❍ inkigayo

@✮ hwi sejun 「xᴀɴ」ˣ.ᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ Rushing down the halls, Sunjun began hearing more whispers about his boyfriend. He's pretty well known as a trainee, it made sense so it didn't bother him. What worried him was the soft snickers and the wondering eyes. The look on their faces were the same as when he first showed his face after he was told that he would not be a trainee anymore. It was the look of pity. His head only coming up with the worst case scenario, his pace quickens into a jog, not worried that he probably looked wild he looked as he sprinted down the halls. His mind filled with every possible worst scenario, worried that his precious Sejun had gotten hurt somehow.

Quickly pushing through the crowd when he finds the source of the commotion, his heart drops faster than his jaw at a sight worse than the worst scenario. His mind goes numbingly quiet as he didn't know what to think at the sight of his boyfriend unmistakably making out with another person. All he wanted to do was reach and call out for his Sejun but his body was stuck frozen in his spot. When their eyes meet for the first time, his legs feel ready to give out on him. Not in the way that his legs felt like jelly the first time when they kissed but in the way that it felt like his whole world had fallen out from under him.

@✮ hwi sejun 「xᴀɴ」ˣ.ᵐᵖⁱʳᵉ Inkigayo, the Show, Show Champion, M Countdown, Music Bank, Show! Music Core, and then Inkigayo again. Sungjun has been shadowing managers the past week and with each passing day, it felt like there was no end. It was one thing being on stage, performing. Fans chanting your name as if you had just blessed them with the ability to see for the first time. The managerial position wasn't as luxurious. Sure you got to hang around the stars all day but having to take orders from them after training with a few of them for months, if not years, was another thing. The wound from being "dropped" from the training program still fresh top with the fact that he hasn’t had anything to drink since he started this week only made his week even more miserable.

His ears perk up when he hears a familiar name being mumbled as he makes his way down the halls. “Sejun”. He couldn’t think of any reason why he would be here but at that moment, he didn’t care to make up one. Based on the quiet murmurs up and down the hall, his boyfriend was somewhere backstage. Feeling that he really needed some TLC right at that moment, he rushed his way backstage where many of the idols would socialize in hopes to find the boy.