๑ turtle chats

@kim seiji it really isn’t, and it didn’t come together quite as plan but i’m satisfied that it makes you happy. whatever it is your decision, love, i’ll be okay. i’d be happy to be with you, sure, but i don’t want you to ever put yourself in situations that’s not good to you for whatever reason.

@jung daehyun everything you do is absolutely the best. never think less of it. and i’m going to miss you too, a lot. it’s harder. especially seeing these things, makes it much harder. i don’t think i have the heart to leave

@kim seiji bad with what ? i think you’re doing fine, as always.
i’m glad it could make your day, it’s not my best work but i’m really really glad if it makes you feel better about your day.
you don’t have to do anything for me, it’s alright, i’m going to miss you.

@jung daehyun i really appreciate you for apologizing as well, and understanding. i am bad with them too as of late, haha. but this really made my day so much better. wish i could surprise you with something too. i’ve been pretty out of it lately

@kim seiji it’s not a finished set but i’m glad you liked it, i thought i’d took a page from your book and plan something but i’m bad with sticking to plans. i love you too <333
and im sorry really.

@jung daehyun can’t link it on mobile but i really love the third picture in this set

@jung daehyun this is honestly so beautiful? i am actually speechless because i was not expecting this at all. i didn’t realize the deadline was for this, i am incredibly thankful and very emotional right now. and speechless. holy . you’re so talented. i really adore everything you’ve given me and done for me, i really love these and you very much.

@kim seiji i’m sorry that i was insensitive, and at times i think it did come as an offence to you. it was never my intention and i’m deeply, deeply sorry. it’s uh 14th; the deadline i asked you, and again i’m sorry.

https://imgur.com/a/gXnH71I

@bae seongbin staying quiet as I listen to you, swallowing after s moment and taking some time to let all the new information process carefully before I sound a soft breath out albeit slightly shaky
I should have read all the signs better. After being rejected I was down for a bit but then I knew I wanted to at least have an experience of a date with you if you said yes. I'm glad you did honestly.
my cheeks burn with heat at the twist in the conversation, unable to deny the excited rush of heat that warms me up from the core but I keep it tamed, merely nodding my head shyly and smiling softly, brushing fingers over your ear to show I can see the colour staining the tip
I understand.. That is something we both can explore at the right time and place.. together.

@kang hyunggu wuv u bebi

@yang jeongin I know, i know! And that's my fault. I was cowardly hiding that. I thought... M-maybe its just the overwhelming infatuation of the moment. I didn't want to give you hope based on something isn't very certain. I-i was very cautious with you... B-because of your past- I was scared!
I didn't want to hurt you, too. I wanted to make sure of my feelings too. Else why would I go out on a date with you? And a bit too eagerly with someone I supposed rejected earlier?
I was indeed not interested, but that shifted from not interested in anyone to not interested in anyone but you...
Even some private times with others, i couldnt bring myself to finish them. Because all I wanted was you. *chews on my lower lip as i speak my mind out, you can see from up there how my ears are burning red from embarrassment and shyness, especially when mentioning something rated like *

@bae seongbin I had no idea, that you considered me in that way since our talk. I kept telling myself it was okay, to be around others because you told me you weren't interested. And yet I also kept wanting to be available, because I still had a strong interest in you.
sighing out softly, closing my eyes for a few long moments of silence until I open them again with a flutter and gaze at you
I'm sorry. For hurting you the way I did. I am still extremely attracted to you, and that hasn't changed after everything. I want to be yours.

@yang jeongin Mhmm, i have felt that pain. It came suddenly, unexpected but lasted long.
*my heart skips a beat when you call yourself mine, something i was screaming in my head all the while i saw you with others, wanting to proudly and confidently call you mine out loud, but couldn't. I turn my head away from your lap to look ahead with a fond smile*
Is it bad i considered you mine ever since our talk privately? Because i know our first meeting wasn't the best-
But everything after that kept tugging and tickling my heart but i was scared, be it the first time i feel such strong interest and attraction to someone. Especially with how low expectations and immature judgement i had of you at our first meeting. Saw I had upper hand by simply being older, not finding interest in younger people, let alone someone who was barely legal- *snickers as i recall all the moments i was gay panicking because of you*
Probably why i wask freaking out internally around you for real- something totally unexpected.

@bae seongbin For a moment, it's possible it happened. But I felt it, the twang of our heart thread threatening to break entirely.. And it hurt.
speaking quietly, my fingers sliding back into your hair and despite knowing you're crying, I don't say anything to bring attention to it, letting you have all the time you need
I won't go anywhere. I'm here, and I'm yours as you're mine, Seongbin. So long as you'll have me.

@yang jeongin *listening to you, i sniffle and gulp some more, letting any wetness coming from my eyes to be wiped shamelessly by your pants, been holding this all alone, not having anyone to seek to vent this to without feeling i'd be pitied*
I thought i really lost you.. *exhales shakily and loosen my hold on you to be relaxing on your lap, smiling faintly eventually, cant find anything in me but to trust you*
Please dont.

@bae seongbin blinking slightly as I glance to you, patiently adjusting myself to allow you to change your position before I relax again, caressing the tips of my fingers against your nape tenderly
I believe it's me, who feels disbelief.. how could I dare consider giving this up? I cannot. I adore you, my Baebi.
whispering softly, my fingers slowly trailing along your covered spine, tracing the arch with care
I'm never going to let you go.

@yang jeongin *with a deep sigh, my eyes fall shut feeling your fingers card into my hair, already feeling at ease and relieved but as you call me sweet names, that 'baebi' brings a smile to my face yet a bang in my chest and i find myself gulping thickly and turn my face to hide it into your thighs as i sneak an arm behind your back to hug your lap to myself, voice cracking as I reply*
I-i cant believe i a-almost lost this forever... *refers to us being comfortable and intimate like this, have lived with the thought for too long as i was secretly distancing myself from you to move on*

@han jisung hmmm not too soon.
playfully bumps my nose against your own before nuzzling against it fondly.
go go nap, baby.

@wong yukhei rubs my hands over your chest returning the kiss
Oh? Will you sleep soon then? Hm I did..I might nape though.

@han jisung leans down to steal another kiss from your lips.
mm a little tiring. did you sleep well, angel?

@wong yukhei Thats very true~
smiles up at you before leaning up to peck your lips
How was your day?

@han jisung i'm your silly daddy.
combs my fingers through your hair with a small chuckle.

@wong yukhei giggles softly scrunching my nose a bit
Silly daddy~

@han jisung mhmm, i did. i missed my adorably beautiful and hot baby.
utters with a small chuckle, leaning down to press a loud smooch to your nose.

@wong yukhei nuzzles my face against your chest letting out a small happy hum.
did you~?
looks up at you smiling brightly

@han jisung sets you down but gives your form a little squeeze, pressing a kiss to your head.
i missed you soooo mucH my baby

@wong yukhei giggles softly clinging onto you. Presses my face against your nape
I missed you~

@han jisung scoops you up and twirls you around !!

@wong yukhei gimme hugsss

@han jisung sungie !!