❀┊zhan’s room

@xiao zhan /my phone vibrating wakes me up since i'm a light sleeper these days, lifting the device up before i turn it over to see the notification, blinking several times as i try to process what my eyes are seeing
/when i finally realise it's from you i immediately unlock the phone and open your message, rolling onto my back as i turn up the volume and wait for the video to load
/smiling slightly when i hear your voice, when i see your handsome face, i can't help but feel a familiar fluttering in my stomach and my chest tightens with a kind of longing i don't want to word
/i play the video again and brush my thumb lightly over the screen, as if i were touching you, i feel out the shape of your cheek before sighing to myself
/again the video repeats and i leave it doing so until my eyelids grow heavy, too heavy for me to fight, and i don't even remember falling asleep
/nothing but slipping into a much needed slumber with the sound of your voice soothing me long enough i can rest without waking up every half hour or so, my hand still curled around my phone held close to my face as i wait for you to come home to me

@wang yibo /despite the rest of the world being on halt for the moment, my jam packed schedules continue on, making through my current days as if i were a machine, only sleeping to rest barely a couple hours before i'm up all over again to film
/all burned out, the words on my script begin to lose focus and i know by now it's time to take a break. rummaging through my bag, i take out my phone, ignoring the low battery warning to click on our private conversation. only when i look at the screen do i realise how late it is. i'm sure you're tucked in bed by now
/i sigh with disdain as read through our old messages - i'm so caught up with work that charging my phone is the least of my worries, though that doesn't stop me from missing you dearly and this time i show it by recording a short video of myself, expressing myself while i have the chance
yibo-yah.. are you okay ? i haven't been able to see you these days.. we're both so busy, ahㅡ let's not talk about that. i want you to know how much i miss you. you're always on my mind. i'll see you soon, okay ?
/i flash a smile to the camera before i stop recording, managing to send you the video before my phone dies, tossing it back into my bag without a care
/giving my face a quick rub, i stretch my limbs before rising to my feet once again, ready to continue filming through the night, though this time with an uplifting spirit. i know i'll be done in about 5 more hours. 5 more hours until i get to see you again

@xiao zhan /rubs my eyelids, missing you more than ever but not wanting to cause you trouble with your busy schedules, i set my phone down when i see no new messages
/climbing into bed after a painfully hot shower i curl up on my side of the bed, wearing sweats that seem to hang off of me with the recent weight loss
/draping the duvet over me i make myself as small as possible, curled in tight with my phone on vibrate, just in case you need me or something else comes up
/for now though, i close my eyelids but don't sleep, not quite, drifting in and out as its restless anyway, as expected considering how much i miss my other half

@wang yibo /my head is craned back as much as possible, neck on display though unfortunately out of your sight while my mouth drops completely agape, tongue stretching out in an extremely lewd manner as i practically chase for your dangling length just centimetres in front of me
mmmmh
/a greedy hum sounds from my mouth as it finally encloses around your thick girth, spending the first few seconds to adjust to this new position until we're both comfortable enough to progress, my hands now placed at your upper thighs, just under the curve of your in natural search for some stability as your hips slowly increase in pace
/there's something about the constricted space that makes this all the more arousing, being trapped underneath your entire body while my mouth is completely occupied by your has me hardening inside my dress pants, originally just wanting to pleasure you for the night, but i'm not sure if i'll be able to refrain from relieving myself anymore
/it's not long before it's a growing struggle to catch my breath in between your rapid s, but i'm certain you're unbearably close to spilling from hearing your moans getting louder and leaning more towards whining by the second, joining the dirty sounds of my saliva coating your length, along with short, guttural groans each time your tip is pushed in a little too far within my heat
/in this moment, i'd love to stimulate you even further with the need to have you crying as i play with your entrance simultaneously, but the awkward position prevents me from doing so, so instead i encourage you with my short nails digging harshly into your plump cheeks until you're spilling uncontrollably in my mouth
/with a loud heave, my mouth leaves your member with a pop for a chance to breathe after gagging at the amount of seed spilt inside me, head turned to the side while you continue to ride out your , come spilling all over on side of my face and into my hair, only lazily your length, urging out what's left after i'd swallowed the lesser amount that actually made it in my mouth

