@☭ Luo Yunxi Alphas were often described as incredibly tenacious, and Feiyu was no exception. His goal was to get a full tasting of Yunxi that night, no matter the cost or time that it would take him. Coupled with the reminder that he had to show the older how restrained he could be for Yunxi's sake, Feiyu decided to take a different approach. "Oh..." he said, pulling his finger out of Yunxi when the omega pleaded with him once more, making himself clear enough. "Alright, alright," Feiyu said, not at all masking the disappointment in his voice. He gently eased Yunxi off of him to lay down on the couch. From there, Feiyu pushed Yunxi's knees up and back against his chest, situating himself between the older's legs. "If I can't put it in, at least let me give it a taste," he propositioned Yunxi. Eyeing the glistening hole that was producing more and more slick, Feiyu didn't give Yunxi time to process his request before leaning in and running his tongue against the soft, puckering entrance.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi's shoulders relaxed slightly with one finger out of him, but Feiyu had misunderstood him. He moaned softly when Feiyu pushed his finger all the way in, his hole convulsing around Feiyu's rough hand. "I mean," Yunxi panted, reaching back to grip Feiyu's wrist in a futile attempt to slow him down. "I meant I don't think I can do... that." /That/, of course, being the that Yunxi was inadvertently straddling. It pulsed between his legs, yearning, wanting, but all it did was scare Yunxi. "Feiyu, please..."
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu knew from experience now that it was important to show Yunxi that he was listening. "Oh it does?" he asked, stopping his scissoring motion and going back to one s, "That's much better, isn't it?" he asked, showing that he cared about Yunxi's comfort just as much as he did his own pleasure. The weight of Yunxi's head against his shoulder was also delightful and Feiyu wanted to keep them there as long as he could. "We won't hurry," he said, "Let's go at Xixi's pace." He smirked to himself as he felt Yunxi's muscles relax around his digit, which allowed him to use his sole finger to go deeper and deeper until his knuckle was pressed against Yunxi's skin. "Much better right? Can you handle two now? Just tell me when," he groaned, trying to keep his urges at bay also for Yunxi's sake.
@☭ Chen Feiyu One was bearable, but two was beginning to hurt. Yunxi winced, dropping his head against Feiyu's shoulder. He wanted it to stop, but at the same time, he knew how much effort Feiyu had been putting into resisting for the past three months. It didn't help that Yunxi's next heat was right around the corner, and Feiyu was probably only reacting to the shift in Yunxi's hormones. His arms tightened around Feiyu's, and he huffed softly against his neck. "I don't want it," he mumbled, his voice strained. "It hurts."
@☭ Luo Yunxi "Because I need to take care of you here," Feiyu reminded Yunxi, as if it were the most logical rationale that the omega had overlooked. He could see that Yunxi didn't feel any pain, so he probed further with his sole digit, wanting to warm him up entirely to the idea of being penetrated. Even with one finger alone, it was enough to stimulate enough slick within Yunxi that the other's entire bottom was wet and slippery after a few more pokes. Feiyu inserted a second finger without much resistance, and he held Yunxi against him, soothing him the entire time, "You're so y," he groaned into the omega's ears, "I can't wait to be inside you."
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi's thighs squeezed Feiyu's sides when he felt an intrusion enter his body. His breath hitch, and he waited for pain. It was different this time, though—nothing searing or anything that made him want to black out and shut down, but a sting paired with something more pleasant. He whimpered involuntarily, his hole clenching around Feiyu's finger. Without anywhere to hide his face, Yunxi turned slightly to the side, his cheeks prickling with heat. "It's because... Ah-"
@☭ Luo Yunxi At this point, Yunxi was already in Feiyu's clutches, and there was no chance of escape. "How would you know? The clock is behind you Xixi," Feiyu countered, gripping Yunxi by the base of his neck and pulling him in for another kiss. He wouldn't give Yunxi any opportunity to slip away from him now. His other hand began to probe lower and lower, gently rubbing at the older's entrance to get more slick out of him. "You're getting wet, we can't stop now," Feiyu insisted, boldly inserting a finger into the tiny, tight hole.
