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♢ seo changbin 5 hours ago

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ Then it wasn't the right person or the right time
I think that things happen for a reason and in the time they're supposed to
We may not understand it, but in the end everything will work out the way it was meant to
for some reason it just wasn't meant to work out between you and Boss, but it will work out with someone else
you're meant for something beautiful Tai, I promise. You're too sweet not to be

♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ 1 day ago

@♢ seo changbin That is very true. Everyone is different and it would never be the same anyway.
Maybe. I would like to think that will happen, but a part of me doubts it. I was surprised when Boss wanted me. Noone else had even seemed interested before
You are amazing and I'm so very lucky to have all the support and kindness you have given me
Thanks to you I have been able to smile and feel happy

♢ seo changbin 1 day ago

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ You're right, no one can replace them, and they shouldn't try. Everyone is different and someday you will meet someone that you click with again and it will be a new and different relationship.
Until then I'll be here cheering you on and being the best support I can be
I want you to be able to smile and be happy
That's what I want more than anything.

♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ 1 day ago

@♢ seo changbin It really isn't. I really was happy with them and thought I would always be happy with them. Even after Boss left, I was really sad, but having Kitty around gave me some happiness. I haven't had much happiness since, it feels like I've lost him too and was all alone before
I'm sorry you had to experience that gok
I know. I'm so thankful for you. You've already be such a big help to me
I don't think anyone can replace them but I wouldn't want you to replace them anyway, you deserve more than being a replacement.

♢ seo changbin 1 day ago

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ It's not a fun feeling to realize that what you thought was going to be your forever turns out to be just temporary
So I know where you're at right now, personally and not just because I've studied emotions and thought patterns
I get it, so that's why I'm going to be here for you to help you start to feel happier again
I can't replace Boss and Kitty, but at least I can be someone you can lean on

♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ 1 day ago

@♢ seo changbin It's all thanks to you
I agree. It's a very horrible feeling
*watches you*
I understand that. That sounds really horrible. I'll be here when you are feeling lonely and I'll chase the loneliness away.
People are missing out
I know. I thought Boss was the customer for me. I even had Kitty too. I thought they were both everything I needed

♢ seo changbin 1 day ago

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I'm glad you don't feel lonely now
Being lonely is... it's one of my least favorite feelings
/he sighs, looking at you with a smaller smile/
I'm one of those people who feels too much, and sometimes I get so lonely that my chest hurts from it
Dating just hasn't worked out for me though, not for lack of trying
I'm still coming out of a long term relationship, I thought it was going to be the one, you know? I thought I was gonna marry her.

♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ 2 days ago

@♢ seo changbin I don't feel lonely now thanks to you
*smiles softly and shakes my head*
You don't need to apologise. It's fine. I understand that you were busy so please don't worry or feel bad about that. I really appreciate that you are here now

♢ seo changbin 2 days ago

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I'm glad you haven't, I don't want you feeling lonely
I'm just sorry it took me so long to reach out to you, I kept hoping more people would come around
I got a little caught up in school too so I'm sorry
but I'm here now and I don't plan to go anywhere

♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ 2 days ago

@♢ seo changbin Really?
It has gotten quiet around just now. I'm happy to spend my time with you too. I haven't really felt lonely these last few days
*smiles and leans in a little, copying your pose and taking a few photos*

♢ seo changbin 2 days ago

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ I wouldn't mind, spending all day with you sounds wonderful
I have a break from assignments right now and things are slow around the mansion so I'm happy to spend my time with you
/leans closer, wrapping an arm around you and throwing up a peace sign with his other hand to pose for the next picture/

♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ 2 days ago

@♢ seo changbin Thank you~
I wouldn't want to keep you here all day
*happily walks along with you and sits down beside you*
It is very pretty here~

♢ seo changbin 2 days ago

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ We can take as many as your heart desires
I'll happily stay here all day if you want
/nods and walks with you over towards the fountain, sitting down on the edge/
I like coming here, the sound of the water is relaxing and the smell of flowers

♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ 2 days ago

@♢ seo changbin *giggles more and takes a few photos of us with our messed up hair, copying you and sticking my tongue out too*
Can we take a few more? I want to make sure we have lots. Oh. That sounds good. We should take some of and with the fountain

♢ seo changbin 2 days ago

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ /laughs when you mess up his hair, making sure you take a photo of the new style, poking his tongue out as he does/
How many photos do you want to take? Should we go over to the fountain to take some?

♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ 2 days ago

@♢ seo changbin Oh. That is a very funny and interesting thing to say to call someone nice
*giggles and reaches up to try and do the same to your hair*

♢ seo changbin 2 days ago

@♡ tai thanaphat kajonchaikun ᵒʷˡ Yes, you can say things like 'they don't have a mean bone in their body' to mean they can't be mean at all
it's a neat little saying
/ruffles your hair playfully, trying to get some of it to stick up for the next photo/