/still rapidly panting, i carefully lure you off of me to the side, giving me enough space to slide out from underneath you, crawling up to face you in all my white, coated glory, cupping your cheeks as i mumble tiredly;
that was so ing y, yibo, damnit
/seeing you laying there, eyes still as hooded as they were earlier doesn't ease my in any way, quickly closing the distance to steal a kiss so passionate, i instantly feel as though i'm melting with your every touch, totally ignoring the mess of both our saliva and dribbling from the sides of our mouths

@xiao zhan /something sounding a lot like "i'm sorry" bubbles from my lips when you choke on my length, despite being sleepy still i'm awake enough to recognise the sound coming from you before you pull away, the wisp of your breath against my length making me shudder though
hyung...
/breathes the word out as i look up at you past hooded eyelids and long lashes, so pretty, so ruined as i stare up at you, though something in my eyes says i'm far from ruined enough, there's so much more i need before i beg for you to stop
i like it, hyung. i like it so much...
/my voice takes on that softer, babyish tone it always does when i'm speaking in korean or half asleep as i am now, whining for you even more as i watch you toying with my , my teeth running over my bottom lip in some effort to stop being quite so noisy
mmh-
wanna so bad, gege...
/and i might have if your fingers had stayed inside of me for a moment longer, pressed against that bundle of nerves a tiny bit more, but you don't and it makes me cry out at the loss, walls clenching around absolutely nothing and i might be driven to tears at the loss if you didn't order me to move
/without much hesitation i get up onto my hands and knees, though i stumble at one point and land on my elbows, whimpering as i do so, feeling my face flush even more out of embarrassment over the whole thing, more so because of how much i enjoy you telling me what to do
gege...
/trails off as i wait, listening to the rustling noises you're making behind me before i glance down between my legs and see you there, a choked moan leaving my mouth when i realise what you're doing
ah-
/a shudder runs down the length of my spine as you jerk my length in your hand a few times, my hips jerking forward before i end up shimmying back
gege is so pretty beneath me...
/i'm straddling your face at this point, leaning back on my haunches enough that i can look at you, one of my hands pulling up the front of my hoody i fell asleep in, revealing my stomach until my teeth bite down into the fabric, dark hair hanging over my eyes as i watch you
/'gege' is muffled but loud enough to be heard by you as i sink down some more, leaning forward on my hands and then lightly falling to my elbows again, my sliding between your lips with the movement
/still holding my hoody up between my teeth i bite at it a bit harder, my hips rocking back and forth as i slowly begin to speed up, pushing my hips further forward until i begin dipping down the back of your throat, my thighs shaking above you when i pull back
, hyung...
/sobs into the sheets as i collapse down onto my chest this time, my hips still lifted enough that i can keep moving them at least, my stomach clenching as i forget feeling bad for a moment just so i can chase down my thanks to your mouth
t-tight...
hyung's mouth feels so warm and tight...
/stutters over my own words, writhing slowly against the sheets as i continue to your mouth, my back so prettily curved above you it'd be worthy of another photo shoot of mine ... if it weren't for the fact i was ing your mouth at the same time

