@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ blinks at you with his eyes wide
i- why do you think i don't need you?
tugs his blanket around himself and sits up
please don't go.. i-i promise i will do better..
don't leave me hyung...
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ just cleaning up.
yeah but still. just in case.
you seem to be doing semi okay for now..
you don’t necessarily need me as much as I thought
I’ll be back later munchkin.
@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ in a sharp breath as your fingers slide out, whining softly only to fall over as you pull away, lifting myself on my arms and staring up at you
where.. are you goin?
i.. i have one on the bed already..
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ slowly pulls out my fingers and purses my lips a little, shifting a bit
mm then maybe we should make sure not to have it ruined this time then.
can’t have you investing in another one.
mattresses are expensive nowadays
slowly peels away from you to stand up
@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ the bed already..
suffers through a longer pause this time, breath catching in my throat as you push inside further, definitely aware of the intrusion now that your fingers were crooked and pressing around
mm.. i already have them on the bed now. i’ve ruined like two mattresses before, so
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ slowly blinks as the warmth of your walls become a new abode to my fingers, finding it quite comfortable before I push them in just a tad bit deeper, curling them slowly and roaming for a spot
mm- waterproof padding..
maybe I should invest in those..
nods to myself as I continue to move simultaneously, loving the feel of it
@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ does my best to not focus on your hands, and definitely not your fingers slipping inside— how many did you even push in? it felt like relatively nothing.
um.. well they make waterproof padding to go between the sheets and the mattress so the slick.. doesn’t.. um..
pauses in explaining as the spreading of your digits side track my thoughts, stuttering softly
t-they also have.. these these.. slick pads for your pants n.. n stuff
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ mhmm…
nods once before casting my eyes along your back, listening to your words as my digits embrace themselves
in the slickness of your walls, a amused hum leaving my lips at how easily my fingers slide in.
what kinds of things-
wavers my dark orbs between your lower back and you against my neck, allowing the pads of my slender digits to press and spread your walls
@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ well good enough reasons in my head at least..
grumbles quietly beneath my breath, pausing as your hand creeps down my back and into my bottoms, a warm sensation heating up my face.
even now. i have to use certain things when it’s heat time, because of how much i leak as an omega. it’s super wet and slippery and annoying to wash out of certain fabrics hmph
bites my lip and pushes my face closer to your neck.
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ uhuh- surely you do..
my arms hugging at your frame firmly, keeping you against me before my palm slides down along your back to tuck itself beneath the fabric of your attire
very leaky.. even now?
runs the pads of my fingers down towards where you’d constantly “leak” checking for myself
@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ i sulk moderately and only within reason-
whines quietly and then slowly laughs, knowing that was just straight up not true in the slightest
hah.. i’m comfy right now, but i really need to go freshen up
you’re helping my sanity but my booty is still very leaky
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ oh I think it’s pretty obvious.. you’re an emotional boy.. but sometimes we need that.
a pretty. emotional fox. who gets sulky easily.
closes my eyes momentarily to avoid whatever possible glares or faces you’d probably make at me as I give your waist a few squeezes
@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ i just.. i am a little too emotional and compassionate when i should definitely take a page from your book
it would save me a lot of trouble honestly
slowly turns my head to not disturb you, kissing your throat where i could reach
you’re my person to go to when i need a reality check
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ mm.. I guess that explains it ..
why our minds are so different .. the way that we think don’t often align..
exhales out a small sigh
but in a way I can understand it .. somehow I can see what you’re saying.
rests my cheek gently against you, processing almost everything the way you would
@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ listens without interrupting, tracing little shapes against your back
being an f in a room full of ts is.. it’s challenging at times because i react so different than literally everyone else to things.
i think that’s why.. like even just a little bit ago? you mentioned it being as simple as me asking you to come to me but i didn't.. simply because in my mind it would be a bother?
and then i get all swept up in feelings and can’t think “logically”, or at least in that moment
in those ways we don’t see eye to eye, none of us do really.. i feel the most guilty then
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ mm there no pressure..
purses my lips as I tilt my head slowly at your words
I can’t put my finger on it.. but there’s something about you that exudes comfort. the smile your lips displays-
even if it’s not a full smile… it’s contagious. the way your mind processes things- especially the amount of times your mbti changes but you’re always somehow an f. the only f in the group- so you’re the type who always goes based off feelings
while we’re just thinking of the cause.
everyone seems to just approach you easily .. you just have an inviting aura that draws people in.
@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ mm, i know you aren’t.. i know.
and i don’t wanna put pressure on you to be a caretaker or something for me, it’s different than that.
curls my tail slightly, a gentle note to my words to show they were genuine.
i.. i don’t think i'm really that much of an influence around, hyung.
what is it that i do that separates me from the others who also act bright and happy?
and is it even worth anything when it’s not really how i feel?
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ well you know you have the others too right-
im not the only one..
the tone in my voice soft yet firm, dark orbs set on sight but my mind only wanders in thought
im sure others would say the same about you as well in their lives.
yknow, the amount of people you pour pure happiness into whenever you’re out in the world.
@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ you will always be needed in my life, hyung.
softly mumbles the words while starting to trail my nails along your back.
i..i genuinely can’t imagine one without you present, in any form.
i’m one of the luckiest people simply just to have you in my life.
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ maybe a little mm.
shifts my gaze as I gently pat at your head a few times
don’t worry about it.
it happens
I prefer clingy than not, it just lets me know im needed.
@✿┆ p. jongseong。ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ʰᵒʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵒʷˡ greedy.. well, alright maybe a little bit
sighs and rests my cheek against you, relaxing in your arms with a soft sigh
thank you for coming anyway
i know i’m being a bit of an .. i’m sorry, i really am happy you’re here
i just don’t.. wanna be that clingy boyfriend?
and it spazzes me out to think about
@❁┆ k. sunoo。ᵏᶦᵗ ᶠᵒˣ shifts my eyes as you nibble at my skin and shakes my head with a small grin on my lips, allowing you to
do whatever you please
my little greedy fox..
what’ll I ever do with you.
plays with your hair, letting each batch of strands run through between my fingers
well you could’ve told me how urgent it was
and kept spamming me that you needed me
you know I would’ve dropped everything right then and there
nuzzles your shoulder, pushing your shirt out of the way with my teeth and nibbling at your skin
uh uh. mine and mine only
thumps my tail against the bed
you are focusing on me thinking about you and noooottt my suffering
your wife was in painn
blinks a little and shifts a little more to sit fully onto your bed so that I can embrace you properly onto my lap
even mini you can’t have me?
man you love me that much huh
hums softly in content and gently combs through your strands
so you’ve been cooped up in here for days thinking about me
exhales a small sigh and shakes my head, but the corners of my lips slightly curl up nonetheless
mm- you could’ve just done this sooner-
glances at the plush being pushed onto the floor
now babe- nsjdjdjdq
abandons the blankets and throws myself into your arms
see this wasn't so hard... what the-
eyes the plush and raises a hand to push it onto the floor
my jay unu
slowly pinches the bridge of my nose
you could’ve just asked that from the beginning
and I would’ve done so without complaints
not that I had any but still-
shakes my head and sits at the side of your bed,
opening an arm
come on.
lay in em