Chanyeol's and Baekhyuns House

@T - Chanyeol yeah...
if you keep having those blanks then maybe you should go see a psychiatrist
I can go with you if you want or if you want to go alone that is fine too
but I need you to know that I am fine
I am alive and no one is ever going to hurt me again
we have a security system now...
and I feel safer
I was having nightmares but having you has helped me get through it
/holds your hand tightly/
we need to communicate more okay?
/closes my eyes as you kiss my head/
whatever you need from me, let me know
I'll help you through it because I still love you snd i really don't want to lose you
/kisses your hand and pulls you gently to hug you tightly/

@S - Baekhyun /chuckles softly as you say that and smiles to you/
/looks over at you as you have something to tell me, leaning in closer and reaching over to hold your hand/
/nods slowly to you and kisses your hand a few times/
Yeah, I'm sorry, baby
It's the last thing that I want you to feel, as though I'm neglecting you...
I'm just- ever since that incident... I just occasionally have these blanks when I get worried over nothing for you...
Probably should go see someone about that
/smiles sheepishly and then sighs softly/
I will try harder again okay? I love you and I want our children to live happily with a good family
/kisses your hand and then leans over to kiss you on the head as well/
I'll try for our kids, and most importantly, I'll try for you, baby.. I don't wanna lose you
I love you, so so much

@T - Chanyeol that sounds perfect...I'll let the nurse know
they can have your last name since you are the daddy
/sees the nurse come in to check my ivs/
/smiles softly as she checks the monitors/
/tells her their names and she leaves us alone/
/bites my bottom lip and looks at you/
chanyeol...can-
umm...can we talk seriously for a moment?
i- I dont want you to freak out of anything but
i have been feeling so far away from you lately
as if we are growing apart...
I don't know if you feel the same but I feel like we haven't really been spending enough time together and i don't want to raise our babies in a broken home
i really do love you and that will never change because you are my love of my life and I truly love you but I just feel like your distant from me...like we aren't as close and as in love as we were in the beginning~
it's a weird feeling but that's how i feel
I just wanted to talk to you about it and see how you were feeling about it
I wanted to get your opinion
I really want us to work but if we aren't going to be happy with one another, our children will sense that and i don't want them to grow up and see that
/looks into your eyes the whole time I talk; was a little nervous but i know you are a calm person and wouldn't go psycho on me so i was a little more comfortable in saying this/
I just want to communicate with you because you are someone i want to be truthful with always

@S - Baekhyun /smiles once I've taken the photos/
/hums at the choices of names and nods to you/
I think Sooyoung and Leo are perfect
/smiles and kisses your head and their heads too/
Li will adore them
/nods to your words and hears the nurse come in to check up on you/
/places the twins in their cribs for now and watches over them/

@T - Chanyeol /holds them both in my arms and cuddles close to them/
/my eyes are on them as you take a picture; not minding how sweaty and how dead I must practically look/
what should we name them?
I like Mina or Sophie or Sooyoung~ for our girl
and for a boy I like Kai or Leo or Soonyoung for our boy~
My babies
I can't wait for you to meet your big brother~
Li will love you~
he was so excited before we left
/looks at both of them with a soft smile/
I know it's going to be hard and rocky for the next couple of weeks but please bear with us...
mommy and daddy will try hard for you both

@S - Baekhyun /smiles to you and sighs in relief/
/chuckles softly as you mention your exhusband and doesn't feel jealous since I already know that I have been making you happier/
Yeah, these two will just bring us even closer
/hums and then moves into the seat that the nurse wheels beside the bed and chuckles softly/
/lets you hold them both and then takes a picture of you and the twins and then with myself as well/
Well, we'll really know who they take after in the future, when they've developed some more

@T - Chanyeol That makes one of us~ i wasn't as confident as you~
/sighs softly and his cheek/
/kisses his nose and watches him look around/
With my ex husband Godfrey wasn't as nearly as calm as you~ he was running around and hectic and tried to get into the operation room to hold my hand...he was so scared and even was crying at one point...then when he saw Li...he couldn't stop smiling and holding him...kids are so amazing...
They bring people together despite anything
/softly laughs at the memory with a soft warm smile/
Hi my love~ I'm your momma~
/whispers as the baby looks at me/
They take after both of us~
He looks like you too...

