@❈ Jalisa Kwon {Lily} Sorry, but I just wanna to feel your lips and guess what lipstick color you are using
/giggles softly while rubbing the back of my neck, giving you a cute innocent look
@❈ Goo Hara {Raven} *feeling your lips on mine I freeze before slowly opening them, looking at you curiously as I tilt my head*
What was that for Rave?
@❈ Jalisa Kwon {Lily} i'm sorry, but you can be a little uptight at times though
/wiggles my brows playfully before I see you close your eyes and cups your face with my free hand, pressing a soft kiss on your lips to taste them then pulls away after
You can open them~
@❈ Goo Hara {Raven} well it wasn't a very nice prank ya know...but...I'll let it slide since you're lying in a hospital bed
*chuckles softly and raises an eyebrow before shrugging and closing my eyes*
@❈ Jalisa Kwon {Lily} That is true
/mumbles to myself since I am a bit guilty from the inside for not telling you this either in a early time
Thank you, unnie. I appreciate and yes I will keep that in mind
/gives out a smile plastered on my face with a small smirk
You know, I was kidding about moving out and staying at Oliver's..just a little prank though
Before you go, can you close your eyes? No asking why though.
@❈ Goo Hara {Raven} What guilt? Guilt over feeling something for someone? You should never feel guilty for your feelings Rave and you know that. I say that all the time.
*closes my eyes and sighs deeply*
if that's really what you want then fine, as your friend, as your groupmate, as your labelmate, as your leader, your health and happiness comes first. We've decided to halt all HERA activities until you're fully recovered so just take your time okay? You know where I am if you ever need me or want me, you have my number
*stands up and stretches*
if my presence is bothering you I can go...
@❈ Jalisa Kwon {Lily} That is not what I meant and let's not talk about it ever again
I said that because the guilt is eating me alive so I have to say it and get this over with...I do not ask to return my feelings, ok? I just want to get this out of my chest of how to find the right time of how to tell you, that is all.
/says while not looking at you with a small smile hidden on my face
Of course not and don't assume such conclusion of what I said..I'll have to take a break since this is what I need. Emotionally, all it matters that I'm getting better of accepting your answer as well as respecting it and move on..just remember that, end of discussion.
@❈ Goo Hara {Raven} You're really gonna act like this?
*sighs*
Look I get I hurt you and I'm sorry for that but you're really gonna act like this simply because I didn't return your feeling that I didn't even know you felt?
*stares at you*
you just randomly blurt out that you're in love with me, which is a shock since you NEVER showed any indication that you even liked me as more than a friend or a sister before. So when I don't return your feelings you get pissed off with me? And now you're hurt and in the hospital. When you should have stayed so we can talk like the adults we are.
*sighs*
You and Olly...you both get upset and run out instead of talking...come on Rave we've known each other too long for it to be like this. You're really gonna throw away over 10 years simply cuz I'm not in love with you?
@❈ Jalisa Kwon {Lily} It's fine, unnie. I don't care what happened anymore because I am accepting it and moving on from you, that is all I need
Just to let you know, I'm not angry at you nor hate you in what you told me two nights ago..just disappointed, but I cannot do anything about it though.
/says in a cold voice while giving you an slight glare while shaking my head
Don't, unnie. I'm actually happier because I am going to move out when I planned it for a long time since our I Am The Best promotions and yes I just want to take a break from you like I said before. Now please go, I don't want to see you anymore unless it's work related.
@❈ Goo Hara {Raven} I made it yeah but there really isn't anything for me to do in regards of it. It's kind of a everybody for themselves kind of a thing. It's just a studio for dancers and choreographers to call their home that's all.
*sighs when I see you're hurt expression*
it's never useless Rave. How many times do I have to tell you that we're a family? Look...I-I'm sorry that I hurt you okay? I really am. You have to know that I never meant to. You're like a sister to me okay?
*sighs again and watches you*
I don't mind you staying at Olly's I know he's your best friend...he's my cousin after all...but don't avoid the dorm just because of me. You're more than welcome there, it's your home.
*pauses for a moment*
if it'll make you happier though then I'll move out.
@❈ Jalisa Kwon {Lily} because I told them not to and it's kind of useless since you were busy running your dance studio
/gives out a bitter smile as I look at you with hurt eyes
a little, so my dad had me go to physical therapy every week and will be in here for a couple weeks...you can leave, Olly will take care of me
/turns to look away from you and look at the tv
Dr. Goo wants me to stay at Oliver's once I am discharge to hangout and relax with him
@❈ Goo Hara {Raven} I didn't even know you were in the hospital until Olly called me. Why didn't anybody call me? I saw the article they said something about a drunk driver. Olly said you were in a coma for three days.
*sighs and sits on the edge of you bed*
are you still in pain? what did your dad say?
@❈ Jalisa Kwon {Lily} /sees you before giving you a small smile on my face as you come in
oh
hello, unnie...what a lovely surprise to see you
/says in a slight bitter tone while averting eye contact with you
@❈ Jalisa Kwon {Lily} /was leaning against the wall right before I saw you arrive
She's in here and awake after the two-day coma, her dad is just there check on her every few hours though and on his breaks
/says in a cold, yet soft tone as I you to Hara's room before opening the door for you
After you, noona...
@4ℒ Oliver Kwon dummy-
*sighs in frustation and hangs up before, finally seeing the articles on Raven and feeling extremely guilty*
Well ...
*quickly gets dressed and makes my way to the hospital, walking straight up to you when I see you*
Hey Olly, where's Rave?
@❈ Jalisa Kwon {Lily} It's Oliver, dummy
/sighs again while holding tightly on my phone
Just show up though..I am sure Hara would be very happy to see you
/says in a sarcastic tone before hanging up and wait for you to arrive
@❈ Aoyama Thelma {Aoya} /smiles softly as I change the subject before nodding
Actually..you can go home now, Oliver can take care of me since he is only his way back here after my dad told me earlier..thanks for being there for me though.
I appreciate it.
/sees my dad come in with Oliver before we conversate about staying at his place to take care of me once I am going to be discharge in a couple weeks and the medication I have to take; for now I will have to stay here and go to physical therapy once a week
@❈ Goo Hara {Raven} I'm not stupid, Hara. I have no reason to not understand, but it's none of my business
Don't respond, I'm not gonna discuss it further
*gets up and brings the food to you*
I'm going to step out really quickly, I forgot to let my parents know I landed safely.
I'll be back, buzz a nurse if you need something
*leaves the room, pulling my phone from my pocket*
@❈ Aoyama Thelma {Aoya} /notices your facial expression before giving out a small smile
Those are just my personal reasons that you won't understand anyway
/nods as a yes before gesturing you to please get the food for me
@❈ Goo Hara {Raven} *frowns a bit at the unnecessary information, none of that really being my business*
*turns to the counter and nods*
Yeah, he had to head out. Are you hungry?
@❈ Aoyama Thelma {Aoya} /nods in agreement to show that I understood that I need to accept it and move on
Yes, unnie. I'm already accepting it and moving on from Lily unnie because one I knew she is not the one for me when I found out she messes and slept a lot of girls, two we're just too different, and Oliver resents her, his other cousins except for CEO-nim, aunt, and uncle.
/smiles a little when I saw the food on the counter and flowers in the vase next to me
Are those from Oliver?
@❈ Goo Hara {Raven} *shakes my head*
It's not your fault. The driver that hit you was drunk
*smooths your hair a bit*
And confessing your feelings to someone doesn't make you stupid, sweetie.
You just have to realize that those feelings aren't always going to be reciprocated.
We're adults, that's something you have to accept and move on from