@wang yibo /the way your tone of voice alters from ily deep as you mutter some vaguely recognisable korean words to high needy whines has my pants beginning to feel uncomfortably tight and the fact that i'd forgotten to discard the silky belt doesn't help the situation, but i've already decided this moment to be entirely for you
/reaching my limit after a few seconds, i end up choking around your thick length, pulling back with heavy pants heated as they blow onto your sensitive, saliva coated skin, shifting to settle so i'm straddling one of your legs, halting my fingers inside you for a moment, letting you feel just how full you are as i stretch them out while i tower over your body, crawled close to your red-blossomed face
how's this feel, baby ? look at you.. barely even awake yet you're still so needy for me.. tsk
/i ask with a low whisper before i sink my head down, this time to abuse your just as i start to pump my digits inside you all over again, enjoying the way you arch your slim frame upwards, easing the oral access
/my bruised lips part to graze my teeth over your bud just briefly at first, mainly to see your flustered reaction over my purposeful teasing, large orbs remaining fixated at your scrunched up expression with each harsh nip to your pinky chest, only parting momentarily to ask;
you like that, huh ? tell hyung again
/i mutter before sitting up, my hand left pinching at your peck while squeezing my closed thighs around your single limb as i rock my hips into your leg for some friction, curling my fingers against your tight walls to aim specifically at your bundle of nerves, mouth naturally falling agape as i focus entirely on your exposed needy self before me, waiting for the moment of your euphoria before a crooked smirk forms on my face
that's it didi.. what do you want, hm ? wanna ?
/i ask with a cheeky tilt of my head, my expression remaining innocent as i wait patiently for just a mere couple of seconds, not really expecting a response since i'm planning to do things my way regardless
turn over, hands and knees
/i order after reluctantly slipping my fingers out your contracting walls, desperately tightening around me with the need to remain filled, but i happen to like being in your more common role in this moment and you begging so prettily underneath me only encourages me further
/i wait for you to do as ordered while unbuckling my belt and slinging it away from the bed for the sake of my own comfort before i adjust you so your legs are spread wide enough, making sure you're leaning on your forearms instead to keep your body lowered
/i turn to get on my back before sliding in between your legs, one hand groping at your cheek roughly, forcing you to push your hips down while my free hand languidly at your hardened , giving it a few tugs before i demand once more;
my mouth, yibo

@xiao zhan Y-Yes hyung... hyung feels so good. So... good...
/trails off as I chew down on my bottom lip again, sleep still kissing my limbs making them a little slow and heavy handed in their movements, making me look somewhere between adorable and an entirely able mess just for you
/looking down my body I see you between my legs, such lewd images making my twitch right in front of you at the sight alone, enjoying the view of your lips turned rosy sinking around me even more, stretching to accommodate my length and size as you try so hard
/I'd almost forgotten about your other hand until I feel you pick up the speed suddenly, my breath hitching in my throat as I clench around your digits, softly when I finally release my bottom lip and let my head tip toward one of my shoulders, flushed cheek squished slightly against the fabric
Hyung... you're so good at this. Ah-
. , hyung!
/everything i say, while not the most artistic, is all in Korean, causing my voice to deepen, whimpering though as you grip my hip and stop me from moving, I look down at you and shiver when I see that sharp look you send me, knowing I'm so close to begging
Ah- hah... mmh- y-yes
/sentences are out of the question now as I watch you keep me in place and sink down around my with your pretty mouth all on your own, groaning low and deep in my voice as I squirm, causing me to push against your fingers even more
/it sends a jolt of electricity shooting right up my spine, my twitching in your mouth this time while my walls swallow up all you give me greedily, my head laid back now as my fingers lightly scratch at your scalp in a soothing manner but it gives me something to hold onto as well
... hyung, oh f-
me harder- more
/the request comes out as a whine more than anything, in Korean again and the same deep sound from before, my whole body tensing up before I relax, wanting to drive myself insane and over the edge before I release though because how often will I wake up to this?
/though I'd never admit it, something about how you take control reminds me of you as yiling laozu and I'm so close to whispering the name, just about managing to stop myself though as I swallow, Adam's apple bobbing in my throat as I groan and let my head fall back among the pillows even more