@S - Baekhyun /smiles to you, glad that you seem to be alright/
Good, they've been behaving pretty well
/looks over at you as you speak and nods a bit/
I was... but I knew you'd make it out of there
/smiles to you and nods a bit to you/
They are indeed beautiful
Must take after you
/grins playfully and hums softly/

@T - Chanyeol /drinks a little bit of water and my dry lips slightly/
Hi~
/looks at you and then looks at the babies/
/smiles softly as I see the twins/
How are they?
/slowly sits up; wincing slightly as I gently take one of the twins/
There must have been a lot of blood.... Were you scared?
/kisses my baby's forehead/
I was scared at one point...everything got dizzy and blurry....everything faded
/tears up and lightly presses my forehead against our son's forehead/
But it was worth it... Look at him... And look at her....
/looks over at our baby girl that you are holding/
They are so beautiful
/tears run down my face as I then look up at you with a soft smile/

@S - Baekhyun /i keep the babies company whilst they keep operating on you/
/takes turns in holding them and is glad that they're alright/
/looks up when the nurse notifies me that we're gonna move to the room where you are/
/heads over and sees you reaching for water, thankful when a nurse helps you/
Hey baby
/walks over to you with the twins/

@T - Chanyeol /the doctors work hard to get down my fever and they give me a medicine that helps with the blood to clot/
/once the blood starts to clot they operate on me quickly to close the wound/
/my heartbeat slowly goes back normal as they wheel me into the recovery room/
/they keep a close eye on me in there for a few hours and they keep me on sedatives for now/
/I slowly wake up after a few hours as I look around/
/coughs a bit and reaches out for some water as my mouth is super dry/

@S - Baekhyun /does my best to stay calm as the doctor addresses me/
/takes one last glance back towards you before I'm ushered out with the twins and into a private room/
/takes care of the twins as best as I can with the help of a couple of nurses who are teaching me how to handle them correctly/
/does my best to stay focused on this so that I won't just break down since I know you're in pain and you're not well at all right now/

@T - Chanyeol /my body is burning up and I am sweating/
/the transfusion causes a fever to break out/
/the doctors tell you that you need to leave because they need to run some tests on me/
Doctor: sorry sir you need to leave we need to get him more blood and operate on him. His blood isn't clotting so more blood is spilling
/my heart beating fast, the monitor is going crazy still as they try to make sure the transfusion goes smoothly because so far my body is not reacting well to it/
/my breathing is erratic and they put an oxygen mask on me and take you anf the babies out of the room/

@S - Baekhyun /tears up as our babies are brought and hears them crying/
/smiles to you and kisses your head/
They're so so beautiful, my love
/smiles to you again and takes our daughter as the nurse take our son/
/trusts the doctors to help you with blood transfusion/
/stands by the side as they wash our babies and hopes that you'll be okay soon/

@T - Chanyeol /tears running down my cheeks scared and the pressure and pain of my muscles contracting/
Nghh-
/my eyes have a hard time concentrating on you because i want to see if my babies are okay/
/slowly nods at your words and holds your hand tightly/
/they find their way past my stomach and take out the babies; crying can be heard throughout the room for the first baby; I sigh in relief and cry as they place the first baby on my chest; a baby boy/
Oh my...channie...look at him....
/they finally get the other baby and her cries fill the room and place the second baby on my chest/
/I look at the other baby and it is a girl/
My baby girl...
/tears run down my cheeks as I look at her; the two babies stop crying and nuzzle into my neck; the boy opening his eyes as he looks at me/
/I cry softly as I look at him/
My baby....
I dreamt of you
/kisses his forehead; not caring if he is full of blood/
/looks at the little girl as she is fast asleep/
/I softly smile and look up at you/
Look at them....
Look how beautiful they are...
/kisses your lips softly before my breathing becomes erratic/
Channie...the babies...
/my arms feel heavy and start to slip off the babies/
/the nurses help you take the babies from me before I slowly pass out/
/they start the transfusion when my heart rate starts beeping fast on the monitor/
/they ask if you could wait by the babies as they clean them up because they need to bandage me up quick and start the transfusion before I lose anymore blood/

@S - Baekhyun /nods to you, knowing all that and let's you talk away/
/puts on the scrubs that they give me and soon enough, we're in the operating room with the curtain to block out the view of what the doctors are doing/
/holds your hand and makes you look at me as the other nurses get the blood transfusion ready for when you need it/
We'll have our babies soon, my love
Just hold on and keep your eyes on me, alright?

