*he hums at your words, pulling your hand and pressing a kiss to your knuckles* hit me with your best shot
*Jeongguk was curious what kind of jealousy dream your mind would come up with. Especially since, to him, you had a very y mind. He was enjoying the kiss with the lady he was apparently very close to. He smirked and went with the motions of the lady, sinking deeper into the new emotions he was now feeling. Loneliness. Desperation. All of which were already very familiar to him. Now, though, in the dream, those emotions were overwhelming and washing over him as his alcohol dripping lips touched the female’s. He /yearned/ for that pretty long-haired man to notice. Feeding the flames. Feeding the churning in his apprehensive stomach for having new responsibilities in his life shoved onto him.
*but when you turned away, his eyes and heart fell. No. That’s not- that’s not what he wanted. He gave the other lady a professional goodbye and /then/ left to catch up with you, surprised at the kiss but kissing back through the alcohol. It calmed his sadness, his loneliness, it made him whole again. And then you pulled away and he was forced to actually talk to you rather than use his body* y-yeah… *then his eyes furrowed in confusion and yearning* you know I want you baby please… *his voice turned quieter when you wouldn’t let him into you. He bit his lower lip despite the alcohol in his system messing with his cognition as he shook his head* I…no. Didn’t know…but I-I can’t. I can’t just up and leave, baby. My hyung’s gone who the knows where. Please baby…? *tries to find your hands* listen to reason? *he tried with a slurring voice*
@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [L E C T U R E - I N V A D E R]
*he ended up smirking at the intense feeling of lust you clearly had opposite to your casual behavior. But those red cheeks to his gestures could easily be a dead give away. A cute one but still a giveaway.*
*He ended up whistling under his breath at the heated discussion though, surprised at the engagement of the students. He whistled. Looked similar to the heated discussions in his honors ethics and literature classes when they talked about Socrates and what was to consider for a body and soul.*
*Still, his smirk melts as you diffuse the situation each time. Likeable. Super likeable in a different way than his likeable. Suddenly he grew envious before realizing, yeah that’s /his/ smart professor. No matter how much you looked relaxed and yourself here, he saw you in more shades than the others good. You were the most relaxed and yourself with him…right…? He was in slight doubt though. With him, it felt like your jokes were more calculative with him like you didn’t want to offend him. That made him doubt himself a bit.*
*he perks up at the lecture iceberg. Right, he’s heard about that and the layers of an iceberg. His flat line expression turns up in a shy but curious smile. Defense mechanism huh? that’s cute. *
*but when you sat right next to him, even he was taken off guard. He had to remind himself at the hand sliding onto his thigh that it wasn’t the other professers who might’ve had ulterior motives that Jeongguk would willingly take off. No, this was his actual human. Your touch was confusing. A squeeze but holding it? Did you wanna or nah? Maybe you were waiting for him to do it? He couldn’t tell what you were thinking, only feeling. So he guesses he’d be the usual one to do something more or less aggressive to mean ual. Something more shameless. In his disguise, his cap covered his face was good mostly but if anyone looked back they could see that jungkook and the student looked they had similar lips. Good thing that he had the cap to cover those recognizable eyes. He was able to look elsewhere than you as he made his hands sweatshirt paws. Then when no hand was visible if anyone looked under, he palmed your pants, grinding against a bulge*
@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ [L E C T U R E - I N V A D E R]
*Despite the way you kept capturing his attention, Jungkook wasn't obvious. He made sure each student got enough attention for it to look casual. Your vulgar gesture however made him flush slightly. He crossed his arms over his chest (which was met with a few happy sighs from the girls front row), one of his hands caressing the neck tattoo as if he was thinking about the question himself when I generally he was thinking about all the things you could do to him.*
*The discussion got heated, and he finally clapped.* Okay, as much as I admire the fire, let's not beat each other. *He gave a pointed look to one of his students, who hit another arm when they disagreed. * Remember, violence is never an option unless it's the last slice of pizza. *Students laugh with him.*
You had good arguments and here is the correct answer. *He drew a box around the iceberg, and pointed to the part visible above the water writing 'consciousness'. * As we know, the visible part of any iceberg is small, just a few percent, while the rest sits here. *Points to the big part under the water.* That's why Titanic sank. No one could tell how big was the iceberg under the water. Freud decided that only one-tenth of our minds are conscious. The rest is hidden in our subconsciousness. *He pointed to the submerged part of the iceberg and then circled the whole box with his hand.* And this is our mind.
