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@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [] lol don’t worry, I was trying to make him exhausted enough to talk. Especially since we still haven’t gotten to the main talk : ) this will be relatively shorter ]

*in the beginning, Jeongguk wasn’t planning to do more than scare you by threatening the triggering word against you to see if you’d falter. Push him away. But instead, no. You pulled him close, even challenged him. You were never planning to run away and his own heart became fuller despite the sadness that still lingered that was only temporarily melted away due to the two burning in this ual pleasure.*

*he was caught off guard by the statement about his * cant……*he started to feel light guilt eating at him because he could. De definitely did in a few of his non-NPC victims before coming here. But emotionally, he was starving for you and for making /your/ body writhe in pleasure against him. But he did .* deal… I’ll *slams* *slams* you *slams* again and *slams* again! *he said in a softer voice lingering a bit of guilt* if we last that long… *and at least for now, that was the end of his doubting. It’ll come back when his mind wasn’t crazy to love on you*

*your expressions, your movements, the way even his breaths caught in his throat at how great you take him while screaming his name desperately. God you knew. This was only something ing his lover could give him- no matter how much he has to do his own scene acting to get the right vibe for his victims. No matter what he had to say to get them in the mood. Nothing beat this passionate needy connection. And yes, some were very good at reacting in bed too.*

*he smirks softly at the way your body trembles for him and whines when he denied your then flipped you around to continue by slamming into your muffled body. He could tell you were enjoying the manhandling too because you were loud even against the couch. , it was hot. And even more hot when he flipped you back around and saw your lips were drooling. You loved being dicked down like that too. He thought you would. But getting close to their first , he wanted to see that y face*

*your face and voice were all melding together as he breathily pants. It was cute how much you enjoyed his too when your voice became incoherent as his mind was melting to your crying in pleasure. All he wanted to do was keep kissing and slamming into you. Then his own twitched, his stomach knotting as you continued to push against him. His tongue started to salivate as he watched your biting red lips. Faster, harder, pounding. And eventually he groans emptying inside you for the first time.*

*The first time he helped you . The next times was a mix of jerking you to or him . But each time you reached out to hug him, his beastly red eyes dimmed as he reached out before they glowed again as he continued. By the end our thighs wet and sticky, his human body struggles before laying next to you as his chest rises and falls quickly. Rather than on top of you, he grabs you to lay closer on top of him so you wouldn’t fall off the couch, kissing and your sweaty neck as he sniffs at your body. His own body was trembling from exhaustion as he kissed you lazily. Eventually, his chest rising and falling slowed down as he now focused on wiping your face. He thumbed at your crying cheeks with a soft breath. His mind felt more numb as he tried to speak*…good…you…h good…

*eventually, he has calmed down enough for us to talk in the more lazily kissing not yet sleepy part of our time. This would be a good time to bring up the he put you through, address it and maybe he’d also speak about it too*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ [ not sure if i will be able to match the length lol]

, you got me… *The expression on his face was cocky, and confident as he sent you a kiss.* I love being your ty . *Jungkook leans in, kissing back as he jerks you slowly, matching your own rhythm. Your reaction, husky panting. Hot. So very hot. It unleashed something warm and aggressive in his stomach, and it took an effort not to act on it. They had time, he didn't need to rush anything. He runs his hand down your side while you look at him with those eyes, mouth slightly open. He his bottom lip into his mouth and bit it lightly, as he dropped his gaze from yours and very deliberately took in your appearance. Starting from your thighs, leisurely working his way up. You could definitely feel it, almost burning on your skin. His hunger, appreciation, longing, desire. Jungkook /wanted/ you.*

*The edge of his mouth curled just a little as you kissed him. He dragged his finger down your jawline to finally cradle your jaw. Then he surges forward, tilting his head and intensified the kiss. Your raspy, husky tone sent heat curling down his spine. He gasped softly at the touch of your fingers, arching closer to you. Yes, he wanted to say. Yes baby, touch me, take me, me. Don't make me wait. Yet, he keeps it down, just staring into your eyes, his body showing what he needs and wants way better than words. He knew you didn't really need to check anything. The gesture not lost on him. You cared, and that made his heart grow. * No, I didn't. Can't really come without you. It's not the same, but add that to my Christmas present list right under ing me senseless the whole night.

*A loud 'oh' escaped his mouth when you in, toes curling from the sudden sensation of being filled up. He trembled, pulling you closer to ground himself better, gasping for air. Word lost on him, as he rocked with you, moving to feel you deeper and when you hit the spot just right. Jungkook and lungful of air, when a strong wave of pleasure took over his body. His teeth sicking into his bottom lips, as he trembled in your strong arms. One of his hand, resting on your knee, holding it as you slip in and out. He was drowning but also flying, his body bending to your will, hips jerking to meet yours. * Jeongguk! Ah.. Jeongguk! *He calls you, half , half gasping. Then the string of curses, when you abuse his hole and prostate, just far too good for him to give a damn. He was so close, so close, ready to chase it, when you stopped him, pulling him back to the couch, to your warm body.* Fuuu.... ck... *He gasped, his held back, and he whined softly in protest. *

*They died down as you turned him around, and he hides his face, sticking his up for you. He knew what will give them both the most pleasure. Loud, needy moans fill the room as you left your loving bites on his cheeks. His hand curling into a fist on the edge of the couch, hips twitching as he rubs himself against the couch. Then you spread him apart, filling him again, and he sinks into the soft mattress with a soft groan. He linked his fingers with yours, his hold strong.* I do... I doo * Jungkook whines out, pressing himself against you, his hole squeezing you just as hard, each time you in.*

I love you too... so much... *Jungkook answered back, a bit winded, a bit raspy, but it was a strong and honest answer. By the time you turned him around again, his face was red from lack of air and the pressure he was pushed into a mattress. You wiped off the drool, and he gasped softly, kissing you back.* Please... please Gukkie... * He begs softly, trembling in your hold. He was on the edge, so close, so sensitive. His heart racing.*

Yes... yes! *Jungkook agreed, loudly when you entered him again. Roughly, and hard, and he whines for more. Your bruising hold on his waist. Your weight and grunts above him. He didn't need much to come, and he did so violently. Arching in your hold, fingers curling on your shoulders. Your constant s made it last even longer, and he for a moment he couldn't see anything. Just feeling you all around him, inside him. Your warm load fills him nicely. He said something incoherent, growing slack in for a moment before he came back. He blinks softly, now aware that he cried from pleasure. His lips stinging from share force he was biting on them. Jungkook turned his head, pressing a kiss to your head, as his hand cradled your head closer, and then you were inside him again, and he twitched at the sensation. *

*His own body attune with yours, maybe a bit slower but reacting strongly. You ed him over and over again, and he cried each time you forced his body to dry , every time reaching out to you to hug you. By the end of it, he was sore in so many places, covered in smeared and sweat. Hair sticking to his neck and face. He pulls you closer, kissing your cheeks, letting you rest on his body, wrapping his shaky legs around you, slowly, lazily rubbing your shoulders and back, letting you listen to his slowly calming down heart.*

