Dance Class

@T-Kwangmin And that's all we have for class today /he chuckles as some of the students whine because class had ended on a cliffhanger/ ya bastards can read more bout the reproductive system in the textbooks if ya seriously wanna know...! /he chuckles nodding as he packs his bags so he can go to his dance classes afterwards/
/he continues walking forward till he stops at the faint music/ funny...no one's sposed to be here yet... /he chuckles hesitantly before slowly opening the door, still frightened if it could be a ghost/
If ya came to scare me, ya got nother thing comin- /he blinks at your form dancing. Hmm you seem like a student. And that bag over there...he exhales relieved before greeting you/
You're good! Where'd ya learn? /he smiles leaving on the door pane/

[hope this wasn't taken? If not, I hope this sufficed~ and don't worry, I don't expect ppl to mirror me : P ]

Kwangmin smiled softly to himself as he entered the room and took a deep breath before he started to dance

@S - Jin [hi...so it's ur turn to reply bruh.../rubs nape/ : ) ]

@T - J-Hope [(oh hey)]

@S - Jin [yo~ this is the poke bruh~ : ) ]

@S - Jin Okay... /smiles waving you on to tell about your major and where you live/ go on...?~

@T - J-Hope Hi
i'm
Kim SeokJin

@S - Jin /teeth chatters from faraway before getting stopped by a youngster named Jungkook/
JK: Hyung...be quiet, Hoseok-sshi's gonna announce the new student joining us...! /hushes Taehyung/
V: I can't silence it-my heart's so loud /says Tae eagerly/
Kim Seokjin right? /chuckles tilting his head/ wanna tell us your major, where ya live an Yada Yada like you've probably done in all your classes today? /chuckles smiling friendly at you as he glances at his clipboard/
V: Hyung! /widens eyes and pokes Jungkook/ that's Hyung up there!
JK: /moves backwards/ I have eyes, Hyung... /smiles unamused, then looking at you introduce yourself/

@S - Takuya "B-because I-i'm far from p-perfect... and I'm stupid and ugly and-"
Sobs continuously into my wet palm while nodding as you nag at me. Looks up at you after awhile and falls deep into that intense but sincere stare. Can't help but feel so happy about you staying as my friend, however, my chest still constricts thinking about how lonely I am to love after all. Sighs heavily and looks away, gets startled wheb you wrap your arms around me. By now, I'm already seating against the lockers with you by my side. Closes my eyes and escapes reality for awhile as you hold me close and I lean into you, taking a whiff of your musky and manly scent, finding myself liking how you smell way too much.
/unconsciously drifts off into a sleep and startles awake when I heard a thud at the side. Opens my eyes snd sits up immediately, noticing that I was already in a dorm... but it wasnt my dorm. Panics instantly and falls off the bed as I scramblr around. Scampering to the edge of the bed, anxiety sinking in as I fear what was coming. Where was I? Who took me home? Is he gonna kill me?
/I panic as I hear footsteps coming towards me and screams when I feel someone touching the side of my face

@S - Jongin /smiling softly I nod my head firmly./ "Hey of course I'm still willing to be your friend Jongin- why would I not be?" /I ask and tilt my head in sheer curiosity because it's not like you did anything bad or something along those lines, in all honesty you're a perfect human being in my eyes. I just wish you can see that for yourself./
"Good do not leave you cannot allow someone to get in the middle of you and your dreams understand me?" /I ask firmly and hold onto your shoulders as I lightly shake you and look at you softly my eyes contrasting how my hands are squeezing your shoulders a little./
/Looking down at you as you dropped down- I sigh softly and move down as I chuckle with how cute you are in all honesty, because you're tugging on my pants as if you're pleading for a toy or something, it's sweet really which makes me smile and wrap my lean arms around your waist that's slender but yet still firm in a manly way as I nod my head placing my chin onto your shoulder./
"Of course Jongie- I'm here..always for you understand? Just don't leave your dreams behind."

