— seolhyun & siwan.

@✽ seolhyun k. The sudden movement coming from his side immediately alerted Siwan as he turned to look at his wife who was just sitting up, completely awake by the pain, judging from the grunt she let out earlier, not to mention the way she panted was something that worried him even more but before he even voiced out his concern, his wife already dismissed it and even told him to just stay in his position and Siwan knew better than go against her order, he learned it the hard way before and for sure he didn't want to make the same mistake so all he could do now was just to nod and let her do as she wished.

He was almost getting back on doing his business when the sudden noise from her caught his attention and when she suddenly lurched forward, Siwan almost threw his tablet off as he scrambled out of the comforter towards her in panic; her words, however, turned his brain into a mushy one as it took few moment to register what happened. It was when Seolhyun called his name in such urgency that he finally snapped out of his trance state and quickly jumped off the bed, carefully sweeping her up to carry her downstairs. "Its okay baby. Hang in there, I got you..." He whispered, trying to somehow assure her that everything will be alright despite his own heart hammering hard against it's cage. Siwan was thankful for all of the physical training he had gone through so it was not a problem to carry his wife downstairs while shouting for the butler to aid him to the car, explaining in such hurry about the situation.

Once he made sure that Seolhyun is safely seated on the passenger seat, he wasted no time to jump into the driver seat and drive off to the hospital as quickly as possible but in his panicked state, he could justhope that the ride was smooth enough for her, at least until they get there. With one hand on the wheel, Siwan's other hand went to hold his wife's own and gently caressing it with his thumb. "It's going to be okay. It'll be okay..." he chanted over and over again throughout the ride. His eyes darted to her and the road back and forth, his heart clenched painfully when he saw the pained expression on her face; if only he could take all the pain away, he would but all he could do now was just be her side through all the process.

When the hospital is in sight, he stepped harder on the gas pedal; pulling over to the emergency room's entrance and hopped off the car, almost semi yelling to the security to get a bed. "My wife is about to give birth! Hurry!" Siwan snapped as he opened the passenger seat door and gently aid Seolhyun out of the car; a sigh of relief passed his feature when he saw a couple of nurses coming with the bed. He answered basic questions while they push her toward the delivery room, his hand never leaving hers all the way until the nurse asked him if he really wanted to come inside because many husband passed out when they saw the delivery process. "Of course I'll go. I'm not a weak hearted man." and after wearing a scrub, he finally being permitted inside and walked over to his wife, holding her hand again. "It might sounds dumb but how are you feeling baby?"

[you can reply in the hospital room if you want? or continue here? xD]

@✽ siwan i. ⁰²²⁰²⁰²³ The due date for their children was getting even closer, and it was already a shock that Seolhyun was going to become a mother of not one, but immediately two children. The couple was having twins and surely she wasn’t ready, even when they paid the doctor a visit to find out there were two younglings growing inside her. Though she wasn’t /as/ worried about motherhood and taking care of her kids, she was worried about the birthing itself, the pain, as well as postpartum. She flooded her own mother with questions, her being the only person she was close to who actually had children. Never twins, but children nonetheless.

As she was getting closer and closer to the big day, she kept rolling around in her sleep. One night she was sleeping semi-peacefully, feeling regular kicks and being woken up by the children’s motions. Suddenly she felt a deep discomfort in her belly, causing her to suddenly wake up, sit up, and rub her stomach while grunting. She was panting and this sight was probably going to disturb her husband who was apparently just sitting quietly next to her while she slept. “Let me go get some water, okay? That might help me sleep again. Stay here.” she instructed him, getting up slowly, hand on her full belly. A few moments after she got off the bed, she noticed some fluid by her feet, her eyes following the trail and seeing it was on the bed. “Oh god.” she nearly cursed, gasping and lurching forward as she clutched her stomach. “Siwan, my w-water broke…” It was definitely not pee or she would have felt it come out the right path, and her womb was feeling kick after kick. The babies were coming. “Siwan!” she gripped the bedside table, curled forward slightly as her palm rubbed her tummy, the aches coming in.

