Baekhyun stood outside the music studio with a smile on his face. He had spent a lot of time there making a cd for Daehyun. His plan was to make another one with the songs he had given his boyfriend for Christmas. The smile remained on his face as he walked away after putting up a poster.
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ Pausing only to start eating a new pastry, Luhan nodded just head happily, laughing along to his statement. “You’ll definitely have to, and then you can get some y times with your man. Youngwoo also thinks I’m a pretty elf, so definitely a flatterer. I like his company,” he continued describing the tall man with an air of comfort that he usually got when describing his friends, “I’m going to be a receptionist there. So just at the front desk to greet people and confirm appointments. I think it’ll be fun.”
@han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Yoongi picked out a pastry with a happy hum, ears twitching a bit as he listened to Luhan describe Youngwoo so enthusiastically, laughing a bit as he watched him talk with his hands. "Is he? I'll have to find an excuse to get a hug from him sometime, then. It'll drive Sungbin wild to smell him on me but maybe that won't be so bad either." He said suggestively, wiggling his eyebrows before taking a bite of his danish. "What will you be doing at the massage place?"
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ Luhan curled up against Yoongi’s side, offering him the bag of pastries as they cuddled against each other. The platonic affection was nice, and the elf found himself feeling really grateful for the friends he had made again. “Mmm, a cake sounds good so I’ll hold you to that. Haha, yeah he’s pretty big, like a giant compared to me, but he’s less intimidating when you actually talk to him. He’s really nice, and good at giving hugs!” He beamed as he described his new boss, waving his hands around a little bit as he talked.
@han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Pulling his blanket across their laps, Yoongi settled comfortably against Luhan's side for a bit of cuddling. It had been so cold out lately, he was grateful for a cozy moment. "Mmm, yeah, you're gonna be okay. It's alright if you aren't yet, but you will be, and I'm gonna get you a cake the moment you realize you are." He promised with a gummy grin, and gave a bit of a purr and he settled more so they could catch up and chat. "You did?? That's really awesome. I've met him once before, he seems really great, if not a little intimidating... how is it legal to be that... big??"
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ “Mhmm, that’s what I thought too. Plus time heals all wounds so it can’t be too bad worst case scenario. I’ll be okay, he’ll be okay. And it’s okay if those are not felt together.” He commented lightly, towing off his shoes so he could pull his knees up to his chest, still gently holding the other’s hand. “I know, Yoongi. You’re doing great and I’m so thankful for you,” he reassured the other with a fond smile pointing in his direction, “I have good news though! I got a job at the massage parlor where Youngwoo works. He’s really nice.”
@han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Nodding, Yoongi squeezed his hand lightly. "I think that's smart. Give both of yourselves time to really think about what you both want from your future and from each other." He said softly, curling up on the couch a little more. He'd gotten much more comfortable around Luhan lately, and even pulled his hat off to reveal the black furry ears sticking up under his messy lilac hair, tossing the knit cap aside. "Just know that even if I seem distant, I'm always here for you, and I'm always checking in to see if I'm needed. Okay? I'm working on being around more often."
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ He stared down at their hands together, a small smile settling on his lips as he looked over at the other. He knew he probably looked like he was in pain, but he was beginning to come to peace with their situation. “I’ve done everything I can possibly do, Yoongi. Explained why I took the break and that I wanted us to try again, start over. Now I’m just trying to get past his flirty behavior when it comes to his friends, because I think that’s the worst part. I’m going to give it a week or two more, but if nothing has changed by then, I’m going to get the surgery done.” He spoke firmly, leaving no room for argument as he settled on what he wanted to do. It wasn’t ideal, losing all his feelings for Chanyeol, but he was giving the other two weeks to show him that they’d be okay and they could get through this.
@han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Yoongi nodded while listening to Luhan talk. He sipped his drink a couple more times before setting it aside and letting his warm hand take hold of one of his, holding it tightly. "Whatever you decide, I'm here. I can't speak for anyone else, and I know I haven't been around much so I haven't seen much of what's happened lately. I just want both you and Chanyeol to be happy and I don't want either of you to hurt anymore." Yoongi said softly, dark eyes sympathetic.
