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@ᵒ kim jungsu. *bolts right up into a half-sitting position, surprise etched into my features, mouth opening and closing stupidly for a few seconds. Staring down at you, wide-eyed and blinking rapidly, I clear my throat, a small smile tugging up the corners of my full lips as I raise an eyebrow, searching your face* is this you asking me to be your boyfriend, or am i misreading the situation?

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. -caresses your fingers absentmindedly, smiling as I listen to you, curls up a bit more allowing myself to let my guard down and relax in your hold- is not lame, I think it’s very understandable…
Jiseok? -intertwines my fingers on yours, giving your hand a gentle squeeze, blushing in response to the kiss to my shoulder- I would like to make it official, if that’s something you want… the other stuff can wait but I want to be with you…what do you say?

@ᵒ kim jungsu. [I KNOW ;;;; coos~ cuties fr. Take care sweetie, don’t work too hard!! Tyt bubby uwu]

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. [They are both loser i love them for it sdjfsl talk to you later bb c: ]

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *squeezes you to me, hiding my face in your shoulder as my pulse flutters embarrassingly fast* I mean- bonding and mating is very… super sacred to me. Considering a mating bite is permanent, I think it would be special to save until marriage…. Is that lame to say? But I can’t pretend like I don’t think about it… making it official, I mean *laughs shyly, blush burning brightly at my lame explanation* i do think about those things ;; *places a small kiss on your shoulder, ears twitching eagerly* I’d like that hyung. Anything is fine with me, surprise me!

[JISEOK IS A LOSER IM CRYING]

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. [IM SORRY i just wanted kisses before leaving jsdjdk you can reply its okay ]

@ᵒ kim jungsu. [] the way this scared the outta me bc I was about to reply HDKSHDHDH

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. -snuggles in your hold, pressing soft kisses to your lips-
let's have a meal when I get back, what's your favorite snack? dessert? I will bring it to you after scheds...

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. -scrunches my face with a smile at the kiss, turning a bit in your hold to peck your lips, going back to my original position- Jiseok? Have you ever thought about us… bonding? Or not even bonding but, just making it official? being… mates and all that?

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *pauses, head perking up with surprise before relaxing back against you, leaning up to press a lingering gentle kiss to your cheek* You dont need to thank me hyung, I like taking care of you. Knowing you’re sleeping well, staying healthy and happy, and eating good is important to me. I don’t mind if you’re not used to it, it makes it more special. I’m happy to do it

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. Jiseok?
-mumbles, fingers playing with yours- thank you for looking after me… I know I don’t make it easy, I’m not used to it but I appreciate it

@ᵒ kim jungsu. It’s definitely my favorite thing if that’s what you’re asking. I like being close to you. *nuzzles and inhales your scent, letting my eyes slip shut* im glad you feel the same way, hyung. That makes me really happy

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. You like it when I’m all over you?
-grins and curls on my side, arm on top of yours and closing my eyes- because I know I like it, all of this, with you

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *laughs softly as I snuggle into you, throwing my arms and legs around you before burying my face in your neck* im going to need you to stop tempting me

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. Mmmh -hums and follows after you under the covers- little because I might not be able to keep my hands off you if I’m the big spoon, then we won’t be getting any sleep at all

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *waits until you’ve changed before carefully taking the offered clothes from you and setting them aside to cup your face in my hands, meeting your eyes* you’re so cute it hurts. I’m only serious when im trying to take care of you, not fighting, I promise. *shoots a quick grin before reaching for the clothes, changing carelessly before crawling into the sheet* big spoon or little, baby?

