⚝ sehun o。

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ "something, anything. i am not completely sure what exactly would happen." family members, friends, and acquaintances have been ripped from his life within the blink of an eye. who's to say that hyunjin wouldn't end up like all of the others? as sehun walked off to a cupboard in the mudroom for vivi and monsieur's dinner, the two clouds followed eagerly behind him, whining and whimpering and acting as if he hadn't fed them at all earlier in the day. two medium-sized scoops of kibble later and the pups were face-deep in their bowls, munching away happily. sehun returned to the kitchen, pressed a tender kiss to the top of hyunjin's head as he passed by, and slid into the seat opposite his boyfriend with a curious expression. "what are you suggesting? are we not spending time together right now while we are eating?" he questioned, nudging the container of risotto toward the imp.

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ "Like what?" Hyunjin asked, cocking his head to the side as if he didn't understand. He did. After all, they've been through times of separation quite a few times. However, he couldn't comprehend what would have to happen for them to not get back together after some time apart. That's exactly why he thought they had plenty of time, them being immortal and all that jazz. "Mhm," he jumped up a little when he was instructed to pick a seat but as Sehun followed up on his intentions, the imp quickly tried to take that duty off the other's hands. "I'll do it!" He spun in a circle, confused in his excitement about the whereabouts of the puppy meal. "Food, where?" He asked, stopping his twirling to look at Sehun with big doe excited eyes. "Oh, oh, oh, nevermind. You do it!" He changed his mind, finding it to be quicker if the dad fed the kids and he chose a seat by the dining table. "You're right. We need to spend more time together," he decided finally. It all started to make sense, slowly but surely. They have been apart many times. And if that continues, who knows how long they will be apart next time. He didn't want to admit that Sehun was right, but he was right. Deep inside, it broke the imp's little heart a bit. "Uhm... how about we spend some together-together time?" He offered while the wendigo did his thing. "We won't leave each other for a while, you know?" He asked, legs bouncing under the table in worry and excitement alike.

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@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ sehun raised a brow. "do we have plenty of time? what if something happens and we are apart for a long time once more?" he then turned and continued with the meal, lips pressing together in a straight line. "but, sure, whatever you would like to catch up on, i am content with. i, after all, feel the same way...no matter what we do together, i am simply happy that we are together." once everything had been prepared to his liking, the wendigo served the food and placed it all on the dining table. "you can pick which side you would like to sit on. i will have to feed the pups first or they will not leave us alone while we are eating."

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ "Ah," Hyunjin's expression was replaced by a broad smile as he leaned against the counter. "We could have done that, yes, but at the same time, we have plenty of time to catch up on cuddling and other... stuff," Hyunjin hesitated a little and instead looked at the meat. "I'm just happy we can be together. Whatever we do, it doesn't matter," he admitted and he felt that the other would share that sentiment. The feeling coming purely from Sehun's constant reminder when Hyunjin found himself in doubt. It only showed that the words were finally getting under his skin and slowly but surely he would understand that they are, indeed, on the same page.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ the wendigo immediately frowned upon hearing hyunjin's response. is that what his boyfriend thought he meant? never in a million years would sehun find hyunjin to be bothersome! distracting, yes. but he promised that was only in a good way. "darling," he murmured, gripping tightly onto hyunjin's warm hand. "i missed you, too. i do not wish to be even a centimeter away from you. why would i have you stand way over in the corner?" hell, he'd attached his boyfriend to him by the hip if he could. "as for other things we could have done...perhaps it would have been best to cuddle first. or else i could have prepared our meal before you came. but, of course, i do enjoy cooking with you as well."

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ Hyunjin only nodded in retort. He knew it was as new to Sehun as it was to him. Perhaps even newer. Yet, the imp did not let it steer him away from the journey. The quest to discover what romance actually is, what love and relationships were. What loving someone like Sehun was. "Mmm, what else could we have done?" he asked, a little pout forming on his full lips. "I mean," he pulled away just a tiny bit, "I can stand in the corner if it's too distracting or bothersome." He suggested but didn't really want to do that. Sehun was right, he wanted to keep as close to him as possible, make up for the time they were apart. "I just missed you," Hyunjin said, his hand reaching for the other's.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ “thank you.” he replied once the other fetched him the broth, and after taking it, he unscrewed the cap on the top and dumped the contents of the container into the heated water. “i mean, partly? but i do not think everyone who is in love would be considered a sap…but i am not one hundred percent sure. romance is new to me, too, remember?” sehun pointed out, stirring everything together in the pot. with yet another laugh, the wendigo curled an arm around his boyfriend’s waist to keep him pressed up against him. “maybe we should not have chosen to cook together as the first thing we did…since we seem to both be more interested in touching one another instead.”

