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@Wu Kris (Intelligence Consultant) Thank you.

@Donghae (Ace Specialist) Mhm, alright then~

@Wu Kris (Intelligence Consultant) alright..

http://scienceblogs.com/startswithabang/files/2010/03/star-wars-hologram.jpg

That little blue female thats being projected is called a hologram. They are nothing more than computers. They can not be physically touched. They are more like a computer program. Only holograms can touch other holograms. Kris, Technically tao can not even be in your room because your room is inside a computer. So whatever ual things you guys are doing needs to stop because it's physically impossible. ok?

Tao and Kris. Since you guys are both here, we need to talk about your characters, ok? Has anybody ever seen star wars?

@Seungjin (Guidance Scientist) [gtfo. ya'll ruined it you mofos.]

@Wu Kris (Intelligence Consultant) Hey.
In the good one here
Umma just doesn't know how to shush

@Jung Minhee (Witch of Shadows) [when i come back to the states- you're going to hear from me you bish.]

@Seungjin (Guidance Scientist) Imma hit you, i swear.

@Tao (Special) “It isn’t fair?” Kris asked as he cocked an eyebrow, “Then why haven’t /you/ taken /my/ clothes off?” He asked with a smirk as he continued to please the younger boy. He firmly yet gently wrapped his fingers on Tao’s manhood and moved his fists up and down on his shaft. He literally /felt/ Tao grow more hard the more Kris did this. Kris continued to do this more and more; watching how Tao had moaned and gasped from the pleasure.


Kris lowered himself until he was right on top of Tao’s member. He opened his mouth and lowered himself until Tao’s manhood was inside of his mouth. Tao wasn’t large, but he was freaking thick as hell and Kris had to admit that he had a little bit of trouble. He wasn’t really used to this since this was his second time with Tao. He hollowed his cheeks to take more of Tao in and slowly went lower and lower until he felt the latter’s manhood hit the back of his throat. He went back up and did the same action was again; his hand was firmly gripping Tao’s manhood as he continued doing what he was doing.

He purposely gazed his teeth close to Tao’s man hood and gave a chuckle; he was sure that it was going to drive the younger male crazy since it sent vibrations to him. He choked a bit when he felt the younger his hip up, but Kris didn’t pull away or anything. Instead, he tried to take even more of Tao in which was kind of impossible. He could taste Tao’s pre- which was slightly bitter and salty but he had tasted worse. He pulled away and continued to fist Tao, waiting for the younger male to already.

He was pretty sure that the latter would come rather quickly since this was his second time having --well, that’s what Kris hoped. He continued to tug even more harder, firmer, and faster. He looked at Tao’s expression and smirked when the younger cried out in pleasure. He wasn’t the type to give s or s, since he was always the ones receiving them, but it wouldn’t hurt if he did it too Tao. Of course he wanted to make the younger male happy.

@Jung Minhee (Witch of Shadows) { HEY SILENT READ PLEASE. <~<

/creeps/

@Tao (Special) He couldn’t help but to feel freaking happy when Tao pulled him even more closer, and he couldn’t help but to do the same. Tao looked so adorable when he was embarrassed or shy about something, Kris’s heart wavered at the sight before him. He loved Tao with all his heart and he wanted to tell him that, but he couldn’t express his feelings well. He chuckled a bit when he had heard Tao saying please. “How can I love you like I want too, when I’m still dressed?” Kris pointed out which was true. He still had his clothes on when Tao was almost practically in front of him.

The lights were off in his room, but the moon shined bright in Kris’s room; Kris didn’t know if it was just him or not, but Tao shined even more when the moon was shining throughout the room. Although it was dark, Kris could see Tao perfectly well as if he was the only light. Kris placed Tao on the bed gently and slowly and removed the younger male’s boxer and threw them somewhere where it didn’t matter. Kris pecked Tao’s lips before his collarbone and nibbling on it. His hand trailed down to Tao’s torso before he found Tao’s member. Tao was leaking pre- and Kris had to admit that it made him more aroused than he already was. He grabbed the younger’s member and gave it a few tugs here and there, enjoying Tao’s moans and gasps. He loved the fact that /he/ was the one pleasure Tao and not someone else.

