• beach •

@♡ lee taeyong ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /chuckles at your words, unable to hold back the warm feelings your words and actions sparked in me, I chase after your lips to place a deep long kiss on them while squishing your cheeks in between my hands /
Now it’s properly sealed…I guess
/smiles giddily and breaks my gaze on you to look around, seeing the sun getting ready to set/
Are you hungry, angel?

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ /smiling brightly at you promising feeling glad that we’re transparent with each other. Trusting in you that you will keep the promise which is making you look even more radiant then normal./
I promise darling
/leaning forward and pecking you on the lips./
Now the promise is sealed.

@♡ lee taeyong ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /eyes follow you as you gets up, and I could see the seriousness of your face under the glowing sun and the determination in your voice and it suddenly made my heart so full as if it's about to burst/
I promise dear angel
/Moves to stand up, my hands immediately cupping your face as I speak with the same seriousness/
And will you promise me the same?

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ /chuckling as you sway us, matching the rthymn of the wind. For a moment I really feel like a bird./
Don't have that sad puppy look. You have nothing to regret or feel sorry about. We shared some deep potentially traumatic things with each other and that's a good thing. We're connecting beyond the surface.
/getting up and turning so that I'm standing up and facing you. The look I'm my eyes is one of determination and seriousness./
You have to promise me from now on that anytime you have one of these glitches or nightmares, you're going to tell me. And you're going to tell me every single detail. OK?

@♡ lee taeyong ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ /smiles onto your skin after hearing your words, trying to collect myself and forget the dark and depressing feelings. I started to sway our bodies a little from side to side while caressing your back as I want you to let go of your sad thoughts as well/
This is not what I planned for the day honestly...
/Pulls back slightly to look at you apologetically/
Do you want to go somewhere else? I'll take you anywhere you want.

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ You're not a weapon. So many are capable of terrible things but they don't do them. You too are like that. Your heart is too full of love to destroy, to cause pain or suffering.
/instinctively leaning into your touch, feeling the small grains of sand between your fingers and my cheek. It's grounding and reminds me that those are just nightmares and we are both overthinking. Though there is still a nagging thought in the back of my mind wondering what if. What if they aren't nightmares, what if you really were involved, what If I was involved. Blinking consciously and bringing my attention back to you. Running my hadn along the back of you head./
I will support you as well my love. We'll figure things out together, no matter what.

@♡ lee taeyong ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ Because...
/Closes my eyes, trying to focus on your presence and the warmth you radiate, despite my mind trying to rile into a chaotic mess/
I'm a weapon...an evil being with too much power. I feel like I was used to destroy.
/Opens my eyes slowly, eyeing your lovely face and eyes glistening with tears as your words push away all the storms raging in my mind, making me feel grounded and calm/
No matter what the reason you and me had these complications in our past, I'm sure I was happy despite if I had you by my side
/Moves my thumb over your cheek to wipe away the wet trail left by tears before pressing a kiss on your cheekbone/
Don't worry... I'll be with you whenever you are feeling sad or afraid, I'll help you figure out whatever you want about your past, and I'll support your dreams in every way I can... that's a promise
/Smiles lovingly at you before embracing you tightly, burying my face on the crook of your neck and inhaling your sweet scent mixed with the saltines of the sea/

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ I remember. Do you still have them?
/hand curling around yours protectively as I notice the way they ball up/
Why? Why do you feel that you're the reason? You would never do something like that my darling.
/grabbing your face into my hands, cupping it lovingly. Trying to soothe you, not wanting you to experience this pain./
Darling, I am uncertain if we knew each other in the past but I know that no matter what life it is if we were paired together then I would always be standing by your side.

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ Do you remember how I was having glitches for a long time?
I keep seeing visions, hearing sounds, feeling some kind of an unbearable pain in my head…
/looks down, my hands curl into fists as if to fight back the painful memories/
And when I try to sleep or close my eyes, I see things that are so similar to what you described now. Figures that I cannot put a name to, screams of pain, it feels like everything is on fire…and I felt like I’m the reason for that
/gritting my teeth I let out a loud exhale, trying to calm myself down/
And I wonder…whether you were there with me

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ /managing to snap out of the trance once your face enters my field of vision./
I hear screams, they are so so loud. I see a figure but I can't make them out they are so black.
/blinks at you in confusion/
You're seeing similar things? What do you see?
What makes you think we are connected?
/hand over yours both protectively and for my own protective/

