@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu was pleasantly surprised to feel Yunxi's small, cool hand over his own. While the omega was timid and didn't want to hold on tight, that didn't stop Feiyu from wrapping his fingers over the older's hand in a gentle grip. Like a couple going on a leisurely cruise down the highway, they didn't need to have much conversation between them. Feiyu, at least, was content with simply having Yunxi's presence. He had peeked over at the omega at some point, noticing that Yunxi seemed to have fallen asleep. Since the older looked peaceful, Feiyu didn't wake up, and instead, quietly rolled up the windows. That would keep the noisy wind out of Yunxi's ears, at least. When they arrived at the festival almost an hour later, he gave Yunxi's hand a squeeze, then followed by a few shakes, "Wake up, we're here. Are you hungry?" he asked, "You didn't eat dinner yet, so let's go get something for you to eat first."
@☭ Chen Feiyu Just after Yunxi pointed out it was cold outside, Feiyu rolled down the window. He /had/ to be doing it on purpose at this point. Yunxi glanced at the hand Feiyu offered him. The last thing he wanted to do was take it, but in the end, whatever Yunxi resisted doing, Feiyu just ended up Commanding him to do anyway. There was nothing worse than that horrible tug in his stomach from being Commanded, so Yunxi reached out to crank the heat up before putting his hand in Feiyu's, simply resting his hand limply rather than close his fingers between Feiyu's. With the warm hair blowing in his face now, Yunxi wasn't feeling so tense anymore. He closed his eyes, figuring Feiyu wouldn't try anything while they were in the car even if Yunxi was asleep.
@☭ Luo Yunxi For a homebody like Yunxi, going to a festival was probably a new, and probably daunting experience for him. Feiyu tried not to retort back at the omega's cattiness, and instead revved up his engine, taking them out of their busy town. He rolled the windows down as he drove, wanting to feel the cool air in his face. "Are you cold?" he asked Yunxi once they were clearing down the highway without any other cars in their vicinity. He held a hand out over the center console, offering it to the older, "Take my hand if you are. I'll keep you warm." Car rides were a great way to be romantic without making it too obvious. Surely this was a good opportunity to win Yunxi's heart over.
@☭ Chen Feiyu For once, Yunxi /wanted/ it to be crowded so that he could lose Feiyu in the crowd. He had nothing of value left behind in his apartment—nothing that he wouldn’t give up for in exchange for his freedom, anyway. The corners of his lips twitched downward when Feiyu gestured for him to get into that terribly loud beast of a car again. Yunxi slid in, but he didn’t bother with a seatbelt, since his wishful thinking dictated that in the event of a collision, Yunxi would rather be thrown out the windshield than stay in the same space as Feiyu. “It’s cold, why would there be a festival,” he pointed out quietly, just so Feiyu could reflect on how stupid his idea was. “Of course it wouldn’t be crowded there. All the smart people are staying indoors, that’s why.”
@☭ Luo Yunxi Yunxi was very robotic, but at least he wasn't putting up a fight anymore. Feiyu followed behind the older as they got to the elevator. Yunxi had yet to ask where Feiyu was taking him, but that didn't stop him from volunteering up the information on his own. "Since you weren't a big fan of the hotel rooftop lounge I took you to last time, I thought we'd go somewhere a little more...down to earth for our dinner date tonight," Feiyu said, pressing the elevator button for the ground floor once they got inside their lift. "There's a festival happening across town, so let's go there tonight," he said, "We can eat and walk around there." He had hoped that this idea would earn him at least a little smile from Yunxi, but when he was met with silence, Feiyu huffed softly, "It's not going to be super crowded, don't worry." He led Yunxi down to the garage where he parked his car again, opening the door for the older to get in.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Feiyu was spilling out Commands like they didn't cost anything. Yunxi wondered if he was even aware he was doing it—or maybe they weren't Commands, and something else was going on inside Yunxi. He only sat still for another two seconds before he rose again to grab his coat, which he'd slung over the back of his couch when he returned from work less than an hour ago. The weather was getting cool, and Feiyu wanted to run around outside. He picked up his phone before heading out the door, locking it behind him and walking to the elevator without a glance toward Feiyu. He had no interest in knowing where they were going, only wanting to get over with it as soon as possible so that he could come home sooner.