Tao was his and Kris was Tao’s. That’s how it was and no one was going to change that. /No one./ He on Tao’s earlobe and continued to tug on the young male’s hard member, he couldn’t help but to smirk at this. He loved hearing the other man, wiggling, crying out in pleasure and it was all because of Kris. “Say my name Tao~” Kris whispered huskily and ily to the other male, but there was a loving tone to his voice. His pants were too tight and if he didn’t get out of them soon, he would probably burst because of the pain.

@Tao (Special) When he heard Tao moan the word ‘gege’ Kris wanted to ravish Tao right then and there. However, he stopped himself because he didn’t want to hurt the younger male under him. He loved him too much to do that, therefore; He stopped himself which was extremely hard for him to do, considering the fact that there was a perfect human being underneath him. Kris knew that Tao’s stomach was his soft spot, and that’s why Kris /always/ took his time with that certain area, because it drove Tao crazy.

When he told Kris that he loved him, Kris got back on the bed and kissed the younger male once again, parting his lips gently, but firming and stuck his tongue inside in order for him to taste the younger male’s mouth. He wasn’t asking for dominance or anything at all; no. They created perfected balance together and Kris liked that--a lot. Kris wasn’t in charge nor was Tao--they just made harmony without having to be in charge or be the lead at all. Tao’s mouth tasted like heaven to Kris--something that Kris never wanted to leave at all. The way the younger’s mouth was shaped was perfect for Kris’s lips.

They fit so perfectly together like a puzzle that needed to be solved. Kris had pulled away and panted a little--not because of the passionate kiss, but because he was close to Tao and he felt like his breath was being taken away from him. “I love you too, Zitao. I love you way more than you can imagine.” Kris whispered against Tao’s lips. There, he finally said it and he felt so happy and relieved that he could. “But, I really don’t want to hurt you.” Kris explained as he wrapped his arms around the younger’s waist to bring him closer. “If only I could take the pain away for you.” Kris mumbled as he cupped Tao’s face once again and brought their lips together. He remembered when he took Tao’s ity, and he remembered seeing his hurt face because it was his first time.

Kris’s heart clenched at the memory and he didn’t want Tao to go through that again, but at the same time, he wanted Tao to feel pleasured, not hurt. “Are you sure about this?” Kris asked as he pulled away and looked at the younger male. “It’s going to hurt, /a lot/ more than last time.” Kris warned as he bit the younger’s earlobe and lightly it as his hand went down to squeeze the younger’s .

@Tao (Special) Kris was a bit shocked that Tao had actually said yes, he didn’t actually think that he would go through with it. He always felt like Tao didn’t like him, and he was pretty sure that he doesn’t. He was probably caught up with the moment, yeah, that’s it. Kris thought. He’s just caught up with the moment, right? He thought as he narrowed his eyes. He snapped out of his thoughts when he noticed Tao was blushing, Kris smiled and pecked his lips before taking the younger’s shirt off. He stared at the Tao’s body before placing his right hand on top of Tao’s stomach and slightly tracing his hand down until it stopped on top of Tao’s pants.

When the other moaned, Kris felt like he was in heaven because he was hearing the latter moan in pleasure and not in pain. Kris had unbuckled the latter’s jeans and removed them; throwing them somewhere across the room. The only thing that Kris cared right now was pleasuring Tao and he was going to do that no matter what. He continued leaving soft kisses on Tao’s stomach while looking at the male below him, trying to see his reactions.

Kris hovered once again over Tao and captured his lips into a passionate heated kiss. He ran one of his hands over Tao’s clothed bulge and bit the boy’s bottom lip, trying to gain entrance once again. Suddenly, Kris remembered something. He didn’t have condoms, nor did he have the lube that he needed in order to prepare Tao. He pulled away and panted slightly. “,” He muttered as he got off of the bed and ruffled his hair. “I don’t have condoms, nor the lube that I need in order to prepare you. And I don’t want you to be in pain.” Kris said to the latter with a sigh.

@Tao (Special) His face slightly fell when Tao had slowly nodded his head at Kris’s question. He couldn’t help but to feel the worse? Who did Tao like? Was it someone else? Did he not like Kris? If so, then why would he always blush when Kris would make fun of him? Kris didn’t think that Tao was naturally shy considering how responsible he acts. Too say that Kris was confused was an understand, to be honest. But all of his thoughts went away when he felt Tao’s arms wrapped around his neck. Kris felt him grow aroused by the second and Kris was silently blaming it all on Tao. It was /his/ fault for being so ing perfect and tempting.