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ Nah…I’m just a simple guy. I have a lot to learn from you
/smiles and waits for your response, but with every word you say my smile started fading and a frown took over my face, my hand around you tightening protectively. But it wasn’t just your tears that worried me/
Do you see these dreams often? Do you hear screams? What else do you see?
/my voice sounded concerned and curious, as I peered into your face/
I’m sorry I…am asking because those details are the same things I have been seeing with my glitches…I wonder if our pasts are connected

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ That is also a very valid point. We're a couple of intellectuals.
/hums in thought as despite wanting to know about my past it isn't something I love talking about. Probably coming from a place of shame./
I have these dreams. Chilling dreams. I can't make out much but there's a fire. There is just so much pain. Im not sure if it's my own pain or the pain of others.
/talking in a trance like state staring out into the water transfixed. A single tear rolling down the side of my cheek./

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ /smiles and pinches your cheek to make you relaxed/
Of course you got a point sweet angel. But I personally think people can change, despite of knowing or not knowing their past. It's always about how you face what's in front of you.
/Caresses your face and traces my finger on your jawline absentmindedly, giving a thought to your words/
Okay...I will do that too since you ask me to. Now tell me, have you managed to learn something about your past?

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ How do you know they won't help you survive the present? Figuring things about your past can teach you things about yourself and thus make the present and future easier. It can give us clarity.
/gnawing on my bottom lip somewhat anxiously as I'm unsure if this is something we should discuss or not./
That's very sweet of you to say but I want you to also focus on yourself. You should always be a priority in your own life.

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ /listens to you listing down your dreams, smiling bit to myself at how serious you are about that/
When you have expectations disappointment comes too easily. I wanted to do things like figure out my past, understand the reason for my existence and so on too. But realizing that those would not help me survive the present made me disappointed.
/Sighs to myself/
I want to keep things simple now. Focus on present, and focusing on you are the only things in my mind.

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ /grinning ear to ear thankful for the longer hair, hoping it will hide some of the grin./
Why do you think you are void of expectations? Isn't it good to have expectations?
/muses outloud, enjoying able to get to know you deeper and have such an intimate conversation./
I have small dreams and big dreams. My small dreams are things like getting more experiences, saving more people and trying new things. My big dreams are learning about my past, making the creator happy and like you escaping this manision

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ And I only find you beautiful
/Winks at you, leaning my head on top of yours before sneaking an arm around you to hold you close/
I'm just saying those things suit you... don't feel pressured.
/Hums at your question, my lips turning into a thin line/
Well...I don't think I have any, maybe except for leaving the mansion forever one day. I'm mostly void of expectations. How about you?

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ I only care if you find me beautiful though.
/smiling back at you as I take in every inch of your adoring features finding myself in awe of you./
You're asking alot of me.
/chuckling lowly to myself as I hear the three things that you list before you move to face me/
I think that suits me the most.
/leaning against your shoulder enjoying the extra warmth your skin has now because the sun has been shining on it/
What are your dreams Mingyu?

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ I can't be the only one who finds you breathtakingly beautiful. I'm sure everyone who sees you thinks the same
/Leans on my elbows and looks at you, taking a long moment to adore your face that's glistening under the sun before answering/
Being yourself suits you. Not worrying about what you lack and appreciating your good side suits you. Trying not to control the uncontrollable suits you. Knowing what a great person you are suits you... And finally...
/Turns my body towards you with a smile/
being by my side suits you... Don't you think?

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ /rolling my eyes teasingly at your dramatic acting/
Apprantley an artist just for you because you're the only one who thinks this way.
/smirking at you stuttering over your words. It serves as another reminder of just how cute you can be. Sitting down next to you, extending my legs straight out and wiggling my toes in the sand in fascination./
What suits me then?
/resting my palm on my cheek, turning to towards you as I ask the deep question/

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ /clutches my hand over my chest pretending to be hurt by your strike/
Ouch...what was that for? I'm only stating the truth. The scientist who made you was quite the artist for what he did with you
/Watches you stripping with my mouth agape/
I- I am not shy...
/Snorts but eyed you undressing from the corner of my eyes while stripping myself down to my short and laying out all our clothes neatly on the sand/
You sound like those human ladies... doesn't really suit you
/Chuckles and settles on the sand, patting the space beside me/

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ I'm going to hold you to that darling.
/I say with a bright grin until I hear the rest of what you have to say. Striking you on the chest with my open palm I'm response./
Yah! I'm not that small youre just super big and tall. It's not my fault I wasn't given the broad gene.
/registering your first idea and immediately stripping out of my white tee. Not enjoying the feeling now of the wet clothes clinging to my skin even though I am no longer in the water. Halfway through pulling my shorts down as I hear your second idea./
There's no need to go through all of that besides you don't have to be shy, I've seen it all and I'm quite the fan.
/winking at you before stepping out of each pant leg before stretching out my arms to enjoy the feel of the bright sun against my exposed skin./
Who knows maybe I'll even catch a tan.

