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@ᵒ kim jungsu. *lets out a soft laugh, the sound muffled against your chest as I nuzzle closer, feeling the warmth of your body beneath me* I know I’m cheesy… *murmurs playfully, tilting my head just enough to press a lingering kiss against your collarbone, my breath warm against your skin* But you love it. You love me. *pulls back just enough to look up at you, eyes shining with so much adoration, hands resting on your sides, fingers tracing soothing circles*
And I love you. *whispers, voice thick with emotion* More than I know how to put into words, more than I think I can ever explain. *smiles, soft and sincere, before shifting to rest my cheek against your chest, listening to the steady rhythm of your heartbeat* I’m so happy

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. -wraps arms tightly and protectively around your smaller frame and lays down on the bed, pulling you on top of me with the brightest smile, kissing the top of your head- I will have whatever you give to me…
-groans and keeps you so close to me, just breathing slowly and taking your scent- you’re so cheesy, kwak Jiseok… -finally admits, teasingly but meaning no harm as I continue smiling and burying my face in your messy hair- I love you, I love you so much -mumbles, hugging you to my chest-

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *lets out a soft, shaky breath, leaning into your touch, eyes fluttering shut for a moment before I open them again, searching yours for any hesitation, any sign that this isn’t real—but all I see is you, and you’re looking at me like I’m the only thing in the world that matters and my eyes fill with fondness and warmth* I want you too, jungsu. My heart beats for you, hyung. *lets out a quiet, breathy laugh, wet with emotion, as I press my forehead more firmly against yours, closing the space* You’re crazy? *sniffles, but a smile tugs at my lips, gentle and sincere, pulse hammering and my gaze flitting between yours* I think I’ve been losing my mind over you this whole time, hyung. I’ll be your boyfriend, your mate, if you’ll have me. I want that, with you.

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. -looks up at you with a smile that soon turns in worry the more you speak, blinking worried and quickly sitting up, probably too quickly because we almost bump foreheads- jiseok—
-kneels on the mattress and cups your face when I see the tears pool in your eyes- I think it was pretty damn obvios that I like you, that I’m stupidly in love with you… and that /I/ want to be with you… -rubs circles on your cheeks, always looking you in the eye- I… I know we never went on that date but… we can have so many more… it doesn’t have to stop now… -now bumps my forehead on yours- god I want you so bad, Kwak Jiseok. I’m going crazy.

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *my lips part slightly in surprise, dark eyes searching yours for a moment before a slow, exhaling a soft sound*
You’ve been thinking about it for too long, hyung? Why didn’t you ask before now? I….*glancing down at your hands, a small frown pulling over my lips, voice light but tinged with something soft and insecure* I didn’t think you actually wanted to be with me. I alluded to it before and you kind of brushed it off… and I asked you on a date that we’ve never gone on- I just… *my eyes finally look up to meet yours, rounded and brimming with the beginning of tears, open and genuine.* do you really like me? Do you want to be with me? You’re not just.. doing this because you think you have to right? *slots my bottom lip between my teeth, worrying the flesh.* I like you hyung, but I want to know how you feel too.

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. -blinks and turns on my back to look up as you sit up, watching you in amusement and lightly smacking your chest with the back of my hand-
-as much as I’d like to make a joke about the situation, I just nod instead, looking you in the eye- yes, Jiseok, I’ve been thinking about it for way too long.

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *bolts right up into a half-sitting position, surprise etched into my features, mouth opening and closing stupidly for a few seconds. Staring down at you, wide-eyed and blinking rapidly, I clear my throat, a small smile tugging up the corners of my full lips as I raise an eyebrow, searching your face* is this you asking me to be your boyfriend, or am i misreading the situation?

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. -caresses your fingers absentmindedly, smiling as I listen to you, curls up a bit more allowing myself to let my guard down and relax in your hold- is not lame, I think it’s very understandable…
Jiseok? -intertwines my fingers on yours, giving your hand a gentle squeeze, blushing in response to the kiss to my shoulder- I would like to make it official, if that’s something you want… the other stuff can wait but I want to be with you…what do you say?