Kris’s hand roamed around Tao’s back and slipped his hand under his shirt and shivers went down Kris’s spin. The first time that he had slept with Tao--it was heated and filled with lust, and Kris regretted it after he woke up the next day. He didn’t regret the fact that he slept with Tao--he regretted the fact that they had slept together as if it was a one night thing. Kris avoided Tao for more than 7 months and he felt horrible about it, but he felt like it was also the best way.

Kris had pulled away from Tao and stared at him, he wanted to tell Tao how much he had loved him and cared for him. He wanted Tao all for himself, but he kept his mouth shut and hid his feelings for the sake of the younger. In the divisions, other races dating each other isn’t right at all. It’s like a crime that shouldn’t happen and Kris hated that, he wanted Tao, but he didn’t want the younger male hurt because of the words that others will say. He gently laid the boy down on the bed and got on top of him, trying not to crush the boy underneath him.

He planted kisses on Tao’s neck and exposed collarbone and let his hands explore on the younger’s body. He lowered himself before pushing Tao’s shirt up and planting kisses on the younger’s stomach. Sometimes on the soft flesh before gently nibbling and biting on it to leave a love-bite. Tao was probably going to kill him for it, but he didn’t care at all. Right now he wanted Tao, but first he had to ask permission before doing something that the younger male might regret. He pulled away from Tao and got back up to meet with his brown cat shaped eyes. “Do you want to do this?” He whispered in a husky tone before biting and his earlobe. “We can stop, but you have to tell me quick before I do something that I’m not suppose to.”

/le stalks silently/

@Tao (Special) Kris laughed whole-heartedly when the younger male kept claiming that he wasn’t a pig. Kris nodded, “Sure, Tao.” He patted Tao’s head and shook his head with a grin. “Whatever you say, /Panda./” He smirked. He pinched Tao’s cheek and his grin grew even more, showing his gummy smile. “You’re so cute, I swear.” He smiled when he heard the younger male explaining about the whole heart thing, “You don’t really have to have a heart in order to love someone, Tao.” Kris explained. “It’s more about your feelings, I guess. When I was a human, I was able to control my heartbeat. People say that when you like someone, your heart starts beating fast, right? Have you ever felt that way, Zitao?” Kris asked as he moved closer and closer to Tao.

“I use to feel that way towards a human as well,” Kris said as he played with the back of Tao’s hair. “My heartbeat would race, but I would control it. I was scared that I might scare the other person away because of my loud heartbeat.” Now that Kris thought about it, he couldn’t help but to chuckle. “Even though I controlled my heart, I couldn’t control my feelings. You can feel anger, hope, jealousy, hate, love, or guilt. Which ever feeling that is listed on the dictionary but you can never, ever control it like you can with your heart.”

He continued to stare at the younger male. And I think that’s why I like you more than I should, Zitao. Way more than I should. Kris thought as he looked away. He felt his insides burst into more butterflies when Tao called Kris ‘perfect’. Kris couldn’t help but to laugh at that as if it was a joke. “I’m anything but perfect, Tao. If we’re talking about perfection, then you should honestly get a mirror and look into it.” Kris replied to the younger. The younger male was extremely red, but what caught Kris off-guard was the fact that Tao was the one that put his lips into Kris’s first. Kris’s eyes widened in shock, but then he brought the younger male closer and kissed back as he rested his hand on the younger male’s back.

He bit the male’s bottom lip, asking for entrance as he brought one of his hands and cupped Tao’s face to bring him closer--if that was even possible. Although they were kissing and they were /so close/, Kris didn’t think that they were close enough. He picked up the latter and put him on top of his lap without breaking the kiss. It was so passionate and imitate that Kris never wanted to break it, he never wanted to let go of Tao. He was scared that the younger male would run away and leave him alone like the others did. He poured all of his emotions into that passionate kiss, and although he couldn’t talk about his feelings--he had no problem showing them.
[Sorry if I have typos. ;A;]

@Tao (Special) “You’re not a pig, Tao?” He asked with a teasing tone as he got closer to Tao. “Really?” He let out a soft chuckle. “Sure,” He replied. “Let’s go with that then.” He wrapped his arms around Tao’s waist and pulled him closer to the older male and Kris couldn’t help but to smile when he had seen the latter’s breathtaking smile. That smile always melted Kris’s heart and he felt like he had butterflies inside him. “I said that I don’t know why I like you so much,” Kris muttered as he planted soft butterfly kisses on Tao’s soft skin.