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. I get worried when you’re so serious
-huffs and closes the door behind me, changing in my night clothes, throwing a hoodie on too and handing you some comfortable clothes for you to change-
Come on, let’s get in bed

@ᵒ kim jungsu. SHGDFHFD Jungsu, we weren’t fighting you dork. *snorts a laugh, eyes soft with endearment* you’re too adorable, hyung. I’ll never say no to snuggling with you.
*eagerly bounds over to the bed, and bounces onto the mattress*

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. I don't want us to fight, what I can offer tonight is a snuggle session... even if i don't fall asleep immediately
-holds your hand, gently guide you into the dorm-

@ᵒ kim jungsu. Oh hyung.. I didn’t realize that you wanted to be the one to take care of me. I just thought it was only fair to offer to pay since you always do so much and i want you to know i care about you too. But i have no problem letting you take care of me. I’ll let you pay then okay? But you have to let me do nice things for you too, so i can show my affection. *shoots you a small smile, eyes soft and bright and only softens even more at your cute blushing face. I lean into your hold, my voice dropping in volume* i like you too, jungsu, so much. *my eyes meet your own, tongue darting out to wet my lips* i want you too. If you’ll have me. So do something about it hyung.

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. Please don’t do that, let me decide for myself if I want to do the thing or don’t. I won’t know if you step back…
Mmh -thinks for a moment- like when I said I’d take care of you or pay for you, but then you kept refusing and saying you would pay and look after me, that type of stuff… it’s silly but it confuses me lots and well, I’m not used to be the one someone else takes care of—
-feels my face warm up as you shift closer, smiling and nodding in agreement- Jiseok, I really like this, I like you so much… -cups your face with one hand, thumb rubbing circles on your cheek- you’re, so, ing, pretty and I want you

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@ᵒ kim jungsu. [] night night bby uwu sleep well when you do!! Take your time bub

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. [good go eep! night night! i will reply to this later]

@ᵒ kim jungsu. [] foul of you to make me go eep :cc but fiiine rhfsdh i cant barely hold my eyes open :sob: they can continue tomorrow uwu

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *tilts my head slightly, taking in your words with a thoughtful expression* it’s just because I’m scared I’m pressuring you so I take a step back. But it’s dumb and I won’t do that anymore now that I know it’s what you want too *an amused smile tugs at my* A dominance thing, huh? What do you mean exactly? *chuckles softly, giving your hand a gentle squeeze* or maybe it’s just us figuring out how we fit together, what works for us. It’s not a bad thing, you know. We’re learning each other in real time. *my expression softens at your words, a warmth spreading in my chest* You have no idea how much I want that too… just to be close, to hold you and forget about everything else for a while. *shifts a little closer, my voice quieter, more sincere* I know things get crazy, but moments like this… you and me, just us… that’s what I want the most. The softness, the comfort. I want you to always want me too.

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. []go eep :[

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. mmm -nods once- I can't think of any specific situation but sometimes I feel I try to be a little more step forward but then... I don't know, I feel like it doesn't always work... uh -frowns, looking up to the side as realization hits and then back at you- it's probably a dominance thing?? yeah it's like that...or at least that's how I feel it...I could be wrong...
I know I want you, right now? I want to snuggle with you in bed, I always want to be so close to you as physically possible... -tilts my head with a smile of my own and nods- yeah just the two of us, everything is always so chaotic, I just wanted this

@ᵒ kim jungsu. If you need me to clarify even though I’ve said it before, I like you a lot. More than friends. But I don’t want to pressure you into anything. I’m content with whatever you’re comfortable with or taking it slow and figuring things out together okay? You don’t need to feel like we should rush or jump into anything, so get that out of your head. I’m going to like you regardless. I kissed you because I like you. [bby if I don’t respond it’s because I fell asleep fhgsfj]

@ᵒ kim jungsu. With what I really want? *blinks at you in surprise* I want whatever you’re comfortable with, hyung. You can always approach me wym?? *my free hand moves to tilt your head downwards to meet my gaze* what is it that you /think/ I want? Actually… are you still figuring out what /you/ want? *tilts my head slightly in question* we can figure things out together if you want? It doesn’t have to be rushed right now. You know I’m never afraid to give a direct answer when you ask me something right? *I can’t hide the smile from widening, eyes bright at your admission* a moment like this? Where we’re talking?