@☭ Chen Feiyu The low buzz of pleasure was relaxing. Yunxi was sure he could fall asleep like this, but he stiffened once again when the waistband of his pants shifted down, exposing more of his skin to the cool air. This was exactly the part where it hurt, and Yunxi wasn't ready. He wasn't nearly ready enough, even if his body reacted favourably, his slick beginning to gather near his entrance. "No," he breathed, reaching back to try and pull Feiyu's hand back up. "Your time is up, okay?"
@☭ Luo Yunxi The gentle pressure on the back of his head was encouraging to Feiyu, who smiled as he continued to at Yunxi's tender , applying minimal pressure to coax his skittish omega. Once he had slicked up one , he changed to the other side. While Yunxi was distracted, Feiyu's fingers hooked onto the older's sweatpants, and he began to ease them downwards. He wouldn't make Yunxi strip entirely, since the older was always so self-conscious. He just needed to expose the other's buttocks so he could have access. A simple brush against the older's entrance told Feiyu that he was getting moist in the area. Perfect. "Xixi~" he called, kissing the middle of Yunxi's chest, "I'm going to prepare you, okay? So you won't hurt."
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi didn't resist when Feiyu removed his shirt, and when he shied away, Feiyu simply grabbed him to kiss over his chest. A small sigh escaped him as warmth enveloped his —rather than gnawing, Feiyu was gentle with his ling. It wasn't painful, and Yunxi found himself arching his back to press his chest into Feiyu's face. It wasn't so bad, really, and so maybe Yunxi would allow it up to here. His arms slid around the top of Feiyu's shoulders, one of his hands finding the back of Feiyu's head.
@☭ Luo Yunxi Time was of the essence, as Yunxi just reminded him, so Feiyu went forward without leaving any more room for idleness. "I won't waste any more of my time then," he chuckled lowly, gripping the hem of Yunxi's shirt and starting to lift it upwards. He easily exposed the smaller's milky white skin underneath and helped him out of his shirt, already feeling the saliva pool at the corner of his lips like a hungry animal. "Come here~" he called, pulling Yunxi so his chest was lined right in front of him. Feiyu leaned close to lap at one of Yunxi's , then he kissed it, and the whole bud in his mouth.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi gripped Feiyu's shoulders to stabilize himself. His cheeks flushed red through and through, and he was unable to meet Feiyu's gaze at all. Even though Feiyu was beneath him, Yunxi had never felt so exposed. It was as if there was a spotlight shining on him, illuminating him from every angle for scrutiny. "Chen Feiyu..." he said lowly, warning the younger to behave himself. Sitting atop Feiyu, Yunxi was too conscious of Feiyu's hands resting over his hips. "Five minutes have passed."
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu felt that Yunxi was close to wavering - it was the little signs that gave the older away. Whenever Yunxi tried to avoid the topic, it meant that he was on the verge of agreeing to whatever Feiyu wanted. The omega had been right about one thing: getting to know him brought great advantages for Feiyu. "Mm, alright," he agreed, getting off first though he pulled Yunxi to straddle his lap this time around, "Come sit over here~" he murmured, looking up at Yunxi hungrily, "You like being on top better? I'm okay with that too."
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi's frown grew even deeper when Feiyu continued to push. He wasn't doing it in that forceful, aggressive way, but he was still insistent. The worst part was, Yunxi had grown to enjoy Feiyu's company and tenderness, even if he would never admit it aloud. In the past, prayed that Feiyu would wake up and realize he could do better, but now that almost seemed to become his fear. Yet, no matter how much he thought he liked Feiyu, he couldn't make himself say yes when he thought of the last time they had done it. His breaths were shaky, and he pushed at Feiyu. "Get off first."
@☭ Luo Yunxi For just a split moment, when Yunxi took the initiative to lean close and kiss him first, Feiyu was stunned. He had not expected that the prude and stern omega could go to such lengths when it came to acting cute. "Absolutely not," he said when he recovered himself, leaning in to press another kiss to Yunxi's cheek, 'Especially not when Xixi is so adorable like this." He grinned and got up, realizing that sitting still wasn't going to get him anywhere. "After this, I promise I'll let you do your work in peace. Swinging himself over Yunxi's lap, he smiled and leaned in, kissing his forehead, "Promise."