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [] feel free to shorten, sorry went long lol ]

Would you? *he challenged* or your y enjoying being pressed down and dominated by a man too much to help strip? Mm… *his voice groaned hazily when you jerked him after smirking at the slap of his , slightly amused at your antics* love it…so ing much. Looking so good when you pump me eagerly into your needy little hole *and he kisses your lips as he honestly started to your jerking hand with his own short needy husky panting* Hyung…..h

*even the way you kissed him, his breaths mingled with yours, tilting his head and deepening him tasting you. His tongue flicked. As your own lips softened into his touch, his fluidly moved against yours* mmm but god does it make me feel great when you show it *his lips trailing back to your lip corner and down as he groaned at the jerks* your words always match em..mgh y *he smirks lifting a brow back as you pull him into your body. He didn’t need to check if you were stretched enough even as a demon. But since it’s been a while since we last did it like this, he still did check because that’s how much he cared about your comfort still. He your hole and smirks at the way it clenched* looks like even this part of you is so ing honest about you needing some . Did..h you yourself thinking of me when I was busy? God id love to seen you crying for me… maybe I should give you a that’s my shape *he snickers softly before suddenly a slam into your hole*

Except you did baby- er I thought you did *his twitched inside you as your body shuddered to his s. The way you arched on his hips and begged for him to continue, as you almost reached your high, he only slammed harder against you with rougher pants. He groaned ing your prostate harder and harder then purposely missing it. But no, even if he had slept with other non-npcs, he couldn’t be done with you that quickly* baby… *he rolled his hips deeply before lifting himself up to stop. Then out of nowhere, he started to pile drive you, bruising your prostate again and again. As you grabbed the couch mattress to hold yourself in place, one of his hands grabbed your hand, pinning it down against your thigh. He laced our fingers then kissed your neck as his other arm wrestled your body around your shoulders. That way the next slams onto you were deeper and faster. As you uttered a stream of curses, his husky voice responded to them breathily while your body was being drilled fast enough to jerk you and him each time* you’re so tight baby… *and after a few more deep but faster roll of his hips, he grabbed your member and squeezed it to stop you from just yet.*

*Then he kissed your lips before wrapping an arm around your leg he was pinning to pull it up and kiss your thigh* sorry I wanna and feel you more *he grabbed your waist to flip you over to lay on the couch, spanking your and giving love bites on it* on your stomach baby *he mutters then kisses down your shoulder blades to your before spreading your cheeks. Then he groans as his leaking head fills your hole slowly again. He grunted at the tight walls expanding for him. Supported himself with two hands on your sides, he pinned your hands on the couch, lacing his fingers with them. Before he began he turned to the side of your head so he could kiss you, mumbling* god you’re the iest…h *then without warning, he drilled deep, slamming into your ricocheting cheeks as you were ed deep into the friction of the couch. Each slam grew faster as his fingers tightened lacing you in* baby…daddy…h…love that…? Love my big …? *he spanked your once and squeezed it before that hand returned back to tangle in your fingers. Despite your voice muffled, he could feel your body close to *

*he flipped you around to see your in pleasure face, wiping any liquid from it as he kissed you* I love you… *he groaned as he entered you the third time this session. He grabbed your body closer to him until your head was no longer resting on the arm rest but the couch mattress before he gripped your waist and slammed into you* with me kook hyung h…! *he kissed your s and on them as he ed and jerked your body to pleasure. This is what happens when you weren’t riding him first. When he was controlling, his force is similar to the beast’s, manhandling your body every which way. Just now because it’s you, his voice and tone which he was making you moan was softer. He slipped a tongue into your mouth to swirl ours around before gripping and pumping your to each of his s*

*he groaned as his ’s head twitched inside you then spurted his load. He rode his out inside you as his tongue continued to swirl against yours before kissing you he emptied everything onto you as he panted and rested his head on your shoulder. Even now he’s still ing you but slower. He kisses your shoulder* can’t get enough of you…h *he spread your legs again to pin it down and ed again, suddenly hard again *

*he continued to you in all sorts of positions on the couch. Maybe it was the familiarity of the feeling of ing his victims on his own apartment couch or maybe it was you being so ing hard to get enough of. Or maybe it was a combination. But by the end of each round, jeongguk’s eyes glowed more red. Unable to stop himself. He growled as his body slick with sweat and melted against yours again. His once gelled up hair had pretty much all fell across his face. Ravenous. And god did you look great each time until your own hair was wet*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ Oh, I would, but as you can see, I am a bit trapped under my y baby. *He spanked your with appreciation with a silly, playful grin. His eyes never leaving you, watching every movement, enjoying a show. * Yes *Jungkook murmured, already feeding his hungry hands, running them down your body. * You like it? *A soft-spoken question, as he touches your length, observing your reaction to it. Gazing into your dark, desired filled eyes.*

*Kissing you often feel like drowning. The world around turning quiet, even his thoughts silent but head filled with you, all focus on your soft mouth moving over his. The way you taste. The temper of the kiss changing from slow to hurried and passionate. Your fingers dancing over his skin, teasing all the sensitive spots. Addictive. All of it. * Why? Didn't I tell many times I am staying? *Answer, you drink from his lips, claiming them again. *

*Your hands spread him apart and he compelled. A gesture so familiar as your fingers dig into the soft flesh of his thighs. He twisted his ankles behind you, squeezing you gently inside with a small, knowing smirk. Daring you to do it, then gasping when your fingers slip inside. He squeezed them, encouraging you.* I told you once. I am not them. You need to stop comparing me. I am your Jungkook. Yours baby. *Fingers moved over the tattoo on his neck, as a reminder, before his lips parted in a silent moan. Your hard knocked the air out of his lungs, and his fingers dug into the biceps. His small whimper, he adjusted his hips, letting slip even deeper.* Oh , Guk! *He tried to catch his breath.* That's what I meant... um ing yours.

*When you moved, a string of soft curses left his lips, as he squeezed you hard, a burning sensation making his thighs tremble slightly. He reached up, thumbing your neck, before he gripped your shoulder, the other holding the side of the couch mattress to hold himself in place. You knew what you were doing with those deep, slow yet hard s, drawing loud, shameless noises. He rolls his hips with you, meeting you in the middles.* Baby.... oh... right there, yes! Guk! Come on, yes! ! !