@✽ seolhyun k. The time passed by so quickly and before he knew it, he and his wife were finally getting ready to welcome their babies. Yes, babies. Siwan was extremely shocked when they found out that instead of one baby, they'd be having twins instead. It took his brain couple minutes to finally registering everything before ended up pulling Seolhyun into a tight embrace. His overprotectiveness also doubled up as he made sure that she ate well balanced meal and taking supplements and vitamins everyday. Even his mother for being such a worrywart.

As the month for the delivery getting closer, Siwan grew more anxious even though he tried not to show it to his wife. Always masking it with smile whenever he talked to her as he didn't want her to get worried about him on top of having to deal with huge pregnant belly. He often find himself wide awake in the night, just watching as Seolhyun sleeps peacefully beside him, with an occasional grunts of pain. He frowned whenever he heard that sounds, and tonight was no exception. Again, Siwan was just resting his back against the bed board while working on some stuffs beside the sleeping beauty. Once in a while he glanced at her, to make sure she's getting enough rest. He had planned to take several days off just to accompany her at home so he need to ensure that the company run smoothly when he's on leave. He was scrolling through the document with one hand while the other one absently caressing Seolhyun's hair, praying that nothing would disturb her from her deep slumber.

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@✽ siwan i. Seolhyun kept her eyes on him as he moved to get on top of her, their closeness once again causing her to smile and blush under him. “Shut up… just a little.” she mumbled in response to his question. She practically melted at another one of his compliments, leaning up slightly for a little peck before he started moving his lips downward. With love bites forming on her neck, she watched him go lower, letting out a low groan as his lips lingered over and on her s, her s tingling from the sensation. She immediately noticed him pausing over her abdomen, right where their future child was growing. His kiss in that area pulled out gentle laughter from her. “You’re so sweet to our baby, even now.” she breathed.

His warm hands spreading her legs and exposing her wet arousal to him made her shiver, as well as the cold air just hitting that area. “S-siwan, hurry…” she whined, her hand gently tugging his hair while he was kissing her inner thighs. “Ah–” she let out when he very briefly . She was this close to scolding him for being so slow but her thought was cut off when he /finally/ slid his tongue into her, forcing out a sigh of relief and pleasure. To make it easier for him, she opened her legs wider so he wouldn’t feel suffocated while tasting her. “Mmm…” Her hips would slowly move in a small circle, as she wanted his tongue to go deeper. “, you’re so good at th-that…” she whimpered, her hands barely reaching his shoulders.

@✽ seolhyun k. Just as she got off from his thighs, he took the moment to also take his pants off but still leaving his underpants on as the sight of her body caught his breath away and a soft smile appeared on his lips as he moved to get on top of her this time, a hand caressing her face. "Are you still shy, love?" Siwan grinned as he before leaning down to peck her plump soft lips "don't worry. Your body is just perfect. Just like your personality." He whispered against her tiers then continue his journey south. Mouth and lips working together to mark every inch of Seoulhyun's neck down to her cleavage, and after giving his favorite spots, aka her s, a loving , he continued down only to stop right on her tummy. Siwan gave the still flat abdomen a loving kiss, as a little greeting to what will grow as their baby.

His hands then gently pushes her legs apart and a smirk instantly bloomed on his lips when he saw how wet his wife was. Without further delay, he settled between her legs, planting kisses on her inner thighs and slowly inching up towards her private area. The scent was enough to driver him crazy with needs for her. Siwan could feel his mouth salivating at the thought of tasting her again. His tongue darted out to give a teasing , humming as he tasted your wetness. As he looked up, he slowly pushing his tongue inside her, probbing ever corner he could reach with his tongue. "Mmh.."

@✽ siwan i. She was breathing heavily but was trying not to have her chest move too much while Siwan’s lips were latched onto them. Seolhyun whined, feeling his hips grind upwards and she tried to mirror it by pushing herself downward, the motion making her private parts even warmer. A soft giggle escaped her as Siwan complimented her s (and called her mommy) and she met him halfway for a quick little kiss, her hands caressing his cheeks lovingly.