@☭ Chen Feiyu When Feiyu looked and sounded like a kid begging for candy, Yunxi almost felt like the bad guy for saying no. The thing was, this wasn't as simple as handing him candy. Yunxi remembered the pain of being split apart, and it was all he ever took away from those experiences. Even if Feiyu went slowly, Yunxi couldn't fathom that it would ever feel good for him. After all, omegas always had the short end of the stick in life. He hesitated, then chose to sit closer and kiss Feiyu, giving it his all in the tender kiss. "Isn't this enough?" he asked softly, dropping his hand from Feiyu's chest.
@☭ Luo Yunxi Maybe Yunxi thought he was being smart by questioning Feiyu's ability to get the job done in under 10 minutes. "That's no problem for me," he said, "As long as you give me a chance." He blinked owlishly at Yunxi, wanting to win him over and make him willing, "I'll be super gentle, Xixim We'll only do things at your pace, okay? And I promise I won't hurt you. Can you trust me? Just one chance?" He shook himself cutely, trying to garner Yunxi's one word of approval.
@☭ Chen Feiyu At the mention of /that/, Yunxi was rigid. Feiyu hadn't brought it up for the whole three months, and Yunxi did not expect it to happen for another long while. He considered it for a second, while his palm rested flat against Feiyu's, his heartbeat obvious beneath the wall of his chest, but when he tried to imagine doing it again, he couldn't. "You're going to finish in ten minutes?" he said, trying to move the reason of rejection from himself to their time limit.
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu wanted to protest at how Yunxi had twisted up his words! It was only supposed to be ten more minutes of work before giving Feiyu the time of day, not the other way around! Feiyu nipped on the other's lip in complaint, though he supposed that rather than negotiate with Yunxi, which wouldn't get him very far, it was better to just drag out the ten minutes. "Mm, deal," he murmured, helping Yunxi ease the laptop off his lap and pulling him in close to kiss him sweetly again. Bringing Yunxi's hand up to his chest, Feiyu pressed his palm down, "It's been a while..." he murmured, "Can we go a step further tonight?"
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi had been so focused on his file that he didn't notice Feiyu creeping up on him until his attention was forcibly drawn away from the screen and Feiyu's lips pressed against his own. Yunxi leaned back, his cheeks pink whenever he was flustered. Although he wasn't denying Feiyu of kisses, and they had plenty throughout the past few months, Yunxi still wasn't used to it. "That's enough," he said, pushing Feiyu back by his jaw. "Ten more minutes, but you have to give me complete silence. Deal?"
@☭ Luo Yunxi "But you didn't do anything else but work after dinner," Feiyu pouted, nuzzling close to Yunxi and gently resting a hand over the older's chest (so as to not startle him preemptively). Feiyu had since learned that he had to hunt Yunxi down like an apex predator would, stalking amongst the bushes until the last possible second. Then, he'd pounce. "Xixi is so cute," he cooed, "Can't help myself...I just want to kiss you." As he said that, his hand crept up and he tilted Yunxi's chin towards him, leaning in to steal a kiss.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi's expression tightened. "I gave you attention. We went to the grocery store. We had dinner." And of course, he wasn't going to pay Feiyu with a kiss for what was /supposed/ to happen. Rather than encourage his clingy, hyperactive babbling, Yunxi reached over to pat his knee rather absentmindedly as he finished typing his sentence with one hand. "How about you be quiet so I can actually get some work done? Unless you want me to work this weekend, too?"
@☭ Luo Yunxi "If you give me a kiss, I'll call you Gege," Feiyu wagered with Yunxi, smiling playfully. He didn't bother turning his head in the direction of the TV even when the suspenseful music changed into something more light and jovial. He leaned in to press a daring kiss on Yunxi's cheek, finding it funny even when the older wrinkled his brow out of frustration. "Xixi, how about ten more minutes? Then pay some attention to me okay? I haven't gotten your attention all day!"