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ "Mhm," Hyunjin obediently turned and went to look through the pantry. For the longest time, he thought broth was supposed to be made, not bought. But what did he know? He lived for a very very long time. He let the other's words linger on his mind, trying his best to understand what the other was saying. A sap... "So a sap is someone in love?" He asked absentmindedly, flipping the broth container in his hands, studying it. "Then I guess we're both saps," he declared, smiling at Sehun as he placed the broth down on the counter. "And," he leaned against the counter with one hand, standing half behind and half beside Sehun. Hyunjin leaned his cheek against Sehun's shoulder, smiling. "I missed this," he murmured. "I missed you," he added and placed a quick kiss on the side of Sehun's neck before giving him space to continue cooking.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ sehun blinked twice at the quick response. although he shouldn't have been surprised...he still was after all this time. smiling, he leaned forward to press a gentle kiss to the center of his boyfriend's forehead. "impossible. we disagree on that. i think you see me as someone way greater than i really am." the wendigo murmured, lips brushing against soft skin as he spoke. sehun never did anything extraordinary. he just was himself. "sap. ah, well, i believe that is when you start to become super sensitive and extra romantic, especially toward your partner. or something similar, anyway. he wasn't an expert, after all. "i love when you talk, and when you do not. and yes, it does mean more. it is just like that saying 'actions speak louder than words'." with another kiss, this one to hyunjin's lips this time, he released the other and slid over to flip the chicken s. "would you grab the broth for me from the pantry?"

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ "Yes," Hyunjin immediately responded. It was a reflex, a sincere impulse out of nothing else but pure instinct. He wasn't a good liar, nor would he ever really stoop that low to lie to someone he treasured so much. Frankly, this was nothing to lie about either. Hyunjin's daze was gone, and back came his bubbly, cheerful grinning when Sehun reached for him. He put the asparagus aside, and very eagerly fell into the other's arms. Winding his arms around Sehun's waist, he was in even better position to admire the artwork of a boyfriend. "I see you for who you are to me. No more, no less. And no... I don't know... Define 'sap'," he grimaced at the end, not knowing how to interpret it in the context of romance. "Either way, I'm happy that you can feel it without me saying anything. I say a lot, but when you know it despite me being silent, I guess that means more, right?" the imp asked, looking into Sehun's eyes as if he was searching for the answer.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ sehun watched for a brief moment to make sure the other didn't burn himself with the stove. once he saw that hyunjin had been successful with switching on the burner, he turned and started to apply some breading and seasoning to the chicken s. after they were prepared to his liking, he poured a bit of oil into a skillet, placed it on the stove next to the pot, and heated everything up. as he was working, he felt eyes on him, and pretended to not notice, just to see how long hyunjin's stare would remain on him. "i would ask if i had something on my face again, but i already used that line." he finally spoke, flashing a charming smile in the imp's direction. "you seem to enjoy looking at me...am i really that attractive?" sehun laughed, quickly cleaned his hands, and reached for his boyfriend once more. "you never fail to see me for /more/ than i am, and i am convinced that you are the only person who could make me feel loved without actually saying it." he paused, then chuckled again. "wow, i am beginning to sound like such a sap, am i not?"

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ Diligently, Hyunjin carried the pot over to the stove and looked at the front burners, trying to decipher which was the first one. He placed it on one that seemed to look a bit older than the other, thinking that it must have been there earlier than the other, meaning it was the first. He stuck his tongue out, hyper-focused on his task, as he leaned down to gently, very gently turn the knob to the middle position. He had no idea what medium heat meant, so he figured that if the knob was in a medium position, it would work the same. He recalled the next instruction and happily reached for the asparagus and held it under running water, washing it with his hands very carefully. That one thing was the easiest, he had to admit. He washed apples before after all. And his hands and all kinds of stuff. Glancing over momentarily at what Sehun was doing, he became a bit distracted, watching the man prepare his cooking station with all the ingredients. He couldn't stop gushing over his boyfriend's charisma, especially while cooking. It was very attractive, but at the same time, everything the other did was attractive. It was crazy how such small things affected Hyunjin. If he was capable of blushing, even such a miniscule thing done by Sehun would keep him in a constant state of a tomato.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ [ i was tempted. :> ]

