⇢ River Bank

@ρ Park Jimin (it was perfect! thank you! :D)
It was perfect. Peaceful and gentle. The water was clean and soothingly cool, the breeze hit me just right. Right here, right now, was a moment for myself that I would keep and come back to as soon as I could. I sighed, humming softly under my breath.
"Hey!! Jaehee!!" My eyes shot open, and I flinched from the startling noise. Like a shot in the dark, suddenly someone was shouting-calling out from the peace and disrupting it. My head jumped to look behind me, and saw a boy, waving his loud, rusty bucket, up in the air, as if to flag me down. But he was looking for Jaehee, right? That was the name. I turned my head, looking around near me as I stood up, trying to find whoever he was talking to. I wasn't alone? But it was just a girl, not like I would be assaulted. I suddenly looked to my bread basket, jogging over to it and checking it for it's contents.
Every bread piece was in the same place as it was when I had left it; like a picture in my head I could recall it. I sighed in relief. But then, who else was here? I picked up my basket, and looked up at the boy. I was shocked, nearly jumping again as my heart skipped a beat. He was running right for me. 'What?' I looked around me once again, as if someone would be near me. There really was no one. It was only me i sight. And still, he got closer and closer.
And it clicked. 'Does he think I'm Jaehee?' the thought crossed my mind, and then it made sense. The boy, closer to my age, just off of looks, came right up to me, asking me excitedly if I remembered him. His smile was charming and warm, making me smile back at him. I giggled a little because of it.
"Hi. I'm sorry, but I think you got the wrong girl. My name's not Jaehee." I told him politely, bowing a little to him in politeness. "My name's Sooyoung. Still, it's nice to meet someone new" I told you. 'I wonder where he's coming from...' I considered asking you the question, but I would wait, seeing what your reaction was going to be, finding out I was not the girl you were looking for, or expecting.

@ⓅⓂ Park Sooyoung [Hiatus] [] hope this is enough otl
"Ugh I hate this so much..." /my limbs don't quite ache just yet In fact they are use to this routine every other day but the idea of having to do it is just tiring. In my right hand I hoist the slightly rusted borrowed fishing pole over my shoulder to get it out of the way and relieve some of its weight. I always go into the town where it's quiet which Is usually where the older couples are and they sometimes need help. So it's my job to go and ask them what do they have for me to do and it's often times things that they can't do anymore like delivering items and setting up shop early in the mornings. All I ask of the elders is for them to feed me in exchange but sometimes they'll give my spare change to buy a drink or something. Lately this elder has been sickly and is unable to go out and gather the supplies he needs for his little hut in the market place so it's only right for me to give a helping hand, plus he said he'd pay me a good amount afterwards so it's a win win. The fishing pole is so vintage that I'd doubt it'll catch anything but the uncle swore that it was the best thing since sliced bread. I'd just use my hands if I were being honest. In my other hand, just like the pole, is a rusted bucket that I guess could be put to good use. Approaching the river I notice a slim figure resting along the bank. My pace slows and my head tilts a little while I squint my eyes. Is that a person? No ones usually here most of the time besides me. Quickly panning my head to each side to see if any one else is around, It's kind of odd to see another being In the quiet place. The closer I got the more I could make out your figure and you looked strangely familiar. Almost like a classmate who was in my class once. What was her name? Eunmi? Hyunjae? Just when I was going to give up, a thought came, almost like a train hit me or my mom yelling from the other room. Her name was Jaehee. Me and my best friend had a crush on her and we'd always bet to see who'd actually end up with her. It was pretty fun up until the point where she liked my friend more then me and we didn't really talk much afterwards, jaehee that is. Now seeing you here after all this time is kind of interesting. I clear my throat and muster up the courage to say something./ "Hey!! jaehee!! It's me!!" /waving the bucket in my hand high up, making it clank loudly. It even echoes through the dense trees that surround us in the secluded area. The action came second nature and I even winced at the noise, not expecting for it to happen to suddenly so I dropped my arm instead. Jogging up to you across the grass wasn't much of a chore but my breathe was labored due to the amount of things I was carrying./ "Do you remember me??" /my chest raising and falling at a steady pace as I stand a little ways from you, wearing a bright smile on my face hoping you'd remember me at the least./