@S - Takuya /looks down as the tears keep flowing out, unstoppable because of the unbearable pain in my chest. Doesn't look at you and sniffles, feeling a little happy when you still tried to be my friend. Looks up at you while wiping my tears away.
"Friends? You're willing to be my friend?"
/smiles a little but falters after awhile after thinking about how worthless I actually am. Sighs as the tears start forming again. Shakes my head.
"I- I don't know what to do. But leaving... and when I think about leaving- no I cant leave, not now not ever. I came here because I want to dance and it wasnt because of him. I won't leave, silly me. I won't leave!"
/crouches down as I kept crying when I realised how stupid I was thinking about leaving dancing behind in this prestigious college.
/tugs on your pants after a few minutes, very grateful that you decided to stay despite me being ugly and everything.
"Stay... be my friend and stay Takuya. Please.:

@S - Jimin []you sound so depressed~ cheer up just like I always try to~ lol /pulls your lips to a smile/ you'll get used to it and the pain will lull /nods avidly, waves/ ]

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@S - Jimin []lol what'd I do? XD /rubs nape Bc didn't do anything cute/ I just wanted you to answer my ooc so I did that /nods/ XP
Sounds good! And I enjoyed it as well! Have fun ing around with Jungkook until you or him leaves XD /waves/ ]

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@S - Jimin [buh duhm~ buh duhm~ buh duhmbuhduhmbuduhm! /shark bites ur leg/ XD finals over! Woot! Now just summer classes but youll definitely see I’ll be faster than before /nods/ I don’t know /how/ fast but definitely, faster :P ]

/is still panting but with a gleaming smile on his heart-shaped lips that he doesn’t realize you’re still talking. When he does, though, he turns to you, gulping his fear as well as stress back lightly as he hears from the words “I’m sure…”/
/is still looking at you with curious eyes, only to flinch when he doesn’t expect the hand in his hair then relaxing with a chuckle into your eyes with his own smiling ones/ eyyy~ someone’s gotta do it though…an I can’t risk a kid like you getting hurt… /smiles slightly at the floor with one nod before getting up, only to blink when you wink at him/
/What…ya /wanted/ him to get hurt? He’s wondering as he just chuckles it off with a nod and bends over, starting to look inside the box you caught, pulling out the cover of it/
Aoh… /he realizes you’re about to leave him just like that and he’s wondering if that remark of him being a “cutie” has some substance or is just a rebel flirting with a teacher just to be a rebel/
/he had that happen once…and what could he do/ ah! Found it! /he grins, thinking he’s found the cable as he moves the box inside and blinks when you’re already getting ready to go, he putting the chair back as he smiles at you while walking with you to the door, thinking we’ll separate from here/ hey thanks for the help, though, kid. I really appreciate it
/is making his way with you to the outside until he widens his eyes at the darkness from the exit of the dance room…pitch black…even using a flashlight on his phone would raise too many goosebumps…/
Well, uh see ya later then…~ /smiles towards you, being polite but once you take one step away from him, you realize you can’t go anywhere as his hand is fisted in your shirt, knuckles white and looking down, chuckling almost nervously, not even sure if he has the guts to tell you to stay with him even after you told him how you should go back and how hungry you are/
/he just…can’t…let go…/

[yo~ we should probs end this since ur with another, aren’t you? /rubs nape laughing/ :P ]

@S - Jongin /I heave a deep sigh- the crying and everything tugs at my heart strings. I'm sorry you have to be experiencing all of these things it was never my intention to bring up all of this hurt and deep pit in your stomach that want to throw up the hurling you've been through in life. I move closer and place a hand hesitantly on your shoulder./
"Hey look at me hmm? You're no coward- you've been through a hell of a lot and I understand that..you're scarred and broken and I really do not know how I can help coz I'm just only human and a ish one at that too. But I'm honest when I say that even though I may at being a good kind of person in relationships- I swear I'd be a good friend to you if you even give me the light of day of a chance."
/I plead and look at you intently as I search your eyes for any acceptance or willingness to try at our friendship./
"Look if you wanna leave after your concert- I won't beg you to stay coz hell I cannot give you what you're searching high and low for--but I would miss you really. You're a cute kid and you're so kind and delicate and your dancing is beyond beautiful." /I gush in all honesty./ "But otherwise--I'd let you go but try to keep in contact with you if you allow me too---and no need to thank me really. I just wish I could have been that guy to help you--but sadly I'm not."