@☭ Luo Yunxi As much as Feiyu wanted to be an optimist and believe that one of these days, Yunxi would open the door for him with a smile on the face, it was as plain as day to him that the older was not in the best mood. In fact, he seemed stuck in the same monotonous loop of trying to tell Feiyu off until their clothes were on the ground, to which a few tears would slide down his face, but Yunxi would remain impassive otherwise. There had to be some way to his heart, and since Feiyu found himself serious about courting this omega, he strained himself to find that solution. That night, instead of staying indoors, he had the idea to take Yunxi out instead. When the omega opened the door for him, Feiyu leaned against the door frame, calling out to Yunxi's back, "I see you're dressed already. Grab a coat and let's go out. I want to take you out to get some fresh air."
@☭ Chen Feiyu For the next month, it was as if Yunxi was trapped in a nightmare. Feiyu showed up nearly every day, and the moment Yunxi resisted at any step of the way, Feiyu simply Commanded him to obey. Yunxi's nights were often plagued with terrors, leaving him exhausted at work, and on top of it all, he had to 'entertain' Feiyu, too. He wasn't even sure what was keeping him going—every time Feiyu showed up at his door, Yunxi wanted to drop dead. His body didn't feel like his own anymore, and Feiyu consumed every part of his life, leaving him no time to think of his escape plan. When Feiyu showed up again for what was possibly the thirtieth time that month, Yunxi opened the door without a word of protest. He hadn't prepared dinner that day, not wanting to feed Feiyu anymore and prolong his time in the apartment. Leaving the door open, he returned to his couch, intending on working until Feiyu decided to do whatever he came to do.
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu had been pushing off leaving since before dinner, so when Yunxi asked for the nth time that night for him to give him space, Feiyu finally relented. He held the older down with a hand over his chest as he pulled out of Yunxi, grabbing a few tissues off the coffee table to wipe himself off. "Go shower," Feiyu said, "And stop moping around. I'll get going now." He dressed himself again and washed his hands in the kitchen sink. "See you soon," he said to Yunxi, though they both knew that it was more of a warning than a bid farewell.
There was something about Yunxi's scent and the tightness of his heat wrapped around Feiyu's that just kept the younger coming back for more. While he did try to give Yunxi space, it would only last for about two or three days each time before Feiyu inevitably returned, and their cycle of give and take would repeat itself all over again.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Feiyu's idea of 'nice' seriously needed to be revisited by a psychologist. Yunxi took a trembling breath, reaching up to pull Feiyu's hand away from his face. He needed to leave, no matter how he did it, but Feiyu's looming threat of coming back to him with a lawyer really put a damper on Yunxi's plans. For now, he nodded meekly—he just had to make sure he didn't rouse Feiyu's suspicion, because it was clear Feiyu wasn't going to let him go easily. "I want to shower," he said, his voice hoarse and strained, signalling for Feiyu to remove himself. He tried not to think too much about the softening length still stuck inside him, nor the thick release trapped in what felt like his stomach, only hoping Feiyu would let him go now that he'd gotten what he came for. Although Feiyu had removed his hand already, Yunxi still felt their weight crushing his neck. "Please."
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu saw the tears coming from Yunxi. To him, they were tears of submission. Yunxi finally realized how futile his efforts to play hard to get was, and he was going through the growing pains of learning how to be more approachable. As Feiyu rode out the rest of his , he reached out to thumb away the tears in Yunxi's eyes, "I wanted to be nice to you," he reminded the older, "But you kept pushing me until I had no choice to do that to you." He tilted Yunxi's chin back up, locking their gazes once again, "Don't think about leaving. Just stay here and live your life as you normally do. All I want to do is look out for you and get to know you better, okay?" He waited, holding himself still as he stared at Yunxi, expecting an answer.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi almost choked on his first breath of air, although he was beginning to think he should've just let Feiyu knock him out so he wouldn't have to face any of this. Without his seizing lungs to distract him, the pain of Feiyu picking up the pace and slamming into him came front and centre. He tensed when his stomach expanded with warmth, but it wasn't because of his own release. No, it was far from it. Yunxi's stomach tightened, and his bottom clenched in a futile attempt to push Feiyu's release out of him. His heat had only lifted days ago. He raised his hand, wanting to push at Feiyu's stomach. Instead, it came up to his eyes, naturally, and when Yunxi drew his hand away from his cheeks, he realized they had been wet. Blinking tears out of his eyes, Yunxi turned his head away, a choked sob escaping him. It had happened again. How many times more times would it happen before Feiyu finally decided to move on?
