@♯ Yongguk Bang Your sweet words are enough spoiling for me honestly. *chuckles and shakes my head before leaning in to peck your lips before pulling away* but thank you
@♯ Yongguk Bang *looks back up at you with a soft smile, feeling warm from your words*
I'm sorry about what you went through Guk...is it okay if I call you Guk? I'll...I'll work hard so you can have nothing but happiness from now on okay?
@♯ Yongguk Bang *keeps my eyes closed for a moment as you pull away before opening them slowly with a bright blush dusting my cheeks, tucking some hair behind my ear as I nod slowly*
if that's what you want...I...I doubt you could stop being a gentleman though. It's like instinct for you
*chuckles softly as I look up at you before shyly looking away*
@✯ Christina Kwon {Tina} /pulls back closing my eyes/ I feel like if we keep this up then I might not be able to be a gentleman like Oliver kept calling me. / my lips looking away/ Maybe just quick kisses for awhile...
@♯ Yongguk Bang *nods shyly before freezing when your lips are upon mine again*
*slowly feeling my shock wear off, I place one hand on your arm as I kiss you back shyly*
@♯ Yongguk Bang *blinks at you and blushes even brighter, dipping my head to break eye contact*
and...how uh
*clears my throat*
how would you get me used to it?
@♯ Yongguk Bang I know but...we're going to be married...I'm-I'm not uncomfortable...I promise. You have yet to make me feel uncomfortable. I'm just...not used to it I guess you could say?
@✯ Christina Kwon {Tina} I don't know what's okay and what's not. We are still strangers when it comes to this stuff.
...also I don't want to make you uncomfortable.
@♯ Yongguk Bang you continue to surprise me Bang Yongguk...
*hesitates before allowing myself to kiss you back slightly before quickly pulling away*
stop apologizing for kissing me...it makes me feel like I make you feel you can't touch me...
*sighs softly*
@✯ Christina Kwon {Tina} /leans my forehead against yours/ You are beautiful. I'll have to spend the time leading up to the wedding proving it to you.
Even if it means dealing with Nammie. Once again I'm sorry but you make me want to do this.
/kisses your cheeks but hesitating before place another kiss on your lips/
@♯ Yongguk Bang *sighs and closes my eyes as I place my hand over yours, trying not to cry again as I whisper*
because I'm far from beautiful...inside and out...and you deserve so much better than me. You deserve all the happiness in the world and I...I don't have the ability to give that to you...save yourself Guk...find someone better than me...
@✯ Christina Kwon {Tina} Because I believe in fate. I showed you I suffered because I believe I'll get so much happiness to make up for it all.
/smiles at you cupping your cheek/ Why can't it be with a beautiful woman like you?
@✯ Christina Kwon {Tina} Please don't hit me for this... /walks around you to face you/
/blushing but leans in pressing my lips to yours quickly/
I don't care. I'll still agree to marry you.
Nothing you say or do will change that.
@♯ Yongguk Bang *closes my eyes and sighs, leaning into you as more tears fall down*
I'm sorry that you're marrying a horrible wife like me...I'd completely understand if you backed out
*pulls away and quickly turns away, moving to fix my makeup as I wipe my tears away, not wanting you to see me in such a state*
It means you barely get to see me unless it's work related...
*puts my makeup down with a sigh and closes my eyes*
You...you don't have to take care of me ya know...I refuse to be a burden on you...
@✯ Christina Kwon {Tina} Hey, you don't have to be close to me. Especially don't force yourself.
/places a gentle kiss on your cheek/ I like that you're a workaholic.
It means I get to take care of you. I like that.
@♯ Yongguk Bang *fries to laugh but only ends up crying more as I shake my head*
Jieun was right...I don’t deserve you. It’s not that I don’t want to be close to you I just...I don’t know /how/ to be close to you...the last boyfriend I had...it didn’t end well...and that was years ago. He...he’s the reason I became a workaholic and never bothered with relationships again...