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ Once Luhan was sure the other had seen it, he covered the mark back up and occupied himself with nibbling on the chocolate chip scone he had randomly picked from the bag. He was buying himself time to put his thoughts together before he responded to the other’s questions. To the first, he nodded slowly, taking a large bite of the pastry and following it with a sip of his cream and sugar with a hint of coffee drink. “Yeah, I think so. I’m at the highest dosage of pain killers they can legally give me, and the pain is still there so I think it’s safe to say it’s gotten bad,” he started slowly, humming around another mouthful now, “I think....perhaps it’s time I let go, because I think he already has even if he tells me otherwise.”
@han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Yoongi took some time to put a bit of creamer and a surprising amount of sugar into his coffee, his expression fond and appreciative after taking his first sip with a relieved sigh. Once Luhan was settled on the couch, Yoongi sat next to him, watching him curiously. The topic that was the cause of their meeting seemed to have the other tense, and that worried him. His brows furrowed and his frown deepened when Luhan revealed the enflamed, angry mating mark. His chest tightened at the sight, mouth going a bit dry. "I see.." He whispered, and cleared his throat as he stared for a moment longer before leveling his eyes on Luhans face. "So it's getting pretty serious, huh?" Yoongi inhaled deeply as he leaned back a bit, trying to think of what to say.
"Alright. So... where do you think you stand right now, regarding everything?"
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ The elf practically glowed with happiness as he was pulled into a hug, squeezing the other gently as his shoulders relaxed. “Hah, I love you too. Figured you might need a pick me up. I’m doing good! And ah that...” He faltered a bit as the question was brought up, the topic making him fidget, but he was here to help clear his head and Yoongi was a trusted friend so it was okay. He took his time removing his coat and scarf before settling on the couch, careful not to mess up the area that had obviously been the workaholic’s bed as of late. “Perhaps it’s better if I show you first before I start talking.” He hummed quietly, shifting a bit to pull the collar of his shirt to the side a bit to reveal the mating mark he had. “I wanted to talk my options through with you, because I’m honestly at a loss.”
@han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Turning his chair to face Luhan when he stepped inside, Yoongi offered a warm smile as he got up and headed over to greet him. "Oh God, Luhan, I love you." Yoongi laughed, and relieved him of the things he was carrying, setting them aside before pulling the elf into a warm hug. "Thank you. How are you? What did you want to talk about? Come on, make yourself comfortable." Yoongi closed the door, the room sound proof with it shut. One one side of the room was a large desk with a big, intimidating computer, an expensive keyboard, and a bunch of sound mixing and recording equipment. On the wall behind the desk was a large futon couch with a pillow and a rumpled up blanket from the many days and nights Yoongi had taking quick naps while working. It was clean, though, and smelled nice thanks to the candle he had lit on his desk.
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ Luhan had jolted a bit in surprise at the woman’s voice, but nodded almost shyly as his cheeks colored a light pink. “Yes, I’m here to see him. Thank you.” He bowed a little respectfully to the receptionist as he followed her into the elevator, humming quietly to himself as he watched the numbers go by to signal what floor they were on. His gaze lingered on each door they passed, amazed that just behind those doors were talented people working at what they loved. It reminded him of when he’d lose track of time in his greenhouse and his heart ached a little bit.
He thanked the woman again once they arrived at Yoongi’s door before he politely entered once given permission. “Hi yoongi! I brought snacks and coffee. I wasn’t sure how you liked it so I got creamer and sugar too.” He chirped brightly once he saw the other male, a happy grin on his face.
@han l。ᵃʳᶦᵉᵗᵉˢ Yoongi had only gotten into the studio a little bit earlier, telling the receptionist to Luhan to his private studio on the 5th floor of the building. 'Grabbing a couple of things' turned into listening to his latest track with fresh ears while he waited for Luhan.
