✯ㅤjisung。

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [hyunwoo: 02:35] i love you too, so much -- and i miss you, even more.

@ⓘ hyunwoo k。ᴴ [kiji: 12:41] i lvoe you babe--so much

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。ᴴ the bus ride was long as always. his phone always out of power was tucked away in his pocket as he stared out the beaded window. the dark tortured streets giving away to the gilded city. the young male looked upon at metal gods reaching for the navy skies, admiring how they were all lit from within. this was as close as the city systems would take him to hyunwoo's home and he exited the bus and continued the rest of journey on foot. he danced around puddles. he worked against the tourists pulling their children away in fear of his appearance while business people largely ignored him to hail their taxis. he pulled his hood farther over his head, hiding his face from the officers stationed on the edge of the roads till he arrived at glittering gated community nestled at the edge of the city.
he played his rings, completely out of place. he hesitated for a moment as this was his first time without hyunwoo but suddenly noticed the gatekeeper motioning to him to come forth.
"here to see your friend?" jisung nodded with a slight smile as ran up to the elderly gentleman, who allowed him,"be careful. go straight there." the younger nodded, sure loitering would only cause suspicions and he wasn't looking to go to jail for merely wanting to his lover. jisung ran up the asphalt to the family home only to see the sly fangirls stationed at the entrance.
[kiji:11:30] come to the back.
he rounded the corner; scaling the wall to the top. he sat upon the stone and frowned down at the greenery, debating his descent, but the universe decided for him as he lost his footing on the slippy edge and went face first into the elegant shrubs, cursed erupting from lips as he turned over upon the mulch.

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [hyunwoo: 9:17] i'm good, i was thinking i'd whip up some hot cocoa for the both of us by the time you get here.
glimpsing at the digital clock perched atop the coffee table for the umpteenth time, the blonde worried at his lower labial with the occasional gnaw, pondering over the others whereabouts. it'd certainly been a while since he'd cut the call and a part of him was beginning to fret over the thought of jisung walking through the unrelenting downpour outside. unable to contain himself any longer, the younger heaved his form off the couch before bolting towards the door, grabbing an umbrella and dashing outside. he couldn't bother with the niceties of changing into more suitable clothes, opting to stride out into the rain with his umbrella unfurled in a pair of shorts and a casual tee in favor of wasting time to change into a proper getup. shoving one hand into the confines of his pocket as a source of warmth, he stood at the driveway, looking left and right in hopes he'd see his lover come into view.

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。ᴴ jisung pursed his lips as he threw on his faded hoodie and scowled out the window at the wet sidewalks before he pulled out his phone again.
'will you come get me? i really don't want to walk in the rain. i don't want to bother you but'
he frowned as soon as he typed the message due to his growing dependence upon hyunwoo and he was ashamed that he couldn't do just as much. he immediately deleted it, not wishing to add to his debt.
[kiji: 9:15] be there soon. do you want anything to eat? i'll pick something up for you,babe.
he went down and stood on the street corner, pulling up his hood to shelter him from the downpour.

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [hyunwoo: 9:11] if you don't i can always come pick you up and course, is that even a question? i'll be having you all to myself, you'll hopefully feel better.

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [hyunwoo: 9:04] yeah, i'll get off practice for my break in a while so i'm definitely down if you're still up for it.
[hyunwoo: 9:05] y'know, i did notice it's been bothering you lately but i really don't have a say when it comes to this. i just hope you'll be able to figure out what you want, without feeling so conflicted.
[hyunwoo: 9:07] i know you say you don't but you still do, somewhat.
[hyunwoo: 9:08] mm, i do. that, really-- y'know babe sometimes i just wish you'd move out of your place, as selfish as it sounds.

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。ᴴ [kiji: 9:10pm] nah. i'm ing pissed. i'm coming over. i don't want to be in the ing apartment right now. i'll be there soon. hopefully i can catch the bus. be there in an hour. can i spend the night?