@S - Takuya /huffs and takes in a deep breath. Chuckles weakly and looks at you. Mumbles under my breath
"Loyal? That's what everyone said. But they left me in the end anyways."
/looks away and continues to dance. Right after that, i rush out of the room without looking back but gets startled when I feel your hands around my waist. Holds back my tears as I cover my mouth.
"Don't... dont. You wouldnt want me as your friend Takuya. I'm so sorry, I can't. I... I need to sort out my feelings, him, you, the world.
/covers your hand on my face and pulls it down as I keep crying pathetically in front of you again
I... I understand that you cannot just settle for one guy. I can't do anything about that. The whole world likes you and me? I'm nothing but I'm so glad I met you today, at least I could escape the pain of having him beating me up for awhile. You listened to my story when no one would and I'm forever grateful. What am I gonna do now? I honestly don't know. Maybe I'll run away like the coward I am after the concert . Maybe I'll leave this town and move to another. I don't know Takuya, why can't I have someone love mw truly? Am i that... yknow what it's fine already.
/pushes you gently to the side to put my things in the locker and once done, I look at you and smile sadly.

Thank you for today Takuya.

@S - Jongin /I widen my eyes slightly and bite my lower lip and look at you carefully and bite my lower lip as I hear you and heave another soft sigh./.
Jongie--I'm not the one for you...you deserve so much better--I'd just end up hurting you again...I'm not the faithful guy---I cannot settle for one guy. That's who I am but let me be your friend please...I'd be a loyal one. I promise.
/I murmur and then blink at you and frown deeply as you say that and I reach out to you but you just move over to dance and I slump back down and blink at you and shake my head and I scamper up and I move to you and I walk up behind you and clutch onto your waist tightly and tighten my hold around you and hug you from behind./
"I wasn't asking you to run---I wasn't begging you to leave, I told you we'd share..you didn't even give me a time to respond to your thanks and all. You're most welcome- I'm glad I met you here actually..please do not be like this. At least allow me to be your friend."
/I mutter meekly and I walk to your front- so that my back is facing the lockers. My eyes roaming your face noting the red streaked eyes and I know clearly what was going on in your mind to have you feeling like this and I bring up a hand and wipe a now trickling tear carefully./
"Please don't cry--what are you gonna do now?" /I ask in a soft whisper./

@S - Takuya /looks away and sighs. Turns towards you and smiles sadly.
I understand. I guess maybe... maybe we can try it out? I- I feel extremely lonely and unwanted, i just crave for love.
/looks away and stablizes my breathing. Jumps out of my seat when I realizes the time but lets you pull me out and brisks walks to the dance room.
/s miles when I reach the practice room. Feel the comfort of the place, feels very belonged as if it was a home to me. Lets go of your hand hesitantly but grabs my phone in my bag to plug it into the music player. Looks at you tiredly.
i'm gonna dance first, then I'll leave okay?
/switches on "Baby don't cry" and pours my whole being and emotion into the routine. Feels my chest constricting as I reach the finale, dripping a tear or two down my face.
thanks for letting me practice. Sorry for taking your time out your busy schedule to grab the ice cream, and yeah.
/pulls out my phone and grabs my duffel bag out of the room. Doesn't know why I'm being very hurt and pained from everything. Doesn't know why my chest is in pain and that my heart tells me not to leave you.
/doesn't know why I'm already emotionally attached to someone I met 3 hours ago.
/walks into the bathroom and cleans my tear-stained face. Sighing heavily, dragging my feet to the lockers.

@S - Jongin /I smile and finish up my own but is startle when you spoke up the kiss and then smooch my face a bit and smile sheepishly at you as I hear you speaking about it and I chuckle softly,/
that's really something---nice of you to say but aren't you giving me too much credit though? /I ask a tad bit curiously and tilt my head a bit and blink slowly as you talk some more which causes me to tilt my head to the opposite side- finishing up the melted ice cream and smile a bit at that./
I honestly have no one but--Jongie--I'm not good for you because I'm complicated and cannot commit just yet so hence I'm not looking ya know? /i murmur and blink as I nod my head rapidly./
Okay okay yeah yeah -slow down it's right there /I murmur and pull you out gently with me and walk hurriedly out of the shop and back across to the campus dancing studio that we were located in just a few moments ago./