Downstairs, coming back from grabbing coffee, the receptionist, a pretty young woman in a pant suit, noticed the young man walking around looking curious and lost. "Excuse me, are you here to see someone? Oh! You must be Luhan, Yoongi-ssi said you'd be coming by. Come with me, please." She motioned him to follow her to the elevator, escorting him up to the correct floor. Here, all of the halls were solid, no windows at all, and each door had some kind of stylized name on them. Stopping in front of one that had no label, just a printed out piece of paper that said "Min Yoongi" She tapped the buzzer next to the door before leaving Luhan to it.
"Come in!" Yoongi called from his desk when he heard the buzzer, pausing the song he'd been listening through as he pulled his headphones off.
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ Bundled up in his favorite coat and scarf, Luhan couldn’t keep the skip out of his step as he carried the two black coffees with him in the direction of the music studio. He also had a bag full of assorted pastries, cream, and sugar because he wasn’t sure how Yoongi liked his coffee. He’d make sure to learn so meetings like this would be smoother. He entered the building with a slight look of awe about him, peering down the hall and through various windows in hope of finding the other male he fondly called his friend now.
@sungbin b。ᵖᵗᵒ.ᵇᶦⁿ -flustered by the sudden position change, Yoongi let it happen though, needing the comfort more than he felt shy.-
-relaxing against Sungbin, Yoongi took a deep breath and closed his own eyes, relaxing for a moment.-
I'll try to be better about coming to you first. I promise.
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ -his glowering gaze followed after yours, fuming blue orbs cocked up when met with the prying gaze quickly moving to fix on the road ahead-
-sliding his arms around your waist, he pulled you over his lap and leaning his head against your shoulder-
I love you too, Yoon.
-sighing softly, he closed his eyelids and hummed in response-
It's all right. You had your reasons and I have mine for the ways we reacted. I'll try to be more patient, kitten.
@sungbin b。ᵖᵗᵒ.ᵇᶦⁿ -exchanging an awkward moment of eye contact with the cab driver in the rear-view mirror, Yoongi felt his face heat up as he looked down again, intentionally trying to keep his breathing calm and steady as Sungbin spoke-
-looking over at his mate, Yoongi sank his teeth into his own bottom lip to keep it from trembling as his throat tightened for a moment.-
I love you. Its hard to talk about this stuff, to think about it. But I want to share every part of me with you. I just need some patience, that's all, please? You're my most important person. I'm sorry I made you feel like I didn't want to come to you.
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ -he's left stupefied, listening intently while his expression was eclipsed darkly, fuming blue flames rekindled while his angered started to simmer-
I am sorry to hear that, Yoon.
-he inhaled deeply, leaning back he studied your face carefully while his hand reached up to cup the side of your face and caress your cheek-
I don't know what horrible things you have been to, so I won't pretend to know your the intensity of you sadness nor can I erase them.
But I will always be by your side, because I need you and I don't think I could live without you, love.
You are very important to me.
@sungbin b。ᵖᵗᵒ.ᵇᶦⁿ It's... Not like that.
She blames me.
My mom was young when she had me. Too young. Growing up, she was a e to support us and she said if she'd just gotten rid of me like she had wanted to
-yoongi trailed off, staring numbly out the window as he whispered to a Sungbin. -
She got sick a lot when I was younger, I didn't know why till now. It's the same thing. As then, from her 'work'.
-relaxing quietly against the inu's arm, he took a slow, deep breath. -
She hates me. It's not my fault. But I represent all of her broken dreams. She said she wished she'd gone through with just leaving me in a cardboard box on the street when I was born. I haven't heard from her in 5 years but I always kept my number the same in case she ever wanted me- needed me I mean. "
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ -he sharply turned his head to look at your face with an unreadable expression, inner conflict brewing as he struggled to with his words instead he opted to hug you tightly and kiss the tip of your head-
Then we should go see her as soon as possible, Yoon.
