чασ х mínhчuk's hσusє

@rí чuє чασ yao..

@rí mínhчuk pushing myself up a tad to let you turn over, I give you a soft smile at the sight of your sleepy gaze and I then give my head a shake
You don't have to apologize, kitten. Okay..?

@rí чuє чασ ...
turns over beneath you, peering up at you with a rather sleepy gaze
I'm sorry, daddy..

@rí mínhчuk Of course I do... I would never say something like that if it was a lie.
to which I nod and gently slip my fingers through your hair slowly with a small frown gracing my lips once again

@rí чuє чασ mmh..do you mean that..?
I whisper into your pillow, my brows furrowed slightly before i deflated my cheeks as you tapped at them

@rí mínhчuk I don't really think the things I talk about are all that interesting...
shrugs my shoulders up before shifting to gently tap your inflated cheek with my finger
But I'm not. The're absolutely amazing, and I'm so glad I met you, and that I'm able to call you mine... You really have no idea just how amazing you really are, princess.

@rí чuє чασ You have a lot of interesting things to talk about, though..i'm just dull and dumb..
i mutter into your pillow, my hold upon it tightening a bit as I snifflex quietly before puffing out my cheeks a bit
You're just saying that..

@rí mínhчuk Min, you;re not boring. You're anything /but/ boring. Quite honestly, I'm surprised /you're/ the one staying with me. If anyone is boring, well, it's got to be me. I'm lucky to have someone like you to help me escape from my boring life.
i nod slowly, keeping you closer to me even as you moved to hold onto my pillow, though I just shrugged and pressed my face against your shoulder, my hand moving to your back to run up and down it in a hopefully soothing manner
You're absolutely wonderful, and I love you so much...

@rí чuє чασ b-but..why would you want to stay with someone who is boring..? I'm boring..i'm not a fun or interesting person. Just boring, emotional, minhyuk..
I mutter quietly and once you lay me down onto the bed,i roll onto my stomach, pressing my face into one of the pillows-- which happened to be yours and after a moment or so, i curled my arms around the pillow and hugged it close to my face, inhaling your lingering scent upon the fabric

@rí mínhчuk with your little whimpers, my eyes immediately widened and I began to shake my head almost instantly
Min, Min, no I didn't mean it in such a way- I've devoted my life to you. I can see a long and happy future with you till we're both old and grey. I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with you. That would make me happiest. I want it more than anything.
nods my head as I mumble against the side of yours, pressing soft kisses neck to your ear while I moved to gently lay you down, taking a moment to gently settle on top of you in a more comforting manner, and for that moment, I simply held you closer, using gravity to keep me as close as possible to you without making things too uncomfortable
I love you more than anything in the world, Minhyuk, and I'm always going to want you.

@rí чuє чασ at the mention of it possible happening in the future, my eyes began to water once more, a sudden fear hitting me as I spoke in a quiet, shaky tone
b-but it can happen..? If..if it happens..you want me a-anymore..
I whimper out and as you lift me, i loop my arms around your neck despite the tears that streamed down my cheeks, soon giving a silent shake of my head in response to your question

@rí mínhчuk Well, I guess you ought to be glad then, because that's never happened as of yet, I can't say for the future, but right now, I don't think I could get bored, especially now that we've got a little one to bring all the more light into our lives.
smiling softly, I draw you up onto my lap and hook my arms under your knees and around your back to hoist you up while I stand, leaning in enough to press a kiss against your lips
Do you want anything before we crack down looking for a house? You want some juice or maybe even a lolli?

@rí чuє чασ ..sometimes I worry about that-- about the fact that we spend so much time together everyday that you'll...grow bored of me..
frows faintly at my words before puffing out my cheeks a bit, my arms lifting as I peered up at you with an expectant gaze
up--
I mumbled, waiting for you to lift me so we can settle onto our large bed instead

@rí mínhчuk Sometimes it's not even a bad thing. Sometimes, people just need to chat with a different crowd now and again, because sometimes, people run out of things to talk about. It's now always going to be because you've done something wrong. There may be a time where that's the case, but it won't be every time.
nods my head slowly, letting a soft hum resonate within my chest before the feeling of the small tug to my shirt caught my attention, and I lifted my head and nodded
Of course we can, Min. We can do whatever you'd like to. Though, lets go sit up on the bed at least, so it's a bit more comfortable?

@rí чuє чασ ...that'll make me feel like I did something wrong..
I whisper quietly, though I soon nod my head once more regardless of my own thoughts, watching as your thumb brushed over one of the delicate knuckles of my right hand. after taking in a slow, deep breath, i move to give your shirt a small tug with my free hand, my gaze lifting to meet yours with dried tear stains on my cheeks
can..can we just..cuddle..? And maybe look at new houses like we've been meaning to..

