❀┊seiji’s room

@jung daehyun smiles at your offer, taking no time to nod my head as i placed a few more kisses against the side of your temple before gradually retracting my arms to start least help you with drying over the two mugs with one of the dried rags. opening up the cup cabinet over the stove, i hummed in thought as i waited for you to pass the cups over when you were finished washing them.
bubble tea does sound really good. and some strawberry shortcake with it. you know... i always wanted to learn how to make my own. not saying it would be the best but we should do that one of these days?
another laugh rang out as i patted my stomach at the thought, adjusting the simple white tee as i pondered on what would be the best place to go get our tea tomorrow.

@kim seiji jump slightly in surprise, a choked noise halting my humming as i turn towards you with a huff and i poke at your stomach with my elbow, pursing my lips together into barely there pout before i surge upward and press a peck on your cheek, nudging your hand holding the sponge away
it's just two cups, baby, not manual labour. but, you can reward me if you want.. im predicting some craving of bubble tea tomorrow.
/maintaining the teasing tone of my voice, i look down briefly to hide away the soft, fond grin making it appearance and rinse the cups, pivoting around and rest myself against the sink holding up the cups towards you
where do you keep your cups?

@jung daehyun /placing the dip back into their respective spots in the fridge, i scrummaged through the rest of the shelves—cleaning out what seemed to be unused and no longer wanted. tossing the remainder items in the nearest trash, i went to use a clip to close the rest of bag of chips; tucking it away safely into the pantry before i went to wash my hands.
baby you didn’t have to wash the dishes, i would have washed them.
/feels a bit guilty having you do any sort of work or chore in my house, causing me to slip myself behind you—my chin resting upon your shoulder as i rolled up my sleeves and slipped my arms beside your own. reaching for one of the sponges, to aid in cleaning the rest of the dishes.

@kim seiji [] it’s ok you take all the time you need bb

we can safely agree that we’re very biased of each other; i honestly think the world of you while your forte is doubtful but we’re letting it slide.
/let my tone end in an airy, teasing manner as i fixate my gaze steadily on you, allowing your confident reassurance wash over me and a small chuckle escape me in disbelief, feeling a little unfair that you seem to just know me, the works of my mind and where to ease them, and i return a knowing smile towards you, significance heavy in the curves of my lips
mhm, i took my time. it’s a journey and then some and i think everything made me all the more resilient. and now, i even have you in my corner so it’s not like everything’s bad.
/humming in response to your direction, i pick up the stray cups and cradle it to my chest as i brought it to the kitchen and set it down in the sink, turning on the tap to wash and rinse the, bobbing my head to a song in my head

@jung daehyun [] sorry for the lateness bub!

being biased towards my baby is my forte. again, it's all progress for us to achieve the self-love. but don't think too hard on people loving you for who you are or what they admire about you. we all have insecurities we face. plus, i know you probably had to deal with so much when you were in your group, the fans, media, constant feedback endlessly--i can't imagine the amount of stress or things you put up with.
/taking the time to lean over and gently dip my fingertips underneath your chin to cup, i ended the last few sentences with gradual pecks being planted along your plump pair. reluctantly pulling my head back so i could start picking up the dip and chips, i nodded my head and cleared my throat afterwards.
never forget i love you for you. if you insist baby, do you feel like taking the cups to the sink? and adjusting the pillows on the couch? after that there's nothing left to clean up since we didn't make that much of a mess to begin with.

@kim seiji /eyes fluttering close and lips clamped between my teeth, a faint tremble run through my body following the path your soft caress venture upward and it's disconcerting how much i soak in the affection of your simple touches. although i open my eyes and tries to play myself off as unaffected, rolling my eyes playfully at your statement and scrunching my face ridiculously before i slip off your lap back on my feet, standing on your side. i clear my throat and reaches for you, bending down to press a kiss on the corner of your lip
you're horribly biased, sir, i'm only mildly adorable.
/straightening up again, i hold up my arms and stretch upward until i feel my body sufficiently lax and drop them to my sides and flash a brief grin in your direction, eyes sweeping through the living room with a small hum
i think a lot of my perception on myself is skewered by people who hated me growing up so, it's a struggle to look at myself and be kind. i really am working to change this but, i might never see the things the way you do and it's not your responsibility to make me see it. should i help you with cleaning up first, though? i can't just leave you to do it yourself.

