Heechul's Psych Office

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} Slowly she nodded. He made sense but she was so scared. So very very scared. "You... you dont think him knowing would.... would cause him to be distracted and..." she visibly trembled and clasped her hands together in order to try stop. "... it wont cause an accident will it?"

@Catherine Felton {Teacher} "Catherine. Just think of it like this. Your husband not knowing about this would make him.worry just as much as you're worried about him it could blow his feelings up just as much as you're doing this right." He said with a grin. "I got to make sure that you don't end up getting yourself hurt or your husband hurt. I have a fear of cats.....My boyfriend and I just bought one. But you should at least explain to him what's going through your head. You don't have to tell him everything but you should tell him.a.littlw bit alright?" He asked. "Its going to do no good not telling him about it." He whispered.

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} Shrugging, she admitted to thinking about it once upon a time. "When daddy for told me I'd be going to school here, I considered joining, but I figured with all the competitions I do, it wouldn't really be fair. I mean, I've placed in the top 5 of every competition and in the last 3 years I've only placed top 3. In fact, I won the divisional title this year so now I'm preparing for regionals." She hated to think someone had hurt him on purpose. Hearing his good news, she smiled. "That's wonderful! Congratulations. Any idea when you want to have it done?" She knew it would require healing time and thankfully, she had her partner for regionals already, so he should be good to go for Nationals. Not going wasn't an option. "That would be awesome!" Then she got somewhat shy and hesitant, afraid to ask what she wanted to know. Would he be upset or even appalled. No. She wouldn't ask him if she could call him dad too. Why push her luck. She had her dad and she didn't want to ruin his relationship. She could handle only calling Godfrey dad.

@Lee Taemin ~Freshman~ He d the youngers hand. "You know you can cry, I'm not going to laugh at you for crying because you have problems. Every person I know have had problems my advice is to always let it out sweetie." He couldn't help but smile in a very soft and careful manner "I spent a long time thinking the same about myself. It's how heemi came to be. Did I tell you why my self esteem and everything went down the ter when I was young?" He asked.

@Kwon Bo-ah {Senior} "You never even thought about It? I mean like you ing the dance club or is it something that even crossed your mind?" He smiled at the girl across from him. "You sure are ambitious though, I was like that when I was your age too believe me it was hard and the dance team hated me because I was better than them it drove them to do worse than the worse. I'm still convinced they crashed on purpose to get me off the team but I've been working getting everything back in order and the headmaster signed my medical release to get my surgery next month to get them out....I'd love to be your partner though." He said chuckling.

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} Biting her lip she shook her head "he will worry about me and if he's worrying he wont be focused on driving and I could be the cause of him getting hurt. No I cant. I ... I cant. If I lost him I would..." she shook her head unable to say what she would do. Partially because she wasnt sure what that would be and partially because the only thought that did enter her mind was suicidal. "Is there another way that I can calm down? Something to stop my overwhelming fear. Prevent my breaking out in tears if he is gone too long and was driving. I'm too afraid to even call. If he went to the store and instead of being a half hour he is an hour and still not home I cant even call him. I'm too frightened that an officer will answer and tell me hes gone"

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} Taemin gently bit the inside of his cheek while looking at Heechul. He was right and Taemin knew it all too well. "Yeah.... I know. That's one of the reasons why I'm here. I don't want to be like this heechul" He says softly and lowers his head trying to fight tears back. "I'm disgusted by myself you know? And I feel like the only way anyone will ever see anything good about me I have to sleep with them. It's not even fun its disgusting and awful. I.... really think it's my way to cope. If I consent to everyone... theres no way I can get .

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} "Me too." Since her homework was normally done before she'd allow herself to dance, reading was the only thing left. "I've never been on a dance team or a part of the club here. I don't think it's my thing." Boring was a part of life for her, especially since it was nearly impossible to get out of one class let alone all of her classes. If it were an option, she'd have skipped high school and gone straight to university. "Would you up for dancing with me? I mean my routines can get fairly complicated, but at least if you're my partner for competition, dad won't be so upset."

@Catherine Felton {Teacher} "Well I can't drive either since the accident in senior year so I completely understand. I don't like being in cars with people much either." He confessed. The accident and his dance team getting no injuries but he did? It made all the sense in the world. They did it on purpose so he'd leave, and he did. "Catherine. You should tell him how you feel love, it will get you nowhere if you don't tell him."