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@ρ Park Jimin I hummed a tune softly under my breath as I walked along the endge of the forest, near where the beautiful, spacious river bank was located. Here was a spot in the kingdom, or more I guess near the kingdoms, that anyone could come to for a quiet space to think, or to feel the peace and beauty all around you and really think about how fortunate we really are to be living on this beautiful earth, with so much beautiful nature. I knew from the smart voice in the back of my brain, that I didn't have a lot of time to be here. They would want me back at the palace as soon as possible, and I couldn't forget my responsibilities.
But here...I so so wanted to be here.
I was here, but I wish I could live here. One day, with a well off family, right by this river bank, or maybe back a bit of ways in the lush green forest. The river bank was a place of rejuvenation, and after my mucles were honestly a little bit sore, and I was growing slightly weary of my work after working some hard shifts due to the recent amount of guests that have arrived at the Kim's Palace, this is the only place I can admit I am exhausted, and needed a break.
'I'll just take a couple minutes to be here, and then finish my walk back to the castle' I looked around for a good place to put my baskets of bread and cheese down, of course making sure the spot was clean and clear before I did anything, as well as most importantly secure. If someone was going to come behind me and try to steal it, I would hear it, and make sure they stop before they do anything rash. I put it under a large tree near the bank, but a bit from it where I could turn my head and see it easily, but it wouldn't get near the water and accidentally fall into the water.
'I have to be cautious...even here' I then slipped off my walking flats, my feet relived to get some air and feel the moist grass underneath them. I took off my maid bonnet, and let my long, ivy hair fall down my back. My hair line and back of my neck was covered in sweat. I wanted a bath, but I didn't have the time. I smiled, walked out into the sunshine that the trees shaded me from, and let it kiss my face. A wide, joyful grin spread across my face, as I closed my eyes and breathed the rays in and out of my lungs. I stretched my arms high to the sky and my sides, rolling my back and shoulders a couple times, before letting out another loving sigh, and opened my eyes again.
I walked to the water, where the land met sea, and I pulled my working dress up, taking one step in, and then sitting back so my was on land, and just let my feet into the cold water. I hummed the same tune softly under my breath again, and braided my long hair to the side, away from my neck. After that, I wrapped my arms around my knees, and nestled my head into them.
'Not too long Sooyoung! I you need to get back.' I was reminded by that voice again, and closed my eyes. I seeked rest, and was going to get this short moment for it.

@ρ Kim Jongin /Bristling at your words, I feel the clench in my jaw from the manner you speak. You treat me as if I'm nothing and I cannot help but feel even more of a mess than I am, how can you treat me this way is unbelievable and out of this world. Not in a good way, most definitely. The thorns of the rose that's my heart, stabs into the soft organ repeatedly as it reminds me that you would never look at me the same again. I can never come back from what I did, what I did unknowingly, or more like helplessly because how was I to know? You're acting as if I've planned everything and it's immature really, of course, I do not tell you such because I do not want to hurt you in anyway more than necessary. Sniffling once again, pathetic and weak before you, feeling like a dog because I'm kicked to the curbs as one or even a homeless person. I feel even more sorry towards them because of how hard the life is for them. It's not fair, however, I always thought of it as being Karma. So here I am now, thinking that you treating me in such a manner is all because of Karma haunting my down and taking a swinging shot at me. More like a harsh kick whilst sending me off to mars./ "Y-you know, I'm still that girl, deep down in that cold hate filled heart of yours. You do know it's me, it's always gonna be me, it's always gonna be Kim Hyuna who loves you up till this day and want you more than anyone has ever wanted much less needed. I need you...yet here you are kicking me away like I'm some disease more like a disgusting creature." /Chuckling bitterly, I bring my hand up and hastily wipe at the leaking snot from my nose, not for once giving a of how petty and ed I'd be looking at you because after all. I can always be in my own skin when being with you. I never had to hide and pretend to be something, someone I'm not. I can just be my own self and live in my own skin happily as I embrace each and every single aspect of what you have adored and admired in me. If only you can look at me with those same eyes, I'd kill for that right at this moment and in the future to come. No matter how harshly you speak against me- in the most disgruntled and outraged manner, I'd always be crawling back to you and insisting you love me back like you once did. I'd show you, I cannot be without you, even if I have to become a pest or pain in your arse I'd be sure to such thing just for you to realize just how much you're the center of something in my black and white world. You're that beautiful silver-golden lining just shining out at me and waiting for me to take hold./

