sleeping loft 。

@ΣΥΤ ³ namjoon。 As soon as Namjoon sat next to him, Yoongi debated for approximately 0.2 seconds over whether or not to cuddle up to the man. Driven by the years Namjoon-deficiency, Yoongi pressed closer to him, lacing their fingers practically immediately. It was no secret Yoongi loved holding hands, and it had been the same since he was a kid. Really, the only difference between then and now was that Yoongi could hold Namjoon's hand in public. If..if Namjoon was even still okay with that thought. For all Yoongi knew, he could absolutely hate the idea of anything that could even be vaguely misconstrued as non-platonic going on between them. He didn't want to think about that then, though. Not when he was still riding the high of finding Namjoon again. "I've been..well, I coulda been better, but it doesn't really matter, yeah? I'm here now..we're here now, Joonie." Namjoon didn't need to hear about his promiscuity, his terrible coping mechanisms, his not-so-brief stint with homelessness. He'd like to keep Namjoon's image of him fairly clean, even if he /was/ wearing a skirt and reeking of weed. "How've you been, though? You look all...grown up, now. Cute. Not to say you weren't cute before--but--cuter, y'know?"

@ΝΓΤ ¹ yoongi。 The way Yoongi slid past Namjoon made his heart clench in bittersweet bliss. He reminded the older of a younger, more sprightly version of himself, going to make himself home on Namjoon's bed like they never went separate ways at all. He didn't want to seem disproportionately happy, so he just followed Yoongi to the bed and sat. He hesitated for a moment, but when he finally scooted close enough for their hands to "accidentally" touch, it felt like everything was right with the world. He turned then, immediately ensnared by Yoongi's sweet eyes. "So, how have you been? When did this chubby-cheeked little boy who always followed me around grow up so much, hm?"

@ΣΥΤ ³ namjoon。 Yoongi was reeling a little bit too much to subconsciously analyze Namjoon's room, the way he would if he was sober. And if he wasn't reconnecting with a long lost friend. Lover? Best friend. It's not like he really had room (hah, Yoongi was cringing at his own joke,) to judge, as his own living area was a damned mess. Sure, his bed was tidy--it was where he took most of his photos--but the rest of his area was messy, clothes strewn about, notes from six classes ago somewhere in the wreckage. Namjoon's rambling, though, had him smiling, a little fond, a little amused. He'd always had that habit--whenever he was nervous about something, he'd basically word vomit until he got it under control. It was one of Yoongi's favourite habits of Namjoon's, as odd as it sounded. He slipped past Namjoon, plopping himself on the man's bed with no hesitation. "Nice room. Gotta share mine with like 6 other people, true pledge style. Gotta love being a freshman."

@ΝΓΤ ¹ yoongi。 Looking around, Namjoon wasn't sure what his room would look like to Yoongi. Last year when he still shared it with Yul he could've said "well, that's my friend's over there so, yeah", and passed the mess off as the product of two grown men sharing a space together. But since he was an upperclassmen and got his own room, he had no one to blame the mess on he discovered after turning on his table lamp.

Growing increasingly nervous and self-conscious, Namjoon started to think of his Psych professor's most recent lesson on how a person treated his or her physical space was a reflection of their mental space and how Yoongi was going to think he was balled-paper obsessed wacko if he stepped one foot into his room and-

...Oh my god, how was drunk was he?

Before Namjoon could conjure any more stupid thoughts, he went over to his door, opened it, and stepped back for Yoongi to come in. "It's not much. But, I guess I have a desk and stuff. A bed, too, if you wanna sit. If sitting's your thing and all. Totally cool if you're a standing person as well. I dig standing, too. Standing is actuaally great for your blood circulation. Did you know that-...I mean, would like to come in, Yoon?"

Mark walked looking around sighing. This room needed a remodel, something more blissful than this pigsty. He groaned annoyed as he picked up pillows from the ground and kicked blankets away. They were suppose to be the clean frat so what was this? He gave others a look before picking up some trash as well. This was college and he wasn't their mom so why were they so messy?