“I don’t know if it’s the right thing to do,” He continued. “Falling in love with a human. I feel like I shouldn’t do it because I’m not a human, well, not anymore, anyways.” Kris frowned slightly as he put his head on Tao’s shoulder, hugging the younger male tightly, not wanting to let go of the latter. “Do you think it would be better if I was--you know--human again?” Kris asked softly as he bit the other’s skin gently, but hard enough to leave a mark. “I mean, I always heard that it was bad for different races and divisions to fall in love with each other. That it isn’t right, what do you think about that?” Kris asked as he pulled away and looked at Tao’s dark brown eyes.

Kris absolutely /loved/ Tao’s eyes. The way they were shaped was so beautifully breathtaking and unique. Kris had wished that he could have the latter’s eyes; he would never stop looking at them. He just loved them too much just as he did too Tao, but he wouldn’t admit that to the younger. No--he thinks that the younger doesn’t love him at all. That he just sees him as an older brother, but last time Kris checked--brothers didn’t sleep with each other. They wouldn’t hold each other like lovers and that’s /exactly/ what Kris and Tao are doing. Their bond is so deep and their relationship is like a couple relationship. Kris realizes that he loves Tao a little too much more than he should, but he doesn’t stop himself at all. Nope, instead, he loves Tao much more than he ever could. Although their different, they create beautiful harmony with each other, and that might be the reason why him and Tao have such a beautiful relationship.

@Tao (Special) Kris thought about Tao’s question and he couldn’t help but to chuckle at the latter. “I don’t know, maybe.” Kris replied. “But, you don’t have to feel bad that I still see you as a child. Does it hurt your pride or something?” Kris asked as he cocked an eyebrow. “I’m not going to treat you like a child, Tao~ So stop worrying about that, alright? Didn’t I already make you into a man?” He asked with a smirk. He always loved teasing Tao. He found it adorable how Tao would blush about the fact that Kris and him had .

“What have you become?” Kris thought about it and shrugged. “I don’t know, Tao. What have you become? Hm? A good young responsible man? Yet an adorable Panda?” Kris asked as he moved his head back and forth with a slight grin. “You do know you look like a panda, right?” Kris said as he pinched the younger boy’s cheek. As he saw Tao blush again, he couldn’t help but to laugh at the latter in front of him. “You’re so adorable; I’m surprised I haven’t pounced on you, yet.” He told the boy before he pulled away.

After Kris was done, he shut the light off with a clap of his hands and locked his office with a key. He walked up to his room and opened the door where he saw Tao already in his bed and was sighing happily. Kris smiled a bit, walked over to his bed, and took off his white shirt that had a black wife beater under it. “You lazy pig,” Kris mumbled and laughed as he patted the younger’s . He pulled the covers over them and turned to stare at Tao. “You know, I really wonder why I like you so much.” Kris said out loud unconsciously and continued to stare at the male in front of him.

@Tao (Special) “I will /always/ see you as a child, Tao.” Kris admitted. “Weather you like it or not, I’m always going to see you as a child, but that doesn’t mean that I’m going to treat you like a child.” The older male told the latter with a soft gaze. “I’ve met you since you were young and because of that, the image of you being a child is always going to be in my head. However, I’m not going to treat you like a child unless--I have to--which I hope that I won’t have to do.” Kris explained. Suddenly he froze when the male next to him told him that he was the one that wrote on Kris’s forehead. He frowned a little, “That was you?” He asked with disbelief obvious in his tone. “Why would you do that?” Kris asked as he laughed a little. “Would you like it if I wrote on your forehead that you’re a baby?” He shook his head and scoffed. “Don’t write on me /ever/ again or I won’t talk to you for a whole year.” Kris hissed.

However, his expression softened when Tao had said those words that made his heart melt once again. Oh Tao, Kris thought with a faint smile. “You aren’t so bad yourself, Zitao. You actually have been there for me more than anyone ever has and I’m quite proud of what you have become.” Kris said and ruffled the younger’s hair and chuckled. “What?” He asked. “Are you embarrassed that I took your--what was it?--Ah, yes. Your ity!” Kris exclaimed with fake enthusiasm. Kris moved his face closer to Tao and stared into his brown eyes. “I would do it again if I had to,” He whispered in a husky tone before pulling back with a wink.