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human Why don’t you strip me baby? *he whispered, grinding harder against your hand as you jerked him for him. Then he too pushes down both his pants and boxers until his sprung out, smirking softly at the way you still kiss whatever skin you could get a hold of. He pulled the rest of the material off his legs before crawling back to hover over you on the couch* better…? *yet he bites his lip, as you start to pump him and squeeze his balls again* no you are. Didn’t run away don’t get it…h * his lips meeting you again as you confirm you wanted to be filled up rather than on his . Maybe another time but for now he wanted you this way* actually baby… *he began as he spread your legs, letting your head rest on the couch armrest* I didn’t even plan to you either today… *he positions his own legs, kneeing closer to your as he himself* was thinking you’d leave like them so I just- didn’t. But *he inserted a few fingers in you to check if you’re ready for him.* I’d be lying if I turned down your y . And *nods to his * , you can get me so ing hard for you I need to feel you even in my ty pathetic time… *and with that confession, he ed hard against you as he entered* so tight *he ed harder, his hands grabbing at the sides of the furniture as he groaned at your squeezing his long jerks, rolling his hips deep into you. Slow but deep and filling this time first as your body jerked through each pound while your neck* kook Hyung…h *he moaned against your body*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Jungkook grunts softly under you. He does love this, your weight on him, holding you and pulling you even closer. He gasped softly, pressing a kiss under your ear, before his teeth caught on the earlobe, nipping on it. * Undress baby... completely. I want you . Feel your skin. *His hand gently pulled on your pants, wanting them off immediately. He needed to feel your strong thighs squeezing his body, muscles dancing under his hands. When did remove it, he lifted himself on his elbows, his gaze moving over your body, tongue wetting his lower lips. The hunger and desire in his eyes almost overwhelming as he reaches out to touch you when you move closer. He dragged his hand over the back of your thighs, then the sides before they rested on your hips, lips pressing open mouth kisses to your abdomen moving up, as you settled down back to your previous position. Jungkook grunts, claiming your lips in a passionate, needy kiss. Fingers massaged your balls before he once again started to stimulate your . Slowly, taking his time with each , circling the tip before they moved down.* Perfect. My Jeongguk. *He growls lowly, against your lips.* Go on, fill me up. Take my body, I know you love it. Love your . When I cry from the pleasure. When I beg. *Jungkook whispers, one arm wrapped around your shoulder as he makes some short, cut noises when you abuse his s. His own twitching, hard against his stomach.*

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *wanting to get closer, Jeongguk moaned against your neck, his reluctance easily melting to the tune of your own eager noises. You knew how to make him wanted, he hummed with his husky voice back in response before groaning as your hands traveled inside his opened pants. At the closer pull, his weight was completely over you bc as he started to grind onto your hands and lower to your couch, taking the opportunity to nip at the skin of your neck* baby daddy…*he nods avidly into your eyes as you him like usual* I’d those pretty lips of yours any day, make you make that ing y red crying face. But , today I want to see you moan my name as I pound your ty *he ducked down after nipping your neck to nip your exposed s, massaging your own muscular pectorals then them* sorry I think I need to feel you today, hear you scream, see your sweat glisten against me…I want your perfect little ty hole to wrap around and me in while you get pounded in

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Jungkook nodded softly and smiled, feeling a bit lighter after hearing the breathless sorry. His fingers turn into a hand against your warm cheek, guiding you closer as he kisses you, arching his body to be closer. No more words were needed, as he let his gestures do the rest. His hungry eyes, moving over yours, tasting your sweet poison, and letting you drink his own. Takes away the soft pleading noise when you press him down. You guided his hand down and his fingers brushed over your abdomen, feeling the muscles. He ed your pants, pulling the belt off and slipping inside and cupping your hardening length with a thrilled noise. Jungkook worked slowly, from the base up, finger pressing all the right points as he pumped you. His other hand slipped on your him under the hem of your loose jeans to squeeze the flesh of your cheek and then moved up, to your lower back and waist, pulling you closer.* Do you want to choke me with your , baby boy? *He asked against your ear, tilting his head so you could abuse his neck, making him moan. *

*They will talk, later, after they burn their feelings away buried in each other arms. Then Jungkook will ask for answers.*

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human Yeah…h. Always. Sorry baby….*his answer was rushed and breathy but direct enough as those fingers made him shiver and the soft but fire lifting of his chin. He couldn’t hold back, not when you were doing him in so good. You knew how to make him feel special in and outside of the . He can’t stay sad or mad at us when you were sweeping him back into your arms again. It’s already hard for him to hold grudges when in front of the person he loves. Maybe that’ll affect in the future as well. So yes, they’ll burn it out but maybe- hopefully they do talk about it or this might happen again due to not talking about the important stuff. Up to you in the end. Because now he’s like an in awe human being worshipping your y body. But also your y presence unable to see any problems. Just yearning to fall deep into you*

Don’t think you need to worry… *his lips harder at your neck, adjusting your body so he could press you against the couch, straddling your legs. He guided your hands to touch his pants and the belt on it if you wanted to start that comment today all while kissing and your skin* kook Hyung…

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Maybe that's why you couldn't really resist Jungkook. Sometimes it was easier to use gestures and body language to show you just how precious you are. The kisses pressed into your cheeks and head. Him playing with your fingers, or your hair. Or just resting his head on your shoulder as he reads and you play. *

*Yes, this wasn't a usual day. Jungkook was painfully aware of it, but he also knew that sometimes you needed to burn first before you could actually speak. To feel him and his body, listen to the melody of his moans, feel as he reaches for you. See just how much he wanted you and you wanted him. Then melt into Jungkook arms all sweaty and feel just how much you are loved. Kisses trails into his skin. Listen to his erratic heartbeat that slowly calm down. His gently trembling fingers combing your hair, and his kisses on your face. *

me up? Hate you? *Jungkook asked in a soft voice.* As if I could do that. The complexity of my feelings are not something you can mess up with just a few words. Even if they hurt. *The fingertips of his fingers run down your back, slowly, making you shiver.* I am into you. I want to feel you everywhere, not to be beat down. That part is over for today. *Jungkook lifted your chin up to look into those dark eyes. * Can you love me now Guk? Love my body? Press me down, me good, but do this that special way reserved for me? I am your human, you naughty , your Kook hyung. *He reminds you gently with a quiet moan when your lips moved slowly on his neck. * Then I have to make sure you won't escape...