But what about our polar bear? Well, I am glad we added him because I have just a perfect role for him. *Jungkook smiles.* This is his iceberg and he is protecting it. Our defense mechanism helps us function but that part we will cover a bit later.
*He a p4ojection and walked towards the back, sitting next to you. Students didn't even bat an eye, focusing on the iceberg picture of him sitting amongst students was something normal. *
Let's focus on subconsciousness or what Freud called, unconsciousness. It's a mental activity that we don't have any access to. Freud believed that in this part of our mind, we hold our unacceptable desires and drives. *His hands moved over your thigh, squeezing it gently. Movement is unnoticeable for everyone else.* They get there as a result of repression. That's why we sometimes say something we aren't supposed to. Freud thought that it was a way for those desires to get past the barrier.
According to his concept, our personality develops as a result of seeking a balance between the biological drive for aggression and pleasure and the way we control it. *His hand is still on your thigh.* Sounds about right, I do have to control my biological aggressive need to throw your exams out of the window and forget I ever read it when I am grading them *Jungkook joked, and students started to laugh.*
@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [ L E C T U R E - I N V A D E R ]
*Jeongguk was amused at the way you noticed him throughout your lecture. If It wasn’t for the fact people were adamant you had a girlfriend as a professor, those looks would suspiciously give you away. What he was thoroughly surprised at though was how interesting you made the lecture. Everyone was engaged and he ended up admiring you in general, wishing maybe he could take you and show his own work so you’d admire him- if there’s a such thing as admiring it. He was only half paying attention at first, preferring to just people watch. But when your eyes landed on him the first time, he smirked and even with his cap down to cover his eyes, he used one finger and made the other a hole before he gave you the vulgar gesture of ing a hole with his finger.*
*yet the smirk slightly weakened at the next words of ual abuse, his finger in the hole but stuck in it as he heard the rest. He recovers when you look towards him, making his tongue press his cheek as he gestures a -like gesture. He smirks softly at how you adorably drew a polar bear just because of a student’s whim before his smirk flat lined at the name you choose. Was this…a lecture about him…*
@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ [ L E C T U R E - I N V A D E R ]
*Jungkook eyes moved, focusing on you for a moment, as if he could hear your words, and flashed you a smile, before he focused on the girl again, nodding. * Good, one activity point for you. *He took a step back and moved to another girl in the row. * We are in the year 1880, and this beautiful young lady is taking care of her dying father. Suddenly she started hallucinating, which later turned into severe symptoms. She could no longer stand up, her head hurt, and he couldn't feel or see properly. Since she is a woman and the time was tough for them, it was easy to diagnose it as a 'hysteria'. Because we... emotions? Ew, emotions on women? *He made a face and waved his hands, making all students laugh.* After her father's death she got even worse and she no longer knew how to talk. Her states of consciousness were disturbed. *He clasped his hands together rocking on his heels.* Without any more details, what would cause all of this? Give me your ideas.
*Everyone focused on the task, talking to each other, but Jungkook... Jungkook eyes were on you. Raising his eyebrow, tilting his head to the side. The discussion continued and he nodded. *
Freud's teacher, Josef Breuer was treating our patient, by what she called later 'healing talk'. Psychoanalysis. Although he decided that she was healed, which wasn't the truth, Freud analyzed her condition and 17 other patients, creating his theory about consciousness, and concluded that her hysteria was caused by the ual abuse she experienced as a child.
*Jungkook walked toward the whiteboard, drawing a scheme of an iceberg.* Do we know what it is?
Mount Everest!
*Someone yelled, and Jungkook laughed.* No, miss Jihuei. It's an iceberg. Here is a tip *His fingers may point to the drawing but eyes were on Jungkook as he his lips.* and here is the underwater bottom. *Another look. Someone yelled that he forgot to add a polar bear on top so he did it.* So now, we have our iceberg and bear who we shall call 'Gukkie'.* He smirks.* Now, tell me which part of this iceberg would be consciousness and what would be the subconsciousness.