Kris chuckled at Tao’s actions and nodded, “Yes, Tao. You can stay and why are you so happy?” He asked. “You don’t even have to ask me and it’s not your first time staying here. Remember when you stayed here last time when we had ?” He asked straightforwardly without a problem, but inside, he was mentally kicking and slapping himself for sounding so blunt about it. He looked back at his food and finished eating. After they were done, Kris picked up the bowls and placed them into the sink. Automatically, the sink would wash the bowls themselves so Kris wouldn’t have too. “Go and get ready for bed, Tao. I’ll be there in just a second.” Kris said before he walked to his office.

@Tao (Special) “Gege, please don't act like this. I'm sorry that I lashed out at you, but...I guess I just got tired of you calling me a baby. You always think of me as a baby, and...and I don't like it.” Kris was confused, what didn’t Tao like? The fact that Kris called him a baby? Kris always called him that, so why was he being bothered about it right now? Kris was so confused that his head started to hurt a little, but he shook the pain away. “I didn’t realize that you were bothered by that,” Kris admitted. “If you’d told me earlier than maybe I would have stop treating you like one, but to be honest..you kind of act like a baby at times.” Kris said.

“I shouldn’t be telling you what to eat and what not when you know what you /have/ to eat. I’m not your mother nor am I your father, so I shouldn’t tell you this. The only reason I tell you this is because I care about you and I want you to be healthy. I don’t have to eat anything because I’m a hologram.” Kris said the last word a little bit icily. “But I was a human like you before as well, Tao. Vegetables weren’t my favorite things but I had to eat them.” Kris explained as he pulled away from Tao’s hold. His cheeks were tinted pink and he tried to look away from Tao.

I can’t believe I’m actually blushing, Kris thought as he bit his bottom lip. Every time Tao touched him, Kris got all mushy mushy and it bothered him because he didn’t know if it was a good thing, but he did know that it felt good because he was close to Tao, but then when Tao would touch Kris--well. Kris had some fantasies about Tao and because the younger touched him, it didn’t make it better. Nope, nope. It made it much worse. He still remembered when Tao lost his ity to the older, and Kris was so happy that he was Tao’s first time. “But thanks for trying to make me feel better, I guess.” Kris replied as he continued to eat.

He chuckled and punched Tao on the shoulder playfully, “Of course you can!” He said a little too quickly. He coughed and nodded, trying to play it cool. “I mean, of course you can. You always stay over when you want too. You don’t have to ask, really~” Kris explained with a nod. “Now let’s finish eating so we can go to sleep, all right?” Kris ruffled the latter’s hair with a smile.

@Tao (Special) Kris looked at Tao with a hurt face as he said those words. He stepped back and tried to support his weight on the counter. It literally felt like five millions bricks were thrown at him and they were all from the person he cared for most; Tao. “It--it’s okay,” Kris said with a cracked voice. He tried to /convince/ himself that it was, but it wasn’t. In addition, he ing knows it too. “I--I just--I’m sorry.” He said and looked down, not wanting to look up to the male.

His insides felt like they were on fire and his heart had shattered when the latter had yelled at him. However, he didn’t say anything and just pretended as if everything was okay. Kris walked over to the dinner table and sat down on the chair has he looked at the food with a blank stare. He picked up his utensils and started to eat quietly. He wasn’t even hungry, but nonetheless, he continued to eat in a slow pace. He didn’t even dare to look at the younger--hell, he was scared that Tao would be yelled at him again and no, he didn’t want that.

He was surprised when the latter had eaten the ssambap though, and he was a little happy that he did, but he was still crushed that the younger male had yelled at him. Yeah, Kris knew that Tao had hated vegetables, but he never knew that the latter would actually crash and yell at the older male. And the fact that Kris had told Tao, “I love you,” made it more embarrassing than it already was. Kris never gave a damn when someone yelled at him, hell he didn’t even flinch. So why was he so upset that Tao had yelled at him?

He was so confused that he didn’t realize that he was staring into space. He snapped out of his thoughts and cleared his throat before grabbing more food to eat. He just wanted to go to his room and cry his eyes out for some reason. This was ing stupid, he’s acting like a ing girl. Grow up, Kris. Stop acting like a damn baby, he thought to himself bitterly. He still hadn’t looked at the latter but he couldn’t help but to ask him something. “Are you going to spend the night?” Kris asked in a whisper.