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *typical. Others might say but it’s in these gestures he could feel cared for. Especially as someone who knew how to blend emotionally with ual pleasure without getting too emotional. It always takes his breath away. Awes him.*

*it’s true. On a good day, that’s normal for you to use your alluring charm and melt into his arms as he melted into you as well. But this wasn’t a normal day. Jeongguk quite literally was planning to not be around you. He walked off on you. Everything right before wouldve usually been indicative to /not/ be kissing each other right now. To not be romantic. His voice grew husky but admits* then it wouldn’t be actual . I was planning to you up *his fingers thumbed at your hips* make you never forgive me. Hate me too *his voice trails* but if you into , I know a few tricks up my sleeve. If you don’t mind a rougher version, I got a belt *yet when you admit about making him love you more, he snickers* , and I thought I was the demon… *his voice growled at the kisses to his neck as he helped remove his shirt then his hand pushed your pants down while his other one on your waist pushed you to the wall* you’re the one who entrapped me…

*but was this right? To not talk and go directly into ? Only time will tell. All he does know is that, at least with his ex, was the only thing they were in tune with. Otherwise, if they ever talked, it would lead into an argument all the time.*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Was he toying with you just a bit, knowing the effect he has on you? Yeah, he did. He knew you would watch. The flushed face exposed you. It was a nice discovery. That he could still get into your head with just a few gestures. He didn't comment on it, but his eyes melted just a bit.*

*if you think about it, nothing was really surprised in that. He brought you back home, he confessed. Jungkook was nothing but open and inviting. Honest, leaning into your hand, pressing his warm cheek against it, turning his head to kiss the inside of it. * I guess you are right. Takes two to make a pair, it strengthens them. *He raises his eyebrows and laughs, closing his eyes. * Oh, this body know it's master. Know the pleasure. It would lean into it and beg for it. Bend for you. *He wrapped his arms around you, one slipping in to your hair, making a mess, the other rubbing your back, as he tasted you again, making a small noise, shifting so your he could feel your weight on him.* , you know my secret plan now. I am exposed because that's precisely what I want. *His fingers curls in your shirt, pulling it off your body. He let his mouth slowly explore your neck and collarbones, pressing kisses into your skin, leaving marks behind. * Because I do so love you.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *his face flushed at the kiss to his knee before he watched your body being slowly exposed under the jacket. He quickly snapped his head away. Clearly it’s hard. Hard to hide how much you mesmerize him. Even now when he’s trying to keep his distance.*

*then he just let his body act first, being completely thrown for a loop when you kissed back just as passionately. He didn’t expect that. Not after treating you like . Yet he kisses back, eyes closing before he demanded to you. He blinked surprised again when you pulled him close to you. It was his turn to look taken off guard into your left then right eyes. Caught. Hook. Line. Sinker. He tried to smirk it off his rough persona despite his giving hazy eyes* yeah so ing pathetic… *his hand caressed your cheek* but..takes one to know one… *his eyes melted, unable to continue with his initial plan* and here I was planning to you. *snorts as his voice grows husky* ing dammit *he grabs your waist, pulling you closer to him, then your upper lip, pulling it between his teeth before whispering* stop ing making me love you more…

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *The comment made him smile as his gaze quickly slice over your face, and he pinched your calf gently.* With your high demand? More like a king. *The tone was playful, as he kissed your knee before he stood up, shrugging his own jacket off his shoulders.*

*The moment you moved he was there, meeting you halfway, his body relaxing in your hold, welcoming and inviting you close. There was no resistance, no holding back when he answered your kiss just as hard. When you pulled away, to say the words, he cupped your cheek, thumbing it. His eyes moved from one eye to another.* Only if you promise me that this is not a goodbye . *His hand moved to the back of your neck, to pull you closer.* I am not letting you go, Jeongguk, no matter how pathetic you think I am. *He kissed you again, pulling on your lower lips, on it.* I just ing love you, and there is nothing pathetic in it and that's enough for me.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *as opposed to his other rambunctious personality, Jeongguk was quieter as you pulled off his jacket then ruffled his hair. He blinked when you knelt down to help him with his shoes. He snorts* pft what am I, a princess *yet he let you do as is, letting you lead him wherever. This time you demanded him to be here. Not him*

*he was quiet, subdued even as you half scold him, telling him you expected him to behave differently. The expectation of the contract. He bit his lower lip. why. Why why why. Yet then you say this 3 words again and his fist unclenched, his jaw as well. Without thinking, he leaned forward and kissed your lips hard before muttering as he grasped your waist* shut up and let me you *his voice growled husky*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Jungkook pulled you into apartament you shared with him. His hand never leaving yours, thumb moving over your skin in a comfortting manner. Inside he gently pulled your jacket off your ahoulders, and kneeled to take your shoes off. He was quiet, and he ruffled your hair, encouraging you to go inside. *

*You found yourself odly standing in the kitchen, observing him before he takes your hand again and brings you over to a couch where he sit down and make you do the same, your hand still in his hold.* So... *He starts, looking up at your face.* That ing hurts Guk. *Jungkook states.* I know that when you are scared, angry and hurt you want to hurt others and then run. Burn everything on your path and don't look back yet I am not planning to let you do that. As long as it's me you will turn around and see me waiting and we will talk. That's what you agreed to do when we make our contract. I did not expected it to be easy. *His intense eyes burn.* I love you Jeongguk *He make a point to stop here, to make sure you noticed that there is no 'but' that follows.* and I want to be there for you in your lowest. You have to start including me. You can be nasty, angry and mad and I will love you all the same. Just let me share the burden.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *he hums and nods sloely* you right about that… *he smirks at the thought of a midnight snack being probably a lazy and he bit his lip* that’s hot, 4 meals a day? You’d spoil an incubus like me baby…usually I’m lucky if I get even 1 a day. Usually starving but the more days in, the more the other side has a chance to make me do some ty stuff. Work can count but…not fulfilling if it’s what V and I nicknamed NPCs*

*hums as he thinks about how he discovered it. He shrugged his shoulders* it was my breakfast when the cafe ran out of cereal on cereal nights. I’d just take the sliced apples they had and drop it in my bowl of milk. And when I was ing around with the honors building across I learned the more soaked the better. *he hums to your lips before kissing them with his milky ones, growling slightly in desire* I could’ve easily knocked you up so hard by now and , that’s y to think about… *grips your waist* having so much with you that now I was careless and got you prego and still continued ing you after that so into you to stop even after you got prego… *smirks* but nah, if I have to take care of those ty little sandbags too. *he thumbs your waist* I’m fine with not doing that to you even if you’d look y with my like that… *and it’s probably obvious by now that rather than domestic it was more something like domestic rather than itself

Making love huh… *his voice tone changed to softer but breathy huskier as he paused on his actions.* after all this teasing to have me in the kitchen? *kisses your lips with a soft smirk* you know baby I’ll ing give anything you want… *then he grabs you with his other strength by the legs, lifting you over onto his shoulder before giving you a soft spank on your .* that’s for making me ing move us when I was so ready to ram inside you *He walked carrying you to the bedroom and with a kick to shut the door, he moved to climb onto the bed as he let go and dropped you onto the mattress under him. He crawled up your frame with a mutter as he pulled your ed shirt to take it off while kissing your lips. His tongue had trailed from your lips to chin then kissed your jawline before pulling your earlobe with his teeth. His hands sliding from your s to your crotch. He kisses down your jawline to your neck with and biting before pulling up smiling into your eyes* happy baby…?

