are kiddo~ /he casually hums as he wraps his headphones around his iPod/
/but that standoffish attitude melted at your next words. When you had started ignoring him, as what he thought you were doing, he always tried not to think about it as that you’re annoyed at him. Some months past and when he remembered you as well as one more friend, a Hyung though, he couldn’t help but feel like he was bothering or even burdening both of you but in different ways. For you, it was because he was a Hyung who wanted to push your limits in both dancing and general. For the other, it was being a constantly peppy dongsaeng. The guy had told him but he didn’t realize until later that maybe that’s the reason why the friendship diminished into thin air. It’s all a mask of course but he really can be cheerful than most so not far from the truth. But I guess you were fortunate enough to see him crying the first time we met. If you didn’t, our dynamic would be different and he wouldn’t be as comfortable with being himself at times heh/
/anyways, to hear you telling him directly that he helped, his eyes softened as he still stood in front of you though he stayed stubborn by telling how you were planning this. But with your next sentence debunking that, his Hyung instincts kicked in when you told him something happened at home, quickly looking to your face with concerned eyes. But he can’t find the words to speak nor is he the type to hold a grudge so long. It’s just...he told himself he’s accepted it and now you’ve made him have to backtrack. It’ll take time./
/but at your eyes looking at your feet, his heart stings him to life as he his lips to talk before chuckling as he hugs you with an arm/ ya know I could never be, tae...jus kinda hurt... /says softly on your shoulder before staying there a bit then backing away as he exhales patting you before smiling slightly/
aight, It’ll take some time but anyways, ya came all the way here /looks to the dance studio/ I’m guessin you wanted to practice right? /smiles slightly as he points to the music box/ it’s all yours~ /says about to walk away if you have nothing else to add/
@Hoseok (Yeah, I had a feeling that they wouldn't work after how long they have been apart ^^ yeah let's! /high fives back/
That's fine just reply when you can that's all that matters to me ^^ I'll also be in the other rps I'm in aswell now and that that's why I'll probably take long to reply to :))
/listens to you speak and nodded slightly though he was still grateful; he looked at you as you paused your Ipod though he didn't want to disturb you at all/ I guess that's true, I just hope I'm good enough this time...
/looks at your expression seeing the look on your face knowing that this was going to be hard to actually ask your forgiveness for being away so long; he blinked at the words that you said since it wasn't true at all/ that isn't it at all hyung, you know i liked it when you would worry over me like that...it made me feel less home sick
/he said honestly and watched as you turned around to face me and bit my own lip slightly before shaking his head slightly; looks back at you as you locomotives at me feeling a little upset that you would think that I thought that/ you didn't do anything wrong, something happened back home so I didn't come back...to be honest I missed you and all the other friends in made
/smikes to you sincerely apologising for being away for so long without telling anyone; looks down at his feet before asking the question that he wanted to know the answer to/ are you angry at me hyung? For not telling why I was gone?
@Taehyung ♪ᴬ [/claps/ good job!~ and glad we understand why I didn’t reply to ur starter then! : )
Sounds good! Let’s do this! : D /high fives/
And I most likely won’t be replying in the weekend bc gotta work on all the other rp first. I’ve been solely rping here when I’m free bc it’s a new rp and you know what they say. I don’t know the saying but basically I dun want hoseok to be late for rps like before just bc I get busy : ) ]
/continuing to smile forcefully, he hears your reply back and hums, still acting as the confident Hyung you know him as/ well they gave everyone a second chance since the company was bout to collapse with the other ceo an all that so... /has paused his iPod/ It wasn’t cause o’ you; you’re still as talented kiddo. /finally takes the iPod out before patting your shoulders with a grimace/
/Then saying he’ll be out of your way, about to walk past you with his ipod he widens his eyes when you walk forward and stand your ground. But what really got to him was the tone of your voice. He felt it sting his heart a bit though he still didn’t look directly into your eyes/
/exhales lightly while his lower lip before ruffling his hair/ look, I get it. You wanna be a big boy an explore life all on your own ‘thout your annoyin Hyung makin sure ya eat well and are takin care o’ yourself. It’s normal heh
/inhales now turning to you without meeting your eyes/ So now I said that, ya don’t need to pull me aside jus to tell me that /chuckles/ I might not look it but your Hyung can take a hint.
/looks into your eyes as if asking for permission to leave now that he thinks he’s cleared everything up/
@Hoseok (Yep, I did it! Yeah, I also thought that to since Tae has been gone for a while ^^
Yep, I'm as ready as I'll ever be! /nods/)
/looks at you before blinking slightly a little surprised it was you and was going to speak before noticing your expression; feels the guilt inside in him not sure of what to say at that moment knowing that he should of told you before nodding at the question/
Yes, i did though I was surprised they still allowed me to come...
