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@✽ mingi s. "oh?" he smiles and tilts his head slightly as he watches mingi's every move attentively before leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his cheek, "i would love to go on a date with you, handsome." hongjoong grinned before walking around to get into the passenger seat, buckling up before freezing while his cheeks flush a bright red, "lets do it. maybe youll let me you off too?" he mumbles half jokingly, holding out his hand in request for the cigarette.

@✽ subin j.ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵃ ᵐᵒⁿᵗʰ⁻ⁱˢʰ "next date will be better i already know. it'll just keep getting better from here." mark lifted his chin up to look at subin with half-open eyes, simply content to enjoy the gentle breeze surrounding them while the sun was setting. "i love being in your arms, i feel like i haven't told you this often enough, but it's so important for you to know. , i like you so goddamn much, subin."

@✽ hongjoong k. "i'm here to take you on a date." mingi grinned widely and took a long drag of his cigarette before his lips as he leaned back in his seat, patting the passenger seat with a mischievous gleam in his eyes. "come on, let's go for a drive baby. maybe we can find somewhere secluded to park and make out a little like we're teenagers again."

@✽ mark l. “Fine, but I like flattering you, especially when you react so cute.. I can’t help it.” Subin smiled down at mark, eyes crinkling as he let himself be pulled along. He took a glance at the ride, humming as he watched people ride on it before the two of them got in line. Feeling arms wrap around him, subin glanced down at the male, cooing as he used his hand to play with Mark’s hair. “That was the best thing I could’ve possibly heard.. and honestly, I feel the same. Just getting to spend this time with you already made it perfect.”

@✽ mingi s. after a while of driving, they eventually arrive at hongjoong's place and he slides out after pulling his keys from the ignition. upon hearing the younger's words as he got out of the car, he rolls his eyes and glances over at the other who's still in his car, "i do actually." he grins and walks over to mingi's vehicle, bending over and leaning against the open window, propping his chin on his palm as he watches the other with round eyes full of awe and playfulness, "what brings you here, mister?"

@✽ subin j. "yes, it's still flattery." mark laughed quietly and shook his head before pulling subin along with him to stand in line at a different ride, this one a ride where they would all sit in a line and then it would move up and down in a circle. once they made it into the queue, mark turned around and wrapped his arms around subin, looking up at him with a shy smile. "we haven't even been here that long but this is the best date i've ever been on."

@✽ hongjoong k. mingi winked at hongjoong before getting into his car, starting up and waiting for a bit before following hongjoong at a slow pace. he didn't stop until they made it to his house, and he parked before rolling down the window so he could light himself another cigarette. "hey hot stuff, come here often?"

@✽ mark l. “Is it really me flattering you if I’m simply stating the truth?” The ends of Subin’s smile tugged up higher, a small chuckle escaping past his lips as he stared at Mark’s reaction. He really was the prettiest person Subin had ever seen, this flustered reaction only adding to the male’s charm. Staring back at the shorter, he sent a playful wink, snorting at his own actions before looking out into the scenery. Watching the people look so much smaller from up high, the wind flowing and sending a chill down his spine. A content sigh left his lips as he watched the ride slow down. The ride had come to an end, the world once again becoming still before he was being pulled along. Subin stumbled slightly over his feet, looking forward as he smiled down at Mark’s pout. “Of course, whatever you want.. we’ve got plenty more rides to go through.”

@✽ mingi s. “okay that’s smarter than what i had in mind. we’ll do that.” he nodded, pulling his keys from his pocket and glancing over at you, “that sounds amazing.” he presses another long kiss to your lips before stepping away to his car, “drive safe, handsome.” he blew a kiss before sliding into his car.

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@✽ hongjoong k. "well, if you don't wanna leave your car out here, then we can stop by your house and drop it off before we go eat." mingi ran a hand through his firey hair and stretched his arms up, pulling off his jacket so he could drive with just his muscle t-shirt instead. "we can even smoke some weed in my car later if you want, baby."

@✽ mingi s. when mingi came close again, hongjoong cupped his face and kissed him deeply, releasing a faint sigh into the kiss as their tongues came in contact, grumbling audibly as the kiss was broken once again sooner than he liked, “sure. let’s go. am i riding with you?” he stood from the hood and dusted himself off, pushing his hair from his face.

@✽ hongjoong k. mingi laughed when hongjoong complained and placed his hands onto hongjoong's waist, leaning down to kiss him deeply. he tilted his head to the side and his way into hongjoong's mouth before breaking the kiss to smirk down at the older man, taking a big step away. "good enough for you? come on, chinese food sounds ing banging right now."

@✽ subin j. mark squeaked quietly at the compliment and turned away from subin for a moment to try and cool down his face, unable to help the breathless laugh that escaped from his lips. "you're such a flatterer." he looked back at subin before looking out at the carnival again, closing his eyes for a moment to enjoy the breeze before he realised that the ride was slowing down. once they made it back to the ground and were given the go-ahead to take their seatbelts off, mark got himself out before pulling subin out towards a few of the other rides, looking up at him with a pout. "another ride? this is a lot of fun."

@✽ mark l. “Right? If you focus only on the scenery, if feels like you’re flying..” subin could help but stare at the male, completely endeared an enamored as he watch mark slowly relax. He was happy the male was enjoying himself, silently hoping this would become memorable for him. “Oh, mark..” subin stared down at the shorter, biting his lower lip as he nodded . “I think you have the prettiest smile.. genuinely. I’ve never seen such a pretty smile in my life until I saw yours..”