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ I know, but wouldn't it be boring if I showed you all my sides and secrets in go? *Jungkook asked softly, playfully. Meeting your gaze, so full of warm, cozy emotions, made his heart size with happiness. He was glad that you liked his surprised.* You forgot the midnight snack in bed. *Winks, touching your nose.*

*Domestic. Yeah. Something so entirely new in Jungkook life as well. Each moment, each one thing about all of this, was just as fresh and unknown. Luckily, he could discover it with you. You were the guidance book, and he could just write it all with you. * I would never expect your favorite meal would be this, is there a story behind it? Why do you like this? Or how you even discover this treat?*He asks curiously, swallowing another bite before he grins.* It's your lucky day, I may not have children, but I surely could be a dad you would like to .

Which, I am not trying to be rude or ignorant in any way, baby. *He took your hand, one that was holding a phone, kissing your wrist.* But I really would love to be ed in /our/ bed. *His lips move down, brushing against your skin till he reaches your elbow.* Then, show me and tell me everything, hopefully with your still buried with me. I am curious. I do want to know more Jeonggukie. *When you finally caught up on his desire, pulling him closer, before you set him on the kitchen counter. He spreads his legs, letting you slip inside, as he smiles against your lips.* I love when you are romantic. *He slipped his fingers into your hair, combing your hair back.* But I was dreaming about this moment. When I could pull you to our bed, and let you ruin me. , Jeonggukie, you don't even know how much I want you. *He whispers all of it in a low, husky tone. His lips brushing against you before he kissed you with so much passion, his fingers already working on your shirt.* Trust when I am telling you that I want to hear all the stories, and see him. I do, I will. Just… make love to me first, baby boy. The way only you know how. *His breath hitched when you on his s, and he leans to press kisses into your hair.* Mhmm, I love you Jeonnguk, I really ing do.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *he grins a bunny smile while kissing your lips* a riddle? *pouts* you know I’m not good with non-instant gratification baby… *his voice is sweet and husky. His eyes too as if looking at you like you truly are his world. Being confident enough to do that and trust in you and even this place to stay with you. He grins at your dirty mind* mm for breakfast, lunch and dinner. 3 meals a day, I’d be full *snickers teasingly*

*he was prepping the cereal bowl to show you with a soft gum at your back hug. So ing domestic. He smirks but continues before parting his lips in surprise* hey I wasn’t finished! *he grins not able to get mad at your cute behavior and pouts* don’t judge. You’ll like it if you me *he kisses your lips lightly. Yet even he wasn’t prepared for the switching tone you had while he was just being sweet and romantic to you. Afterall, jeongguk today was eager to just kiss you, hug you. He grinned widely when you are the soaked apple* I know right? Makes me happy someone could enjoy it. For me, it don’t taste like before but at least it’s still way ing better than anything else cause it still tastes like /and/ tastes like before. Weird but true *he snickers musing to himself with a shake of his head* I don’t mind. It’s like a real pretty baby momma or daddy. Spoiling me and I’ll pay it back by letting you ride my whenever you want. I like them needy lonely secretly y milfs and dilfs for a reason *whispers teasingly*

*At first he thought it was a fluke when he inhaled the intense desire radiating off of you. Maybe because he was too focused on showing you his past as he pulled out that universal phone he carried or just giving you a little more information that could also explain why he was the way he was.* tattoos yeah but no piercings except ear piercings but that’s nice to hear you won’t cut your hair like him then *grins but when he returns to grinning into your eyes about to show you how he looks, he sees it as clear as day as you reach to kiss him in desire. He set the universal phone containing his social account down. Another day maybe he could show you. Now he was against your lips as you kissed him and he tangled our tongues back before gripping your waist and settling you on the kitchen counter. The bowl of apple and milk fell with a splat but Jeongguk was too mesmerized, already drawn by your own craving desire for him to care, he presses his crotch against yours, grinding and harder. He snickers* should’ve known my baby daddy wanted to eat something else… *he snickers between your lips, ing your shirt and your s* and here I was trying to be a good boy, all ing romantic and soft *teases before reaching back up to kiss your lips*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ The best...? *He hums, with a soft smile.* I have some ideas, but I will let you discover them yourself. To not spoil it. Apparently, the journey is what makes it better in the end. *A whisper against your lips as he wrap his arms around you, pulling you just a bit closer. The next comment made him smile wildly.* You are reading my mind, baby, You can spread me wild on that kitchen counter because I am a whole damn meal.

*You piqued his interest as he exposed his neck to you with a shaky breath and quiet moan.* Sure, what is it? *Jungkook moves with you and when you were focusing on the task, he wrapped his arms around your waist, hugging your back and resting his chin on your shoulder, observing. He stole one slice right from your fingers, sticking his tongue out playfully. Apples with milk? That is surely quite an interesting combination. Before he could ask about it, you switched their position, and just that simple action made his shiver in sudden desire. How surprising, considering that before he met you, if it were someone else did that he would put a space and stop up. Yet now, he trusts you entirely and giving you control, and upper position feels great. He a breath in, thinking about a possible position you could do him, as his eyes darkened in desire, but he managed to focus, letting you feed him. It tasted sweet, good, and when you leaned to kiss him, to prevent you from moving away, he rested a hand on the back of your head. Jungkook your lips dry, slipping his tongue in, running it along your gums, having a proper taste.* This actually good, I like it but… I mean, I would probably do that as well, or at least have more apple tings around in case you want to try. There is nothing wrong in spoiling you. *He gazes into you eyes, as he wonders and smiles at your proposition eagerly, nodding.* Oh yes, please do. But I am not planning to cut my hair any time soon, so I think this is a big change already, and well... did he have piercing, tattoos? Driving license for your ? *He asks, raising his eyebrow, right before he crashes his lips against you, as the previous desire comes back. *

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *you were right to think he’s kind of unpredictable. He couldn’t even control himself in maintaining a sense of self-security let alone a relationship. Yet here he was doing both- or trying to- again. But nothing could change the fact that he was touched by how much you thought about this day. Kinda made him feel sorry for his bosses that they didn’t get this special treatment on their day of Halloween. But also knowing them, it would’ve been a sick in the head gift. He ended up snickering lightly*

Worst? *he hums along while kissing your lips* if this the worst of you, I’m hella curious to know what’s the best… *he mutters before we rest our foreheads together *then he smirked as you commented about the kitchen* so I can use the kitchen to eat you out? *he grins tilting his head playfully as he cornered you against the counter* I actually have one thing I can technically eat *winks* it still tastes like compared to you…but it was my favorite when I was a human so I try to hold onto it. Want you to try it with me *he hums as he slides his lips down your neck.*

*he pulls away and walks to the fridge with a grin, grabbing an apple from the counter and a milk carton. He cuts the Apple carefully and then drops the now pieces into the milk to let it soak. Then cornering you back against the counter, he puts the bowl next to you before taking a spoon and feeding himself then you before snickering. Slightly sweet yet barely their taste. He smirked* the first jungkook I met saw me eating this and went all crazy preparing so many combos of apple foods, apple pies, cobblers- it was so ing funny *laughs before feeding himself* until he figured it out that it was all a dream and I wasn’t “real” cause I had no body- whatever the that means. *kisses your lips with his sweeter ones* don’t worry…never fell for them. Just- he was what probably made me wanna find someone like me or was me *smirks to you, tapping your chest* guess I went and fell for two who /were/ me instead in that first multiverse world all three of us were in…I have memories of how I looked back then *pulling out his phone* wanna see my social? Don’t laugh though. I can show you my hyungs too. Ex-Shawty first edition too so you know why you don’t look like him and how to avoid it hah.

