@❀┆ m. rui。ʳᵉᵈ ʷᵒˡᶠ *hears your voice and opens my eyes* not? umm I don't know people usually come to me for only *mumbles honestly but leans closer to you, falling asleep between your arms*
@✿┆ j. jungkook。ⁿᵉᵗʰᵉʳˡᵃⁿᵈ ᵈʷᵃʳᶠ Yes hun /chuckles
We do all the things a normal couple would. Just with extra people /winks
And we’re not in any rush to find anyone, alright?
@❀┆ m. rui。ʳᵉᵈ ʷᵒˡᶠ mm I understand... wait so... we are looking for someone together? does it means the three of us... do things togethe? *looks at you with big eyes and yawns* Can we snuggle for sleep for now? *opens my arms to be lifted to the bed*
@✿┆ j. jungkook。ⁿᵉᵗʰᵉʳˡᵃⁿᵈ ᵈʷᵃʳᶠ I will guide you through it… okay? But the key? Is always communication. The other person is not only for me, but for you as well. Do you understand? /says sternly
@✿┆ j. jungkook。ⁿᵉᵗʰᵉʳˡᵃⁿᵈ ᵈʷᵃʳᶠ he nods slightly.
I'm happy to continue like I was with the both of you, so if you ever need or want me, I'm available. I... am really sorry I wasn't ready yet, I know that caused a lot of problems
@❀┆ m. rui。ʳᵉᵈ ʷᵒˡᶠ *leans closer to you gently* you just need to tell me...who it's going to work cause...I never did it before
*mumbles and your arm gently*
/turns around and sighs against your touch
because ive given up on the idea as a whole... but not you..
i just... cant stand the fact of watching your heart break over something i cant control
jungkook... im not giving up on you.. I just want you to be open... but if you just want one then... i wont force you to be with me either... /face gets a little emotionless
@❀┆ m. rui。ʳᵉᵈ ʷᵒˡᶠ yeah but woo said no, so you gave up on me too... *sighs* does it means I can court someone else too? I'm sorry I never was in such relationship at all. And yeah I'm used for rejections already...
he nods once and looks at the floor, embarrassed.
I would like to keep talking to you and everything, like how it was, and maybe if I'm ready later on my answer will change, but I don't expect that kind of patience or for that amount of waiting
jungkook, i do want you, but i dont want to *hurt* you. because my heart is just not designed to love one. i dont want to be in a relationship and you get sad because you see me trying to court someone else...
im sure you wouldn't be terrible to handle. i promise. i try my best and i truly think you'd be a good partner. but-- /smiles and nods/ im not here to force you... i just wanted to voice my feelings
and that's fine.. /i nod at wooyoung/ i kind of expected that, but i at least wanted to try /nods before turning to jungkook with my ears lowering/
bunny... it's not that... I just have a different way of showing love than most people... but i cant be in a relationship with just one person.. it just never worked out that way and it's not what i want