@Kwon Bo-ah {Senior} "I liked reading between dance routines, I was the lead choreographer of the dance club back in high school for two years got us to nationals twice. If I found something boring, trust me when I say putting it down was the best damn option." He said with a grin. "I would love to see how this dance club here is, I've seen others and they're kind of mediocre to be honest. I want to dance again a bit even if it's part time teaching lessons I'd like to learn different dances too you know? I mean who wouldn't. "

@Lee Taemin ~Freshman~ He grinned at him and nodded his head. "You lose interest with me once letters got involved love." He said with a small grin as he took his hands in his. "I'm glad you're doing so well, I'm glad you are dropping the hard drugs, I'm glad you stopped drinking....but Taemin, isn't the answer to your problem, do you want to talk to me about it? I can help you the best I can but I have to admit, having addictions is hard. If it wasn't for Godfrey in that last year after my car accident I would have been addicted to pain killers my entire second half of my senior year." He confessed.

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} Catherine frowned slightly as she sat down, "do you remember when you were in need of a case study so I told you about what happened my mother with her accident and the result being my fear of driving?" She waited for his acknowledgment before continuing "well its getting worse. Tom knows I get nervous in cars but he doesnt know that I have to take something to calm myself, nor does he know that if he goes out anywhere in the car and I'm home, I end up on the floor crying for fear he wont come back, its worse if I know he is going near the train tracks." She looks at her hands ashamed. "I dont want him to worry about me everytime he has to go out do I haven't told him."

@Catherine Felton {Teacher} Heechul looked up from the desk from his paperwork when he saw the woman walk in the room. He remembered taking her class in university as a prerequisite. English wasn't his forte, especially the writing bit. "Catherine, it's nice to see you again. I'm glad you find me easy to talk to. So what did you need me for that you couldn't talk to your husband?" He asked in English.

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} "Well I would read anything I could get my hands on. I just love books and when you have as much free time as I did, ALL THE TIME, you aren't too selective. I haven't touched it since though. Until now." They clearly had different tastes. "Boring?! Oh my gosh. I love them. I've read many of them multiple times even though I have them all memorized. I can't get enough." She nodded as she listened and then frowned. "Well maybe I can help with the pain and you can always come in and dance during off hours when there are no classes in there. I wouldn't mind you interrupting me." She smiled. It would actually be nice to have the company.

@Kwon Bo-ah {Senior} "Psh nobody should be reading Dracula when they're ten. I only did because I was bored out of my skull." He said. "And it turned out the best book I read in a long time. Everything about it was amazing." His nose wrinkled at the mention of Shakespeare. "Gonna be honest, Shakespeare is boring I couldn't get into the plays. I tried, but i just couldnt deal with them." He said smiling. "I have metal rods I. My legs to straighten them I should get them out in about a year or so. Said the pain won't go away completely. I know there is but I don't like bothering the students there, or the new teacher." He said.

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} "Cute" is all Taemin could say with a small smile. Romance was never his thing but he always loved the idea of it. And seeing others in love and cute relationships warmed his heart. "What?" Taemin asked chuckling softly. "All math is easy for me psh. I was talking about others." He said and only fell shock. "Oh really? I'm getting paid?" He smiled and nodded. "Alright I'm in. But I'll have you know Heechul. I've been 4 months sober of all drugs and alcohol with the exception of weed." He said triuphently only to sigh and hold his head in his hands. "Okay I've been off psychedelics for 4 months. Alcohol is down to a minimum. "He sighed and looked at heechul. "I feel like ... I do I was a while before but now it's ever worse it's like I substituted one drug for another and that's . I-... I'm worried Heechul. "

@Lee Taemin ~Freshman~ "I'm glad he did if I'm honest. If it wasn't for him I probably would be hiding in a hole right nlw." He said nodding his head with a smile. "Choose the easiest math huh sometimes I wonder if you've changed at all." He said with a chuckle putting his hair behind his ear and smiling. "Yeah it kind of started after our first tutoring session, he asked me out, we went out a couple times, we have a cat. I still live here but I go there every once in awhile. You know he pays you to tutor the students right? Do all the tutoring you can and don't let them take advantage, in more ways than one." He said and smilin g. "I've heard the name, but not had any reason to see him. But if godfrey's throwing him at you it simply means he has potential."