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Jungkook's shoulders relaxed as he watches your reaction. He was worried, of course he was. You can be unpredicted, and even he can only guess the reaction. He worked hard on this, on every little detail, observing, taking notes on small things you mention here and there, on the way you dress, and the size. He wanted to make you feel at home. Invite you to a place you could find comfortable. It wasn't a huge apartment, but it was enough for the two.*

Ah, you are pulling the worst of me out. *He teased you, moving closer as his lips shared your smile, eyes melting. Jungkook leans into that touch and kiss like a starved man, breathing you in, and closing his eyes.* I did promise you ty stars, didn't I? *He whispered, resting his forehead on yours.* I love you too. *Another kiss, slower, deeper, meaningful, and so sweet, as he let you steal his last breath. His fingers curled around yours, as he accompanied you during your exploring.* I did, I observed, I listened and used my knowledge. I know you are not really eating…well, unless it's me, but you can use the kitchen however you want. You have your own mug as well.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [] normally, I leave long replies to later but this was just so sweet bit to reply on this day]

*jeongguk wasn’t sure /what/ to expect when he was given the garish devil key. He preferred if it was a cross instead for sure. But even after that, he thought it’d be some new y form of pleasure? Maybe a position or a kink we haven’t done yet? Yet when he looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar room, he was brought back to that time. Before that fight where he almost successfully ed V Hyung’s lover yoogi that time. When V Hyung and him fought but maintained a pretty chill relationship. A time when he truly thought V Hyung had a heart with the amount the other giggled and had fun. Similar to that young boss Taehyung yet different. When he was kicked out, he lost his body as well. That first clone of a soul offered to help yet gave up when he realized it was all a dream. Yet that was the instigator to end up preferring himself; because personality-wise that one showed he could be understood- by his own.*

*He stared at the room then smirked* who knew you were so sappy… *then his smirk weakened into a touched smile* love it… *thumbs your cheek* I love you… *kisses your lips longer then let’s go to explore, smirking at the gaming and comics* you did your research huh..

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ .
'GIFT'
*When he took you to his apartment, there was this soft warm on his face and nervous excitement. Especially when he was shifting from one foot to the other in the elevator as if he couldn't wait. Yet, it all disappears when you find yourself before the door. * Trust me? *He asked simply, covering your eyes and walking you inside. You know this place, you've been here many times. But something felt different.*

You see, I remember that alley, and you mentioned being kicked out by V on occasion. I always wanted to change that, but I wasn’t sure how to discuss it. *He whispered into your ear, slowly walking you towards the bedroom, with your eyes still covered. You knew it was a bedroom, you were there, you ed him there, but when your eyes were uncovered you could hardly recognize the room. The first thing that greeted you was a new, large, double bed that replaced the old small one, and two big large balloons. One with Iron Man and the other with the simple words ‘welcome home’ and there was something funny about that, if you imagined that very serious professor that walked here dragging two balloons. On the bed, two sets of comforters, and pillows. You were turned gently toward the wardrobe, and you could see it was reorganized, and the left side was almost empty… no, there were clothes there, one that you could actually see yourself wearing in the correct size. * I didn’t want to leave it empty, so I filled it with clothes that I thought you may like, but you can also wear mine, any time. *Jungkook smiled, and then you noticed other things as well, the new gaming console in the living room, space on the bookshelf, and a few comic books here and there. The ashtray and many other small things you could use, even an extra pair of slippers. When you glanced into the bathroom, there were two toothbrushes in the cup, new towels and other necessities. *

So… *When you once again looked at Jungkook, there was this light blush sitting high on his cheekbones, and a nervous smile. He gently presses a key into your hand.* I would like you to move in. This could be your home, your place, if you want it. No more alleys or sleeping in stranger’s beds just to have a place to stay. I would love to have you here. I know you are here often, but I wanted to make it official. *He touched your cheek, caressing it gently.* Waking up next to you, and coming back home knowing you will be there… Maybe I ask for too much, but I would love it.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *as much as you think your fighting him was different, he too was fighting the other and he got the other. But it just didn’t last. But despite all that, he thought his ask was reasonable as he sniffled from crying. Yet his eyes looked into you confused.* n-no that’s not it, Hyung. I just…I wanna know you’ve had a chance at love too before coming and choosing a relationship with me. Unlike w-with them, we can’t be fully a thing. So you might be missing some peak milestones…I just…I want the best for you, Hyung *he thumbs your crying tears. He just didn’t get why that was wrong to ask. Maybe because to him it’s not like he’s asking you to sleep with them. He’s asking you to feel free to like someone- and if that means you wanna sleep with them, you can do it.* Hyung…all I’m asking is if you start to like someone t-to be truthful to your feelings. I’m n-not asking you to them, touch them. Just that you can do all of that but I wanna at least see you date someone else or I’ll never know. That you had it all before I took everything away from you. I already took your old life kinda away- of course I feel bad for it. I-is that too much to ask?

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *No one can guarantee that this will not happen or will happen. No one can predict the future. Jeongguk fought time and time again for his ex, so it only logical that he was now tired of fighting and didn't want to do so. You can only do so much and not get anything back for so long. Yet, Jungkook, he fought hard to be where he was now. To have you, and in a way he succeeded. He managed to get you, and now he has his hands full of you, and he was happy. There wasn't a better feeling than this. Of finally being able to calm down a little, someone you love and care for was there next to you. Even with your work and everything else, he could reach out to you at any moment. Any time. That gave him some type of peace.*

Jeonggukie... why do you want me to look for someone else? *He asked in a tired and scared voice.* Why do you want to push me into someone else's arms? Am I a burden to you? Is that a true reason? *He asked in a small, scared voice.* Please do tell me because I don't understand. *He shakes his head lightly.* If you want sure, I can meet people, and have friends, but never a relationship. I am sick thinking about sleeping with someone else or letting them touch me. No, I won't do it. I can't do it. No, no, no! *He covered his face, biting his lips hard, trying to stop the overwhelming panic rush.* Just, yes to friends but nothing else. I can't do it. I don't want to do it. I understand your job, I am jealous but understand. You can sleep with them and love someone else, but I can't, I did enough of that in my life. I am done. No more, I beg you. I never, ever want to feel like that again. *His eyes fill with tears as he thinks about his past. * Let me just love you, Jeongguk. That's all I am asking. I will interact with people, have friends, but I am not going to look for a lover. I don't want to. You make me happy. You are enough for me. Please... *He says, trying to explain his feelings, and his struggles. Which wasn't exactly easy, and he sniffed.* Am I confusing you too? Are my feelings confusing? My actions?