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。ᴴ [kiji; 9:00 pm] would you like to get like paint and stuff tomorrow? you know for mina's room?
[kiji; 9:01 pm] do you think i should still do it with youngwoo and everything and her asking if she can spend half of her time there. i said yes or whatever--like i can't really say no, right? i'm trying not to be ing pissed.
[kiji; 9:03 pm] i don't know. it's whatever. as long as she's happy. i don't give a .
[kiji; 9:03] do you still want to go tomorrow? the ceiling has been leaking because of all the rain.

lays on the couch, staring at the ceiling

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。ᴴ [kiji; 11:46 pm] honestly, i miss your smell. i hope you're resting well. i love you.

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。 [kiji; 2:00 pm] you're probably busy. i just wanted you to know i was thinking about you. 's rough right now, but i want you to know that i still have you at the back of my mind--

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [mina: 10:53] i mean, i wouldn't- he just, like, today- today he said he'd call me baby doll. like, he didn't actually call me it, but it's still ... it feels nice. i dunno. he's so dreamy uGh

@✓ⓣ mina o。 [kiji: 10:44] i mean if you like him, hang out with him some more. ask him out on a date or--

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [ mina: 10:38pm ] i think he's rly sweet, and i like his tattoos. and he's warm, and strong--

@✓ⓣ mina o。 [kiji; 10:29 pm] i don't know him to well. seems like a nice guy from what i've seen. nice tats--why? what do you think about him?

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [mina 10:28 pm] dude, youngwoo. thoughts?

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [ mina: 8:43 pm] what happened?? r u home??

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji /he could hear the ringing of his heartbeat resonating with defeaning clarity within his head and violently pulsating through every vein. the mental exertion alone was making him nauseous and light headed though he pushed on like a mission, solely on the adrenaline coursing through his system. once the door swung open to reveal the other who immediately fell to his knees, hyunwoo was quick to follow suit, though half of his descent to the ground consisted of him almost slipping into unconsciousness before he regained control over himself again. gathering jisung's form into his arms, he dismissed the sensation clawing at the back of his head in favour of holding the other impossibly tight. babe, i was so ing worried -- are you okay? you hurt anywhere?

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。 /sleep was waning on him when he heard the urgent knock upon the door and he bounded up from his bed in boxers and ran to the door, the fact that it was hyunwoo not dawning on him. fear coursed through his veins; his heart heavy in fear; heartbeat resounding in his ears. when he saw it it was hyunwoo, waves of ethereal bliss bathed him, knocking him to his knees. he drowned his face into hyunwoo's jeans/ i'm so happy it's you--

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji /refusing to wait for the elevator, he charges up the stairs all the way to reach the others floor -- a heaving disarray of disheleved blonde strands and sweat by the time he'd finally made it. with his lungs burning with every arid inhale of breath, he knocked on your door loudly. ji! it's m--e, i'm here! open the door!

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。 [kiji: 10:05 pm] i love you.

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [hyunwoo: 10:05 pm] yeah, i'm awake. hold up i'll be over in a few -- , please be okay.

@✓ⓣ mina o。 [kiji: 7:50 pm] i feel so sick. i feel like throwing up.

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。 [kiji: 10:01 pm] are you awake? please be awake. i want to see you. right now. really ing bad.

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [hyunwoo: 11:18 am] not too bad, i think i did aight' -- , do you want me to bring some hot soup? i'll be over in an hour or so, if that's okay?

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。 [kiji: 11:16] how was it? my throat hurts really bad. i think im getting sick again. do you want to come over later?

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [hyunwoo: 11:15 am] just came out of dance practice, gonna go grab some food. what're you up to?

@ⓣ hyunwoo k。 [kiji: 8:00am] i passed out. hope you had a good practice. i love you too.
[kiji: 8:20am] it's so cold i feel like my ing balls are going to get into my body.

@ⓒ jisung k。❝kiji [hyunwoo: 3:23 am] actually, same. i guess that makes the both of us.
[hyunwoo: 5:00 am] couldn't sleep for . i hope you slept though, i'll be heading to practice soon. babe, i love you.