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu watched Yunxi's struggle coldly, not even an eyelash batting when he saw the other's fingers go limp against his arm. He wanted to be the kind and caring alpha towards Yunxi that he deserved as an omega, but Yunxi had rejected him. Yunxi instead asked for the alpha within him that would use brute force to take anything it was that he wanted, even if it played with Yunxi's life like he was but a mere ant that could burn with the shift of the huge magnifying glasses lens above him. Feiyu squinted when he saw Yunxi's lips twitching, and the little moan was a sign that the omega had succumbed. He released the pressure of his grip, though not entirely, as he pulled Yunxi up by his neck, "Stop making things hard on yourself. I've already warned you," he said, tossing Yunxi back onto the couch and releasing his grip on the older. That wasn't a sign that Yunxi could run off now, no, Feiyu now had both his hands again, and he gripped onto Yunxi's thighs, ramming even harder into him as he found his rhythm and soon was releasing a thick load deep into the younger's abused hole.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi's hand flew up to his Feiyu's hand, clawing at his wrist when he found that he could not take a breath. He imagined his strength was only a fraction of what Feiyu could give him return, and eventually, through his strangled gasps, his fingers fell lax around Feiyu's wrist, where he only continued holding on just for the sake of holding onto something. He had exhausted his strength by then, and all he could do was hope that Feiyu finished sooner so Yunxi could be left alone with his shame that he let all these horrible things happen to him. At least, that was what he wished to happen—Feiyu's hand around his neck and his lack of air was making everything much worse. Yunxi moaned softly, trying to tug at his hand again as his lips formed silent words.
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu was so invested in his s, feeling that each one was even deeper than the last one and that it was surely starting to bring Yunxi the amount of arousal that it brought him. He moaned softly, finally reveling in the silence from the omega below. As he was adjusting into his new pace, the sudden hand that was brought across his face almost threw him off entirely, if he weren't connected from Yunxi at the bottom. Feiyu thought he could taste the metallic tang of blood in his inner cheek, like his tooth had scraped so hard that it sliced the skin. "What the -" he cursed out, shooting Yunxi a glare, "You just don't want to learn do you-" he asked, though not leaving Yunxi enough room to answer the question as Feiyu closed a hand around Yunxi's slender neck, gripping down on his windpipes to block the air from coming through. "Guess I'm teaching you the hard way," he smirked, finding his ing pace back in Yunxi as if he were nothing more than the common fleshlight.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Just like before, Yunxi's throat closed up in an instant, glueing together if he even tried to utter another word. He lied still, ignoring the dull ache in the pit of his stomach in favour of gathering strength again, this time to slap Feiyu across his cheek so hard the resounding crack was louder than the sound of their hips meeting, so hard that the skin of Yunxi's fingers smarted. He could finally lift his eyes, even if they were half-hooded in delirium, to look up defiantly at Feiyu. He wanted Feiyu to know that even if he was lying still now while Feiyu took him, Yunxi would never enjoy it, and he would never want Feiyu back the same way.
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu could feel the pleasure taking over his mind. He didn't want to think of anything else in that moment, for example, Yunxi's pain or pleasure. If the omega just succumbed to the feelings, then surely pleasure would find its due course too. Feiyu continued to , splaying a hand down over Yunxi's chest to keep him steady as he rocked into him. As he was finding his pace though, the sudden curse from Yunxi had him laughing. Right now he was much too overcome with pleasure to care about petty little words. "Shut up," he Commanded carelessly, "Just feel how good it is so next time you won't waste so much of my time." As he said this, he reached to grab Yunxi's length, stroking it quickly in pace with his s.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Each pulled a pained cry from Yunxi, even if they were weaker. The initial piercing pain put him in a stupor, his eyes glazed over as Feiyu's face flickered in and out of his vision. Each breath rattled around his chest, the oxygen not quite reaching his brain. The pain didn't lessen, but it was more so that Yunxi's tolerance built up with each . Or maybe it was because he was in so much pain all the feeling had left his lower half. He lied still rather than fight, conserving and gathering his energy so he grit out, with a ferocious glare and venom dripping from his words, "Chen Feiyu, when you die, you'll rot in hell."