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *that’s good that you want him and that you care for him not as a doctor but as a patient. But whether you could fight or not… Jeongguk knew better than anyone else what wanting and fighting for someone meant. Afterall, he was a fighter in his unofficial relationships in that multiverse he met his ex in. He did it himself with his ex. But look how that turned out. He fought and loved one person in the beginning and when the other returned after 4 years to apologize and prompt to continue, Jeongguk jumped over the moon and fought for the other again. That was an example of that concern in full display. How could we ensure that you fighting for him is not similar to how far he pushed himself yet to no avail?*

*and what about this fact? That fact that this is only your first relationship just because you refuse to see anyone else? Unlike him who’s ing and flirting with everyone yet only holds his relationship to you highly.*

*jeongguk relapsed crying in your arms but when you change your answer to tell him not to lose himself in you, he sniffs but calms down. That’s right, he’s his own person, maybe twisted and jaded in love and . But his motto wasn’t ‘do whatever the you want when you want’ for no reason. But it was nice. To know he had someone in his court for once. That he could lean onto for once. First hobi Hyung, second you. Though temporary first because he’s sure hobi Hyung will betray him in the future as the older already has many times in his perception. He wasn’t sure if you would though. His eyes twinkled as he breathed and tried to calm himself down too but when you said you’d refuse to at least /look/ in someone’s direction, he tried* t-the multiverse is much your thing as mine, Hyung. I got a temp possible permanent body b-because of you. But I want you to know that this is a place to meet others for you too. You didn’t have that luxury to meet more compatible people so- *he inhaled lightly* can you at least p-promise me that if you start to like someone, you won’t hold back for me? You’ll do whatever the you wanna do with them…then come back a-and tell me…? A-after that *he moans lightly at the bite to his sensitive neck near his mole.* I-if you can promise me that, you can be -ing cute with me in that chat room. Even bold and grab me by my . It’s just gotta work at that time so it can’t be random new news people would second take. As long as you know I’ll have to act it up like I do with all of them, Hyung. I still have to act you know- like my old self but I wanna touch you too no doubt about that. J-just have to do it in a guise fit for whatever mofos are there. Since I have to act like that with everyone- or worse if they reject me harshly. *looks down* I can feel emotions yeah-h but these days emotions don’t really always align to what people want? I-I’m not sure. They get but don’t want me to them? …like my ex Or sad but don’t want me to comfort them *furrows brows because was confused*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Despite how nice it can be, there is nothing easy about love or a relationship. Because it is a union between two people. Entirely different, who meet at the certain time in their life and suddenly tangles their fates together, and try to live the same life again, but now together. It is a challenge on its own. Not a one that will be overcome easily or fast. It will come back and change depending on age, time, sytuation and season. It can bring closer or it can bring apart, and it requires patience, understanding and encouragement as well as effort and love from both sides. That much Jungkook knew. Now imagine this whole ordeal with someone who is a demon, without a body, suddenly put in one. Someone who stayed away from relationships, at least healthy ones. Who's now entire being is one big challenge. What can you do for him, as his partner? Many would say nothing. It's a lost case. Move on. But not Jungkook. He was just an ordinary person, who would simply give up.*

*Jungkook was someone broken beyond repair, who carries more hurt and pain in his soul than any other ordinary human. He has an ocean of patience which he worked on for so many years, and a good understanding of human emotions, the brain, and the full chemistry behind it. He has insecurities dressed up nicely to put on display. Unhealed scars, indent in his soul. Years of independence, hard work, and loneliness. Nothing was ever easy. Jungkook never saw that golden tray with good stuff to pick up from. Everything he was handled over was either given by punches or not given like at all. That made him into a fighter, and he learned that if he wanted something, he needed to work for it. Fight with everything he has and never give up. Now, he wanted you.*

*Jeongguk, his baby boy, his person. To the ends of his soul, from beginning to end. /He. Wanted. You./ Once again, there was nothing easy about that. Yet somehow, that was a good thing. This wouldn't feel right otherwise, for someone with a fighter soul. Whatever challenge you shall throw at him, he will take it. Because even when you doubt yourself, when you are losing all the hope, when there is darkness surrounding you, he will be that light. He will do it until his last breath, despite you disregarding his feelings, insulting him and throwing a fit. Because even if you don't believe in his love or yourself, he never gave up on you. Finding you time and time again you are worth, the attention, the chance, the body, and everything. ty past or not, Jungkook shall find a way to bathe you in stars and watch the sky with you. Just because he simply loves you. *

*Jungkook understood, and didn't bulge or run away. He faces your demon, by gently cradling your head closer, pressing a long kiss to your forehead, temple, and lips. Despite your tears, he remained calm, yet soft and understanding. You could see that he was listening, carefully, taking each word from your lips while also never stopping hugging you, rubbing your head soothingly. This was your safe space, in his arms. The safest place in your world. There was no pity, this wasn't a doctor-patient relationship. Jungkook was your lover, from the very beginning, a lover who listens and learns, who see your struggles and care to do something about it.* Jeonggukie, you are everything. *He states, voice without doubt, yet soft, loving.* Don't lose yourself in me, but do lean on me. You are not a patient. You were never a patient. *He gently rubbed your shaking lip, pressing it. * Each kiss is meant for you, soft and hard. Each moan. Each cry. You are a first person that I want to be intimate with for joy, pleasure and because I love you. Yes, I take care of you, but how could I not do that? You are mine. Each time I see you, I feel lighter. I feel happy. *Another kiss placed on your lips.* This is not just a first love anymore. It is a commitment. This is just me, a plain human being, who's entire world changed for the better since I met you. *He rubbed the tears away.* I am not a prisoner, but I am not going to search for people. I am content, with you. I want you. Just you. *He closed his eyes for a moment, nuzzling you closer.* But It will put mine and your mind at ease if you tell me what do you expect from me, when you have to act and be cold. I am torn, between what I want and what I should do, and it is difficult to stop myself from pulling you closer and biting your neck. Stopping myself from kissing you hard… just tell me, what do you want me to do. Should I act as well? Should I be bold and claim you for myself? Just like today, i didn't want to reject you but I didn't know what to do, baby. Please...? If you could tell me, I don't want to keep hurting you, and i don't want lose you. *Jungkook gently tilted his head, to let you nuzzle him close, and he wrapped himself around you. Holding you close, breathing slowly with you. Oh if you only could feel how much he loves you.* You are the better part of my day. You can feel emotions, so please feel them. Focus on them, how happy I am the moment I see you. How good and content I am when you me. Each time you have doubt, just feel me. Feel the emotions. Obligations and patients don't bring me joy, like you do. If you have a hard time trusting my words, trust my emotions, they are there, for you, you can read them, I can't lie. *He wasn't. Despite the sad topic, he was happy. Happy you told him that. There was this content, calming feeling, and simply warm love as he presses kisses into your hair. You wouldn't find anything that would suggest he didn't want to be there because there was non to find. *You are everything, Jeongguk. All and more.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *Maybe… it was always just a he problem instead of a we. He’s the one insecure in himself and there’s no real good way to just help him*