/Widening my orbs lightly as I hear those spoken words, a hint of fondness and affection lacing them right when your hand comes up, allowing your appendages from your larger palm to elongate and touch and swipe at the mess around my lips. From what you sick bastard of an uncle has done, it brings a sob to choke my esophagus as a whimper leave my tiers. Trembling and shaking under your touch as I allow my head to tip to the side just a little and skim the flesh against your palm slowly while eyes close down with a shaky breath escaping my lips./ "I'd show you Jongin, that you're my Adonis and you're worth every single thing in this lifetime to me! I didn't leave you on purpose and--" /Being cut off from my words a yelp leave my lips as my body slowly slinks against yours, melting against your sturdy frame as I kiss you back. The need to have you holding onto me releasing as I take everything you have to give, however, it's finished far too soon for my liking. Eyelashes still thick, with tears and mascara as it fans across the apple of my cheeks. Wanting and craving more while a sob threatens to rack my frame and escape yet again./ "I---no one..not even my parents has broken my heart like you're doing right at this moment..." /Hiccuping softly, the stuttered whispers of weeping muffled against my closed mouth as I look at you and glare a bit, but I cannot mean the glare even./ "You're Kim Jongin to me, whether you like it or not. I'm not gonna be some goddamn stranger and call you Kai- I do not know who's that!" /I hiss and shiver at your simple touch and close my eyes as I try to not drop to my knees yet again, due to the limbs wanting to give out./ "J-jongin.." /A breathy whisper resonates within us in the night, chill air as my tears drop freely- and all I can to is let you go because my heart it wrecking inside of my chest cavity. I feel like this is how it is to be stabbed- I wasn't stabbed with a blunt, sharp object, however,I'm stabbed by your biting and bitter words./ "I still love you.." /A confession just filtering through the air while time ceases, pulling the hanbok closer to me I turn around and leave the grounds, not wanting to even go back to that man. If I'm complain on to hell was with it. From this day on- I want to keep all hands that aren't yours off of me. It's a stupid promise but--I want to try, try for you./

@ρ Kim Jongin /Your heartfelt speech and the manner in which you speak in has me shuddering in mere fear of the situation at hand. Of course, you do not give a flying about me. I do not want you to hate me, nor look at me as being different than anyone else. I'm the same Hyuna you loved. I have that special place in my heart as the weeps leave my sorry lips. Pathetic and painful, full of pain and misery as I look up at you with tear-glazed eyes./ "Jongin...you were the one I loved...I want you even till this day how can I even find you if I have no one to help?! Huh? You think my life is easy as it is? My ing parents sold me! Sold me to men for them to and me all night long for their pleasures and vices to be filled. I cannot help but crave your affection even till this day because you're one man, one man who loved me for who I am..." /Stuttering and hiccuping at the end- I slowly get up onto my feet, the kiss you left to my soft, luscious strands, ringing in my mind. As I close my eyes slowly. thick, dark eyelashes kissing the apples of my cheek. My eyes stare intently at your sculpted face. Such utter perfection, my hand comes up nonetheless and lightly your jawbone as I whisper breathlessly./ "You'd always be my Adonis.." /A soft tremble from my lips, shows just how much of an effect you have on me, it's indeed palpable and if you cannot see it then I do not know who would./