@☭ Luo Yunxi "Relax, then it won't hurt," Feiyu reminded Yunxi, as if he were coaxing a young, naive toddler. He didn't /need/ to slow down for an omega's sake, but since Yunxi looked like he was genuinely in pain, Feiyu held himself still and gave the older some time to adjust. It didn't help that Yunxi's hole was squeezing onto him with a vicegrip though, making him lose his self-control. "You're so dramatic," Feiyu finally burst out in a chuckle, brushing Yunxi's matted hair from his face, "This is supposed to feel good, yet you're over here crying like your life is at stake." Seeing that Yunxi was rearing up the energy to start talking back to him again, Feiyu decided then and there that the omega was ready to move on, and he slowly began to pull out, just until most of his length was out, and back in again, hard.
@☭ Chen Feiyu "No, no," Yunxi pleaded, breathless when he was knocked down again. He did want this to be over, but not after Feiyu had his way. An unbridled cry escaped him when Feiyu pushed into him so unceremoniously. Without his heat to numb the sensation, Feiyu's intrusion felt like a hot branding iron had been shoved inside Yunxi. He bit down on his lip to stop a second cry that was rearing to be even louder than the first, making a strangled noise instead when it tore from his throat. It was so disgustingly crude, the whole act, and but Yunxi was powerless. His stomach was so tight from his desperation to push Feiyu out, it was making Yunxi feel a little faint. He turned his head to the side, his chest heaving from his breaths. "It hurts-"
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu couldn't tell if Yunxi was putting up an act to humor him or because he was trying to get something out of Feiyu. Everything just felt so unnatural, since this omega was just so stiff and rigid at the most normal of things. "You're going to...?" Feiyu repeated, his lips pressed together in a thin line as his patience was drawn thin once again. Yunxi seemed to have hesitated on the possibility of giving head, but the moment he chickened out, Feiyu didn't want to hear any more. "We're not going to get anywhere like this," he said, taking Yunxi's hand and pulling it off himself. "Just let me do it," he insisted, getting on top of Yunxi once again. "You keep wanting this to be over right?" Grabbing his length with one hand and pushing Yunxi's thigh apart with the other, he pressed against the older's entrance, "Just relax, and let me in."
@☭ Chen Feiyu What was it going to take to get it through Feiyu's thick skull that Yunxi was /not/ going to let that thing inside him? For a second, he forgot that he was holding Feiyu's length. His grip had gotten too tight, and he forced his fingers to relax so he could move his hand again, up and down, mechanical the entire time. "I'm going to... to..." Yunxi eyed the member in his hand again. He really, really didn't want to, but now, anything was better than having it pressed up his bottom again. Slowly, he lowered his head, until his lips were just shy of the tip of Feiyu's length. He straightened up again. How could he do this to himself? Did he have no self respect? "I'm just going to use my hand..."
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu had barely touched Yunxi a few times when the older was suddenly trying to change things up on him again. Rather than fault Yunxi for being unnecessarily dramatic over such a normal physical exchange between alpha and omega, Feiyu continued to be extra thoughtful towards the other. "Mm, this is the first time you've offered," he admitted, taking his hands off Yunxi and settling back down on the couch, waiting expectantly. "What are you going to do?" he asked, "You were so reluctant before. Don't tell me you're planning on putting me in raw, that's going to make you bleed for sure." He could see the uncertainty in Yunxi's eyes, all the way to his quivering lips as he considered what he had to do given his pathetic amount of experience.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi was dryer than a desert, but he didn’t say anything, just d Feiyu a little faster to satisfy him (or bore him) so he would leave. His knees instinctively drew together when he felt Feiyu’s hands brush against him down there, and he reached down as well to close his fingers around Feiyu’s wrist with the shake of his head. He didn’t grip at him with his claws extended, but he held Feiyu gently, not pulling nor pushing, just a silent plea for him to stop. He was not good with coaxing words, but in that moment, Yunxi was willing to babble anything that stopped Feiyu from taking him again. “Wouldn’t it be better if I took care of you?” he said, his tone quite unconvincing, even to himself. He just had to play into that stupid alpha mindset a little harder. “You… You must have worked hard today. Lie down.”
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu thought himself a rather caring alpha. If it were anybody else, they would shove their up Yunxi's without any regard for his own comfort. Feiyu cared enough to help prepare the omega first, which was probably why Yunxi was warming up to him slowly. Taking the older's assertiveness as a sign of consent, Feiyu nodded his head stiffly, "Okay," he answered. Yunxi didn't normally speak to him so calmly, so having the other's attention on him like this...it just felt good. Feiyu threw his head back as he felt the pressure of Yunxi's fingers around his again. "Is this making you wet?" he asked the smaller, "I can help you with that too," he offered, his voice softer than earlier and his touch more tender. Feiyu leaned forward after a while, trapping Yunxi between himself and the couch again. His hand reached between Yunxi's thighs and travelled downwards, brushing against the younger's entrance, "Relax, let me take care of you, Yunxi-ah."