sehun bit back a smile at the affectionate exchange between his boyfriend and his two pups. it never failed to warm his heart when he saw the three of them together. “they are being selfish, trying to steal you away before i even get any time with you.” he grumbled playfully, eyeing the dogs who stared back at him like ‘what are you gonna do about it?’ as soon as hyunjin stood ready next to him, sehun handed over the half-full pot and nodded towards the stove. “put that on the first burner and flip the knob to medium heat. once you are finished with that, i need you to wash the asparagus.” as he spoke, he walked over to the fridge and pulled out said vegetable, along with the chicken s he planned to prepare.

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ (it would be so funny if you left it in there ngl)

Hyunjin was amazed for the umpteenth time at how easy it was to compromise with Sehun. Of course, it didn't really occur to him that the only person compromising was Sehun himself almost every time, but if it came to it, he would be willing to do whatever for his boyfriend. Anything. His taste buds were already screaming with anticipation and excitement as the other mentioned how the finished meal would look like. Even with just such little detail, he already knew it would be oh-so delicious. He quickly promised he'd return to the fluff balls, petting their heads for the last few times. The next moment, he was washing his hands in the kitchen sink and stood at ready. "Sir, I'm ready to assist," he grinned and saluted.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ [ i’m just laughing at myself, ahaha. ]

“no mushrooms? got it. i can do with or without them in mine, so we can avoid them this time. i am not going to make you consume something you are not fond of.” with thousands of other dishes and ingredients they could have instead, sehun wouldn’t have any trouble compromising if it can down to it. “asparagus it is! and i will whip up two chicken s as well. i already had a few thawing in the fridge.” as soon as the water reached a certain height to sehun’s liking, he switched the sink off and turned to glance at the little trio of friends with a raised brow. “boys, i need my sous chef to assist me. we can play later, hm?”

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ (oh no, please, don't feel like that... It happens, it's completely fine)

Hyunjin's smile only grew larger when Sehun spoke. There wasn't a chance the other could ever pester him, and it was nearly too funny how Sehun still believed he could grow over Hyunjin's head and feel like too much. It was just not realistic. The other way around though, much more so. It was always exciting to see Sehun work his own natural magic in the kitchen. The questions that were shot at him, he couldn't process that quickly. "Uh... I don't... Really like mushrooms," he said with a little apologetic face. "But if you do, I don't mind. I'll eat it anyway!" He quickly backtracked. "Uhm... Yes, side dishes are fine... And meat, it of course is also a yes. But what meat goes well with it?" Hyunjin asked, and instead of being an obstacle in Sehun's way, he for now entertained and finally properly greeted the pups.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ [ reposting in shame since i noticed i put instead of pantry. kill me now. ]

"for you, always. and, if at any point it grows annoying, i hope you would let me know so i could stop. i would hate to pester the one person i treasure above all else." although sehun rarely texted (or used his phone at all), he'd send countless messages in a heartbeat to hyunjin if it made him feel cherished and comforted. "well, i am making sure you /do/ know. although, even if you forget, i will be here to remind you without hesitation." once he heard the suggestion, sehun darted off toward the pantry to yank a bag of rice right off the shelves before whisking it away to the counter. "risotto works for me. do you want mushrooms in it, or no?" he asked, already working to fill up a pot with some water. "i will also toss in some asparagus as a side dish, unless you would prefer another vegetable...or even a type of meat. thoughts?"

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@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ "If it comes from a place of care and affection, then I wouldn't mind," Hyunjin admitted, nodding in assertion of his claims. It was quite a nice image in his head. He'd heard some stories when the significant others were annoyed by such questions, but to the lonely imp it sounded quite nice. He had the feeling, that that way, he would not have to wonder and be insecure needlessly. "Yes. Yes, I know that," he nodded almost like a scolded child, feeling like he should have known better before. However, sometimes, it still felt strange to have someone that could support him unconditionally by his side. He let the last sentence linger, and he had to agree. He'd also rather have Sehun in any possible mood and state than not at all. As he wanted to voice that, frankly parrot the sentiment back at the other man, he was caught off guard by the following inquiry. "Hmmm... How about some risotto? Can you make that? Or anything really. I love your cooking no matter what it is."

