↳ enha.

I should take a step back before I end
up hurting myself in the long run

maybe this isn’t it for me

in my next life im gonna start
being a yoga instructor
for the elderly

that’s kinda sad. but I respect the grind ig
good for Mildred for doing yoga.
and supporting this unlicensed instructor

damn. im gonna be mildred in the park
in her visor with bright neon joggers
doing 7am yoga with an instructor who’s inexperienced
with two kids thinking this could be a part time gig so that it could be included on their resume as a skill with the elderly into a higher paid job to support the whole family

maybe it’s best if I quietly existed
and dry out like those old people
that do yoga in the parks on sundays

_(:_」∠)_ we’ll never know .

to the point where everything goes numb

would I have surrounded myself with all these complicated emotions that’s slowly eating me alive

had I made different choices in life

sometimes I be wondering
if life would have been less complicated

my eyes are burning
u n u

well at least I know now
shiiiii :T

∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿
I could’ve been here all along

oh shoot

Tired asf

Hhh

@ᴄʜᴏɪ sᴏᴏʙɪɴ ᵛᵃᵐᵖᶦʳᵉ () you might as well go to bed you hard working cutie :c just respond tomorrowww don’t try to stay up ;;

@ᴋɪᴍ ꜱᴜɴᴏᴏ ᵏᶦᵗˢᵘⁿᵉ ((still here cx, just got home tho sooo def about to pass tf out))

@ᴄʜᴏɪ sᴏᴏʙɪɴ ᵛᵃᵐᵖᶦʳᵉ the sound that rumbles in my throat is a mix of a whine and laugh as you pull me closer, your cold fingers feeling good against my skin. a sheepish smile taking over at the prospect of you talking with my members, as adoration flickers in my amber orbs.
i guess you’re right.. you can do that without me being there right? might be too much for me- that’s all i want~

@ᴋɪᴍ ꜱᴜɴᴏᴏ ᵏᶦᵗˢᵘⁿᵉ brushes off your change in heart rate, assuming it had to do with the impending feeding; my free hand mirrors the other beneath your knee as i slowly pull you forward, fingertips coolly pressing against your skin due to the shorts you wore.
i should talk with them, if anyone. not you.. they won’t listen to you without being soothed. i need to have a full sit down chat with them, that way i can cover you in plenty of bite marks.

@ᴄʜᴏɪ sᴏᴏʙɪɴ ᵛᵃᵐᵖᶦʳᵉ eyes the way your fingers rake through your hair and despite my attempts to remain calm, i could feel my heart skip a beat from the mindless action.
i appreciate it.. i do but i’d hate for things to get weird between you.. you’re never rough with me and i’m pretty sure i want you to bite me more than you want to yourself. i really like the bite marks.. makes me a little sad when they fade.

@ᴋɪᴍ ꜱᴜɴᴏᴏ ᵏᶦᵗˢᵘⁿᵉ yet.
mumbles the word, having smiled after your kiss before i sit up and slide a hand beneath your knee, brushing my hair back away from my eyes as you explain your members behavior.
hey now. it’s alright, i would rather them be overprotective than under. besides, they’re gonna have to get used to me being around and you having bite marks from time to time.

@ᴄʜᴏɪ sᴏᴏʙɪɴ ᵛᵃᵐᵖᶦʳᵉ erupting in a fit of laughter at the sight of your landing, i shake my head as i lean over onto one of my palms to hover over you briefly stealing a quick peck before settling back in my prior position.
you won’t! i promise you won’t.. hee hyung hasn’t threaten to punch you yet has he? i’ll talk to jungwon so he lays off the glaring. they’re just protective which is cute but annoying cause i don’t want you to feel like you have to hide or avoid anyone

@ᴋɪᴍ ꜱᴜɴᴏᴏ ᵏᶦᵗˢᵘⁿᵉ glances around the semi-familiar room up until you promptly push me onto the bed, flopping down with a flurry of light hair and a quiet breath, my line of sight trailing after your actions calmly.
i just don’t want to bring around any strife is all

@ᴄʜᴏɪ sᴏᴏʙɪɴ ᵛᵃᵐᵖᶦʳᵉ once we’re inside, i pull you over to my bed before gently shoving you down onto the soft surface as i release your hand, climbing on shortly after and settling on my knees as i smile at you with twinkling orbs.
will you ever get over your wonie fears?

@ᴋɪᴍ ꜱᴜɴᴏᴏ ᵏᶦᵗˢᵘⁿᵉ gazes at you with such a warm fondness behind my eyes, trailing after you with a lingering smile on my lips and the fear of your leader gone.
your room it is~

() oops didn’t mean to tag skshsk feel free to ignore

@ᴄʜᴏɪ sᴏᴏʙɪɴ ᵛᵃᵐᵖᶦʳᵉ gives your hand a firm squeeze as i push up on my toes to press a kiss to your cheek, shrugging before starting off in the direction of my room.
probably my room since we’ll be cuddling after

tugs you inside the living room and glances around at the dark space, squeezing your hand for courage in a low key way.
in here or.. in your room?