@ᵈ˖⁺ matthew k。 I know this is all in the future, I know that I'm currently supposed to dislike you to not remember you. But baby one day I'll take you here, one day you will walk into the cold rooms and the lonely atmosphere but once you are here everything will brighten. I will take your hand, pull you into a tight hug and hide that key in your jeans pocket. That day those feelings I'm slowly starting to develope those emotions that make my mind and body go crazy they will be confirmed as what you always felt for me ever since we first met. It will be in the future--- maybe still far away, maybe closer than we think. That day I will be able to call this place home because the love it missed will appear with that shiny smile of yours. I will throw myself in what might be the most overwhelming situation in my life--- even after all the things that have happened so far. That day it will not only be my home but I will ask you to stay with me, to use that key to move in with me, to spend your life with me. I want to wake up next to you every morning and kiss you awake. I want to fight for dominance at night or sometimes just simply fall into your strong arms. I will only be able to call this place 'home' when you will be here with me because I don't care about this penthouse, I care about you because you feel like home in the end no matter how bad I treat you. Right now it is all oppressed but I know and I promise that you will be the one who changes my life completely. For now it feels like a mystery--- an adventure we will explore, one that will change everything I've ever thought is right. You will change my life. And while all this must sound ridiculous to you and to my present self it will turn out this way. No matter what we will go through in the end we will be together. Trust me because I've seen it, I've experienced it WE will experience. I treasure you truly--- don't be scared no matter how I'll act I'm falling for you. I already did.