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People are looking at my pain. No.

@kím tαєhчung well.. its kind of complicated.. its probably well known that i like namjoon hyung. he’s mine but not mine.. i belong to him but im not his? i want it to be official but i also dont want it to be rushed.
sighs softly using my free hand to rub my temples and look at you with a smile as you rub ny arms gently.
i know you wont ignore me but taehyung i think you are my hyung no? im a 96 liner and you are a 95 right? i like the thought of keeping you close as my friend you are really nice and thoughtful. you really cute too~
frowns softly before shaking my head lightly and pulls you in for a hug then rubbing your back gently.
don’t say that hun. i like you for the way you are. to me you are mature and i respect you. those people are so stupid and hypocrites. don’t be untrue to yourself like you guys said.. please love yourself.
it will be but think of this as a tiny obstacle once you overcome this you both will become stronger. i’ll pay for you taehyung you deserve it

@chσí чσungjαє Please pester me, mainly because it wouldn't even be pestering. *rubs your arm gently*
Hey, I won't ignore you hyung, just like you have not ignored me either. I like the thought of having a friend, yes.
*releasing a loud sigh, I nod slowly in understanding, just taking a moment to breathe*
I wish I was more mature, maybe then, people wouldn't always get mad at me. Back when we first debuted, people thought I was stupid, but now that I act like more of an adult on camera people are like oh, he's so beautiful and wise. *frowns* Fake it till you make it I guess?
*looks down, squeezing my eyes shut as you my cheeks, releasing a shuddered breath*
I know, it's just hard. Ice cream, yes please.

@kím tαєhчung alright if you insist. i just didnt want to pester you with my problems when i was here to help you with yours. i dont get to talk to much people too cause i get ignored in the end. lets be there for each other okay?
sighs softly before reaching up to hand to run my fingers through your hair to help calm your nerves.
its okay to be a kid. infact i think its good cause being an adult honestly. im only mature because i have to be.
brings his hands from your hair to your cheek and caresses your cheek with my thumb.
i know you do hun.. i understand.. give it a little bit of time. im sure he’ll come around. how about we go get that icecream now?

@chσí чσungjαє No, no, honestly, you can talk all you want. Please? I never really get to talk to anyone nowadays. It would be nice to get to be there for someone.
*I say with a gentle expression, before sighing slightly*
You seem like a whole adult, while I'm like a kid.
*nibbles onto my bottom lip with a frown*
Hopefully, I just really want to hear his voice. *rubs at my face* I miss him so much, like god... I want my hyung. *hiccuping, I take your hand and squeeze* I'll try to be patient until he's ready.

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@kím tαєhчung well maybe i can talk to you about my conflicts i have currently but i want to focus on you for now.
smiles seeing your smile before gently patting your hand and listening attentively.
im not a hyung to you. im a dongsaeng but i might seem a little old- but there might be a bit of misunderstanding maybe? i am sure he won’t break up with you Taehyung.. even if he won’t talk to you, i’m sure he’ll come back to talk and left to think for himself. its necessary to talk it out to fix the problem.

@chσí чσungjαє Hopefully I can be there for yours as well Jaejae.
*gives you a gentle smile before sniffling when you crouch in front of me*
O-okay hyung, a-and cause I made him mad then he went mhmm going to bed night everyone. Usually he gives me kisses. He also didn't care that I was crying. I just wanted to Seokie hyung but he didn't want me. Now he won't talk to me. What if he breaks up with me? *hiccups*

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@kím tαєhчung im just glad i am useful in your time of need honestly.
looks over at you before slowly down to crouch slightly so i can look into your eyes.
don’t hold back with me ok? i don’t mind. but why do you think your boyfriend is mad at you?

@chσí чσungjαє *squeezes your hand gently*
You're a good friend Jaejae. Usually... I would go to Hoseok hyung but he is currently not talking to me. *sighs deeply and hangs my head* I don't think I'll cry, yet. Give it another day. I definitely won't punch and, I feel pathetic. I with words and now my boyfriend is mad at me and I don't know how to fix it.