@✽ mingi s. he nodded in agreement to the other’s words before returning the kiss with a relieved exhale, the kisses never failed to make him feel better. hongjoong chased his lips when mingi had pulled away before frowning and looking up at him again. “i’m hungry too but what the was that?” he complained, pulling mingi close again. “kiss me properly then we can go.”

@✽ hongjoong k. "you never have to thank me, just let me stay by your side." mingi mumbled softly, laughing quietly before leaning down to press his lips to hongjoong's in a gentle kiss. his hands slipped down to tilt hongjoong's head up before he pulled away, taking a step back. "come on, let's go for a drive. i'm getting hungry."

@✽ mingi s. he loved him, he really did. and he only realized it now when he was reminded that he had support no matter the condition he was in. he weakened and leaned into the touch, exhaling slowly in content, “thank you.” was all he could mumble, he couldn’t put his gratitude into words. “kiss me. please.” he whispers, peering up at mingi as he occasionally glanced at his lips then back to his eyes. he missed every part of him dearly.

@✽ hongjoong k. "i get it, i know how bad withdrawal is. you forget i was doing it too." mingi mumbled before looking down at hongjoong with a small smile on his full lips, and he ran his fingers slowly through hongjoong's hair to try and soothe him. "weed is okay, it's good. and don't forget i'm here. i will always be here for you, even when you relapse."

@✽ mingi s. he hummed at the kiss before hugging his arms around mingi’s waist, pressing a kiss to his abdomen while listening to him, sighing out at the question. “i’m only on weed. i can’t handle being sober, mingi. i get so depressed— i can’t do it. and withdrawal . i quit everything else.” he struggled to keep himself from getting upset at the thought, curling his fingers into your shirt as he looks up at you.

@✽ hongjoong k. mingi let himself be pulled forward as he leaned down to press a kiss to hongjoong's forehead, and he sighed shakily before wrapping both arms around his narrow shoulders. "you're still only doing weed right, nothing...nothing harder? i don't want you to ruin yourself, you were such a mess in high school and it broke my heart to see you that way."

@✽ mingi s. as they made eye contact again, hongjoong’s expression softened and he never looked away from the familiar soft orbs. he looked at him with a loving look; as of mingi hung the stars as he listened to his words. he never felt this way for anyone else and he could never understand way. possibly because mingi was the only one that showed love for him. “i don’t deserve you.” he whispers, leaning into the touch before pulling him close between his legs by tugging at his shirt.

@✽ hongjoong k. mingi paused before looking at hongjoong with big eyes, and his expression softened as he looked back at hongjoong leaning against the hood of his car. "of course i love you, i wouldn't have risked my familial relationships if it weren't for how much i love you. you mean everything to me, joong-ah." he finished his cigarette and threw it down to the ground before stepping forward to cup hongjoong's cheeks, giving him a small smile. "i'm here for you no matter what, i support you no matter what."

@✽ mingi s. he weakened as he watched the other pace, chewing at his lip anxiously as he never liked seeing the other get upset. “you’re right. i’m sorry..” he mumbled, rubbing the back of his neck with a sigh, freezing for a moment at mingis last few words, “you love me?” he offered a weak smile, looking over at the other as he leaned against the hood of the younger’s car.

@✽ hongjoong k. "you're not messing up my life." mingi frowned and carefully pulled himself away from hongjoong before starting to pace, inhaling roughly from his cigarette and growling under his breath. "in case you couldn't tell, hongjoong, i'm ruining my own life. i'm an illegal street racer, i'm a soundcloud rapper with no outlook for the future, and i'm gonna spend the rest of my life in this ing town because i don't have any prospects. can't i want to spent it with somebody i love?"

@✽ mingi s. hongjoong sighed slowly at the thought, chewing on the inside of his cheek with a shake of his head, “mingi i..” he started but was cut off, lifting his gaze back to meet mingi’s, pursing his lips with a long inhale, “we’ve talked about this. it’s not going to work- why do you want me living with you?” he didn’t hate the idea but they already had a complicated relationship and different schedules; he didn’t think it would go well. “your parents were right though- i was ed up on drugs in school, i was messing up your future. i’m still using drugs but just not as bad as it used to be. i can’t keep messing up your life.”

@✽ hongjoong k. "forget your rent and move in with me." mingi mumbled quietly as he looked down at hongjoong, lowering the hand with the cigarette in it down to the hood of the car. "i'm serious, move into my house with me. i don't know why you're so hesitant- i mean i do, okay, i get it. but we're not in high school anymore, my parents aren't around anymore to things up for us."

@✽ mingi s. he squinted at the taller male for a long moment before smacking his chest, “you really are a ing idiot. i canceled three other appointments for you.” he grumbled and crossed his arms, ignoring the closeness and the hand in his back pocket, glaring up at the other, “time is money, mingi. i missed you, i did. a lot. but you’re costing me my rent.”

@✽ hongjoong k. "i am cute, and you can't help but love me." mingi hummed quietly and leaned forward to pull hongjoong in between his legs before resting a hand on his hip, taking the cigarette from his small hands and taking a drag. "oh, it doesn't have you in my passenger seat. i just figured you'd need an excuse to come out here and see me." he grinned cheekily and slipped his hand into hongjoong's back pocket.

@✽ mingi s. hongjoong couldn’t up but to reciprocate the smile, he always found mingi to be quite adorable when he wanted to be. “always? you’re cute.” he chuckles before sliding his gloves into his back pocket and took the younger’s cigarette to take a long drag, exhaling slowly afterwards before passing it back, “so what’s wrong with your car?”