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi’s hand was robotic as it was manipulated by Feiyu, and he exhaled a sigh of relief when Feiyu finally let go of him. His palm was sticky, somehow, and Yunxi didn’t want to think of exactly why that was, but the threat of that thing going between his legs again made him bolt upright. He didn’t want any of this, but at this point, it was choosing between the lesser of a few evils, and Yunxi would certainly rather touch Feiyu than let it invade his body again. “You don’t want that,” Yunxi said quickly, his fingers rigid as he reached for Feiyu’s member again, trying to imitate the pressure and smoothness of the motions Feiyu showed him. “I’ll just do this, okay?” His voice broke over the last word, but Yunxi swallowed his fear—he didn’t want Feiyu to know he had successfully terrorized Yunxi, and he certainly didn’t need Feiyu to continue capitalizing on that for him.
@☭ Luo Yunxi Even if Yunxi hadn't any real-life experience, he had to have watched or something. How could he be so...incompetent at providing pleasure? Rather than teach him with verbal instructions though, Feiyu picked the other's hand up again after his two measly , wrapping it back around his length. He pressed down on Yunxi's figures to make a grip, adding pressure until it felt just right for him. With his other hand, he reached down and grabbed Yunxi by his chin, jerking his face so that they had no choice but to lock gazes again, "If you don't know, then I'll teach you. There's no excuse to do such a lazy job," he warned the other, groaning as he felt the pleasure of being enveloped between Yunxi's slender fingers. After a few , Feiyu threw the younger's hand to a side, wiping his own down his sides, "You have lube?" he asked, "If not, we'll have to create your slick so you don't get hurt."
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi would sooner jump out the window than put that thing in his mouth. He didn’t remember if he did so during his heat, but he didn’t want to remember or bring back any memories of it, so he reached for Feiyu’s manhood. It was disgusting to hold, really, and while Yunxi wanted to inflict as much pain as possible on it, he knew the retaliation from Feiyu would be worse. Without looking or thinking too hard, he moved his hand up and down the shaft, his movements jerky and uncoordinated. He didn’t think it whatever he was delivering was going to feel very good, especially when his entire being was screaming for him to let go of the thing, but perhaps it’d teach Feiyu to be careful of what he wished for. Keeping his eyes anywhere else but on the weight in his hand, Yunxi d at it twice more before letting go. He wanted to burn his hand off. “Done.”
@☭ Luo Yunxi Feiyu chalked it up to the fact that Yunxi had never slept with an alpha before him, so he didn't know how to speak demurely to get what he wanted, maybe even try to seduce his way in or out of things. He didn't respond to the smaller's rushing though, continuing to palm over his boxers until he felt a slight wet spot. Then, he hooked his finger over the hem of Yunxi's undergarments and pulled them down, releasing the omega's small length. It was cute. Feiyu didn't touch it though, knowing Yunxi wouldn't truly appreciate this feeling yet. He got up on his knees to drop his own pants, releasing his manhood in front of his omega's face. "I'll give you a choice again. You want to use your hand or your mouth?" Feiyu asked, staring hard at Yunxi, as if daring him to try and refuse.
@☭ Chen Feiyu Yunxi wished Feiyu would just stop dragging it on, do it, and leave. The anticipation was worse than the actual pain that would be felt. He tensed when Feiyu’s hand massaged his nether regions, his breath bated, but nothing he did or thought stopped his manhood from twitching reactively beneath Feiyu’s touch, becoming a little hard just from touch alone. Yunxi ground his teeth down, turning his head away. He didn’t want to see Feiyu’s smug expression, as if he thought he had won. “What are you doing?” he said through gritted teeth. Every muscle in his body, every nerve, was stood on end in Yunxi’s desperation to flee. “Get over with it already.”
You know, I see this and I'm just straight up jealous. This takes so much time and commitment and energy and genuine to the core interest in someone's writing. Oh, it's just /rom com sighs/ so romantic and I want that for me so much. I just think of my favorite writer and then i see this and think.. maybe it's possible? (◕‿◕✿) Love this, and hope you guys are still rping somewhere.