⚘ ㅤliving room。

*sleeps in here cause I’m homeless af*

@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ naeri j。 Sooyoung cocked her head to the side curiously and shrugged. “Neh, alright.” She said as she sipped her appletini. She was still somewhat upset at the fact that Godfrey didn’t want kids, but she would be sure to convince him during the show. Her gaze shifted back to Sunmi as she listened to what she had to say. For she hadn’t spoken a whole lot, so Sooyoung was very eager to hear Sunmi’s opinion on the topic of having kids.

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@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ sooyoung p。 Sunmi's abrupt revelation caught Naeri's attention. It had been the first time she had spoke during the entire conversation, and yet, it was far from one of her usual boasts. With an eyebrow quirked, Naeri reached over to grab her teacup and brought it up to her lips to take a sip before she commented. "Not every woman likes to get candid about marital affairs, Soo. Let her be. Tell us more, Sunmi. You want kids too?"

@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ naeri j。 “Hm? Sunmi, you want kids? Does your husband want them too? And you never really specified your relationship problems with him, you both seem to get along pretty good.” Sooyoung said, her gaze now directed towards Sunmi. She had been quiet but attentive. Sooyoung stirred her appletini a bit as she listened to Sunmi and glanced at Naeri from time to time.

@✿ sooyoung p。 @✿ naeri j。 Sunmi sits down, a cup of iced americano coffee in hand, sipping in the same mindless manner in which she listens to the other girls' concerns. But it's not that she doesn't indulge herself into the conversation, she nods when she has to, and even does that little quirk of her eyebrows that make her seem as if she's actually listening and concerned. If anything, she's only looking for the right moment to boast, to bury the unsatisfactory-- or messed up, even, nature of her marriage with lies. However, the talk about kids was enough to render her more interested, herself even dwelling onto the thought once in a while, not knowing why, she just does so. "Kids? I think I want kids to," she breathes out recklessly, her eyes even widening in surprise, not because of the fact that it's the first time she talked in the whole of the conversation but more so the fact the she may have
been wanting kids.

@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ naeri j。 @✿ naeri j。 “Yeah, no idea. He was a marriage counselor before we met so it’s hard to say. Also I wish I could tell you I understand but I’m not in that situation so, I have no idea what it’s like. Though I want kids I’ve been so focused on myself and Godfrey that right now there’s no room for a child, and I don’t think Godfrey wants kids.” She said as she looked over at her with a faint smile.

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@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ sooyoung p。 "Well, hun, maybe you need to start saying it to his face? I feel like it might resolve... some of the problems you two are facing. You know, for a marriage counselor, I'm sure he knows better. He has to... what are his credentials even for? Woah, wait," Almost choking on her green tea, Naeri places her cup down before she leans back yet again. "That was so long ago though! That's how we met in the first place, tsk. But I guess he does ... a lot. It's one of the things I'm having trouble with." Letting out a small sigh, she crosses one leg over the other and purses her lips. "You see, I'm twenty-nine. My biological clock is ticking-- I want kids. But he doesn't. Always avoiding the topic, always brushing it off and not touching me unless I agree to condoms or or pulling out. I just... He said he's not ready, but... we've been together for 11 years now. I'm scared he doesn't want a kid in fear of being tied down because he doesn't feel the same anymore or something. I just... I love him so much. I don't want to lose him over this."

@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ naeri j。 “I love him I do, it’s just that I’ve never told him to his face... not even when we first got married. I’ve tried to sit him down and talk but he’s always so busy, so we don’t get much of a chance to talk about something like this. Oh I’d love it if we could go to a shop... I have a couple of things in mind I’d love to buy. Hm and you and Sen do seem a bit stressed out at the current situation.” Sooyoung said as she blinked and looked understandingly at Naeri and the rest of the girls before taking another sip of her appletini. “So, I heard that he not only does on you a lot but he also snorts coke off of your ... that’s really freaky. I like it. I’d never do something that bold in the bedroom though.”

@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ sooyoung p。 "So... was that a yes or no? You just said you can't say that you love him, but then you refuted yourself and said you do. Honestly, Soo, I'll admit it -- you're pampered as heck. But I can see that you adore your husband and truly do want to work out things with him. Have you ever, you know, sat him down and actually told him how you felt? And how getting left alone for long periods of time reminds you of your childhood trauma? Your life seems... spicy. If you want to spice it up, I'm sure Sunmi can show you a few shops here and there. Right, Mi?"" Uncrossing her legs, Naeri bends down slightly and props her elbows onto her thighs as she takes another sip of her tea while turning to look at the said girl before focusing on Sooyoung yet again. "Honestly... don't get me started. It's not that we're unhappy, I don't know, I'm confused. Frustrated, discontented? I really don't know."