@ΣΥΤ ⁴ wooseok。 /he couldn't deny that your words didn't hit him close to home. it's been a while since he's heard an affectationate gesture from someone. nonetheless someone who was proud of him for something that he may done in his life. he cups one of your cheeks as he gladly returns the kiss, making sure to make it last long enough than the other kisses that's he given the older boy before. he'd be lying if he said that he didn't have any feelings for you but saying it was a bit more complicated than he thought. he breaks away for a brief moment, grabbing one of your hand as he envelopes it into his own./
No one has been proud of me since the longest time or has told me even. The fact that you're saying it...makes me incredibly happy, you don't even know. I also meant the focused on you part, or does that sound strange? I-I'm sorry if it does...

@ΝΓΤ ³ xukun。 /lifts my head up for a brief moment to purse my lips and press a chaste kiss to your cheek. my hands lower to circle around your waist and you as close as I can./ Focused on me? /he'd be lying if he said that the words didn't shock him. he wasn't sure of his feelings, but he knew there was something about xukun that drew him in. he wanted him to be happy- comfortable even./ Habits from our childhood die hard, Xu. Things like that take time. However, the fact that you're wanting to not dwell on it is the first step. I'm proud of you Xu. Truly. /he pulls away for a brief moment, looking into your chocolate irises, closing the distance to leave an affectionate kiss on your lips./

@ΣΥΤ ⁴ wooseok。 /sniffles and heaves a long sigh before wiping my own red-rimmed eyes with my sweater sleeve not wanting to stain your shirt with my tears./ wooseok... /wraps my arms around your torso as i embrace you into a tight hug/ i want to move on, i don't want anything to do with him a-anymore, right now what I'm focused on you... /breaks away from the hug to look at you/ it's hard to look at the past and move on from that- I've- I've had problems with that when I was younger and it was really hard for me to do so, but I feel like I should improve on that now since I'm more o-older. I don't like dreading on the past, not anymore...

@ΝΓΤ ³ xukun。 /he hated seeing xukun going through this- he was incredibly empathetic and often mirrored the emotions of others. he stood up, taking xukun by both hands, tugging him up as well and circling his arms around his waist, pressing his face into the shorter's neck/
It's okay. If you didn't feel like that, I'd be concerned, but what's important now is how you choose to move on from it. You can choose to dwell on the past, or you can choose to work on your future and allow that to flourish. At the end of the day, you're allowed to feel used because it's valid, but don't dwell on it too much, angel. You're better than that and you're better than him. He doesn't deserve those precious tears.
/lifts a hand to cup your cheek, gently wiping the tears from your cheeks

@ΣΥΤ ⁴ wooseok。 /glances down at you but my bottom lip begins to wobble slowly as i feel the tears gather up in my eyes. he didn't want to show this side to wooseok, it was something he always kept to himself and only people he really trusted but at this point, he was overwhelmed by the situation and had no control over his emotions./
I just feel really stupid for a-actually falling for that ploy. I just feel used at this point and a-a little disgusted...sorry I didn't mean to
/looks away from you, not being able to hold back my tears any longer.

@ΝΓΤ ³ xukun。 /lifts myself from the bed, stepping in front of you and sinking to my knees and peering up at you with a concerned glance, hands wrapping around your wrists and gently tugging your palms away from your face./
Some people are like that. Not everyone will be kind to you. Some will be at first as a ploy to get that want. The fact that he played me doesn't demean your worth. If anything, it damages his reputation by showing his true nature. You just happened to be an unfortunate victim of his game. You are far more than some pawn, Xu.

@ΣΥΤ ⁴ wooseok。 /sighs and lets go of your hand this time, bringing them up to cover my face in shame/
I just- I don't know what's with his...personality? He's a total jerk, a complete who likes to toy with people's feelings and he just happened to choose me as his /target/ because I showed some interest in him. I'm so dumb...

