@♢ seo changbin (You don't need to apologise, it's fine, I understand. That's really cool too, I can only imagine it takes a lot of time, don't worry about replies, I'm happy to wait)
I understand
*smiles and nods*
Okay, if you are sure then I will try not to worry about it
It does sound nice, I hope I can find it fun like you do
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ (Sorry I've been so slow, I recently started a youtube channel so I've been working on that after work >.<
It takes up a lot of time so I'm not on RPR as much)
I just don't tend to spend money on things I don't need
/shrugs and chuckles/
I'm positive. You have to experience the fun of gift shopping for someone
It's all a part of the experience. Finding things that remind you of that person, it's a lot of fun. That's why I enjoy shopping for other people so much.
@♢ seo changbin Oh, I see
You don't like having a lot of things you don't need?
*smiles softly*
Are you sure?
I don't want to make you feel bad or uncomfortable
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ It means living with very little
I have just what I need at my apartment without a bunch of extras
so it's very simple and I like it that way
/laughs softly, shaking his head/
Don't worry about that, I won't feel bad. I think it's sweet that you want to buy me presents
and I'll cherish anything you buy for me
@♢ seo changbin Oh, I think I can understand that
*smiles softly*
Minimalist? What does that mean?
Really? Little things make you happy?
*blinks a little and frowns*
That doesn't sound like a good thing, I shouldn't get you much then, I don't want to make you feel bad
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ Not really a reason, I just don't need that many things
/shrugs again and smiles/
I'm pretty content with a rather minimalist life style
I don't need a lot to make me happy
I have a good job, going to school and doing well, that's enough for me
Having extra things just makes me feel claustrophobic
@♢ seo changbin I think I understand what you mean, maybe I will understand more when we go shopping
*smiles softly*
You don't? Is there a reason?
*smiles more*
That sounds nice, I hope everyone knows how much you care for them
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I don't mind shopping when it's for me, but it's more fun to shop for other people
/he explains with a small shrug/
I have money, but I don't spend it on myself very much
but other people? I love buying other people gifts, it's part of my love language
it's how I show people I care
@♢ seo changbin I hope I find it fun too
*smiles while watching you*
Thank you, I really like my room, it's pretty cozy to me
That's good, you don't like it so much when it's for yourself?
That sounds really nice
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ shopping is a lot of fun
/nods, smiling as he steps into your room, looking around curiously/
what a cute room, it's almost as cute as you
but yes, shopping is something I enjoy a lot, especially when it's for other people
wandering around stores and finding things that remind you of people is a lot of fun
@♢ seo changbin You always worry and care for me so much. I would like to get you a couple of things though, so you have more than one to open
I still worry a little but I will try not to
I promise I will try not to stress but I've never been shopping before either
Fun? Do you find shopping fun?
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ You don't have to get me a pile of them. I'm not worried about me, this is about you, but if you want to get me a couple of things you're more than welcome to
Please don't worry, I have enough money to cover it
I want you to enjoy your time shopping, so don't stress about anything
Just have fun
@♢ seo changbin You've always been so good and kind to me
*looks at you*
It is? Does that mean I should get you a pile of them? I would feel bad about spending your money even though it would be for you
I know that I will have that
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ Of course I already bought you some, I couldn't forget my favorite owl on Christmas
/chuckles, shaking his head/
one might have been enough but that's not in the spirit of Christmas. Having a pile of presents under the tree is mandatory so I bought you a few things.
I want you to have the most authentic experience for your first ever Christmas
@♢ seo changbin That's okay, I wasn't going to ask what it was, I was just a little surprised that you had already gotten me one
I can't wait until tomorrow
You didn't have to, one present would have been enough. It is? I'm learning a lot of new things
*smiles and nods*
I know that I will with you
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I do, but I won't tell you what it is
It's going to be a surprise for you tomorrow
I got you a few gifts actually because I wanted you to have an authentic Christmas experience and opening presents is one of the best experiences
You'll have the best Christmas this year, I promise
@♢ seo changbin Oh. That sounds pretty close. That's not a lot of time.
*smiles*
Really? I would like that. Thank you. I'm not sure what kind of gift till get you. Hopefully something will catch my eye when we are out
You do?
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ Yep, I'm not far at all
Only about fifteen minutes if we don't run into too much traffic
Which we shouldn't, so it will be a quick drive
tonight I'll take you out to see the Christmas lights, we'll go shopping before that so you can pick out a Christmas gift. I already have yours bought.
(should we let them have Christmas in their tomorrow?)
@♢ seo changbin I'm glad then~
*smiles back at you*
Thank you. I've never had to pack before so I'm sure I'll need your help. Okay. That sounds good to me. I will do my best not to worry too much about it
Really? You live close by?
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ It's not a bother at all
/shakes his head, offering a smile/
I'm happy to help you pack, and don't worry too much anything you forget we can always come back or buy for you
My place really isn't that far from here
@♢ seo changbin Really? We must both be lucky then
*hums softly and nods*
Yes, I should get it packed
It wouldn't be a bother? I'm not sure about everything I'll need so your help would be appreciated
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I think I'm the lucky one
/standing outside your door he nods inside/
You want to get your bag packed?
Do you want help packing? To make sure you get everything you're going to need?
@♢ seo changbin I can't wait!
I know that you will
*smiles brightly back at you*
If you say I will then I know that I will have an amazing time. You've already helped me make good memories, I look forward to making more with you.
Thank you, it really means a lot to me, I'm so lucky to have met you. And I'm glad you won't be lonely either.
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ Then we will definitely do that
I'm going to give you the best Christmas you'll see
/grins, bright and happy at the idea/
you'll have the best time. I'll make sure you have plenty of good memories to help overshadow the bad ones
You won't be lonely for your first Christmas. I could never let that happen
@♢ seo changbin I can't wait to see them with you, it sounds beautiful. It is? I don't think I've ever been there before.
*shakes my head*
I've never been ice skating, is it fun?
*smiles at you and nods*
I would like that, it sounds fun. I'll look forward to it
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I can't wait to show you all the Christmas lights, it's beautiful. The town square is all lit up too. Have you ever been ice skating? Maybe we can try that too
I know there's a place where you can ice skate through Christmas lights and it looks beautiful I've just never had someone to go with
Maybe we could go together if you wanted to
@♢ seo changbin I'm glad that you will
*smiles back at you*
You really are. You've helped me so much. I know that, I didn't think that you were only doing it for your job. I care about you too. I have been the happiest I've been for a long time because of you. I want you to feel happy too. I'm so excited to experience it with you.
*nods and smiles more*
That sounds good to me. I think I will love it too
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I'll take that win
/nods, flashing another smile/
I'm glad I'm helping. I want you to know I'm not doing it for my job, or because I feel obligated or anything like that.
I'm doing this because I care about you, I really do. I want to see you happy, and I'm excited to share your first Christmas with you.
We can go shopping this weekend for gifts. I think you will love Christmas.
@♢ seo changbin You don't have to be sorry. You are helping with that a lot already and I know that you'll help me make more good ones
*smiles softly*
I do, but there isn't anything I can do about it
I already feel less lonely, you've been an amazing help, always being here and keeping me company, so I definitely think you can count it as a win
@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I'm sorry you were thinking of sad memories, hopefully I can help you build new better ones
I know you miss them, and I'm sorry I can't do more to fix that
I promise I'm going to do my best to make sure you don't feel lonely without them
I may not always succeed, but if you feel even slightly better than I will count that as a win