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} It was after hours and Catherine moved through the corridors in search of one of her old friends. Smiling she knocked and waited for him to answer before she went inside.
"Good evening Heechul. Thank you for agreeing to see me after hours. Even when you were training I always found you the easiest to talk too." She said feeling a little awkward knowing she was taking up his free time

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} Boa smiled, glad that he was willing to help her and then she frowned. "Thank you. I appreciate it. So far I have nothing but A's. We're reading Taming of the Shrew right now. I absolutely love Shakespeare, so it's easy. Dracula is one we have to do later in the course and I'm not going to have as much luck with that one I'm afraid. I tried reading it when I was 10 and couldn't even get halfway through." This time she didn't have much of a choice. She didn't want special treatment after all. "I'm so sorry to hear that. Is there no way to alleviate the pain permanently?" She was genuinely concerned. If he was going to become her second dad, well she needed to know he was okay. "Oh, well you know we have a dance studio here right? I'm in it more than I'm in my room. Sighing dramatically, Boa laughed. "Good thing I have no plans to date then." She smiled and nodded. "Okay. Thank you."

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} "He basically begged you? " Taemin said chuckling softly. "Well hell I'd beg you to stay as well. You did great for me." he said smiling. He hummed in thought and shrugged his shoulders. "I'm not sure yet... Maybe just algebra? That was easy for me to understand. " he said then fell shocked at Heechul's next words. "You mean....?" He chuckled softly and gave him a thumbs up. "well done Heechul, well done. You definitely scored." he said smiling. "I won't be telling anyone no worries. Oh! I forgot to tell you.... He's making me come back and tutor a student here.... Wong Yukhei I think is his name. I really really really don't want to. But... It will look good on a resume. Plus you did wonders for me." he sighed a bit and looked back over at Heechul. "Do you know him?"

@Kwon Bo-ah {Senior} "Well if you want I can ask him if you're doing well enough elsewhere in your classes if you can take on another. I took English lit in university, I have to say there were definitely units I pr referred over others. Moby bored me to tears, Dracula was definitely a plus. Some people didn't like the themes but I thought they were beautiful." He said nodding. "I was in a car accident, everything's good now my leg and ankle still hurt every once in awhile." He looked down "I stopped for awhile I was on the team again in college before things happened then I stopped for awhile." He said softly, "I do go to the uni and dance again every once in awhile." He looked at her. "If it's something that .ight give him a heart attack I might have to worry." He said but nodde d his head. "Just let me know when it's okay?"

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} Well well. This was refreshing change of pace. Most adult just tried to placate her when she said she wasn't being challenged, but he actually suggested something helpful. "Yes Sir. I actually asked dad if he would approve for me to take classes at the university and he said he would, but only one or two. I've chosen literature so far. Still trying to choose another class." Boa looked up at him and tilted her head. "I'm sorry you were hurt, but do you dance again?" She could always use some more help. Now she had to laugh. "I assume the proximity of your offices isn't a coincidence, but no. I'm not going to hurt myself. I have too many reasons to live, but..." She hesitate for a moment unsure of if she should ask what she was thinking. "Well what if I want you to tell him certain things?" She figured certain things might be easier coming from his boyfriend.

@Kwon Bo-ah {Senior} "You know the school has a program where seniors can go to the university and take classes there and get credits toward their majors that way. Maybe you can ask about that. If you need to be challenged that would be the next logical way to go right?" He asked. He chuckled. "I hurt myself in the middle of senior year so I had to stop for a little bit. It was hard sitting on the sidelines watching. He wasn't ready to tell anyone about his accident, he officially walks everywhere now, unless he feels c omfort able with who he's with. He took the girls hand. "If you need help with anything don't hesitate to ask. My office is right across from your dad's I'll do whatever I can and anything said in here is confidential. So as long as you aren't planning your death and with how ambitious you are I doubt that, i won't say anything to godfrey." He said.

@Lee Taemin ~Freshman~ "Well be basically gave it to me after I started tutoring you." He said with ma small smile. " well he offered it to me at least, I only took the job because he practically begged me. " he whispered. "Which branch of math you wanna teach taemin? I mean there are plenty of people who could use a math tutor so you can work your way through." He said with a grin on his face. " he's nice, he's perfect" he looked down than up again. "His office is across the hall." He said with a small smile.