@Tao (Special) “Oh stop being such a baby Tao.” Kris scoffed and shook his head. “And I’m not a bully, you just can’t take the words because you’re not an adult.” Kris said in a sing song voice as he cocked his head back and fourth with a teasing smile. Kris sighed and lowered his hand with a frown. “Come on Tao! You’ve eaten it before,” The male pointed out. “So why can’t you eat it again, and don’t you dare say you didn’t swallow it because I /saw/ you.” Kris said with a cold glare.

“Now stop being a freaking baby and eat the ing vegetables, damn it!” Kris snapped as he glared at the younger but then his gaze softened. “Look, Tao. I love you, I really do-” Maybe a little too much, Kris thought. “But you have to take care of your body and get the right food to eat in order for your body to be healthy. You should be used to eating this for s sake! You were Chinese on Earth and you ate the type of stuff all the time, so why are you complaining about vegetables?” Kris asked with a cocked eyebrow. “In China you would eat more Vegetables than meat!” Kris then stopped what he was doing. He forgot that Tao didn’t remember /anything/ at all and that was probably why he hated vegetables.

Kris sighed and face-palmed himself. “I’m sorry,” He whispered. “I forgot that you--I just--I’m sorry, Tao. Really. But, /please/ just please eat your vegetables so I don’t have to worry about you not getting the vitamins you need.” He told him with a gentle soft tone. He raised his hand back up and put the food right in front the younger’s mouth. “Please? For me?” He asked. “I can put more meat if you’d like!” Just eat the ing thing Zitao, Kris thought bitterly in his head as he mentally killed the younger.

“And it is fair, Zitao. I actually worry about you and if you asked me to do it, I would just for you because I love you! So, if you’d love me, you would do the same for me? Right?” Kris asked, trying to pursue the latter into eating the damn thing.

@Tao (Special) “Have you /seen/ yourself eat, Zitao?” Kris asked with disbelief as he raised an eyebrow and stared at the younger. “You are like the division! Seriously, you eat /a lot/ for a human which is shocking. When I was human, I didn’t eat like that!” Kris exclaimed trying to prove his point. “And don’t act like you’re not hungry,” He teased. “Your stomach has been growling if you haven’t noticed.” He told the latter with a smirk. “Oh! And the sauces I need to make is the ssambap sauce. You’ve eaten it before.” Kris said with a how-can-you-not-know-this-look.
He went to the table and grabbed a leaf lettuce and grabbed some meat and put it inside the lettuce and wrapped the leaf and closed it before shoving it in his mouth. “It’s good,” He said after he chewed and swallowed. “But it’s missing the other ingredients.” He mumbled as he walked over to the latter and grabbed the bowl of rice and set it on the table. He helped Tao with the sauce--of course in order for them to finish quicker and just sit down and eat.

“You’re such a slow poke, Tao. I swear,” Kris mumbled in a teasing tone before preparing the sauce. After he was done, he set his white bowl that had his sauce down on the table and prepared another ssambap for Tao. He walked over to the younger and held the wrapped lettuce close to his mouth, “Open wide!”

“Oh, and yes, you are getting the vegetables, because if you don’t then I’m /never/ talking to you again.” Kris said in a serious tone with a cold face as he walked over to the sink and washed his hands. Although he didn’t want to do that, it was the only way Tao was going to eat the vegetables and he hoped that his plan worked, because if it didn’t then Kris was probably going to kill Tao for being such a little baby about freaking vegetables.

@Tao (Special) Kris stopped what he was doing and turned to glare at the younger male, “You’re going to eat this weather you like it or not. I’ll shove it down your throat if I have too and I will never, ever speak to you again.” Kris warned as he got back to what he was doing. “And stop complaining.” He rolled his eyes at the latter. “I’m going to make ssambap too and last time I made it--you actually /ate/ without whining. And it had vegetables as well.” He shoot Tao a look saying you-better-eat-it-or-I-won’t-ever-talk-to-you-again.

He grabbed the bag of uncooked rice and handed it too Tao, “Cook the rice.” He said with a little smile before he walked over and got the wrapping leaves for the ssambap. He went to the fridge and got bulgogi and put it in the fryer along with some pork. After that was thoroughly cooked, he put them in a dish and set them on the dinner table. He grabbed the leaf leaves and washed them. “Do you know how to prepare the sauces?” Kris asked as he was busy sitting up the table. He grabbed the marinated beef with vegetables and put them in the oven for about 10 minutes. “I don’t know if I should prepare noodles or not.” Kris asked as he thought about it. “Do you want some?” He asked the latter.