@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [ L E C T U R E - I N V A D E R ]
*jeongguk’s smirk softened at the way you reacted to his hand. He half expected you to yell at him then say a nevermind when you realized it was him. As expected though of the most popular professor in campus; you knew how to get on everyone’s good side. Yet even in his outfit he wanted the attention. He smirked pleased though when you addressed the new students, flashing you a tongue.*
*then the lecture began and he hummed at the topic. Consciousness and subconsciousness huh? Something he never learned directly but given that he’s experienced stuff, he decides to lounge back and listen if the humans got it right or not. That was until you walked in front of a pretty girl. He snorted as he could already sense the girl’s heart beating faster and other sensations.* pft ing wet for a gay guy… *he mutters under his breath. Yet because they were both good looking they complemented each other. If it wasn’t for you being a professor, rumors would spread about you and her. Or maybe even a lame ship. Jeongguk just rested his chin on his palm, focusing on the shape of jungkook’s frame until his mind wandered into dirty thoughts and kinks he could try out on you.*
@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ [ L E C T U R E - I N V A D E R ]
*It was his last lecture of a day, and if he knew that you had holidays, he would be already planning to spend the free time with you. Now, as you walked into the room, his eyes widened. He held back a yelp, biting his lips and big grin that was threatening to show up. Jungkook once again looked at his watch, just to busy himself, and hide the happy smile, and then he cleared his throat.*
Hello students, it's nice to see new faces, welcome. *Did he smile at you? Oh, yes he did, but it was fast as his eyes slides over. * So, Freud *He tapped his fingers on the white board.* Our most controversial psychologist, whose concepts are the most often misinterpreted, and today we will focus on his concept of consciousness and subconsciousness. *He wrote those two words on the board.* Is anyone familiar with 'studies on hysteria' or the old term that was covered by 'hysteria'? *He asks, observing the hands that shoot up, room what he likes to call a 'girl bosses bench' in his mind. He smirks lightly and moved towards them, standing right in front of probably one of the most pretty girls, giving her voice.
@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [ L E C T U R E I N V A D E R ]
*when his boss gave him a holiday, Jeongguk smirked excited to spend the whole day with his contractee. He entered the university, though, to find that everyone was still in classes* huh… guess I gotta go back… *he almost poured to himself before he cocked a brow remembering their conversation. Right. His human was getting popular. Wouldn’t hurt to blend in with the crowd and do a little surveillance. That’s why after smacking the other’s discretely with a wink behind a black hoodie cap over his eyes, he was now sitting at the very back in curiosity*
@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ .
[ L E C T U R E I N V A D E R ]
*Jungkook stretched out and reached for his water bottle, as he waves a 'goodbye' at the students, leaving the hall. In just a few minutes, a new group started to fill the room, greeting him. Some girls giggled, observing him, but he paid them no mind, as he leans over his desk, arranging the papers. He checked what will be today's topic, before he turned around, writing on the white board 'Freud and the psychodynamic perspective'. Then he checked his watch. Two minutes left. His eyes moving over the crowd, to see how many are missing. He was looking rather casual today, jeans, and white shirt hugging his body nicely, hair down. Which the girls apparently very liked. *
@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *His eyes lit up, as he gently caressed your cheek.* That's my hidden power, but I wanted you to know, before. This will not be a bad scenario, but it will be difficult. *He could only lean closer into those kisses, press himself closer to your body, observing that soft, innocent face. He falls asleep quietly watching you, your dark eyes, your calm face, tangled with your body.*
*When you opened up your eyes, you found yourself standing in the middle of a club. You were dancing, holding a girl in your arms, moving against her, whispering something that made her laugh. Her arms wrapped around your neck, as she laughs, pulling you down for a kiss. So you did, your hands squeezing her bottom as you made her moan softly, biting and on her lips. You were getting into it, kissing her neck and shoulder, her warm body so inviting, and yet something made you pause. Your eyes moved over the dancing crowd curiously, yet no one was interested in you and your girl, and when you were about to give up and focus on your catch, you spotted him.*