@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ naeri j。 “I can’t say that I love him... I honestly don’t know what love is. My parents never really loved me, most of the things they did for me and said to me was out of fear. I’ve never really told Godfrey this. Me and him can learn how to work well with each other during therapy. The spark definitely died, I’ll admit that I was the cause of it with my attitude towards him sometimes and my... spending habits, but he was also the cause of the spark dying... well at least his work is. He’s always working and always busy too. And I don’t like it... I don’t like it because he leaves me alone for a long period of time and my parents did that to me as a child too... but to answer your first question, yes you could say I love him a lot. He still cares about me and I care about him... as for our life... it’s pretty normal... it could use some spicing up. We do it a couple days almost every month. When we first got married though he couldn’t keep his hands off of me. What about you girls?” Sooyoung said as she took a deep breath and smiled a bit.

@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ sooyoung p。 "Please do. I'm sure none of us are the type to shy away from the topic. Especially not Sunmi over there." She joked, pointing her index finger over at the said girl. Upon hearing Soo's complainta, Naeri's eyebrows quirked up slightly, but she wasn't sure if it was from curiousity or amusement. Maybe both. Stifling back another laugh, she pursed her lips as her fingernails tapped against the glass cup. "Well... Do you love him? I know this is a weird question, but I felt like it was necessary to ask. According to what you've said, you two don't mesh well together, so I'm wondering if this was arranged? Did the spark die? Or...are there other reasons?"

@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ naeri j。 Sooyoung giggled a bit and grinned. “I’ll go first! But fair warning the talking will delve a bit into lives and the like. But anyways me and Godfrey decided to come here because our marriage has been a hot mess, he comes home late at night and he definitely says some hurtful things to me during our heated arguments. All I want from that is some money so I can buy stuff and his love and support. Sure I don’t clean the house or anything, but that’s what we have maids for.” Sooyoung said as she sipped her appletini. “Geez sometimes I forget exactly how we even met and why we got married.”

() yeah the length is fine boo~

@✿ sunmi l。 @✿ sooyoung p。 Upon hearing the younger woman's words, Naeri couldn't refrain a chuckle that escaped as her lips curved up gently and she shook her head. "Sure, Soo," she started off, grabbing her cup of green tea and bringing it up for a quick sip before she crossed one leg over the other. "Who wants to go first? I call not-it!"

[ it's really short but i promise it'll be longer once we actually do start ++ anyone can reply first! ]

@✿ naeri j。 Sooyoung sat on the couch and sipped her appletini. “So, any good gossip or tea to spill about our husbands... or work or something. We need some girl talk.” She said as she crossed her legs and looked at the other ladies of the house.

@✿ anthony p。 It had been quite awhile, the tiredness, the exhaustion written all over Sooyeon’s face as she was getting ready to finally leave from work. The company had been pulling her back and as the owner, she needed to stay for awhile. The time she spent away from home oh did she miss her bed, her home and her husband. Even though she hadn’t spoke to him properly due to her hectic schedule the female was always thinking of him, his health and his well being. Although things have been a bit rocky since she had started her schedule again. Ever since the company and herself had decided to talk about their products, the designs and how they could increase. Sooyeon had been staying back. As CEO, she was very much involved with the business. The female being a fashion designer was very difficult but a dream she had always wanted to conquer and now that she was here, all her focus had been on work as much as that pained for the woman to admit that, that was the actual reality.

Living far out into the city took about an hour or two depending on the traffic and how fast the subway would arrive, it was actually quite early since work had been finished. Sooyeon had finished a design she had been crazily trying to accomplish. A whole outfit entirely made, well thought of and sketched by none other than the female herself. With a bright smile and confidence leaving her face she was safe to say that it was extravagant and she couldn’t wait to go home to tell the man who took her by marriage. Taking a short breath, she packed her things. All the extra clothes she packed, the medicine and anything else that may have been at home into a small suitcase. Having only to be eating instant ramen and other instant made food to keep her energetically active, she was hungry. No, she was starving for dinner. Although in the back of her mind, from the texts receiving. The two lovers had been bickering back and forth on when they could spend time.

If there was any honesty, the female did felt a bit sadden she wasn’t able to talk to him as much as she would like to. Although all that arguing had been such a pain and a stress. Lately, she had been avoiding his messages to focus on the project design. Taking a deep breath, the girl was already on her way home in the subway. Staring at her phone. Heart racing. It had been awhile, it had been a whole week since she had last been home. Sleeping at the company wasn’t quite that comfy anyways and as much as she wanted to have rest. She felt a weird vibe up her sleeve that only made things worse. A little bit of anxiety started to fill up her whole existence. It worried her. By then, she was chugging down a bottle of water to calm her nerves. God, why was this bugging her so much? The irritation she was dealing with all week was enough to have her a bit ticked off. Maybe because she felt like the one who was being untrustworthy.

With the time it was, it had already striked midnight and the female was just getting out the subway and making her way into the apartment the two had been sharing. A decent one at least, one that was fit for just the two of them. Staring at the time it had already been 12:30. She was two hours late. Hoping he was sleeping by then, she rattled through her bag. Aiming for the set of house keys, settled the main door key in and turned the knob ever so slowly. The lights looked dim and the house was quiet. In her head, she thought he was already sound asleep. Being as quiet as she could, Sooyeon dropped off her shoes and made her way into the kitchen, turning the lights on and dropping her things by the counter for a moment. Being completely oblivious that her husband was right there.

Aye ♡