He grabbed red pepper paste, raw garlic and raw sliced peppers and put them on top of the counter for Tao to do. After that he went to grab the marinated beef with vegetables out of the oven and put them on the dinner table. “Okay, you have to admit, that smells good.” Kris said as he looked over to Tao with a you’re-eating-it-or-I-will-kill-you-look.

@Tao (Special) “A little hungry Tao, really?” Kris said with full disbelief. “I bet all the others in this facility heard you!” He said with a laugh and he suddenly glared at the younger male. I am not a Jie Jie!” He walked over to Tao and popped him in the back of the head. “It’s Gege! Not Jie jie!” He playfully scolded before he painfully pinched Tao’s cheeks. “And fine,” He muttered.

“Really?” Kris asked and nodded, “Alright then.” He patted the younger’s head. “You do know that you’re going to help me though, right?” He said with a foolish grin. “Now go and turn on the glass stove.” He mentioned as he waved his hand and ordered the younger. He walked over to the fridge that had all types of buttons to it. The fridge was black and the buttons were turquoise. “You like meat, right Tao?” He asked as he turned his head to the latter. “Because the food that I’m making--well we are making--has meat in it, and I forgot if you like meat.”

He turned his head make and pressed the button that had the vegetables and he knew that Tao /hated/ vegetables, but guess what? He gave no whatsoever! He got out beef, soy and honey mixture with oyster sauce. “Tao, can you help and marinate the beef?” He asked. He walked to the sink and the faucet. He washed and drained the vegetables and removed the stems and seeds from the bell peppers and cut into thin strips. He raised and thoroughly drain the mung bean sprouts. He stringed the celery and cut on the diagonal into thin strips.

After he was done, he put it inside the boil where the marinated beef was at and washed his hands right after he put the food in the oven. “Should we cook rice as well?” He asked. “It is a side dish and I don’t know if we should make more food or not.” Kris didn’t really need to eat like Tao did, but he still did it in order for the latter not to feel lonely.

@Tao (Special) “I wanted to make you were fine before I left…” Somehow, those words made Kris’s heart melt--pretty sure he didn’t have it anymore, but it doesn’t matter. They still made him feel good and his gaze softened, “Thanks,” He whispered. He ruffled his hair and looked at Tao who was looking at the TV. “So, would you like anything to eat?” He asked. “It’s the least I can do since you stayed behind.”

He walked over to the kitchen and grabbed some bowls without even waiting for Tao’s response. Suddenly, he remembered about how he yelled at Tao earlier and he sighed. “I’m sorry,” He choked out. He wasn’t really the type to apologize, in fact--he never apologized to anything or anyone. “I’m sorry about what I did earlier.” The words felt caught in his throat and he felt like it was somewhat hard to breathe. He cannot believe that he was actually saying sorry. Moreover, to /Tao. /

In all of his life, he didn’t think that he would apologize to someone, unless, of course--it was sarcasm. But other than that--no--he never apologized about anything. Not even to his own parents. Kris snapped out of his thoughts and started pushing buttons on the screen in front of him. Two cabinet doors slid automatically and knife was pushed out. Kris grabbed it and pressed the close button.

“What would you like to eat?” He asked. “And don’t say that you’re not hungry, because you’re lying.” Kris teased with a slight smirk. “And you’re can’t lie to your /gege./ That’s bad.” He said in a teasing motherly tone and started to laugh. That was another thing he liked about Tao--how he was able to open Kris up without a problem.

He suddenly remembered the blueprints and his face fell. “,” He cursed. “I forgot about the stupid blueprints!” He groaned as he face-palmed. “Sometimes I seriously hate being a scientist.” He muttered annoyed.

Right after Kris had closed his eyes, he fell into deep slumber without even trying. He was so exhausted that the moment he closed his eyes, he didn’t waste time to sleep. This was a surprise, in a way. Kris can’t sleep well--he always had trouble sleeping since he became a hologram. Kris would always recharge himself, but he would never sleep since it was hard for him. Most of the time, he would have dreams of people that he met when he was a human.

He would mostly have dreams of his mother and father, but he never told anyone about them. He kept his mouth shut about is personal business. The only person that knew about Kris was Tao. Kris had shared some of his memories of when he was a human to Tao, but he didn’t share every single one of them, and Tao didn’t know that. And in all honesty, it was best that he didn’t know that because the information that Kris has might be a little too much for Tao.