*Jungkook was standing there, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed over his chest. His gaze was dark and hurt. Lips pressed into thin line. He lacked the usual happy glow, you were so used. Your eyes moved over to his neck, spotting the hickeys you left just a few hours ago. Back when the world was easy, and happy. When you were ing him slowly, observing the first rays of the rising sun dancing on his back. You didn't know that this day will end up this badly. But here you are, observing the hurt and jealously mixed on the face you loved so much. He tilted his head, raising his hand and wiggling his fingers, questioning you without words. 'Not yet' you wanted to say, but only shake your head. So he knows about the arrangement married. So he knows that his parents want him to marry some rich guy's daughter and seal the deal. Therefore, he knows, and was looking for you, only to find you drunk, kissing someone else. Your heart seizes when you watch his expression falls, as he turned around, disappearing in the crowd.* Jungkook! *You called, but the music muffled it out. You pushed the girl away, quickly following him, just for him to pull you out into a small corridor. You were pressed against the wall, your lips crushed in a passionate and rather rough kiss.*
Why do you always drown your sadness in others when you have me?! *He asked, right after he broke the kiss, resting his forehead on your shoulder.* Is that her? Are you already fulfilling your duties? *He asked again, his tone showing how hurt he was.* How long...? How long you know? *You shake your head again. You didn't know. You weren't the main plan. Your brother was, but he went out and fell in love. He gave up on the company. So now the responsibility is on you, and you can't do anything. *
@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *his face flushed at all the compliments. You always made him feel smaller despite everything. Loved. He kisses you at those words. On one end we wanted to and you wanted to do some jealousy scenario but on the other you just wanted to talk to him, reassure him. He didn’t mind, the type to do things impulsively anyways. Not to mention this wouldn’t probably be the best dream for us both but the one that would be needed. And because of that you might be easing into it with all the reassurance. He kisses you passionately as you wrap your arm around his neck* baby…you make me speechless. *laughs lightly* can’t follow up with that huh? *he kisses your lips before laughing softly at you messing up his gelled hair, some strands falling on his face and exposing his more innocent looking face. He kisses you onto sleeping position* fall asleep when you’re ready, Hyung… *he hugs you to him before nuzzling his forehead onto yours and closing his eyes and thumbing your cheek* I love you
@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Jungkook could feel the burning passion behind your kisses the way you wanted to just screw everything and take right here and right there raw and hard and gosh he did want that as well. Which led him to make a small frustrated sound you kissed right away as his hands covered your face pulling you closer. Kissing those hard-to-resist lips. * Correct. I am this close to ging up the fantasy and just let you bend me over in the first room we will find. *Another lewd, loud, shameless sound.* I know baby. *He his lips focusing on your words.* But do not worry. No matter how mad, jealous, and hurt I would be I would never, ever! Hurt you. I will never be like my father. I refuse to. Yes, I can pull you roughly, kiss you hard, manhandle you against the wall leave bite marks and bruises but never purposely hurt. Not in that way. *His warm eyes for a moment grew dark.* But if someone dares to try hurting you, or will touch you I will them up, Jeongguk. You can have all your super power and strength but I want you to know I will protect you. No matter what.
*He let you kiss him again, wrapping his arms around your neck. Forgetting the whole world for a moment. When he moved away his eyes glimmer.*
You know... after death human brain lives on for seven minutes to replay its best memories. *He whispered, messing up your gelled hair, smiling at the sight. * You would be my seven minutes.
@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *when we were alone, usually he’d grab your body close to his and make a mess of you. But since you already mentioned we’d have a full-fledged fantasy, he waited patiently while kissing you hard yearning for you.* I can only do it for you cause damn I wanna show how much I want em but sometimes it comes across the wrong way if it’s just outta nowhere. For you I don’t need that lead-in cause you make it obvious you’d be down for my whenever. *he a brow at your suggested dream* jealousy huh? *he smirks curiously* that’s new, I’m down *he kisses your lips as he grinds his shape further* fall asleep and you’ll be able to take over. Only reminder is, unlike you baby, whatever happens in a dream to my dream body affects my real one. So just…keep that in mind okay? My human body in the human plane can always heal. The dream’s my real plane of existence. Everything but complete death; pain and pleasure I feel there to the highest degree, even losing life energy. *and with that he kisses you*
@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Jungkook never let your hand go, as he walk into the campus. Now, alone when he reached the destination he cupped your chin, kisisng your lips hard.* I love when you press your hard against me with not care in the world you know? ung y. All stiff for me. *He rewarded you by slow grinding.* But I think I will be the one to flesh out this story baby, I have a lot of ty jaelousy to get me through it, but dont worry. I cna promise that you will claim your favorite ty hole many times tonight.