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ sehun couldn't help the eye roll that came from the imp's words. he really never did fail to remind sehun of his good looks, did he? "in that case, stare all you wish then," he snorted and gave a warm, comforting squeeze to his boyfriend's hand. "you seriously would not mind me asking you 'where are you?', 'what are you doing?', 'how are you?', 'are you okay?' multiple times a day? i would do that because i care about you." with a small frown, the wendigo leaned back against the counter and peered at the other through narrowed eyelids. "hyunjin, we are a team. if you need me for something, whether it be physical or emotional or what have you... i will provide it. i do not want you to feel like you are alone, because you are not. we can face these things together." and those words would be said over and over again until his boyfriend understood them. "i would rather have you here and be bitter than not have you here at all." sehun pointed out, finally releasing hyunjin's hand and spinning to face the counter once more. "not sure. i went a bit berserk and tossed out a bunch of random ingredients and spices. any ideas?"

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ Hyunjin watched the other blindly reach up to wipe something invisible from his face and from his dazed state, he burst into laughter. "Yeah, handsomeness," he added as he tried to calm down, taking Sehun's hand away, holding it instead. "I don't mind you prying- I don't even want to call it that. I don't mind that at all, whatever it is you're trying to imply. I was just busy and... I kind of burnt out midway," he smiled sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck with his free hand. "And I didn't want to throw my troubles onto someone else, so I wanted to figure it out myself and then come back full force," he chuckled softly, his fingers interlacing with the other's. "And I also wanted to come over a few times, but... I... I did not want to intrude and spread my bitterness around, you know," he added, puckering his lips insecurely. "But I'm glad we could meet right now. What are we cooking?" he asked, trying to look over Sehun's shoulder, not really minding the food as long as he could spend time with his boyfriend.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ "of course, that is more than okay. i want you to use the key! and it makes me incredibly overjoyed that you did." sehun admitted, hands running up and down the other's back, tracing the length of his spine. he met his boyfriend halfway for the kiss, the simple press of lips igniting a fire throughout his entire body. he missed this warmth dearly. "i am happy to see you, too. i was worried something had happened...and i would have asked, but i want to make sure you have your own space as well. you do not need me prying into your life every moment of every day." as much as he wanted to do such a thing, that could quickly grow annoying. the more hyunjin stared, the more sehun grew sheepish. after a few beats of silence, sehun finally asked, "do i have something on my face?" he brought one hand up, blindly swiping at his cheek.

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ "Yes, me!" Hyunjin exclaimed excitedly, hugging Sehun back right away. "I did, I hope that's okay," he said, almost bouncing on spot. He pulled away just a tad bit to unwind his arms and grab Sehun's cheeks instead, pressing a warm kiss to his lips as another form of greeting. It was quick, just a tender press, but it felt like an enormous deal after such a long time of not seeing each other. "I'm so happy to see you!" As soon as his voice rose in volume, Vivi and Monsieur came to stand against his legs, energetically showing their own excitement. Hyunjin loved the attention, of course he did, and he'd give anything to spend more time with the tiny ones and Sehun alike, but right now, he could not take his eyes away from the man right in front of him. It felt like he needed to map and scan his face to memorize every single detail of it, in case they would have to separate again. It was torture, to say the least, but now, when they were there, right by each other, Hyunjin couldn't stop staring, smiling, grinning even, and to keep his hands away from the other male.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ having the opportunity to spend some quality time on a day off with his boyfriend instantly brightened sehun's mood. a hole had formed within his heart since the last meeting the pair had had, which only grew larger the longer they were apart. vivi and monsieur felt the gloominess, too. they often would sit on the back of the couch and stare out the window, just hoping to catch a glance of their best friend. so, all three members of the oh residence vowed to make the most of hyunjin's visit.

as he'd mentioned, the wendigo busied himself in the kitchen, grabbing pans and skillets and vegetables and oils from various cupboards and placing them all together on the counter. sehun had absolutely no idea as to what would be prepared for their dinner today; any time hyunjin came over, sehun always wanted the meals to be perfect. not that he half-assed the other dishes...but hey, what's just what you did for the one you loved and care for, right? at least, sehun thought so.

normally, the wendigo would've noticed the front door opening and closing, but with his mind so preoccupied and vivi and monsieur remaining silent, hyunjin sneaking up on him caught him off-guard. "you-" he carefully spun around with an amused expression before pulling the imp right into his embrace. "you used the key i gave you."