*It’s funny and ironic though because most times the question he usually faces as an incubus with his relationships, both official and unofficial, were if they were only sticking with him because of the . And that idea grew even stronger when his ex and first love broke up with him but was still willing to sleep with him occasionally. But you. You were the opposite. /he/ came onto you that night in your dream. At first he was mad with tears crying frustrated that your soul replaced his ex’s yes but yet as soon as he wanted to you too, you gave him that expression that you knew he needed it and just went along for the ride. And well- with his slightly tanned skin and strawberry blond hair he was hot enough to sleep with even as your psychiatry amused pity case.*

*No. Now instead of questioning the usual as an incubus, he was questioning whether you were having with him because of that same sentiment from back then. Because he was just some patient to you. Someone to take care of. was just some way to take care of him. Afterall, you were so used to working and helping people too. Just now you’re working with a demon but still a demon that has human feelings. So once you knew he was an incubus and that’s why he was still ing others, you could’ve easily discerned with your psychiatry skills he needed to have a lot. And even when you fell in love with him, it wasn’t because of the either. But you were a lonely psychiatrist without a life and had no one else to flirt with except him. So inevitably, you fell for him because you had no one else to fall for.*

*that was also his own secret reason with V Hyung for agreeing to be in multiverse but without a body. To see you date, kiss and sleep with someone else. He’s your first love? Cool. He’s done that already. Pined and cried over one guy for not 1 year but 4 years- counting all that time during that breakup when he tried to sleep with others in other worlds but to no avail. First loves sadly are so strong but don’t usually last. And that time when those two became a thing, he lost his body again yet his ex started to date and sleep with others was proof that you needed an opportunity to do the same*

*that was one of his biggest reasons to not have a body, yes. Yet your devotion in getting him back made him revisit that claim. Even if the first love of yours couldn’t last, he wanted to give you that experience as he started to fall for you as well. Because after doing all the he did to you and you still sticking with him through thick and thin? You deserved even that.*

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*his breath hitched as you pressed your forehead intimately to him. Despite all these sentiments, he was falling head over heels for the one guy who adamantly wouldn’t let go of him- even after shouting, even after literally telling you to let go. And it was so ing scary. To know. Yeah, it’s just your first love. Yeah, he’s just a trauma case. Yeah, he just needs . Yeah, he has a body. Yeah, he’s alone. Yeah, he just needs you.*

*it’s why he’s now pursing his lips, looking into your eyes with teary ones and a red sniffling nose as you give him the aftercare he needed. Even as an adult he still had his insecure inner child so he was thankful for the . For the attention while also cursing at himself he’s falling for someone like you. Even changing for you. Everything. For you.* Hyung… *he hugs you close into his arms* I’m already doing it *he places his chin on your shoulder* b-but I don’t wanna lose myself in you. I-I want it. I want you to kiss me hard like you mean it…but I have work. I-I don’t know why I still think I’m just a patient to you, j-just someone to take care of. I don’t know why I still keep thinking you don’t want my and it *sniffles* I just want you. I just wanna cuddle with you. I want to you hard and soft and everything in between. I don’t want you to think you have to do it or hold back. /I/ have to. I have to hold back, but I want to know you’re doing what you wanna do there. With everyone. Not just me. If you feel like kissing someone else, p-please just do it. I do it a ton with hobi Hyung and a-anyone. I-I don’t want you to feel like you’re put in some box there and you have to love me or I’ll be sad and alone again. I-I’m okay. I want you to be okay too. I just have to keep acting like that Jeongguk from the past there so I’ll react there. But I-I’m really okay if you’re happy. I-I think I’ll keep thinking you don’t want my body even if you keep saying you do. I-it’s hard not thinking I’m probably j-just some dependent pity case even when you say I’m not. That I matter when I don’t. I-I’d rather be left alone than feel like some o-obligation again. *sniffles as he nuzzled into your neck, still in his own internal confusion why he doubts everything good he’s getting so much.*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *If there is one thing about Jungkook you should know by now is that, he acts on his feelings. And even if he has his own impulsiveness, especially when he is losing control, you are his constant. All this time, he kept on fighting everyone, even you, to have you. That rejection before he pulled you here? He did it to help you keep up the front you need to hold for your job. Not because he didn't want you. He truly hoped that you would see it in a way his body yearn for you. How it can relax in your hold, how he could just be himself around you, with no act. Bare and open.*

*It was a lot to take in, huh? The open neediness, and shameless actions, when he was literally ing himself out. He was the you wanted to discover, and you helped him unfold. You allowed him to enjoy this part of himself. To rediscover it, and own it. There was nothing simple about that fact. He crossed the rumble of his walls and walked towards you. So he ed himself on your , he took what you both needed, and he moaned in pleasure, reaching the ty stars you always about. But it was okay because it was you and no one else. He was burning with you, letting you collapse on him as his hips still twitches. Your weight so pushing him into a mattress so perfectly, with your softening still deep inside. Your raspy, tired breath right in his ear, and he turned his head to place a series of messy, intimate kisses where he could reach. Hands already lazily stroking your arms, providing you with soft after care. You were everything he needed, and he was overwhelmed with the feeling of comfort, happiness and genuine love for you at that very moment. *

I am. I love you Gukkie. *He managed to twist in your hold just enough to put an arm around your neck, pulling you closer, resting his forehead against you. There was something very intimate about the gesture, ah gaze into your eyes.* I know you are struggling Gukkie, I do too. If I hurt you, I am sorry. It was intentional. *Jungkook lips brushed yours as he said that, and kissed you gently right after, to capture that moment.* This is my first relationship Gukkie, first when I gave myself fully. I am at your mercy. You have me fully. *Another soft kiss placed on the corner of your mouth.* First time I am jealous. Possessive, and I don't know how to handle that. Each time I see you there, I want to kiss you senseless. But your work… I am just trashing around, I don't know what I can do. Am I allowed to kiss you like that? Should I just pull you out each time? What should I do, baby? *He pulled you closer, kissing you with way more passion when you started to doubt again.* No, don't. Jeonggukie, look at me, baby. Look at me. *His eyes found yours, locking you in place.* I love being ed by you, I love with you. I love being so open about my needs, about how much I want you. This is not a play, not a front I am putting to please you. I genuinely want you. I sold my soul for you, and I would do that again. *He nuzzles your cheek.* Baby, stop holding back. Stop acting. I love the beast inside you, the lack of control. With me, you don't need to act, unless you want to play for fun. If you ever started to worry that you are losing yourself, find it with me. Bury yourself in my warmth and find it. In my memories, in my body, in every little thing Jeonggukie.