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} Boa sigh. "I have asked, but not all teachers are willing to do that. I can't make them, so I just find something else to do." It was a constant struggle having to dumb herself down to get good grades. Why couldn't she just be normal? Life would be so much easier. "I don't think he wants me dating anyone. Even a girl. He seemed shocked when I asked him about it." She shrugged. It was why she hadn't mentioned that Hyuna was more than her bestie. She was her ex. No point upsetting him after all. "I'm captain of the cheerleading team, so I can't do both. And I am working on a dance for my next competition. It's a mix of ballet and hip hop." It was some of thes hardest choreography she'd ever come up with and she loved it. She looked at him wide eyed. "You dance?!" That was pretty cool. "Well their loss is our gain. I'm glad dad has you. Maybe I can worry about him a little less. And I don't know how much you know about my family, but I can always use more." She was talking about him of course. As far as she was concerned, her family consisted of Godfrey, Hyuna and now Heechul. "Work something out for what?" She was confused. He was so nice though and she really was happy her dad had him.

@Kwon Bo-ah {Senior} "You just need to let peop me know you're struggling, you can't just let people think you're fine when you're clear my not fine. Ask them to give you stuff you haven't done before. The reason you're struggling is because you've already done it. You're a senior if you want something harder to ahead and ask a teacher I'm sure they'll give it to you, they might not grade you for it but it would test you a little more." He said with a small grin. " well any parent would probably easily freak out of he found out his precious child was datimg. " he looked at boa and grinned again. "If you want to dance so much love why don't you join the dance team? I'm sure they're looking for members and it would be with people who have common interesfs. So what kind of choreography do you want to do? I can run some routines with you if you want!" He asked and then added. " my family were idiots but because they were I ended up doing better than all three of them so don't let this conversation being you down yeah? We can work out something, if you want anyway. "

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} "And I congratulate you for that. And a job right out of University. Very impressive Heechul If you ask me." Taemin says chuckling softly with a smile. "You know I think I know what I want to do when I'm out. I want to be a teacher.' he says humming happily only to grin at Heechul's next comment. "oooh~ That's exciting! Is he nice? Tell me about him." He said excitedly. "I wont tell anyone I have no friends anyway."

@Kim Heechul {Psychologist} "No. Boredom is the reason I'm not doing so well in Chinese right now. I know the stuff, but teachers always teach to the least intelligent student. I understand why. It's just frustrating when I have to keep doing the same things over and over and I did it perfect the first time." She smiled at the thought of university. "Well, he said he'd sign off on 1 or 2 classes for me, but those will likely be the only classes I enjoy. And even when I get to university full time, dad is not letting me party or hang out with boys. He's way too protective." The thought still made her smile though, because at least she knew he loved her. "That sounds like him. He's told me too, but my brain isn't normal. I'M not normal. I can't slow down. My mind won't comply even if I tried. Besides, my only extracurricular activities are cheer and student government. SGA only meets once a week for 45 minutes and practice is 2 hours everyday during the week. I get all my work done, so I don't see the problem. I even have time to help others." She didn't see what was so wrong with that. Pushing her body was the one and only way she'd found to calm her mind down and it never lasted long. Maybe she and Hyuna could go for walks together like they used to. That had helped too. "No, I need more challenges. That's what I thrive on. Why does no one understand this?" She dropped her head into her hands. "He does care about you. So do I and for the record, your family was full of idiots. But I want to dance. It's what I'm good at and if I could I'd never stop." It had always been her escape from reality.

@Lee Taemin ~Freshman~ "I would expect nothing less. You were the last student I tutored before I graduated myself. It made me proud to see you come back from your problems you were having and graduated and started university." He smiled at him and thought a bit. "I've been good, to be honest, I'm doing amazing. I have a boyfriend now, I don't want that getting around yet, I don't need the hassle, I'm just in a really good place right now. Have t even brought out the heemi clothes in awhile. Shows my own personal growth I guess."

@Kwon Bo-ah {Senior} "Sweetie you have every damn chance in the world to graduate early. If I didn't know any better the only reason you didn't was because you were bored." He said. "And trust me when I say this.....university isn't boring in fact it's fun. There's always something to do. The all nighters were always fabulous." He looked down at the sitting girl "You want to know who told me to slow down and take a breather or you'll fail out of school for doing too much at once?" He asked looking down . "Godfrey did. The only extracurricular activity I stayed in was my music ones. I took breaks so my brain didn't explode, I went for walks, honestly a lot of times with Godfrey just so I can be bored for a few minutes. You need a little boredom in your life boa." He grinned. "Yes, a cat and look at me I'm a school psychologist at a prestigious school, with a good life and dare I say it someone who gives a about me. You could have that too if you just gave yourself a break."