⠀➴ sanjun’s

@✦ ┆ l. sejun. ᵃˣᵒˡᵒᵗˡ San was finally leaving his room when he received another text, he originally wasn't going to look at the text, he had one thing on his mind and one thing only, he didn't need any distractions. That was until an aching feeling sunk through him, and something outside force told him to check his messages. When he pulled his phone out of his pocket and checked the message was when the second message came in; Sejun asking to meet at their old room. His heart sank, almost immediately. Memories of before he left came rushing back to him and, he immediately took off towards the said room. Running.

Approaching the lodge, he stopped in his tracks, breath caught in his throat when he saw that Sejun had made it there before him. His throat burned, eyes stinging, swallowing down a lump in his throat before clearing it. Moving past the other, slowly taking down the decorations that were put up, he couldn't show his face to the other, not now. He wouldn't allow the other to see the pain in his eyes. "You wanted to talk?" He asked, moving to shove the decorations in the box.

@✦ ┆ c. san. ᵐᵃʳᵗᵉⁿ Sejun had to take a moment to take in that the fact San was coming to his room. He looked around briefly before he felt his heart begin to ache. Their good memories will soon be replaced by what is most likely a bitter end. The room where they went to not long after they met and went to cuddle together as Sejun told San about how comfy his bed was. The room where he had realized that he in fact loved San, rolling around in the bed that also had the other's scent. Where he accepted how much work he had to do to show San he wanted him despite everything that had happened. He failed though. He knew he failed when the other disappeared without a trace. Despite the room carrying regret, he couldn't let the room be tainted by their bitter end. His fingers twitched after he had typed out a text to just cancel the whole meet up, but instead he quickly changed his words.

[ To: San ]

- Actually... Not my room.
...
- Let's meet up at our old room.
- I'm heading over now.

Sejun sent the message quickly before he headed over to that room. The room they had planned to share together originally until Sejun failed him. It didn't take long to get to the room. Hand on the door as he took a moment before carefully entering the room. Barely any light so he carefully entered the room before switching on the light. it hurt. His chest hurt so much as he turned around to see the way the room was decorated. Christmas lights around the room as well as little figurines that was on the dresser by their bed. A small tree in the room that had a box filled with decorations that were clearly meant to be used but never was. He saw the blanket he had been looking for since San had disappeared because it was covered in the other's scent. He remembered San had asked him to come to their room to finally move his things in, but he didn't know the other had grabbed his blanket. His eyes registering the few photos that were on a small table.

Sejun held back his tears but his eyes still looked teary. He sat down on one of the chairs, looking at the door before glancing down at his feet. A part of him had hoped San just didn't show up and the other hoped he would to get closure. Closure that he did not want but knew it had to be done or else he may just hope one day they would fall back in love again.

@✦ ┆ l. sejun. ᵃˣᵒˡᵒᵗˡ drags your in here

@✦ ┆ l. sejun. ᵃˣᵒˡᵒᵗˡ beginning to notice the small worry in your body language, he hummed softly, releasing a comforting scent for you, but he nods at your question, he doesnt even have to think about it.
I definitely think you should move in.
feeling you melt into the kiss and pulling him closer allows him to move on of his hands off the bed and onto your waist, squeezing it gently, as he presses further into the kiss, properly slotting your lips together further moving his lips against yours, moving so even in his half standing position, one of his legs is between yours, kneeling against the bed just a tad as he pulls away from the kiss brushing his nose against yours again to gain your attention.
It may not be, but I am yours.... all yours, and its /our/ story.
We will grow from it, and it can only get better from here.

@✦ ┆ c. san. ᵐᵃʳᵗᵉⁿ Is this considered our love nest? Should I just move in?
his smile becomes shy as he was trapped between you and the bed, his gaze wavering a bit as he couldn’t meet your eyes for a moment.
True… Our love story is not so conventional.
his eyes closed as he let himself melt into the kiss, arms wrapping around your neck to bring you in closer.

@✦ ┆ l. sejun. ᵃˣᵒˡᵒᵗˡ all yours, i don't need anyone coming.
he nods along with you now following you towards the bed, leaning down to place his hands on either side of you on the bed so he's now eye level with you, almost trapping you in, shrugging his shoulders lately as his eyes graze over you.
stranger things have happened.
he teased back, before leaning in closer, brushing his nose along yours before meeting your lips with his in a firm kiss.

@✦ ┆ c. san. ᵐᵃʳᵗᵉⁿ Yes. I have to claim the bed as mines so if anyone comes they know it’s ours.
he nodded firmly before he turns to look at you with a smile after sitting down on the bed, holding his arms open for you.
Come here. If our clothes happen to magically come off-
he teased lightly.

@✦ ┆ l. sejun. ᵃˣᵒˡᵒᵗˡ I was gonna suggest myself, but my bed works too.
He chuckles lightly letting his arms drop to his side and watches as you make your way to his (our) bed, and he smiles fondly, before nodding, the smile quickly turning to a smirk as he playfully wiggles his eyebrows.
oh, you know i'd love that sksk

@✦ ┆ c. san. ᵐᵃʳᵗᵉⁿ Should I? Wait your bed first! I mean our bed.
he smiled softly as he leaned in as he stole a few kisses before wiggling out of your arms to head over to the bed.
Want to come roll around in the bed with me?

@✦ ┆ l. sejun. ᵃˣᵒˡᵒᵗˡ Meets your gaze and smiles at you, squeezing his arms gently around you.
Oh, why don’t you get started then?

@✦ ┆ c. san. ᵐᵃʳᵗᵉⁿ he smiled against your lips, stealing a kiss before he looked into your eyes.
Good. I can’t wait to scent all your clothes~

@✦ ┆ l. sejun. ᵃˣᵒˡᵒᵗˡ Mm you are
he tugs you into his arms and leans in to press a quick peck to your lips
Wanted you somewhere just you and me.

@✦ ┆ c. san. ᵐᵃʳᵗᵉⁿ Oh-
I am being dragged.
he teased before laughing as he holds into you.

@✦ ┆ l. sejun. ᵃˣᵒˡᵒᵗˡ Drags you in here