@jung daehyun you’re so adorable.
/i caught sight of you flustered state and reaction, earning soft cooing of appreciation and admiration—as my lips melted against your own. my hands now left a delicate trail upward, migrating over to skin the milky flesh of your lower back, hiking your top up slightly as my fingertips grazed the flesh in a innocent manner, wanting goosebumps to follow suit as my lips worked with yours, the tip of my tongue making an allotted cameo every so often as i hummed under your hold of me. a small string of words escaped from me every time our lips gave way to a small gap. hands now caressed the expanse of your back, the outline of my digits evident underneath the material with every movement.
we are often very harsh on ourselves in terms of critiquing. you may not see what i say and i may not see what you see, when it comes to how we view ourselves. thank you though, i feel like we’ve been so productive today. learned so much. you make me so happy and i cannot stress that enough. are you tired? it is getting late. we can shower and head to bed, i have robes in the bedroom if you wanted to shower first and i’ll clean up here?

@kim seiji /my eyes widen in surprise for a brief second before my features settled firmly into the flustered territory, burning faintly of dusky red from my cheeks to the tip of my ears as i purse my lips together into a flat line. i tittered and shook my head, turning around and smush my face against you in my sorry attempt to not show how your words affect me me greatly while you seem determined today to spiral further down, and i shot up in your lap, straightening myself and press my lips firmly against you. staying motionless for a few heartbeat to savour the contact, i moved my lips gently against yours, parting them to take your lower tiers between my teeth and give it a playful tug before pulling away
it is impossible but, it happened anyway—which i still wonder why would you sometime but, that’s for a different time—and i’m glad that you did. i don’t think i’m that nice of a person, most of the times i’m too brash and my jokes just grates at people so
/shrugs my shoulder and dismiss the topic altogether, letting my hand in your grasp as you bring it closer to your lips, a fond smile growing widely on my face until my cheeks begun to hurt, heart thudding heavily against my chest. i flex out a finger, caressing the corner of your lips up to your cheek with the back of my knuckle and let out a soft, disbelief laughter
i’m very biased about us too, so yes, we’re meant to be. and to know that you’re happy with me, i— it’s everything i want. i want you to always be happy, because i’ve never met a kinder person and you deserves it.

@jung daehyun it may seem like a lot to you but i love every inch of you, every part of you. the little things you do i--i just can't explain it... the way you say my name, spaced out or out of anger--how focused you get and how hard you try to make everyone around you happy. you go out of your way so much, baby. i always walk in on you caring for others, and i just love that about you. i swear i feel like each day i find myself falling more and more. how is that possible?
/i spoke softy as i cradled you in my arms protectively, feeling my chest heave as i was able to be honest about my feelings and how i genuinely felt. these moments were always so precious to me because they were so rare in previous relationships. being able to spill my heart out to someone made me feel flustered, afraid, and exhilarated that i can finally find someone on my wavelength. my fingertips danced their way along the small of your back with gentle and caresses, my brims that once sought for your own placed the remainder kisses against your forehead as i rocked us lightly, allowing the peace of our mind and the atmosphere we were in to set the mood for us both.
let me be biased and say that we were meant for each other. flaws and all. it's progress to work towards the same goal we have in mind, but it is possible.
/i reach down to take your hand into my own, trailing my lips along your knuckles shyly, before gently squeezing your soft digits in my own palm. i love you too, sunshine. i am so happy. i can't stress that enough.

@kim seiji /beckoned closer by your touch, i approach you with the same intensity of the honest spillage earlier and welcome the slow touch of our lips, gentled down by the earnest pressure against my tiers, nudging them to bloom open against yours only to plummet deeper, physically sensing the sharp tug of gravity on the base of my stomach. it's enthralling to have you so close to me, leaning forward to catch your pouty lips between my teeth and playfully tugs on them, letting the hairline crack of a distance forms between us and i breath in your exhaled words and let it trickle in like warm honey, the sweet tinge sticking at the back of my throat making me stumble over my words, choked by the depth and the expanse of my feelings in regard to you swirling around and constantly tugging at my thoughts
anything worth something in this world should give you a healthy dose of fear, and you're worth so, so much it's still staggering to me how much you've permeated throughout my life. i'm scared but, i'm also excited to--as you say; grow with you, learn, laugh and smile for a long, long time. as long as you'll have me.
/a smile curls at the corner of my lips and i turn them towards you, letting my head drop onto your chest having my ears pressed against the general area of your heart listening to its steady beat. i swallow thickly and flicks my gaze away, heat rushing onto my cheeks staining them a dusky red, whispering softly
you're so, so kind to me when you spol me and i know i'm a lot too handle for some. i love you, starlight, so much.