@S - Takuya /wipes my snot on the shirt and looks away. Keeps interlocking our hands together and leans into your shoulder as you comfort me
y-youre special... thank you for everything.. the ice cream was good!
/finishes the last bit of the ice cream and turns your face to smoosh you again
I dont just kiss anyone yknow. You're... you saved my day, my week. I feel that I can live a bit longer now?
/chuckles a little to cover up my scarred wrists.
I'll fall in love with the right person... maybe you? /chuckles weakly and clears my throat
maybe not. You probably have someone.
/pulls my hand away and shifts in my seat. Checks the time and gasps
oh my, its already 4pm! Cmon now lets get back to school. I need to practice for the upcoming concert!

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@S - Jongin I see I see---I know it's like that
/I say with a soft sigh and I my lips and shake my head./ Of course not I mean we all get strayed away in the wrong direction you know? /I ask curiously hoping you'd understand me and know that indeed- falling for someone who you thought would be best for you but isn't really isn't such a bad thing./ It's simply lessons learnt in this lifetime that's all! /I make sure to stress it to you and I move carefully to hold you seeing you broken and fragile like this which causes my chest to clench in sheer sadness./
I'm sorry you had to go through all of that Jongie /I murmur and I blink at the pecks and I look at you with owlish eyes./ What's that for? /I ask with a light chuckle and ruffle your hair carefully- my hand clutching yours carefully- seeing as you need the skinship at the moment as I continue eating my ice cream./
Do you randomly peck people on their cheeks and lips mister? /I ask with a teasing tone to make the atmosphere a bit lighter./

@S - Takuya 3 years... is very long... 3 years with him felt like forever.
/doesn't look at you at all. Nods dumbly when you said that he was ed up.
I'm worse, for loving someone as ed up as him? Haha. I... I want to be loved too.
/gets startled but leans into your touch anyways. Sheds a tear or two before i start crying and pouring my sadness onto you. Clutches your shirt as I seek refuge in you, wetting your shirt again. Wails quietly in your embrace. Holds your hand tightly as I keep wailing into your embrace, not caring about people staring. I needed to let myself go
l-letting h-h-him go is h-hard...
/i say between sobs as I look at you with bloodshot eyes. Leans into your touch again and araps my arms around you for a bear hug. Pulls away and wipes my eyes hastily before I grab your nape to kiss you on the cheek and then turning your head to peck you on the lips
/blushes a little and looks away. Blowing my snot on the tissue and continue eating the already melted ice cream. Still holds your hand and attempts on interlocking our fingers together

@S - Jongin /Listening to you I nod my head but then shake it when you ask me if it's too long./
Hmmm no 3 years isn't too long in my mind--time and age doesn't matter at all /I say softly and I tilt my head as I listen once more to your story behind the whole issue of who hurt you oh so badly./
/Widening my eyes- I cannot believe he's the bastard- although maybe you shouldn't have gotten with him if he didn't love you but he had no right to hit you./
He's ed up /I state bluntly and look at you./
I'm sorry Jongie but you deserve better okay?
/I ask and I move in closer and without a care as to who might see- it's just the cashier anyways- I wrap an arm around you tighter and move you close to me as I press a light kiss to your hair- wanting you to feel a bit comforted for a change I guess and wanting you to see I'm a good person and can be your friend if you allow me to./
I'm really sorry-- words cannot explain how that story hurts me too it's like second hand hurt to be honest---but it happens and you gotta try and move on /I say softly and hold your hand that was stabbing at the poor ice cream./ Turn that love into anger and hate--but do not hold onto it--just move on okay? /I ask with a soft whisper and I lean into you a bit as I pull you into a soft, gentle but manly hug./