After some time passed, Kris woke up too some hearing that was coming from the living room. He rubbed his eyes tiredly and stood up. However, he noticed that he was in his office and he slightly frowned, “I didn’t sleep in my place?” Kris asked himself and sighed. That was odd, Kris thought. He felt comfortable--although--the place he was sleeping in wasn’t the most comfortable position ever. It was probably because he was extremely tired.

He walked over to the living room and saw the young male watching TV, but his face was expressionless which made Kris frown even more than he already was. “Tao?” He called out to the younger male. His voice slightly cracked and it was hoarse. I better not catch a cold, he thought bitterly as he rubbed his throat since it hurt. He didn’t have time to be sick. Kris was a hologram for s sake, not a human. “Why haven’t you gone home?” Kris tried asking again, this time, his voice didn’t crack, but it was still hoarse and deep.

@Tao (Special) “Look, Tao. It doesn’t really matter, all right? If I pass out, then I pass out. I guess it’s the best way for me to sleep, don’t cha agree?” Kris asked in a sarcastic tone. In all honesty, he doesn’t even know what the hell he’s saying anymore. He’s tired, exhausted, sleepy, and more importantly, stressed out. He just wants too sleep, forever and ever, but he can’t. He /knows/ that he can’t and that is what kills him the most. The fact that he can’t sleep forever. The fact that he will always be here--awake, alive. He wants to be like the humans--the ones that die when their of old age, but he knows he will never be like them ever again.

“But, thank you for worrying about my health. Really, it means a lot.” You’re the only person that actually /cares/ about me, Kris wanted to say but he kept his mouth shut. “Yes, Zitao.” He mumbled. Silence was the only thing that Kris could hear and he was not complaining. In fact, he was rather happy about it. He loved the peaceful, quiet silence. It‘s like the good old days when he was a human. But then Tao spoke up, and Kris heaved out a heavy sigh. “I’m tired, I want to sleep. I want to sleep forever and not wake up anymore, you know? But I can’t do that because I’m a hologram and my soul is ing trapped here for the rest of my ed up life.” He whispered in an ice-cold tone.

I do not want to read! Kris screamed mentally in his mind, but he kept quiet, refusing to meet the latter’s gaze. I don’t want to do anything anymore, Tao. I want to sleep. He thought as he closed his eyes, liking the darkness that he was now seeing. He liked it more than the light that he use to see.

@Tao (Special) “I’m not accusing you or anything, Tao.” Kris’s voice soft yet firm. “I was just asking because it seemed like someone was in my home when I was recharging and it makes me feel like-- I don’t know--a failure, I guess?” Kris rubbed his temples and sighed. Suddenly, the younger male was in front of his face and Kris pulled away slightly. “What are you doing?” Kris asked confused.

“You look like you've haven't slept in /years/. Your damn dark circles have dark circles.” Kris rolled his eyes at the latter and pushed him away gently. Although Kris was a hologram, he was a different hologram. He was able to touch Tao and others without a problem and so can others, but most of the time, it would end in a fatal way, considering the fact that Kris wasn’t a normal hologram. “You’re over-reacting, Tao.” Kris told him.

“It’s nothing. I’ve been charging and I know I haven’t been sleeping, but it isn’t /that/ bad, you know.” He muttered under his breath. “And yes, Zitao, you’re right. I haven’t been sleeping, but it isn’t my fault. The only thing I need is too charge and I’ll be alright. I don’t need to sleep like you do.” His words sounded harsh, and Kris didn’t mean that. He sighed and rubbed his temples again. “I’m just stressed, Tao. And you know how I am when I’m stressed.”

Kris rubbed his eyes and yes--he had to admit that he was sleepy, but was he going to admit it to the younger male in front of him? No, he wasn’t. That made Kris feel weak and he doesn’t like feeling that way. He didn’t like it when he was a human and he didn’t like it now when he was a hologram. “I’m alright, damn it Tao!” Kris snapped. “I don’t need rest, okay?! I’ll be fine!” Kris finally snapped annoyed. Not at Tao, but at himself. If he doesn’t find the blueprints, than his project will fail and he can’t have that. He just can’t.


“I didn’t misplace them, I’m pretty sure I didn’t. I put them in a file that was saved in the screen and I’m the only one that knows the password.” Kris mumbled. “I just--” He sighed and shook his head, closing his eyes as he rested his head on his arm. “I can’t fail this project, Tao..I just can’t.” He whispered.