"Kim Jongin you'd never believe me, I can see it in your eyes. I do not want someone to is ing me senseless. If I can get out of this lifestyle don't you think I would? You jump to conclusions and how do you expect me to feel huh? I feel hurt and a whole amount of anger that I am in this situation at hand. I cannot be the woman you want- I want you to make love to me, tell me how beautiful I am...but now I'm just a filthy in your eyes right?" /The water works come out once again to play, trekking down my cheeks in all it's fury and I cannot care less how stupid I may look to you. How clingy and desperate I must come off to you because all in all you and I both know that I want you. You can search deep down and know that I'm not the woman you claim me to be./ "Jongin...search in your heart and tell me if I'm not Kim Hyuna--the princess you've been friends with...I gave you my first kiss..because I wanted you to have it! I heard my mom arranging to sell me off to men the next morning. I had no way of getting out!" /I scream out the words with all my might not caring who would hear- even though it's risky seeing that I want to come back and take over my throne back at Kim's dynasty./ "I was put into that murder plot by my parents...they never wanted me--they sold me on being a and killed me off. Everyone killed me off- in that palace. I'm nothing but a piece of to them." /Bitter whispers leave my lips- raining in the thick air between us as I sniffle the threatening sobs that's about to rack my lithe frame before you./ "My parents have to pay because if I loose you now--I have no one...I never had anyone, seeing you once again....I feel like I have someone.." /A weak murmur passes from my lips as my eyelids flutter shude and I press my forehead against your chest. Fingers deft, working and clutching against your smooth silk material of your wear. I just need to feel you against me, keeping me sane and being here for me. However, I know I'm nothing but a piece of dirt on the floor to you./ "I loved you....up to this day there's love for you..if only you'd believe me...you were the only person who kept me sane back then. I know I had friends, sure but none of them were you...you stood up for me even when you were afraid--you're so brave and magnificent...please..please don't break my heart like I unknownigly broke yours...my parents did all of that. Not me!"

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", Jongin!!!" /Shouting out at the top of my lungs, I can care less if your uncle is going to throw some fit over me leaving him right away. Like he's anything important to me, it's you. You're the one I always wanted to meet you back but I never knew how to even find you. No way of getting in contact or asking people in smarts for a certain, 'Kim Jongin,' life isn't that easy for me after all. Biting down on my lower lip, sandals pressing down against the grass as I rush out to the river bank. Padding against the soft fresh grass I hear your deep, bass voice filtering over to me. Sending those deep shudders as per usual since the very first time I've seen and heard you going through puberty. People always made fun of you from your acne scars to your complexion, to everything that's you which doesn't make sense to me because all I see when looking at you is utter perfection. You're the sweetest guy I've ever met in my life, down to earth and handsome, besides the gorgeous looks, it's what's inside that matters. Any man can be a hunk such as yourself, but they can be a disgusting being such as your good looking uncle in there. Stopping in my tracks as you finally face me upon hearing your weak mutters not to mention the chuckle ringing out in the air that holds everything that's disgust and distaste towards me and the situation at hand my voice escapes before I can stop it./ "Please, just give me a chance to explain...you do not understand...." /Hiccuping softly the waterworks start and I can care less again, I've never been the tough woman I'm supposed to be especially when being around you. You always had that way of bringing out the weakened side of me. Padding over to you carefully, my limb twitch to move up and cup your face but I do know you'd be outraged when I touch you, that I do not want us to even get off on the wrong side. We already have and I do not want to make things worse./ "Jongin...my parents sold me...how can I help myself when I have no one?" /The pitiful state that's me, I know my voice comes out weak and garbled with a series of painstaking words being uttered from my tiers but I do not care anymore. Grabbing onto your plain, white hanbok my knees weaken and drop down onto the floor bed of green at the banks. Sounds of birds chirping happily while the water flow peacefully has me feeling nothing but. Your handsome features have always been a surprise to me since back then and even more so now because you have grown and matured in so many ways. Long, luscious strands move with the force of my limbs hitting the floor while coming to frame my face. Head bending down in shame while streaks of tears leave my eyes unashamed./ "I'm sorry...I...I hate myself as it is...don't hate me too...you're someone I cannot loose again."