@jung daehyun /the warmth that reached the confines of my core garnered up as a soft delicate tingle dancing on my lips, wanting something tangible to latch on to. i took your chin in my grasp and slowly pressed my solemn brims against yours as moments passed before us. the air slipped by our encompassing love, seeking to slip by in between our embrace but we didn't allow it. we simply got lost in the far reaching depths of our feelings for the other that our only direction was forward. and the warmth budding on the contours of my lips traversed to find you, like it always would. my lips parted with yours, but just barely. a hairs distanced only separated our lips from sharing heat once again.
you know, i was always so frighten when it comes to love. part of me felt like i would never get a chance to meet my soulmate like everyone else around... never get the chance to experience happiness or to be able to grow with your partner, learn, laugh, and smile... but i was able to do all of these things with you. so there are times where it might seem like i am spoiling you so much, but it is just my way of showing my appreciation. because you deserve it. your soul is like no other, our bond is hard to be replaced. look at us... being so mushy.

@kim seiji /i keep my eyes trained solely on you, fingers brushing across the expanse of your skin tasting the shift underneath as every shiver and tightening of muscle as your hold encompass me thoroughly within its steady assurance and warm tenderness that affection well up in my chest and clog my throat. the strength holding my back up straight seeps out of me and in that moment i’m aware of my control spiraling out of grasp, leaving me slumped over your shoulder after i press a kiss on top of your closed lips, letting out a shaky gasp elicited by the confession. fully aware it’s something we’ve said out loud before--explicitly time and time again, and if not, at least in our actions--but in the bubble of this moment those words settle onto the chasm riddled within, fitting itself around the edges until i’m more whole than i thought i was previously, mumbling hotly against your skin as i mouth against the pulse just underneath your jaw
can’t--wouldn’t want to be anywhere else, other than next to you, with you in every capacity you allowed me to be. i’ll always carry a piece of you in me from now until forever, and i don’t want to be thanked for that. i choose you again and again, every single day wholeheartedly.
/pulling away slightly to straighten myself up, my thumb the corner of your eyes urging for you to open them before my words could bubble out of me and see through the gaping window straight into my soul, my gaze smoldering as i arch myself, pushing back against your clever hands
i refuse to be thanked for consciously loving you. i will do it every single day, in shorter than a heartbeat.

@jung daehyun /shivers took a trail between my neck and my torso, chills running down the arms that would subsequently curl around your waist. your kisses left my breath feeling intermittent, splendor reaching to my lips as i elicited an exhale that was heavier than the rest. my embrace around your curvaceous waist enticed it toward me, becoming addicted to the series of kisses you had given me.
i love having you here with me, my sunshine. you complete me so much. i do have to thank you, without you... i wouldn’t be the happiest man on this planet, you know?
/my breath trickled out as a mere whisper as my palms kneaded the clothed flesh beneath my fingertips affectionately, my eyelids drifting close to cherish the moment we shared.

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@kim seiji you don’t have to thank me, baby, for doing something i want to do. i could think of nothing else i’d rather do than be with my starlight.
/my hand creep its way to hold your face within the clasp of my fingers, doing so with reverence burning under my fingertips, caressing the line of your cheekbone to trace your feature, shifting around slightly to allow room for the kisses. i chase for the brief contact of our lips, needing it so badly and my own to taste like us, so intertwined that i forgot what i would feel like when i’m alone, shuffling closer until the space between us diminish entirely and there’s only you existing near me drowning everything else into the white noises in the background. wordlessly, i follow the trail left by my fingers along your feature, brushing my lips sweetly across as if to memorise them as i thumb against the heat of your pulse

@jung daehyun mm. thank you for staying with me. for everything, really. you make me so happy.
/although our lips had left their embrace as one, my palms found every inch of your skin to grasp and gently cup—pulling you close as if you would disappear from my hold. my lips left gentle pecks against your plumped pair, whispering the words of love with triple amounts of sincerity laced in every word i spoke.
i am so damn lucky.

@kim seiji /my body topple forward slightly as to chase your departing lips, a whine escape me involuntarily having our connection cut so suddenly when the weight of your absence still weigh down heavily against my chest but i heed to your action. i let go of the hold i have around your circumference and cup a cheek in one hand, cradling your head up to rest my forehead against yours
and i, you. very dearly.

@jung daehyun /my supple couplets gradually and passionately moved against yours, tilting my head a bit to the side in order to let our mouths meld even closer with one another. all i wanted to do was make-out with you and hold you close in my arms--enjoying the warmth our bodies and your hands could provide me. with the days of being deprived of 'my' man, there was no telling what i would have you do, or what i would do to you in the long run. in the end, something sparked with every kiss we shared. panting softly as i tugged my head back, i pecked your lips a few times afterwards--tip of my nose budging against your own. i love you.