@wang yibo /i find myself jerking my head back as i'm already tasting little drops of the salty juices of your , mouth twisting into a fulfilled smirk around your girth as i pause for a moment around the crown of your to slowly ease my finger inside you, hot air fanning on your tip as i probe against your walls, murmuring lowly;
how's that feel, hm ? you want more, right ?
tell hyung
/waiting for you to use your voice again, i mumble a simple praise before nudging in a second digit, rubbing fondly to allow you to get used to the intrusion while i simultaneously spit a loose string of saliva onto your , watching it slide down the protruding vein by its underside before i chase after it with my tongue, a lewd slurping noise sounding from me before your member disappears in my cavern once again
/alternating from comfort, i begin to stretch you out, extending my fingers up to my knuckles while they scissor you enthusiastically, picking up a steady pace that matches the bobbing of my head with low moans vibrating around your length, free hand moving down to massage at your sack while i slyly add a third finger, now curling my digits inside you only in search for that sweet spot of yours, desperate to see you writhe and whine at my mercy
/i move my hand to grip tightly on your hip, eyes forced to squeeze shut as i barely avoid gagging around your length, shooting you a sharp look from below, though i reckon you're far too out of it to even notice, wanting to take lead on you all on my own this time, to see you whine as i had once done under your touch before, not expecting to enjoy it this much now that i took the opportunity to play without holding back as i do normally
/since i have you restricted from bucking into my mouth, i bravely take initiative to slowly sink low, mouth engulfed around your twitching , my pinky joining the other three fingers in stretching you out while wincing my watery eyes when your tip hits the back of my throat, cheeks hollowed as i try to endure it for the sake of your pleasure

@xiao zhan /embarrassment courses through me when you mention me making "pretty sounds", softly shaking my head as if to deny it but i can't seem to stop, not when you've caught me in this moment and are making me feel so good
/i stiffen when you call me a good boy, all before i seem to melt right on the spot and squirm slightly too, not used to such praise in these circumstances but enjoying it all the same
ah-
ge...
/already embarrassed for having called you hyung i only mange to at least half say what i need to now, but it still makes the heat felt in my cheeks spread down the length of my neck and begin kissing my chest
/when i dare look down the length of my body to catch a glimpse of you between my legs, i watch as my disappears into your mouth, causing me to leak and physically have to hold back making a mess right there
/so i hide from you instead, using the sleeves on the top i'm wearing to cover my face as i hide just how red i am from you
you c-can't, hyung. you-
/that word slips out again, but its hitched this time as i'm left tensing up against your sudden intrusion, visibly surprised as my hands fly away from my face and grip at the sheets
/all i can think about now is how its your hands doing this to me, your pretty finger slipped inside of me, strong and perfectly curved, and i can just imagine the vein running up the length of your hand as you do so
/further curses slip from my lips as i try my best to stay still, i really do, but eventually i find myself rocking my hips up, further into your mouth where i groan in relief at the feeling of warm, wet heat wrapping around even more of me and bringing a much needed distraction

@wang yibo /it's only when i feel your hand tightly gripping my messy locks of hair do i realise that you are much more conscious now than you were give or take 20 seconds ago, eyes flickering up to meet yours in a cocky manner as my tongue teasingly circles your head over and over again
shh, don't ask
hyung will only continue if you keep making all these pretty sounds for me
/i murmur with my lips brushing over your hard member, making sure to emphasise the korean word you had used on me probably against your own knowledge, only continuing once you do as said
good boy
/with that final comment, my lips part further, tongue sinking low as i lower my head, your length slowly disappearing in my heat, wet muscle running down the underside in a rather frustrating speed, my hand keeping a light grip on the rest as i begin to languidly at your
/my hand squeezes the base with every bob of my head, the current noises far too sensual but i'm too lost to care, in fact, it only encourages me. using my free hand, i place two fingers alongside your length before they become coated in my saliva, rubbing them against your slit with a smirk as i watch you twitch underneath
/as my mouth continues to work on your length, i sink my wet hands lower before the middle finger scratches in warning at your rim, after circling it once, i slip it past your entrance just as my tongue flattens against the head of your

