☸Church

I still remember how when we first met, I was really drawn to you.
You were so quiet and mysterious,
but that pulled me in more towards you.
You.

I really liked you from the first time I saw you.
It was as if I knew, you were the one that I needed in my life.
As time passes by,
you opened up more to me,
you started to show your feelings for me.
Our love for music gave us a duet we could enjoy together.
Our song.

I remember our first kiss.
How nervous I was.
Then, our first time together.
I liked it too much. I was starting to get addicted to you.
I started to love you.
Love.

Turns out you love me too.
We were happy together.
Im forever thankful for everything you've done for me.
We completed each other.
Us.

A storm came to us, one day.
You thought you almost lost me,
thankfully I survived.
But our beautiful angel returned to the sky.
I remember feeling dead inside.
So broken.
You kept me safe by your side still.
You never gave up on me.
You loved me and our angel as we returned him to the sky.
Sunwoo.

We've been together for a while.
Our love never changed,
kept growing stronger.
Our love was the prettiest when you knelt down in front of me that day.
You wanted me to be yours.
I remember crying so hard.
Took you a while to make me smile again but you still did~
I do.

Changkyunnie.
This is your Sunggyu speaking.
Thank you for giving me memories that no money, treasure or gold could ever buy.
In case my feelings were still unclear or lacking,
just know that I love you, Im Changkyun.
I mean it.

Thank you for loving me through it all.
Thank you for the little eternity you gave to me every time we were together.
Lets be happy forever now.
Sunwoo is waiting for us.
Let's be a family again.
Let's keep loving till the end.
I will always love you.
Your place is forever in my heart.

@S - Sunggyu Hey love.
-smiles softly-
I ended up wandering and found myself here.

@TN - ChangKyun *stirs awake, blinking a few times to adjust his eyes to the light*
Kyun?
*Rubs his sleepy eyes*
What are you doing here?

@S - Sunggyu -pokes your side softly-
Gyu?

@TN - ChangKyun *still sits there quietly with his head hung low*
…
*stays unmoving*

@S - Sunggyu -wonders where you are and ends up finding you after along while-
Baby?
-tilts my head and glances over-

@TN - ChangKyun *Walks in and takes a seat, breathing calmly, keeping his head low*
………
I'll Just stay here until class starts.
Yeah…
*shuts his eyes and remains quiet for a long while*
.
.
.
.

*smiles softly and takes a deep breath before finally opening up*
It's been a while hasn't it, Sunwoo?
I'm sorry I haven't visited before. I promise it wasn't because I've forgotten about you. In fact, I've been thinking about you a lot lately.
*smiles*
Last night I had a dream about a small bunny that was hopping around all over the place. It was really cute but it was too fast for me to catch up with. Would you have been like that too?
*chuckles lightly*
I'm getting old, I know but at least I'm eating well and sleeping fine.That's good, right?
How about you? Are you eating fine and having fun over there?
Have you made many friends? I hope you get along with everyone. Play nice, okay?
*feels the soft breeze and exhales slowly*
Sunwoo-ya, I'm really sorry for lacking in many ways. I probably wasn't ready and you knew that so that's why you left us, right? I'm sorry. I wish I wasn't so careless and weak.
*gets a little teary*
But you know, despite everything that happened, I've only felt so much love for you. I've never met you but I miss you you much. Sometimes I wished you'd never had left so I can see you grow up with us. You would have been such a nice kid. A very cute one too. You'd probably have squishable cheeks like mine.
*smiles softly*
It'll be a long time before we can meet again but promise me you'll recognize me as soon as we do, okay?
If you have a hard time looking for me, just find a person with small eyes. The smallest ones you'll find in paradise.
*chuckles*
Please look over us Sunwoo. Both me and Changkyun. I'm sorry I didn't bring him along but I just don't want him to see me sad like this again. He misses you too and I know he loves you just as much as I do. He'd make a great father, don't you think so?
.....
Sunwoo-ya, thank you for existing even if was for a very short time. I'm thankful. Be happy my little angel.
I'll always carry you in my heart.
*wipes away the tears*
Until we meet again, Sunwoo...
I love you.

*enters quietly and sees that the place is empty*
...
*walks and sits there alone, looking straight at nothing*
It's a pity there's nobody here, but I guess being alone is good too...
not like I told anybody I was coming here...

*prays*
Lord forgive me for I have sinned. I ask for forgiveness for everything I've done to hurt people or myself. I am mentally ill and I have no idea what I did.
In the name of Jesus I pray.. Amen.

-sits down and in the bench, taking a deep breath before getting down on my knees- "Lord get me through this new school. I'm so lost, I don't know what to do with myself. Please forgive me for starting smoking. The bullying back at Yongdae was just to harsh i need to reiilf it. I'm sorry. Help me learn to stop.

@T - Lee Soohyuk /leaves the church to die laughing outside/
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! KEKEKE~!
/rolls on the ground as my legs give way/
hy-hy-hy-hyung is funny!!!
/series of coughing and wheezing before a sequence of chuckles and faded laughing/

I found Jesus... He's not wearing any pants.... /snorts/

amen.


. . . i'm too buddhist for this.

*waddles in, brushing the snow from mt little jacket and peeks around before waddling tot he front and bends down on my knees*
dear god, i want my daddy home for christmas~ or have a new daddy that will love girl just like my old daddy~ and for mommy not to be lonely!

/prays next to a Siwon and Kris statue/

PRAYS! YEAH!

@T - Luhan *Sits beside u; prays*

*goes inside the church wearing a pink blouse and leather jeans and a long wig*

/starts to pray/

@S - Baekhyun /smiles/ then let's go~!

@T - Godfrey Gao Its ok~lets just go home~
/giggles and pecks your lips/
I don't care~as long as I have you~

@S - Baekhyun well we go back to my-our house since we didn't plan a reception and I couldn't afford us to go on a honeymoon...
/scratches the back of my neck/

@T - Godfrey Gao What do we do next~?
/giggles and kisses your lips/

@S - Baekhyun /nuzzles your noss back/ and I'm all yours~

@T - Godfrey Gao /blushes softly and nuzzles your nose/
I'm officially all yours~

@S - Baekhyun /smiles/
Mrs. Gao...I love you more~

@T - Godfrey Gao Mr. Gao~I love you~
/whispers against your lips/

@S - Baekhyun /slowly pulls away and smiles pressing my forehead against yours/

[[didn't even notice that got sent to the wrong person /shot]]