⠀➷ spa

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ Seoham leans forward and rests his head against Yonghee’s leg, thinking for a moment to allow it all to marinate. He scoffs in annoyance after a few seconds of silence. “That fool was having you on a diet. You need all the nutrients you can get right now— the baby needs a lot, and you have to make sure to get it in so you don’t fall ill.” His head swivels so he can still stare at the other. “For our baby, and for yourself.. if he doesn’t listen, I’ll beat the out of him.”

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ Yonghee carefully takes the towel to press the cold water to his skin, sighing a little as he does his best to cool down.
“ We do, Seoham..” He smiled a little as he glances down at you. “It hasn’t been so bad. Just a bit of morning sickness. Lots of hunger though… I did neglect myself a bit as my manager started to get suspicious so I didn’t eat as best as I should. I still haven’t said anything so… I think I should now that I told you.”

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ Seoham stares at Yonghee from his spot across the room, nodding and continuing towards the sink, wetting a soft, small towel with cool water. He then brings the towel back and holds it out in offering, eyes full of nervousness. “I have a child.. we have a child.. we’re going to be parents.” His head bows and he slides down onto his knees in front of the other after the towel was accepted. “How has it been for you?”

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ Yonghee frowned a little at the questioning but he knew Seoham had a good reason to. He knew Seoham wouldn’t listen if he said he never was with anyone else for a while so he brushed off the thought of mentioning it. “It is.. Plus, It definitely aligns with that one week we spent together when my cycle suddenly hit-“ His cheeks flushed a bit as he recalled that week and how attentive Seoham was to him and his needs. “Its our baby, Seoham. We can get a test when the baby arrives if you want to be sure. I understand the hesitation to believe me.”

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ Seoham comes to a sudden stop, his hand pushing up into his hair as the fact he was a father seems to finally click into place. He wavers, swaying as he felt light headed suddenly. This was NOT a part of his plan for the remaining little bit left in the year. His eyes warily lift to stare at Yonghee. There was... a baby growing inside of him. "... Are you being truthful with me, Yonghee? If it's not mine, I won't be hurt-- but I need to know... is that really our baby in.. in there?"

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ “I- Its safe. I asked. Its okay. Our baby is okay, Seoham. Don’t worry so much. I can do all the things I normally do because I normally work out and such. I just shouldn’t be lifting weights once I get bigger.” Yonghee had tried to stand up to comfort the man but he had to sit back down. “You can’t die. We have a baby to worry about, Seoham.” He lightly teased as he gave Seoham a little playful smile.

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ He was admittedly worried for the other, his eyes wide as he looks around for a hand towel, gently settling you down on a chair and walking to the nearest sink. The bear spins on his heels with his jaw slackened as he realizes what the hell Yonghee had just said, blinking a few times as he tries to process it. "You've known for a ing month? Why the hell are you just now telling me-- do you know how many times I've man handled you?" He groans, spinning in a circle and rubbing his face, his scent spiked. "Yonghee what the hell are you doing-- you're going to be the death of me."

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ he finally was able to relax as the cool air from outside the sauna hit him, still feeling a little dizzy but able to be conscious enough to respond though a bit worried too.
Well… I- I knew for a good while. Like… Almost a month.
he mumbled softly as he looked away from you.
I was just too worried to tell you. Or well.. I guess I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do.

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ Seoham stays silent for a moment while he tries his best to process the news, deciding that for now, it would be best to get the other out of the heat. He carries you out of the sauna, the fresh air feeling incredibly grounding in this moment as he settles you down against the first chair he sees, settling on his knees in front of you and searching your features as you avoid eye contact. “.. I can’t do that.. I won’t do that.. I-I don’t even want to. How long have you known?”

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ Yonghee felt faint but he managed to still hold onto Seoham, feeling safe in the alpha’s arms as his worry left him, now his only worry was just getting Seoham to understand what was going on. “I am but I guess my change in diet and having to start a new one just messed up my everything so I ended up, you know..” He managed to be able to look at Seoham, biting down on his lip. “I wont expect you to have anything to do with the baby so.. I’m fine with raising it on my own. It may be the only time I can have one so…”

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ He listened quietly at first, only to turn his head in shocked silence at your reveal. The sound of your voice was enough to reassure him that this was not a joke, the alpha sitting up in pure disbelief. The sound of you hitting your head echoes in his own, the polar bear standing up and taking matters into his own hands. He pushes the drama aside for now, scooping you up in his arms and guiding you to his chest with a shaky breath. “You…how is this even possible, I thought you were on birth control, Yonghee.”

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ So I’ll stop. I’ll focus on us. Only if you really mean it, Seoham. If you really want this to be just us I’ll do it.
he tries his best to focus but he closed his eyes now as he began to speak, his heart racing quickly in worry.
Well… I haven’t exactly been feeling the best the past few weeks so I got checked out. And I tried to think about the last time we had been together and you hadn’t worn protection. Normally you do so… I think.. No no..
he mumbled softly but loud enough for you to hear him, his body swaying a bit.
I am pregnant. We’re having a baby… Seoham, its really hot in here.. I don’t feel great..
he said before he leaned back into the seat, a little thud being heard as he head had lightly hit the wall behind.

