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hmmm....-

its like a safe space, no?
talk about what? hot chocolate at length? I am not connoisseur though.

he answered with a chuckle, trying to dodge the question

*shrugs* I guess I like it here so much and like my friends here too so I don’t really want to run. Unless it’s just to my best to have a minute to myself really.. it doesn’t get overwhelming here quickly at times. *frowning I watch you reading through the smile as I make my way back with a new mug of hot Chocolate* Do you wanna talk about it?

doesn't everybody? you cannot be completely honest, after all, there are some parts you want to hide.
but- let's keep the reputation intact then.
no,no. I am good, thank you.
I think it makes absolute sense, it must be nice. to have someone stay, for a change.

he says with a bitter smile.

Ooo so you have some too I’m assuming, okay~ next time your free I’ll share some of mine then just not in the open. Don’t need people knowing the insanity in my head. Got a cute innocent reputation to uphold here~ *finishing my cocoa I get up to make me another cup* you sure you don’t want any?
Oh I like that, faster you run faster you return that’s cute. I don’t think I’m a runner I’m.. a stayer? I don’t know if that makes sense actually

scare me away? you'd be surprised, hee.
we all have our grotesque secrets. but I also won't pry, of you're unwilling. although I am grateful, that you find me likeable.

in reality, it doesn't. but sometimes you got to trick the mind, like a placebo effect, you know?

oh but this hyung has been a runner from birth. I am a wolf after all. but the faster I run, the quicker I return. so you're good.

Oh I would love that but I like you hyung and I don’t wanna scare you away.. and I have an odd feeling I might do that if you actually got to dig around in this pretty little head of mine~
Oh I wish just eating would stop me questioning my sanity if only that could happen *laughs drinking my hot Chocolate* I’ll let you pick my brain apart but maybe not today- gotta make sure you won’t run hyung~

well. I'd be ready to pick your brain apart, if you'd let me. besides allowing people to only see your fun zone even if you're feeling otherwise is a commendable thing.

most of the times, I am questioning my own sanity. then I eat and tadaa~~~ everything is good again.

He shrugs.

touché, hee.

oh sweet sweet seop.. you dont know the half of what goes on in my head and I'm sure you don't want to either~ its a fun zone for me but others.. probably not so much~ but I'm glad you don't think I'm ed in the head that does actually make me feel better *raises a hand in defense giggling* hey you said it not me~

I think there is nothing wrong with your head, my friend.
given that different people have different standards. in my standard, I think you're great.

he snickered.

that makes me sound more of a creepy than a concerned man, hee

it does..? is that why im so messed up in the head.. explains a lot actually.. *scrunches my nose up staring at my cocoa* it i cant get any worse can i? *takes a large sip humming and wiggling* that's very sweet your concerned about the asses of others seoppie not many friends would care so much~ *laughs softly*

sugar in the mornings messes up by brain chemistry. that's why it's just black coffee with no sugar for me.

he chuckles lazily.

those spots are most often missed, so of course I'd be worried.

really? thats a bummer, thats all i know how to drink in the morning.. coffee with my milk and sugar *snickers watching you two and shakes my head* you really worried about that and toes huh seoppie

have a good shower, christian. don't forget your crack and the gaps of your toes.

mhmm, no cocoa. but thank you, hee. I cannot drink sweet things in the morning.

Christian scoots out;"I'ma go shower.. i think idk if i have enough time."

yeah im oaky~ just waiting for my mates and movie night to start~ hey seoppie! hot cocoa?

"I'm actually also passing. i need to shower. Chanhee if youre okay..?"

oh?

hyoseop walked in through the door, covering a roaring yawn with the back of his hand.

good morning, chanhee and christian. don't mind me, I was just passing by.

*squeaks looking up smiling, I shake my head a little* no no just relaxing hyung~ how you feeling? You’re sounding better

Christian steps in. "Trouble?"

*curls up sipping my hot Chocolate sighing*

*stretches out groaning*

Even the way you speak is poetic.. No one else would use those words together.. *shakes my head smiling which quickly turns into a yawn* Mm you should although i doubt youll failing as an actor hyung.. You have good face and good skills and food voice mhm.. *shifts to get more comfortable curling under the blanket*

yeah. maybe like an evidence that his now deserted gallery of his heart, once had visitors? or maybe I am being too optimistic.
you exaggerate, minnie. every reader has their own interpretation. yours is equally important as mine.
perhaps, if acting fails, I'll turn to writing, haha

I guess from one point of view its like even though his heart is left empty and maybe broken the footsteps echoing is a way of saying that even though this person is gone that the imprint they left on the poet still lingers? *tilts my head smiling at you* You know more about reading and interpretation poems then i do.. So ill go with your word. I agree i rather experience something rather than nothing.. But i also dont want to feel like the poet..loosing the one thing that made my heart whole and only be left with their ‘foot prints’ ..that just makes me sad.. *nods slowly* that makes sense.. But i think youd be great at writing it, youre already so good at understanding it

but I think it is rather nice. to have experienced something, than nothing at all, minnie.

hm...at some point, I should have scribbled something on the back of my school books. but they'd never see the light of the day, minnie. because then, I'd feel emotionally before someone. that's a very uncomfortable position to be in.

Ooo.. that one hurt my heart.. *he pressed a hand to his chest whining a little* its beautiful but sad too.. Do you ever write poetry seoppie? Or do you just like reading it?

this one is by nizar qibbani, minnie. that he could give more than materialistic gifts, I suppose. the notion is very romantic.

he agreed. putting the phone back inside his pocket.
he chuckled at your eagerness.

you do go blank when you're asked to recite something out of the blue...but,

in the abandoned corridors of my heart, your footsteps still echo late at night.

I don't know who wrote this one though

Please do *Seongmin smiled seeing how you looked excited to recite a poem, he listened closely to each line his heart warming up finding it to be romantic and sweet.*
Wow.. that.. Which one wrote that one? That was absolutely beautiful~ i love how he was saying the lengths hed go to prove just like he said he wasnt like other lovers.. Oh thats so beautiful.. NO! i mean- no they're not boring me- please tell me another one.. i wanna hear more if you can remember any seoppie