@rí mínhчuk Well, like I said, there's probably going to be times where I don't want to talk to you, but that doesn't mean I don't love you any less. Sometimes, people was to talk to others for a little bit, but that doesn't mean they'll never talk to you again.
nods my head lightly when you look up at me, yet when you look down at our hands, I move to gently brush my thumb against the knuckle closest to it
Well, I can tell you that you're certainly not inadequate, no matter how much you feel like it...

@rí чuє чασ But..you're my husband-- of course you'd want to talk to me. If you didn't, we wouldn't be married, would we..?
blinks up at you after I turn my head to your direction before shrugging my shoulders lightly, my gaze soon dropping towards our linked hands as I watched the way another one of your long digits curled around my fingers
It's..it's just a feeling..

@rí mínhчuk But that shouldn't necessarily matter? I'm your husband, yes, but I could still have a time where I don't want to talk to you? But I do want to talk to you, and that's not just because you're my husband.
nods lightly while I shift a bit when you start to sit upright again, though I still wear a soft frown as I take a minute to slow curl another finger around another one of yours
Why do you say that, min?

@rí чuє чασ you don't count because you're my husband..
pokes my lower lip out into a small pout before sighing quietly and sitting up straight, my free hand lifting to rub at my eyes once more
I've just...been feeling inadequate lately..

@rí mínhчuk And I get that, Min...
I nod slowly, my eyes fixed on your lowered head as I speak, though I don't make much more of a move in terms of affection just yet
I want to talk to you though..? I am still just another person, like everyone else. Or, do I not count anymore because I'm your husband...?

@rí чuє чασ sniffling quietly, I wipe at my face once more before pausing as I feel your finger curl around my own, a small frown tugging upon my lips before I muttered softly, staring down at the floor in front of me
...i feel like a burden..and that people don't actually /want/ to talk to me..

@rí mínhчuk when you move your face away from me, I moved around to lean against the door for a moment to watch in silence, though seeing how you wipes at your face now and again, I couldn't help but sigh softly and walk over to sit next to you, a hand lifting to gently hook a finger around yours, rather than attempt at comforting you without knowing the limits at the moment, to just let you know I was still here, even if the air between us was silent

@rí чuє чασ shrugs my shoulders faintly and turns my head in order to press my cheek against my arm in silence, my vision blurred with tears, the hot liquid slowly trickling down my cheeks every, causing me to lift a hand and wipe at them every now and then

@rí mínhчuk slowly peers around the frame of the door in an attempt to spot you, and my lips drop into a frown
...Min? Do you want to be alone right now...?

sits down on the bedroom floor against the bed, my knees brought up to my chest slightly

@rí mínhчuk listening to you speak about your parents, I couldn't help but slowly frown in response and look down at your hand as I let my lips linger against your knuckles, having fallen silent for a long moment as I just took a minute to process and thing
I'm sorry, Min... I didn't even think about that side of it...how parents would take things, especially your parents with everything I do.
i begin to mumble, sighing softly as I closed my eyes for a long moment

@rí чuє чασ a small frown tugged upon my lips at your question, and as you lift my hand up to your lips, i watched as you pressed a small kiss to my knuckles before sighing quietly
I don't think my parents would be to keen on me being married to the male equivalent of a star-- "hi mom and dad, meet my husband who I haven't mentioned to you guys. what does he do? oh you know..a lot of rated pictures-- o h, and by the way, i'm having his child." not only would they disown me, but they'd probably try to have some type of exorcism because "men can't get pregnant".

@rí mínhчuk Oh, so they really don't know about me?
raises a brow out of genuine curiosity, though I gently moved my hand off your tummy to take hold of one of your hands, gently bringing it up to press a soft kiss against your knuckles
That's okay Min. It'll probably be a lot of news for them to take in all at once... Is there a reason you haven't told them..? Have you been too busy to?

@rí чuє чασ . . .welllllll--
my lower lip between my teeth at your question, my gaze down casting as my fingers began to mindlessly fiddle with the blankets that rested beneath us upon the bed, my brows furrowing a bit upon my forehead

@rí mínhчuk for a moment, I closed my eyes through the silence and ran a hand through my hair before turning and walking over to the bed, climbing up next to you and settling on my side with my head propped up
Mm... I haven't spoken to my parents for at least a month or so. I've been meaning to, but I never really remember to when I have the chance.
shrugs my shoulders slightly while I reach over and rest my hand atop your tummy before chuckling
Months though... Do they even know about me?