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ I just don’t want it to build up like the other day, where I lash out because of something… I don’t like that side of myself. The possessive, bull alpha side—
he sighs, brushing his dampening hair out of his eyes as he glances in the direction of where you sat, unable to see through the foggy steam but knowing you were there.
I’m listening, Yonghee. What is it you need to say?

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ I mean you wouldn’t be forcing me… I feel I have said this multiple times. If I were to be with anyone it would be you. I just… I worry about if you truly have feelings for me. I would love to do on dates so we can test things.
his gaze was a little hazy as he tried to focus on Seoham who was straight ahead, he tried to fan himself to try and relax himself as he tried to bring up something else.
Seoham- I also wanted to talk because something of something else. Can you please just listen to me?

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ I do want to protect you. It's hard to do that, when you have random guys coming in and out of your place so often, Yonghee. That stresses me out enough alone, but adding in the fact that I do have feelings for you that go beyond a friendship? It makes it... impossible to ignore.
he softly speaks, leg shaking slightly to show that he was a bit nervous.
In a perfect world, I would like to date you.. but I don't want to force you to settle down just because I caught feelings.

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ he kept himself quiet as he wanted to listen in on what you were going to say, trying to catch a glimpse of you but finding it difficult to do so through the steam in the sauna; happy that his own reactions to your words were hidden, he bit down on his lip as he tried to come up with words.
I’m not dense, I just… We’ve had this relationship for so long that it was hard to think you would ever see me as more. So you want to like… date me..? I just want to make sure I am following you. You deeply caring about me could be you just simply wanting to protect me so I want to hear it from you.

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ he looks at you for a moment, narrowing his eyes as if really trying to get a good look at you, his expression unreadable.
hmm.. if you say you can handle it, who am I to keep it secret?
facing forward, he closes his eyes and relaxes, feeling the heat seep into his tired muscles as he speaks.
I do not want to keep sharing you. Before you interrupt me and ask why-- because, I want you for myself. I am not the type to share. Not when it is someone.. I care about. You happen to be someone, I deeply care about. Though you're too dense to realize.

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ Well yes… Its been in my mind since. I just want to know why- I didn’t want to question you after we- You know..
he went to sit down on the bench opposite of you, not sure if it was a good idea to sit beside you during such a conversation.
I’m sure I can. I just don’t want to feel like I’m losing you because it feels like I am, Seoham.

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ You want to know why I asked you, it?
he holds the door open to the sauna for you, moving to add water to the hot rocks as the door swings shut.
Sure you can handle the knowledge? Wouldn't want you getting all weird on me.
his eyes roam over to you before he moves to drop down on a bench, lounging back and resting his head against the wall.

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ Well.. I was thinking about when you came by my lodge. You passed out before we could even talk about that question you asked me-
he mumbled the last part softly as he followed where you had pointed at, making a face as he didn’t really like the thought of going into the sauna but wanted to do so if it meant spending time with you.
Oh that’s good..? I haven’t gotten a massage in a good while

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@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ What is on your mind, Yonghee?
he was a bit more level headed, following alongside you and gesturing with their hands in the right direction.
Eh. I was busy earlier, didn't get the chance to swing by. I had one last week though.

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ Also, I did want to talk to you about something.
he hummed a bit as he closed the locker before taking your hand to lead the way, looking around to find his way.
You should of gotten a massage earlier. That would if really helped

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ I definitely agreed to it, that's for sure.
he faced the locker again, a flicker of irritation in his eyes as he closes the door and shrugs.
I was planning on sitting in the sauna first, my muscles have been tense lately from working out.

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ Well yes. We both wanted that, did we not?
he nodded lightly as he kept his underwear on before slipping on the shorts and shirt.
Where do you want to go first?

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ Hm. I thought that was what you wanted.
he s his shirt and neatly folds it, stowing the clothing away before undressing down to his underwear.
No need, the massage section is already closed since it's so late.
he tugs on the shorts and tee they provide, glancing at you.

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ he made a face at your question before responding.
Me mostly being under you. We rarely go out together.
he puts his coat into the locker first before slipping off his pants.
Do I also take off my underwear- I never been to this spa so I am unsure.

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ ... No reason.
he sighs and slides his coat off his shoulders, hanging it inside one of the full length lockers and then proceeding to undo his tie.
How exactly do you think we normally spend time together?

@✦ ┆ p. seoham. ᵖᵒˡᵃʳ ᵇᵉᵃʳ Well no. Why would I be jealous over you getting friends, Seoham?
he glances at you before shaking his head as he stops at one of the lockers to start changing into clothes.
Yes, they are friends but I do want to spend time with you. Like actual time and not how we normally spend time together

@✧ ┆ k. yonghee. ʳᵉᵈ ᵖᵃⁿᵈᵃ You sure you won't get jealous?
he scowls softly but follows you into the changing area anyway, the clothes in his free hand.
Why did you even want to come along, would have thought you would rather hang out with your "friends"
he closes the door behind him, dropping his set on the bench.