@☭ Chen Feiyu Without trying to convince Feiyu he shouldn't be bored, Yunxi simply picked up the remote to change the channel, letting it play whatever it landed on. With such a tight deadline on his project, Yunxi wanted to get ahead on it in his evenings, but having Feiyu around made it nearly impossible. "Impudent," he said, without taking his eyes off his screen. Although his work was confidential, he didn't think Feiyu looking at it could cause any harm—he wouldn't be able to make sense of anything, anyway. "How many times do I have to tell you? Do you call your mother by her name too?"
@☭ Luo Yunxi The alpha within Feiyu had to be suppressed as he tried to win him over. For him to make greater gains, he had to be extra patient and extra cautious. In the end, he'd have what he wanted, and he believed he would feel the triumph even sweeter than before. As the time passed them by, the itch for Feiyu to get his hands on Yunxi grew stronger and stronger, gnawing at his bones until it just sat in his mind, unmoving. As he and Yunxi got closer together and spent more and more of their time together, Feiyu felt that tonight, it was okay to push his luck a little. "Xixi~" he called the younger, peering over Yunxi's laptop to see his muddling work on the laptop, "Are you almost done? I'm bored of this show-"
@☭ Chen Feiyu True to his word, Feiyu did not touch Yunxi in ways that Yunxi refused for the next three months that slowly crawled by. He let Yunxi decide how far they wanted to go, and their relationship graduated from holding hands to sitting against each other to the occasional kiss. Yunxi found that he was fine with all of that, as long as Feiyu wasn't forcing him to do it, and when they talked to each other, he found that Feiyu had a personality, shockingly. Feiyu hung around most nights now, and Yunxi just... didn't mind. Feiyu was happy to do whatever Yunxi made him, and tonight, it was sit quietly and watch TV while Yunxi finished up his work on the couch after dinner.
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu was elated to hear that Yunxi had nothing going on over the weekend. It just so happened that he had nothing going on either, and what better time than now for them to get to know each other better! He was absolutely going to heed Yunxi's advice and try to get to know the older better. "Come to my apartment," Feiyu suggested, "We can do anything you like. If you want to read books or cook together, I'll do it with you," he said, trying to be as agreeable as possible. There was no reason for Yunxi to refuse if it meant Feiyu was learning more about what he liked or disliked right? Despite his efforts to slow Yunxi down, the omega only sped up when he let go of Feiyu's hand. Feiyu didn't want to reach out and grab it again just in case it bothered Yunxi, so he sped up and brushed his shoulder against Yunxi's, "What's wrong? Are you cold? Want my jacket?"
@☭ Chen Feiyu For someone with such long legs, Feiyu was lagging behind. It was cold out, though, so Yunxi refused to let him be in charge of the pace, keeping his speed to drag Feiyu along. He glanced at Feiyu when Feiyu spoke up all of a sudden, but he didn't answer right away. He could definitely lie and say he was going to be out, but by the time he came up with a believable story, his silence had already lingered too long. "Nothing," he said, pulling his hand out of Feiyu's to shove it into his coat pocket. It wasn't that he didn't want to hold hands anymore—Feiyu's hand was warmer than Yunxi's pocket, but Yunxi's palm was getting sweaty from concocting his lie that he never even used. "Why?"
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu was elated to feel the slight pressure of Yunxi's fingers closing around his hand. They were off to a fresh start after clearing the air around them. "Mm, I do!" he agreed, ready to eat anything if it meant that would put a smile on Yunxi's face. Feiyu didn't know where they were going or how far the walk would be, but he found himself unconsciously slowing down his gait so he could prolong this dreamlike experience with the older. "What are your weekend plans?" he asked Yunxi when there was a silence between them while waiting for a light change.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Like a child, Feiyu was extremely easy to please. Yunxi had just given him a scolding, and he was all smiles again not even ten minutes later. All Yunxi could do for now, he supposed, was hope the lesson stuck. He curled his fingers around Feiyu’s when his hand was picked up, glancing around the lobby to check for witnesses. It was no secret everyone in this apartment and their mothers, besides Yunxi, wanted Feiyu. Yunxi did not need a target on his back should any of the more passionate ones spot them. He sped up when he heard the elevator doors open behind them, pulling Feiyu with him. “Do you like wontons?”
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