Does she live far from here?
Oh, darling. I am so sorry.
@sungbin b。ᵖᵗᵒ.ᵇᶦⁿ -relaxing back against his seat, his eyes were unfocused as he stared ahead, listening to Bin talk while letting that voice soothe him. It helped him a lot.-
A new artist? That's exciting. Are they any good?
-glancing over at Sungbin, he hesitated. Before looking at their hands. -
My mom called me to inform me that she is in the final stages of her illness and has been moved to hospice care.
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ -he followed after his mate, climbing inside the cab while chewing onto his bottom lip anxiously, debating if asking about the reason for your distress here would be a good idea or if he should wait until they'd reached home-
-pulled out of his pondering with your hand slipping into the gaps of his fingers, he smiled at you-
Yes, it was fine. We had meetings because the company is planning to release a new artist and then I had to visit mama because she needed some assistance.
-he stared at his mate warily once he mentioned about his mother, knowing that the cause of your sadness was because of your family-
@sungbin b。ᵖᵗᵒ.ᵇᶦⁿ -yoongi hadn't been expecting cab, eyes a bit wide when it pulled up literally moments later.-
Perfect timing..
-he agreed softly, and climbed into the back seat of the car first, watching his mate settle in next to him. His chest was tight, knowing he'd hurt Sungbin on top of everything else he'd dealt with that day. Once the location had been relayed to the driver, they were on the road and Yoongi quietly took hold of Bins hand again-
Was work okay? - he asked, finally remembering to check in about his inu's day-
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ -he heart felt at ease once you'd calmed down, drawing you close to his chest, acknowledging the fact that being sensible about the appropriate near the workplace already thrown out of the context due to his own impulsiveness-
Yes, of course we can.
The cab must be here any minute now.
-he replied brushing the strands of hair away from your eyes. The throttle of engine approaching towards their direction drew his attention towards thd easily noticeable yellow taxi that halted in front of them -
Good timing, wouldn't you say?
@sungbin b。ᵖᵗᵒ.ᵇᶦⁿ -the kiss caught him off guard, but he returned it gladly after just a moment of recovery. He felt so tired after that, leaning against his handsome mate even though they were right in front of work.-
-huffing quietly at the tease, Yoongi pouted a bit as he sniffed, scrubbing his sweater sleeve across his eyes and nose again.-
Meanie- can we go? I don't want to cry in public anymore
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ -he waits, patiently, allowing you to calm down from the unexpected outburst, rubbing nonsensical shapes on your back. Quietly waiting while your sobbing reduce into quieter sniffing-
-he loosened his embrace when you moved away, yet he refused to release you completely so he hoop his arms around your waist-
-not wanting to listening to the apologies, he dipped his head to kiss you despite standing a couple of steps away from the main entrance of the office building-
Silly kitten, look at your puffy eyes and red nose.
-he teased tweaking the tip of your nose-
@sungbin b。ᵖᵗᵒ.ᵇᶦⁿ -it took a minute. A few of them, before Yoongi could successfully breath steadily again. His body trembled as he clung to the demon who was his rock and his solid foundation. He felt dumb for ever thinking he could do this without him.-
-after a little while longer, Yoongi was able to pull back, embarrassed as he swiped the tear-tracks off of his ruddy face, the red of his flush splotchy against his usually porcelain toned skin. His eyes were puffy and red as well.-
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
-at this point he wasn't sure what he was apologizing for exactly.-
@yoongi m。ᵃᵍᵘˢᵗᵈ -he's bewildered by the tidal wave of emotions wallowed him wholly without any warning, but guided by his instincts to protectively wrap his arms around your body and rest his chin on the crown of your head-
Shh, take your time.
Its okay, kitten, I am here now.
-he rubs your back soothingly while your sobbings squeezed his heart painfully-
So uh hey guys. Would it be possible after I'm accepted at the new one to be reaccepted here long enough to transfer over my profile and stuff? If not, it's totally fine.