@ΝΓΤ ³ xukun。 Only you know your feelings, Xu. The other day you two were openly flirting. Did he do something really terrible to flip a switch between you both? If it comes to you feeling the need to hurt him, I won't stop you. I might step in to block a retaliation, but that's besides the point. You sound conflicted, angel.
/glides the pad of my thumb along the curve of your hand, digits lacing together/

@ΣΥΤ ⁴ wooseok。 You can ask, I trust you enough to tell you. He's really frustrating and it's going to come to the point where I'm actually going to hurt him and even though I say I would...I don't want to.
/stares down at our hands and weaves our fingers slowly

@ΝΓΤ ³ xukun。 /reaches for your hand, opting to simply envelop your own rather than weaving our digits together
I'm tempted to ask why, but I won't pry. A person can only take so much, Xu. I'm sure your actions were justified.

@ΣΥΤ ⁴ wooseok。 It's okay...he really angered me today, I didn't really mean to snap.
/lays my head on your shoulder after you plop down

@ΝΓΤ ³ xukun。 /slips into the room after, plopping next to you
I'm sorry to hear that. I really wish I would have been there-

@ΣΥΤ ⁴ wooseok。 sits on one of the beds. today's been a pretty rough day...

@ΣΥΤ ² jungkook。 yeah, of course. just, let me - slides out of your hold to stand up and shut the lights off, all before moving over to you to take off your jeans so that you're in your briefs. okay. climbs into the bed and under the blankets, opening my arms. c'mere.

@ΣΥΤ ³ taemin。 Briefs? That’s all I wear. smooths my hands over my sweater, leaning in close. I don’t wanna sleep yet though. Can’t we just cuddle? I’m cold.

@ΝΓΤ ⁴ taeyong。 Ten stumbles after Taeyong, barely able to keep up with the man on his mission of conquest. He glances over his shoulder, apologizing to anyone giving them dirty looks for shoving their way past. Ten barely had time breathe out Taeyong’s name before he felt the other’s hand on his own, stripping him of all of his clothes—leaving nothing separating them. His hands were insistent and exploring the hard planes of Taeyong’s skinny frame—refamiliarizing himself with the other’s body. It’s been some time since they were with each other.But this was fast and dirty, not giving Ten the time to remember. His lips were urgent on Taeyong’s, his kiss filthy as his tongue slipped into the other’s mouth.

@ΣΥΤ ² jungkook。 grabs the hem of your shirt and raises it in order to toss it to the side, all before sliding on the sweater and taking a seat beside you. do you wear any specific kind of bottoms to bed?

@ΣΥΤ ³ taemin。 sways my upper body as i wait for you to look for my sweater, hands lifting again to pat my own cheeks to an uneven beat as they start to heat up. oh.. okay. lifts my arms upon your request

@ΣΥΤ ² jungkook。 fluffy sweaters? okay, i'll look through your closet. wraps my arm around your waist in order to help you back to the bedroom, and helps you sit down on the edge of the bed again. you don't have to apologize, it's okay. i'm not complaining either. steps towards your closet and looks through the different items, all before finding one of the soft and fluffy sweaters. found one, okay.. arms up?

@ΣΥΤ ³ taemin。 soft clothes? i like fluffy sweaters.. tilts my head back some, eyes still a little droopy as i slowly blink up at you and smile faint. sorry, i’m usually not like this..

@ΣΥΤ ² jungkook。 of course, kook. smiles warmly while wrapping my arms around your waist. you wanna change and then lay down, hm? questions softly, gently rubbing your lower back while leaning back to look at you, nudging some hair away from your face.

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@ΣΥΤ ³ taemin。 i shake my hips happily as i successfully brush my teeth with your help, soon spitting out the mess of minty past and saliva into the sink. thank you.. my whisper faint, hands languid in movement as they move up your chest, then arms wrap around your neck as i pull you close again for another hug

@ΣΥΤ ² jungkook。 presses my hands against your sides to keep you steady but releases a small chuckle while watching you. leaning forward, i perk my chin against your shoulder and raise one of my hands to caress your wrist, moving it back and forth in order to help you.

@ΣΥΤ ³ taemin。 slowly stands and allows you to guide me to the bathroom, using my free hand to lean against the counter as i steady myself before taking the toothbrush and putting it to my teeth