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ /helps you get on your feet but quickly holds your hand, a slight hint of worry still visible in my face as I was feeling guilty for protect you well/
We can do that in the mansion pool... it's too dangerous here with the waves and all. You are so small you'll be washed away at a blink
/Walks to the beach with you, looking up at the sky/
The sun is bright and nice...we can dry ourselves here. If we lay our clothes on the beach- /looks at you, as the thought of you may not like the idea suddenly hitting me/
Or I can sneak us into the guest bedroom in the mansion... there's a bathroom and towels to clean ourselves if you like it better

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ /chuckling at your adorable reaction not expecting you to be so concerned. Still consistently surprised by how you make me feel so precious and petite despite being nothing of the sort. Pressing a kiss to your cheek hoping to make you smile./
Don't look so worried darling, I'm more then OK. I'm having a truly fabulous time with you.
We have to come back here sometime so you can actually teach me how to swim. I don't like having such a weakness.
/as the water fades further away, the going shore coming closer./
Do we have towels?
/I ask as I lower myself out of your arms. Wet feet now getting coated in sand/

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ /the plan was to catch you off guard and splash you with water in revenge but you falling down in the water made me gasp as I quickly lean dow and gather you in my arms lifting you up in princess style, worry written across my face/
Are you okay darling? Are you hurt anywhere? I’m sorry I didn’t expect you to fall into the water
/I felt slightly guilty looking at you in my arms, all wet, startled and pouting so I starts walking back to the shore carrying you with me/
Let’s go and dry ourselves

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ /laughing loudly out of pure glee as I continue my efforts forward away from you./
What on earth? I don't even have a . I'm an ironing board.
/successfully distracted as I slow down to look back at my non existent . Secretly hoping that it does indeed look nice today. Screaming as I look forward again and see you standing before me. Falling backwards and landing on my in the water./
You scared me! Meanie

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ Do you really think I will let you-
/my words came to an abrupt end at the sudden splash of water that soaked me all over, and it took me a second to wipe away the salty water from my face before looking for you for revenge/
Heyyy come back here!!
/although I knew it’s easier for me to catch up with you I watched your back moving away from me slowly with a playful smirk/
Babe you got a nice you know that?!
/I screamed to distract you before teleporting the very second to appear in front of you who is now looking behind with my arms extended and my eyes raised wider to make a comical face as I yell/
Boo ya!!!

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ No don't!
/I yell at you despite being in-between fits of laughter because of the way you are teasing me. Reminding me of a human rollee coaster. Getting distracted by your cute nose scrunch which allows me to be released without being able to scream. Instead all the breath just releases from my body. Realising that I haven't drowned I open my eyes to see that the water is just at my hips despite it being at your thighs. Mouth agape staring at you in disbelief as your splash wets me all over./
Wah! What if I drowned?!
/running one hand through my wet hair before using both hands to send an even bigger splash in your direction./
Catch me if you can!
/I call out to you playfull before running away despite the water making it significantly harder/

@♡ lee taeyong ᵃⁿᵍᵉˡ Not anymore!!!
/Shouts as I carry you into the water till they cover my thighs, still having you lifted up but slowly lowering you down into the water in a teasing manner, laughing at the way you yell/
Should I drop you? Maybe you can learn how to swim today
/Suddenly becomes aware at the way you are staring at me, making me conscious about the state of my clothes and your comment made my nose scrunch as I try to bite back a shy smile/
It's not nice to enjoy something alone...
/With that I completely released you from my grip, making sure you are able to stand up straight in the water. Without a warning my hand pushed forward a splash of water that directly hit your chest, soaking your own clothes/
Now I have my own view too
/Grins at you, taking in the image of you standing in front of me against the blue ocean, with your hair sticking everywhere and your clothes dripping wet, making my heart flutter continuously at how lovely you look/

@♡ kim mingyu ⁿᵉᵖʰᵃˡᵉᵐ You're meant to be the scared cat here.
/Tilting my head back to remind you of our dynamic but quickly yelling as you lift me up with easy/
Mingu!!! Oh My God!!!
/I yell as we rush into the water tightly gripping on to you until I can feel the water against my ankles. There is something undeniable attractive about your spontaneous eagerness that sends my heart racing. Unabashedly staring at your wet self. Your clothes now transparent and clinging onto you./
The view is even better now.