@xiao zhan /there's a soft whine this time when you shuffle my clothing around and get it shuffled down, the cooler air kissing my skin making me shiver and begin to really pull out from the embrace of slumber finally
/the hands in my hair unfurl before gripping onto the pillow instead, making me sigh again as my.legs are shifting about and brushing up against you between them this time
Ge... ge-
/something similar to this is playing in my mind, though perhaps risque as I imagine it in public, the thrill making my twitch or perhaps it's your hand working me so well its second nature to you by this point
/its as you properly and squeeze harder that I wake up, gasping softly as heavy eyelids roll back and I slowly glance around, gaze focusing in the direction of warmth pooling in my lower stomach, finding you there as the cause
/another whimper leaves me, laced with sleep and slightly.muffled as one of my hands curls my fingers into my top, and the other sinks into your hair, though it just rests there for now as my limbs feel like led
Hyung...
/too tired to remember to call you gege, I let that word slip out instead, trailing into a whine as I try not beg for more, still half asleep and wondering if I'm perhaps just dreaming rather vividly now, a small voice telling me it's too good to be my imagination
W-What are you...
Ah-
/stopped from questioning you I just melt into the feeling again, a shiver running down my spine as I lightly begin scratching at your scalp this time

@wang yibo /the way you're still calling out for /me/ specifically leaves me smirking in a cocky manner, unsure of whether you're conscious enough to know how i'm playing with you, yet still feeling a sense of pride that i've managed to worm my way into your wet dreams also, wondering what exactly your brain is picturing right now
/my head ducks down, a thick stripe from the base of your neck, up to your protruding adams apple which i on lightly as i attempt to multitask by ridding you of your pants, making it easier for me to touch you through your thin briefs
mmn, i'll give you more alright-
/nipping generously at your neck, i trail lower, my free hand bunching your shirt up as i now aim to abuse your perky s, mouth latching over it while the tip of my tongue flicks teasingly at the little bud, teeth flashing as i'm unable to hide the smug grin from your writhing in reaction
/growing increasingly more impatient, i impulsively decide to leave the messing around for later to focus on the heaviness in my palm, finally stripping off your underwear, just past your knees so it gives me enough room to work on you, spitting into my palm before i fist enthusiastically at your , squeezing harshly on purpose
how does that feel, baby ? tell me
/i ask while i pinch at your tip, watching in awe how your length jerks naturally in my palm, lowering myself down so i settled between your legs, tongue sticking out enough to tap the crown of your onto my wet muscle numerous times, hands squeezing at your inner thighs

@xiao zhan /the more you move around on the bed the more it disturbs me, my arms lifting and luckily you're out of the way so when I lift my arms above my head, I don't knock into you, leaving my fingers free to lightly curl into my own hair
/its not long before all of this shoots down to my crotch, that of which is feeling tight as I tent against my own pants, another sigh coming from me but this one of relief as to touch my this time and make my head tip back just a bit
Gege...
/whimpers just then, the sound deep in my throat as I let my neck arch slightly, still slumbering for this is a dream to me, entirely unaware that my body's reactions are in fact rather true
M-More...
/your question goes unanswered as I whisper and its almost as if I'm begging whoever will listen to give me more, but in reality its you, you're the one dancing about my mind and teasing me enough I swallow thickly, adam's apple bobbing as I do so
/with my shirt hitched up, my s come into view as well, small and dark, they stand out against my unmarked skin you seem to be admiring so much still, too inviting to perhaps try pass up

@wang yibo /noting how my more intimate contact doesn't do much in waking you up at all, i decide to teeter on the edge a little longer, wondering how much further i could go exactly before you come back to your senses
/the way my name is sounded from you as a mewl only encourages me further, changing my position to tower over you better, hand loosely placed over your clothed crotch while i continue to pepper kisses on your skin
/i shift to place my knees on either side of your legs, hand lazily rubbing over your groin, while i watch your sleeping face with a ambitious glint in my eyes, leaning down enough so the tip of my nose brushes with your own while my hand slips past the hem of your pants, cupping your lightly as i whisper;
yibo.. you're so naughty..
what if i was any man, huh ? you'd let any man touch you like gege is ?
/i finish with an annoyed squeeze to your tent, eyebrows furrowing the more i think about it, my free hand sliding your shirt further up your frame to expose more of your milky, unmarked skin