@ᵒ kim jungsu. [I KNOW ;;;; coos~ cuties fr. Take care sweetie, don’t work too hard!! Tyt bubby uwu]

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. [They are both loser i love them for it sdjfsl talk to you later bb c: ]

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *squeezes you to me, hiding my face in your shoulder as my pulse flutters embarrassingly fast* I mean- bonding and mating is very… super sacred to me. Considering a mating bite is permanent, I think it would be special to save until marriage…. Is that lame to say? But I can’t pretend like I don’t think about it… making it official, I mean *laughs shyly, blush burning brightly at my lame explanation* i do think about those things ;; *places a small kiss on your shoulder, ears twitching eagerly* I’d like that hyung. Anything is fine with me, surprise me!

[JISEOK IS A LOSER IM CRYING]

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. [IM SORRY i just wanted kisses before leaving jsdjdk you can reply its okay ]

@ᵒ kim jungsu. [] the way this scared the outta me bc I was about to reply HDKSHDHDH

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. -snuggles in your hold, pressing soft kisses to your lips-
let's have a meal when I get back, what's your favorite snack? dessert? I will bring it to you after scheds...

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. -scrunches my face with a smile at the kiss, turning a bit in your hold to peck your lips, going back to my original position- Jiseok? Have you ever thought about us… bonding? Or not even bonding but, just making it official? being… mates and all that?

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *pauses, head perking up with surprise before relaxing back against you, leaning up to press a lingering gentle kiss to your cheek* You dont need to thank me hyung, I like taking care of you. Knowing you’re sleeping well, staying healthy and happy, and eating good is important to me. I don’t mind if you’re not used to it, it makes it more special. I’m happy to do it

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. Jiseok?
-mumbles, fingers playing with yours- thank you for looking after me… I know I don’t make it easy, I’m not used to it but I appreciate it

@ᵒ kim jungsu. It’s definitely my favorite thing if that’s what you’re asking. I like being close to you. *nuzzles and inhales your scent, letting my eyes slip shut* im glad you feel the same way, hyung. That makes me really happy

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. You like it when I’m all over you?
-grins and curls on my side, arm on top of yours and closing my eyes- because I know I like it, all of this, with you

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *laughs softly as I snuggle into you, throwing my arms and legs around you before burying my face in your neck* im going to need you to stop tempting me

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. Mmmh -hums and follows after you under the covers- little because I might not be able to keep my hands off you if I’m the big spoon, then we won’t be getting any sleep at all

@ᵒ kim jungsu. *waits until you’ve changed before carefully taking the offered clothes from you and setting them aside to cup your face in my hands, meeting your eyes* you’re so cute it hurts. I’m only serious when im trying to take care of you, not fighting, I promise. *shoots a quick grin before reaching for the clothes, changing carelessly before crawling into the sheet* big spoon or little, baby?

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. I get worried when you’re so serious
-huffs and closes the door behind me, changing in my night clothes, throwing a hoodie on too and handing you some comfortable clothes for you to change-
Come on, let’s get in bed

@ᵒ kim jungsu. SHGDFHFD Jungsu, we weren’t fighting you dork. *snorts a laugh, eyes soft with endearment* you’re too adorable, hyung. I’ll never say no to snuggling with you.
*eagerly bounds over to the bed, and bounces onto the mattress*

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. I don't want us to fight, what I can offer tonight is a snuggle session... even if i don't fall asleep immediately
-holds your hand, gently guide you into the dorm-

@ᵒ kim jungsu. Oh hyung.. I didn’t realize that you wanted to be the one to take care of me. I just thought it was only fair to offer to pay since you always do so much and i want you to know i care about you too. But i have no problem letting you take care of me. I’ll let you pay then okay? But you have to let me do nice things for you too, so i can show my affection. *shoots you a small smile, eyes soft and bright and only softens even more at your cute blushing face. I lean into your hold, my voice dropping in volume* i like you too, jungsu, so much. *my eyes meet your own, tongue darting out to wet my lips* i want you too. If you’ll have me. So do something about it hyung.

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. Please don’t do that, let me decide for myself if I want to do the thing or don’t. I won’t know if you step back…
Mmh -thinks for a moment- like when I said I’d take care of you or pay for you, but then you kept refusing and saying you would pay and look after me, that type of stuff… it’s silly but it confuses me lots and well, I’m not used to be the one someone else takes care of—
-feels my face warm up as you shift closer, smiling and nodding in agreement- Jiseok, I really like this, I like you so much… -cups your face with one hand, thumb rubbing circles on your cheek- you’re, so, ing, pretty and I want you

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@ᵒ kim jungsu. [] night night bby uwu sleep well when you do!! Take your time bub

@ᵇ kwak jiseok. [good go eep! night night! i will reply to this later]