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ After putting on some actual trousers and a t-shirt, Hyunjin was on his merry way over to Sehun's house. A place and route he knew very well by now. With a spring in his step, he was over quicker than he expected, standing by the door he had the key for already.
He fondled with it in his pocket, pondering whether he should knock or just let himself in.

With a mischievous bite to his lower lip, he pulled the key out and quietly let himself in, hoping the little furry doorbells would not announce him and therefore ruin his little sneaky-sneak action. When he heard the tiny feet rush towards his direction, he quickly put a finger to his lips shushing them before they could get too excited. Wagging their tails, they remained in one spot, all too eager to be included in Hyunjin's stealth mission. The imp tiptoed inside the house like a burglar, looking into the rooms he passed to spot Sehun somewhere. When he saw the wendigo, the oh-so handsome it hurt wendigo, Hyunjin silently sneaked behind him and covered his eyes from behind. "Guess who?" He grinned, trying to stifle his happy laughter.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ Cute. Sehun's first thought on Hyunjin's inquiry about their relationship status somehow was that it was rather adorable, especially considering where they were and what they were doing: , and about to shower with one another. "We are dating, you and I." Sehun confirmed a second time. "So, yes, this is more than okay for us...as long as neither one of us feel uncomfortable, which we already established that we did not. Correct?" He then paused, inhaling a long, slow breath before calculating his next words and continuing. "Besides, it would be such a tragedy for me to miss out on admiring and touching my boyfriend when he is standing in front of me, looking like something right out of my wildest dreams." Compliments fell so easily from his lips in the presence of the imp, yet no matter how many spewed out, Sehun never felt satisfied because none of them seemed to quite capture and express his thoughts properly. He needed his boyfriend to know how much he cared for him, and he often worried he didn't completely get his point across. Maybe now this could be his chance. When their lips met, he closed his eyes and took it upon himself to carefully back the other against the shower wall and out of the direct spray of water. With his mouth pressing and kneading and molding against Hyunjin's, he took the shorter's hands in his, one in each and gently pinned them to the wall on either side of his head. Sehun needed this...he craved this... and didn't plan on stopping any time soon.

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ Hyunjin's before complexion took a pinkish hue at Sehun's change of tone. The little, soft teasing made him want to burst into snickers as if he was being tickled from the inside. It's always been the man in front of him that made him feel all sorts of odd things inside. So many confusion led to something this beautiful. He grinned instead of replying, sheepishly and coyly, avoiding the wendigo's eyes for a moment.

"Asking to make sure," the imp responded, his arms winding up around Sehun's neck. It was general knowledge that he had little conception of boundaries and personal space, but now, he honestly did not know what was appropriate and what was not. "So this is okay for us, right?" He asked, his eyes dropping down to refer to their proximity. "Doing things like these?" He continued mindlessly, his fingers slowly finding their way into Sehun's damp hair, combing through it fondly, intimately. "To see each other like this... For me... To see you like this," his words trailed off into a whisper as he got lost in the sight in front of him. The man that had enchanted him from the very first day they've spoken to each other. It was insane, indescribable how it all started to make sense one by one after Hyunjin admitted his feelings for the other and vice versa. His heart pounding, his eyes hyperfocused, and after a moment of silence, he couldn't contain himself anymore. With a careful lunge, he locked his lips with the other in a sweet, slow, particularly damp kiss from the shower water, feeling like there was no better way of processing and conveying just how much he liked Sehun. How much he wanted him. How much he wanted to belong to him.

@hyunjin h。ˢᵃᵘᶜʸᴶ Sehun waited patiently for the other to join him, warm water spraying down and comfortably moistening his bare body. This often was what helped him calm down and relax after long days at the hospital: spending time in the shower while keeping his mind as clear as possible. After all, reflecting on his shift could be dangerous. Anything he said or did that maybe wasn't said or performed to the best of his ability would plague him at that point, which is why he tried extremely hard to block those things out.

Hyunjin's surprised tone is what cut through and drew him back, making Sehun release a low, rumbling chuckle as he gathered the imp in his arms, fingertips gliding up and down along the expanse of his boyfriend's spine. "Are you all right?" He inquired, clearly referring Hyunjin's jumbled word salad, and tilted his head curiously while peering down at the other. "I look so...feel so...?" Sehun repeated Hyunjin's own shock with a brow raised.