@T - Chanyeol (^^)

/tears run down my cheeks and trembled at the pain/
Ngh- they are trying to rip me apart
/holds your hand tightly; squeezing onto it/
Channie I'm anemic...
There will be a lot of blood...
Ahhh- don't be scared
It happened with Li...
Nghh- I might- Ahhh!
/ cried out in pain and they wheel me into the emergency room; they ask you to put scrubs on and they slip me out of my clothes and into a gown that shows my tummy/
My babies...i want my babies...
/they give me a shot so i won't feel any pain and they begin to cut me open/
/blood pouring out and I wince slightly at the pressure down there/

@S - Baekhyun [] <33333

/calms you and holds your hand/
You'll be alright, baby, you're gonna be perfectly fine
/is relieved once we reach the hospital/
/exits the ambulance with you and the paramedics/
/links out fingers together and we head into the emergency for your c-section/

@T - Chanyeol () lol thanks

/whimpers and groans as they take us to the hospital/
/breathes heavily and grips your hand tightly/
Ahhh...
It hurts- nghh-
/grips my tummy with my free hand/
Chanyeol- it hurts
/tears run down my face as the pain is so strong/

@S - Baekhyun [] you're so awesome <333333

/holds you closely and carefully, smiling as you keep reassuring Li/
/sees the ambulance pull up just as your grandma does and helps get you on the bed and heads into the ambulance with you/
/thanks your grandma and says a temporary bye to Li, knowing we'll see him soon when they come to the hospital tomorrow/
/keeps a hold of your hand as we are taken to the hospital and comforts you/
You'll be okay, baby, you'll be fine
We'll get to see our babies soon

@T - Chanyeol ()It's okay lol I figured you were busy

/groans out and holds my stomach/
Nghh-
/grips onto your shirt as you lift me up; letting out a painful gasp/
/looks around for Li/
Li...baby... momma is going to go to the hospital to welcome your baby siblings into the world Okay?
I love you so much My baby, make sure to listen to grandma, okay?
/smiles softly at him when my grandma pulls up into the driveway/
/bites my bottom lip hard to keep from screaming at how painful this is; trying not to scare Li/
Nghh-

@S - Baekhyun [] i'm sorry again T^T i feel so bad...

/stirs a bit, but not completely when you begin moving and making a bit of noise/
/feels you get out of the bed and slowly stirs awake/
/hums and then hears you calling out to me/
/blinks a few times and then leaps out of bed and runs to you, phone at the ready/
Yes, baby?! What is it?
The babies? I'll the call the ambulance
/gets to you, calling them and then shoves my phone into my pocket and then lifts you up carefully, bridal style/
/takes you over to the entrance of the house and calls your grandma to come over to take care of Li/

@T - Chanyeol ()I was going to make him have the babies soon like literally after they got home but you haven't replied in a while T.T lol we can just skip to that then. It's okay~ I figured you were busy.

/sleeps soundly in bed; hugging my body pillow that shapes to my body for support of my stomach/
/feels giant kicks against my stomach; hitting my insides/
/gasps out in pain and holds my stomach and bites my bottom lip/
/gets up slowly as I struggle to get up and walks to the bathroom/
/cries out again as I feel the pain again and splashes water on my face to try and calm down a bit/
/the feeling 10 times worse from when I had my first baby/
Ch-Chanyeol... my Babies...

@S - Baekhyun [] orz for late reply, i feel horrible doing this to you T^T

/hums softly and hugs you more/
I love you so much
/hums and kisses your head/
/smiles to you

[] also, did you want baek to have the babies anytime soon? XD it's been... a while XD

@T - Chanyeol Thank you honey
/smiles warmly and hums as you hold me close and nuzzle my head/
I love you too Chanyeol~
So much
/kisses your cheek and snuggles into your chest/

@S - Baekhyun /chuckles softly and kisses your head some more/
/nods as you speak and hums/
I'll be there with you, so don't worry
/smiles and holds you close/
I love you, Baek
/smiles and nuzzles your head/

@T - Chanyeol I love chubby babies
/smiles as you kiss my forehead; closes my eyes briefly as you kiss it/
I hope so...
All I want is to be a good mom for our babies
I'm scared but happy

@S - Baekhyun /smiles and looks at you when you turn around/
/chuckles and smiles/
All babies are chubby for a bit
/smiles and kisses your forehead/
I hope so... because I know you'll be an amazing mother

@T - Chanyeol (❤)

/ your arms around me softly and smiles warmly/
I'm excited too
I hope they are chubby
/ my tummy and turns around in your arms and looks up at you with a warm smile/
You will be an amazing dad

@S - Baekhyun (Ah okiee~ <333)

/nods and nuzzles the back of your head/
But, now I feel a lot better
/hums softly as you say that and smiles at just the thought of having our babies soon/
I'm excited to finally see them
/smiles against your head and hums/