@kim seiji /our lips mould around the shape of our affections and desire and your sweetness, i relish on the unrelenting point of contact i have with you as my lips move against yours, meeting you parry by parry and pushing back slightly. my tightly knotted body loosen slowly, bit by bit, the escape of anticipation as i have images i covet in my head turn into reality, an assault of senses; the taste, the touch and down to the very scent, washing over me. with shaky trembling fingers, i cup your face and devote my existence at the moment to burn myself by the plethora of kisses, ling and releasing your lips over and over not wanting it to be over

@jung daehyun /soft coos quietly slipped free as i lean forward to capture your lips in another one of our many kisses, closing my eyes in the process and feeling our noses touch from the slight tilt of my head. i indulge in the movement of our lips slowly and hypnotically moving against each other in the deep kiss as my fingers sank a bit into your mound of flesh, gently squeezing one of your rear cheeks, but doing nothing more than that.

@kim seiji /swallowing around the huff of your laughter, letting the air fill up my lung and it swiftly brighten me up like no cocktails of happy emotions could ever do. with no hesitance shackling me, i tilt my head and coax you with a caress on the sides of your neck then casually fitting our lips together, foregoing the casual brushes for more depth and pressure as i trace the seam of your lovely lips for more, writhing somewhat on your lap confused between the pressure you work onto me with your masterful hands and having you pressed flush against me

@jung daehyun /teasing chuckles spilled from tiers that subsequent got caught under the clamp of my hungry lips that attacked yours, a small bit of the flesh apparent each time our bodies shifted slightly to get accustomed to this position. my grip migrated over to knead the plump flesh of your , my palms filled with your skin as it worked in constant circles. my tongue edging your outer brims to invade inside of the depths of your wet cavern, eager to claim every inch of you.

@kim seiji /purse my lips together into a small pout at the brief pause on my expectation although i still let you have your time, tilting my head up to nip on the tip of your nose before you finally make a move and i easily melt on top of you, moving my lips against yours as i play catch up to your enthusiasm, nipping and ling on your lower lips, fingers grappling at your shoulder to anchor myself to you

@jung daehyun /chuckles a little at the brief kiss and pecks your lips softly before resting my forehead against your own as i took a few seconds to stare down at your lips, adoring one of many features of you. my eyelids soon drifted shut in peace as my palms circled along your waist and hips, tugging your body closer to my own as i devoured those plump couplets hungrily.

@kim seiji i’d say likewise from my view as well, i have this amazing boyfriend and he’s the sweetest man i’ve ever know and i quite love him actually. he’s very, very precious to me, you see.
/quip lightly, voice taking a playful tone as i nuzzle my cheek onto the tentative warmth of your hold and welcomingly assume an angle to caress our lips, swallowing once to drench the brittle dryness i have in my throat, whenever you’re so close to me, before i part my lips open to your silent inquisition, threading my fingers through the soft strands of hair at the back of your head and sliding myself down your lap as i attempt to have us closer

@jung daehyun well, i have to be biased when my baby is overall so amazing. i can’t get tired of explaining how lucky i am having you with me. this is just my own utopia it seems.
/genuinely smiling as my hands slipped upwards to cup your cheeks, i dipped my head low to teasingly brush my lips along your plump pair; nibbling on the bottom lip for permission.

@kim seiji i come to learn that you’re very biased when it comes to me but, i appreciate you thinking the best of me. i’m all about holding your hands, anytime of the day. no, you can only blame one !
/easily move myself to suit you, an amused look fleet across my expression but i humour you and follows you, leaning forward and hang my arms over your shoulder, eyes widening at your question, nodding eagerly with colour rising to my cheek
yes, please.

@jung daehyun i think you're doing really good, alright? i feel so proud of you then. it takes progress and baby steps. either way, i will be there to hold your hand along the way. i will blame both the player and the game.
/chuckles and adjusts your body so that you're facing and straddling me, my back leaning against the couch for support as i gazed up at you, allowing my hands to circle upwards so they could cup your cheeks tenderly.
making out?

@kim seiji well, i never know when it comes to people, you know, people say i’m not very good with social cues. you sweet talker,, i adore it when you get all weirdly shy too, won’t get tired of it anytime soon. hey, don’t blame the player, blame the game.
/grins lightly when you follow suit to my silliness, tipping my head down to press a kiss at the top of your head and straighten up with now-grew-to-be-a-grin before i follow your nudging and situate myself on your lap
mmm? what are we doing?