/sees the way you walked over to your stuff and toke a step closer to you not wanting you to leave yet; though he know why you felt that way but he manged to get the words out after you spoke/
Please don't leave yet hyung, I want to talk to you...please
/he half begged to you wanting you to actually stay even if it was just a little bit at least; just to have you listened to him for a bit was all he wanted after all which was a lot really/
@Taehyung ♪ᴬ [eyo! You did it! And hi! Thanks for not being worried to reply to my random starters! : D I saw ur own too but I don’t think hoseok would be comfortable to respond to tae yet so maybe later : )
you ready for this roller coaster though?~ : P ]
/he’s now sitting on the floor and doing somewhat of the splits going almost all the way when you’ve decided to utter something. He blinks a bit. That sounds... he turns his head and his furrowed expression relaxes though now it’s replaced with a stunned expression at the familiar face before forcing a closed smile/ ah, you renewed your contract I’m guessin? /he says before standing back up. His words seemed friendly and relaxed but the way he walked told a different story; like he was about to get his stuff to quickly leave and not disturb you. I mean, you /were/ the one who was ignoring him, he thought/
I’ll be outta your way, jus a sec... /mumbles now not looking into your eyes though he continues to smile lightly as he walks to the stereo to take his iPod out of the docking station. Welp that’s if he doesn’t find a reason you’d want him to actually stay here/
@Hoseok /stretches my arms as I walked to the dance studio so I would have to waste my time on all the stretching; smiling as I reached the dance studio before opening the door/
/blinks slightly in surprise when someone was already there before I noticed that it was you from the back view/
Hoseok hyung? Is that you?
/I asked load enough for you to hear a little curious and nervous as I walked in not wanting to just stand by the door awkwardly; I put my bag down as I got closer/
/after being distracted by a person's voice, he remembers he's got to do his own practicing and walks toward the dance rooms, knocking on the door before setting his dance bag down with a hum/
what song 'ld I do now...~ /mumbles as he shuffles the music on his ipod. Then he finds a good classic stretching beat, Beware by Big Sean and presses play before walking back and starting with touching his toes/
@Dong Sicheng ♪ /watches both of us critically while we dance, noticing you stumble and I raise an eyebrow, even though I know that I was off too.
/settles into the dance, letting myself relax and letting the music wash over/
/is panting slightly from the work
@Dinghao ♪ᴬ The sounds that Dinghao made were enough for Ten on it's own, his only goal was to please Dinghao and those noises told him that he was doing that. Hearing his name being called, he pulled away to glance at the boy before his lips connected to his jaw, playfully nipping at this skin but not enough to leave any kind of bruise, just cause it to redden, which should fade in a couple of minutes to an hour since he knew the other didn't like having the marks showing. "What is it my love?" he caressed the boy's hand with his thumb, turning the bites into kisses and pecks over his skin, more loving than before.
@Chittaphon ♪ A soft squeal escaped Dinghao’s lips as he allowed the other male to press him against the mirrors. “Of course, i wouldn’t stay without you, you know.” He spoke softly, humming and holding onto Ten’s hands lightly, glancing around the slightly darkened room for the shortest moment before gasping and tilting his head to the side slightly. He loved the feeling of the other’s lips against his skin, the soft moans and mewls that slipped past his lips being indicators of the fact without him having to say anything truly. Already he could tell that the newer marks would be harder to cover up, but he didn’t care in the moment, pulling himself closer to the other and panting slightly, soft whines slipping past his lips. “T-ten..?”
@Dinghao ♪ᴬ Pulling the other male into the empty room, he couldn't help but to giggle as he pulled the door shut and turned to look at Dinghao. "If I get kicked out for this then you gotta leave with me okay?" before letting him even answer, he grabbed the boy's hands and pushed him back against the glass mirrors, pinning his hands over his head where he intertwined their fingers together after reaching over to turn off the lights, leaving only one on so he could actually see the boy. Leaning down, he pressed his lips against Hao's neck and used the light to find the now fading marks that were left days before, his teeth nipping at those spots a little rougher than he was the time before, darkening the spots once again and attempting to make them darker than then.
@Jimin *continued to practise since I really didn't want to cause any problems; looks over to you and smiled softly*
Yeah, I can be bit since we're in terms same company it never really bother me since I see them around...nearly all the time
*chuckles with you already feeling at ease since you had continued our conversation; smiles back at you at your introduction*
Nice to meet you Jimin, I'm Taehyung and I definitely agree with that and it won't make it awkward when see each other around
@Dong Sicheng /snickers/
I'll watch you get bullied hyung. /a glimmer of amusment appears
/watches you dance, giving you a thumbs up, before joining in