Even though he found his boyfriend's reaction to seeing him slightly amusing, Sehun didn't find himself in much of a better state. It was news to him that someone he thought to be the prettiest person he'd ever laid eyes on could be even more stunning without clothes, yet here he stood: right in front of Sehun in all of his bare and beautiful glory. And, the fact that their bodies were up close and personal and pressing so warmly against one another wasn't helping at all.

But just then, it was like everything hit Sehun like a ton of bricks. Hyunjin had to know what he was doing, hugging the taller like this, right? He had to know how it would affect Sehun, even with how calm and composed he usually was.

Right now, though, the wendigo struggled to remain calm and was very far from composed. His hands came to rest on the other's hips, fingertips firmly digging into the smooth skin and most likely leaving behind little crescent marks from his short nails. "I am handsome," he almost said in disbelief, because how could the focus be on him in this moment? How could it, when Hyunjin looked like /that/? Damp hair, moist, glimmering skin, deep, shining eyes- yeah, Sehun was hooked. "Have you seen yourself, darling? Not that this is a competition, but I easily dull in comparison to you." A pause. "I wish I could make you see, make you /feel/ how beautiful you are."

Trying not to shiver from the heat of Hyunjin's lips against his neck, Sehun swallowed thickly and then cleared his throat. "I am happy, too. Probably the happiest man in the world right now, actually." He replied once their gazes met, the wendigo's probably a bit darker than normal. "Yes, you are my boyfriend, and I am your boyfriend. We agreed to that. Why are you asking now, hm?"

@sehun o。ᵒʰˢᵉ Hyunjin didn't expect to be this eager. He had downplayed his excitement moments ago. It was obvious that the imp wasn't as innocent as he wished to be seen. After all, he was a demon, a devil of sorts. He knew all the sinister things in the world beyond and above this human realm. Although, he couldn't deny the fact that he did not recall any of his own sins such as undressing completely in front of another male. A male, that's been haunting him for months. The one single male he wanted to own him. And that was a crucial thing.
Hyunjin undressed, all the way to his bare bottom, leaving his clothes in a pile in the corner of the bathroom. No matter how evil his kind was, how corrupt he himself was, this was a completely different situation. He loved this man. From the bottom of his heart. The affection he felt for the wendigo was indescribable. From the day he became confused with the way he felt for the other male, the implicit jealousy and envy he felt for everyone else that had the chance of spending the time with Sehun, it all boiled down to this.
To Hyunjin being the one in his most vulnerable, in his most intimate, in front of him.
He would have hoped no one else had the pleasure of being like this with the wendigo. But he would be wrong to assume that.
With a gentle sigh of unspoken insecurity, fear even, Hyunjin backed up against the bathtub and slowly, very slowly turned around to enter the shower.
"Holy-" he had to bite his tongue, or he would have cursed. If he was sculpted in hell, Sehun was definitely carved by the most talented, artistic, angels in heaven. His jaw dropped almost inadvertently. his suddenly dry lips, he jumped behind the curtain, pulling it shut vigorously, and, cold water or not, threw himself around Sehun's neck. "Why are you this- uuuuuugh," he whined, arms like vices around the other's neck. "You look so... you... feel so..." and then he trailed off. He realised their predicament; two bodies pressed against one another. Oh, hell... How was he supposed to keep a clear mind. His hands had minds of their own, one slipping up the other's neck and into his hair, while the other gently, unsuspiciously explored the other's muscular shoulders. "I... I..." he couldn't speak. Not when he was suddenly so aware of Sehun's presence. His body against his, and everything that rushed through him rushed to an unfamiliar spot in his lower belly. "You're so handsome," he whispered, eyes closed, the water running down his back, probably shielding Sehun's own skin. "I... I have...fotvjulaikdisbefor," he mumbled as he turned his face, speaking directly into Sehun's damp skin, already embarrassed to speak the words he had lingering on his tongue. He had thought of him like this, of Sehun. That's exactly what the internet taught him, that's exactly how he realized he liked the wendigo more than his friend, more than his best friend. With a sigh, almost too relaxed or too excited, Hyunjin took his face away from Sehun's neck, definitely making his lips leave a trace against the Wendigo's fair skin. "I'm so happy. So... so so happy," he exclaimed, bringing his body even closer. "I'm your boyfriend now, right? And you're mine?" he spoke, but his voice felt foreign. Like it wasn't a tone he had ever used before. Or any of those he could remember. And yet... it was all genuine. Only pointing at the fact that he was indeed, extremely taken by the man in his arms.