@S - Takuya /grins really wide as my eyes turns into small cresecents and continues eating the sinful dessert.
/feels very thankful that you had taken your time to cheer me up when i felt like the walls inside me were continuously breaking and piercing throught me. Looks down the whole time we were eating as we fall into comfortable silence.
I... i really loved him. So much, so much I was blinded by it for 3 years.
/chuckles weakly
3 years huh... too long dont you think?
/takes in a deep breath and sighs. Telling you a story you probably dont care but I felt comfortable and I needed to let it out.
I knew... i knew he was never in love with me but we went on with it anyways. Somewhere in the middle, i felt that he loved me sincerely but afterwards... we.. we drifted apart. I kept holding on but he kept drifting away. So when one day I saw him kissing someone else so deep, I confronted him. Since that day onwards, he kept abusing me. I dont know how it happened... but it happened. Now, i'm stuck? Haha, funny thing is that I still love him. Funny.
/feels my eyes well up with tears and wipes them away.
/doesn't have the courage to look at you as I stab my melting ice cream. Sniffles quietly but feels so light and burden-free when I told you my story.
There you go. But i moved away from him. H-he was my everything so its really hard.

@S - Jongin /I snicker softly and shake my head./
hey hey I wanna sit here so deal with it
/teases and smirks a bit and nod my head happily and watch at you with a cheeky smile on my lips- wanting to laugh but refraining from doing just that./
I am glad you like it and got what you wanted then
/says with a soft smile and as I'm eating a second spoon full of the smooth ice cream I hear you and I chuckle a bit./
Of course /mutters and feed you and I an amused brow./
Yeah well we all have our likes Jongie /coos and pinches your cheek gently and beam a small smile- liking to see people happy like this./
Ahh? /I ask and open my mouth while laughing softly and take the teaspoon filled ice cream- wrapping my thick lips around the spoon and swallowing it down happily- humming a bit in content./
Mmmm it's good~ quite a contrast from the sweet- sweet cotton candy but good /beams a smile and hold up a thumbs up./

@S - Takuya /smacks you on your arm playfully
ya! I told you conversing with you is much better when you sit there!
/points to the seat in front of me
/grumbles and frowns a little but lights up when I see my favourtie cup of ice cream
you clearly cheered me up Takuya!
/digs into the heavenly taste of bitter sweet chocolate and lets out a soft moan like you, not caring about your presence beside me as I grin wide and shake my body excitedly
HEAVEN OH THE TASTE OF HEAVEN!
/looks over to you and nods
cottong candy? Can i have a bite of it?
/smiles sheepishly as I take your spoon and enjoys a spoon of the velvetty ice cream
mmmhhh!!! Its good but nothing beats this!
/scoops some up from my cup and feeds it to you
say ah!

@S - Jimin [yoohooo~ I’m baaack~ XD /holds pillow up for safeguard/ u don’t /know/ how stressful and exhausted I was… I was on…but only for my friend here since it was his rp wedding last week and yuhp! Wanted to support him in anyway I could since I rarely am on these days…XD but /now/I’m back! :D until next week which is finals..orz /I’ll reply to this at least so u don’t get too pissy at me …u probs did tho XD ]

Yeahp! /laughs as he shuffles through then bites his lip, humming and thinking about it/ ya know what, kid…you have a point… /chuckles shrugging and continues searching, not doubting his colleague since he knows the guy can be a pain at times but also the guy means well as a friend/
Don’t know but if it’s in here, then we’ll be saved! /laughs to himself with a nod as he continues foraging around/
…
/but before he can continue searching, his eyes slightly widen then he stiffens, forcing out a chuckle, not knowing if this is a hoax or you seriously think a 35 year old is adorable…/
/nonetheless, his ears react growing pinker as he gives you one nod and chuckle as he walks past/ thanks…
I will~ don’t worry~ /chuckles before he struggles to put one foot on it and trying to balance on the rolling chair, then the other, using his arms to wave and balance then reaching for the box/
Me too… /forces out a laugh, his lower lip and then biting it because he realized he’s really frightened to look down. But glancing at you literally observing him, he swallows and screams lightly as his right foot first feels for the ground/ ahh…!~
I think… /is still struggling that he can’t finish his sentence as he puts 100% concentration on getting down and back to the safe ground and away from his fear of heights/ k-kid!
/realizing he can’t do it with this box shifting his weight, turns to you with desperate tearing and forcing smile eyes/ catch!
/drops the box as close to your hands as he can get it before groaning in relief when he’s made it/ victoryyyy! /he shouts grinning with arms stretched up, his bum planted on the ground and legs spread in a v shape/
/then chuckles and turns to you, wondering how you were doing/