@kím tαєhчung gently takes your hand in mine and gives you a smile.
no worries. im here for you Taehyung. although we don’t much just let me know and i’ll lend my you shoulder to cry on or be a punching bag if you need. please don’t feel that way. you aren’t pathetic

@chσí чσungjαє *nods hard and follows after you*
Thank you for coming with me. Would probably feel pathetic going on my own.

@kím tαєhчung Taehyung~ icecream to make you feel better~

@lєє jíhσσn @kím hσngjσσng i take pictures of everything- im a picture .. ahaha. but i eat a lot honestly. no no its okay i got it~ dont worry about it okay?
nods happily and sighs
i miss Coco so much.

@kím hσngjσσng @chσí чσungjαє oh yeah, food is still a thing-- i'm always too hungry to bother taking picture of my food before eating. I rather it end up in my tummy as soon as possible.
releases a small chuckle as a hand lifts to lightly pat at my stomach to emphasize my words before I nodded my head a bit
Of course~ hongjoong and I will find a table while you go buy the ice cream, youngjae. do you need some extra money for it? You don't have to pay for all of it on your own-
o h- Coco is your dog, right?

@lєє jíhσσn @kím hσngjσσng alright its settled. imma go order can ya’ll like find a table- i feel so plain against you both with my vanilla cone. oof-
laughs softly
im sad i got vanilla cause the white color reminds me of Coco ;-;

@lєє jíhσσn @chσí чσungjαє Chocolate syrup and sprinkles sound great to me, and I guess that will be the final order, such a fancy desert, I'll refrain form taking pictures of it like most people do, and just get straight to eating it, haha.
You'll be my aid, Jihoon, so that I dont eat all of it in one sitting like I normally do, then get a brain freeze or I begin to accidentally choke on something.

@kím hσngjσσng @chσí чσungjαє If I had to pick-- I would go with chocolate syrup because i'm a bit of a chocolate fanatic-
snorts lightly in amusment before dipping my head to the side a bit, lips pursed into a thin line as I thought
should we get rainbow sprinkles?

@lєє jíhσσn @kím hσngjσσng its ok i don't mind listening if you talk a lot- maybe you should ask Jihoon which one he prefers then. cause strawberry and chocolate syrups are good. oo sprinkles are good too

@lєє jíhσσn Awe, I love sprinkles too, it'll make the split look so colorful and pretty to look at, dont you think?
Laughs shortly as I rub my nape a little on the shy side, swinging back on my heels briefly.
And what about syrup for you Jihoon? I'm in a predicament as to if we should get caramel, strawberry or chocolate.

@kím hσngjσσng @chσí чσungjαє hm? o h- you wouldn't mind sharing with me, hongjoong?
blinks up at the taller male before shrugging faintly and turning my attention to youngjae with a smile
I guess i'm settling with the banana split-- but I do want sprinkles on top.

@chσí чσungjαє If they ask what kind of sauce I'd like on it, do you think I should go for chocolate or caramel? Or maybe strawberry since theres some strawberries in the split as well...
However, chocolate covered strawberries are yummy, so maybe I'll get chocolate syrup on it..
Blinks as I look back at you and then realize my rambling.
Oh gosh, sorry I'm being very talkative..

@kím hσngjσσng its ok being a kid at heart is a good thing~ so one banana split and i'll get a vanilla bean cone

@chσí чσungjαє A banana split calls to me, if it's really big I'll probably share it with Jihoon, that way I can pace myself to not eat the whole thing on my own, hahaha, I'm such a kid.

@lєє jíhσσn Sit next to me, Jihoon, I'll buy your ice cream for you, or maybe we can get a banana split to share. I've been heavily craving one of those for such a while.

[] that can work ouo

[] uh-- why dont we just do hongjoong, youngjae and then jihoon lmao

[] whooops-

[] idk i just tagged u both