@xiao zhan /as the ends of my longer hair kiss the sides of that neck you love so much, I find myself squirming yet again as if to outrun the feeling, settling with a huff as sleep wins out once more and I'm practically comatose at this point - for nothing makes me sleep sounder than your scent and lingering presence
/a small fire sparks to life in my belly as you kiss over my skin, your hand replaced with your lips fairly quickly and it has the muscles tensing somewhat, flexing under your ghostly touch while another sigh leaves me, this time with a tell tale name to match
Xiao Zhan ...
/even in the embrace of hypnos it's you who I call out to, unburdened and free, my lips forming your name so effortlessly I could be, well, sleep talking, leaving fingertips twitching over my own smooth skin but I still do not awaken; not yet

@wang yibo /your addictive little noises you only seem to make unconsciously in your sleep brings a quirk to the corner of my lip, partly in amusement, but also intrigued as to whether this is as regular as i think it may be, wondering if it's linked to whatever you could be dreaming of right now
/you shift from your position, though still seem fast asleep, barely even noticing my presence with you still stuck in your dream land
baby, wake u-
/with the blanket thrown aside, your abdomen is on show fully for me and i automatically swallow a gulp of air, eyes now fixated at your stomach, eventually giving in to lightly feather my fingertips over your exposed skin, sliding down to press atop the waistline of your pants as i lean in to decorate the toned area softly with my lips

@xiao zhan /as you walk in, undetected, and settle yourself down, i'm of course still fast asleep with half of my face hidden in your pillow i'm still hugging so closely to my chest, like some kind of life line
/its your scent, it soothes me as much as it stirs something deep within me, a small sigh leaving my lips though its not bad, or tired, its just... a sigh, perhaps a content one would be best?
mmh...
/humming softly in response i slowly roll over onto my back, exhaling softly while my long hair fans out beneath my head on the pillow, a soft moan coming from my lips just then
/restless legs shift against one another from where i'm laying, squirming in general before i settle once more, not quite awake yet as i dip back to sleep without my eyelids having opened once
/not quite finished shifting around, i rest my hand against my lower stomach, left bare now my shirt has hitched up from where i'm laying, revealing my toned stomach beneath before disappearing into the hem line of my pants

@wang yibo /many hours later, i arrive in my own home, almost missing your shoes left neatly by the door, the sight leaving a smile on my face despite how tired i am from the busy work day
/after removing my own shoes, i drag my feet across the room, a loud sigh exhaling from my lips as i move to sit straight on the little love seat, much too tired to walk up the stairs right now to freshen up in the bathroom
/i lazily undo the first three buttons beginning to suffocate me under the formal shirt, neck craning back so my head lays on the curve of the cushioned seat, watching you silently as a lump under my covers, briefly moving up and down with your steady breathing
/i debate whether or not to wake you, craving your touch since i had missed it for too long, but at the same time i don't want to disturb your sleep, so i stare from afar, a little pout forming on my face
/giving it another couple minutes, i end up giving in to my desires, leaving the seat to sit at the bed beside your sleeping figure in my own dishevelled attire, hand stroking your hair back fondly as i quietly call for you;
wang yibo.. i'm home

@xiao zhan /punches in the code you told me to use when i would arrive, letting myself in before the door clicks behind me, shoes and jacket slid off near the entrance before i walk a little further inside
/leaving the lights off as i go, i head over to the bed, knowing you're not here and might not be for a while, i figure now is a good time to try and rest
/i already showered after my schedule, so i just pull off my dust mask and set it aside before collapsing onto the bed, sighing as i roll over onto one of the pillows and press my cheeks into it
/fishing my phone out my pocket i bring up a search of your name, smiling when i see photos of you and its the last thing i see before i fall asleep finally