His hand was tugging on her shorts moments after he pulled away from the kiss, and blinked at his words. Boy, he loved praising her in the bedroom and she wouldn’t have it any other way. Her hands rested on his shoulders and neck, gently massaging them before she kneeled over his thighs, getting off of him and lying down in the area of the bed beside him. It was the most comfortable way for her to take her off, of course. She lifted her hips slightly, pushing the underwear down and kicking them off to the side with a flick of her foot. She swallowed a little, feeling more self-conscious as this was only the second time he’d seen her completely . Closing her legs as she was lying down, she looked up at him with doe eyes, gently tugging on his arm as a silent signal for him to do whatever he wanted to her.

@✽ seolhyun k. The way she moaned out his name was oh so sensual that it was almost made him to growl. He also took a notice on how she reacted when he called her mommy. Maybe his wife wasn't as innocent as he thought she was but of course, there's no complaint about that from him. He let go of her with a loud pop only to switch to her other one, giving the same treatment to it as he kept grinding up against her. The thin clothes which separated their private parts didn't help to conceal the heat and wetness he felt from her core. After having enough tending her s, Siwan finally pulled away, a lazy smile on his face theb placed another kiss on her cleavage. "I love your s a lot, mommy. They're really pretty~" he chuckled before leaning up to kiss her lips.

When he felt the rest of their clothings were in the way, he pulled away from the kiss and give the elastic band of her shorts a tug. "Take it off... I want to see all your glory, mommy." A grin appeared on his lips as he took in the way Seolhyun looked right now. The slightly dishelved hair, the red lips, the marks he placed on her skins... all of those just adding more perfection on her, and he couldn't stop admiring her body. "Take it off so I can kiss you all over your body and to finally have my breakfast on the bed."

@✽ siwan i. Seolhyun kept eye contact with Siwan as he spoke, explaining the reason for the large tattoo on him, one corner of her lips lifting up into a half-smile as she took in the information. Of course, this wasn’t because she knew he’d be the next head of the family, she couldn’t care less what his position in the Im family was, as long as he was hers. Seolhyun’s eyelids lowered halfway while she sighed, her s almost tingling as he started circling his tongue on her perky again.

“Yes… mommy. I want you.” Her eyes flew open for a second in shock and she couldn’t even hide her smile. Of course, this wasn’t a fantasy of hers, she never really thought about things like that. But boy, was it hot coming from his mouth while he was ravishing her with his tongue. With the feeling of his hips grinding up against her she tried not to squirm, her hand still delicately resting on the back of his head as he on her skin. Even she could feel her arousal getting warmer and wetter behind her shorts and underwear, as well as his obvious bulge poking her. “Oh, Im Siwan…”

@✽ seolhyun k. Her words about him being the only man who ever saw her brought back a memory of their first time in the lodge which happened to be her very first time too. A smile bloomed on his face, clearly feeling proud to be her first and he couldn't help but to thank God for the opportunity to be with someone like her.

Siwan let out a groan of annoyance when she pushed his head away from her while he was having his moment on appreciating it but lifted his hands up anyway to help her taking his shirt off. He noticed how her eyes lingered on his tattoo and while he let her guided his head back to her mound, he flicked his eyes up at her. "This dragon tattoo is a symbol of the family. And having dragon head tattoo means that I'd be the next head of the family since I'm the first born..." his tongue darted out to circle her again before resume talking "Yes...mommy. i want you." He didn't know where that coming from but he pay no mind as he latched his mouth back to her , it eagerly. His hip started to grind up against her still covered bottom to relief some tension there despite its getting painful to keep his shaft restrained. But he could wait, for now.

@✽ siwan i. As she felt Siwan slip his tongue inside during their kiss, she couldn’t help but swallow for a second, letting out a groan into his mouth. She dipped her head to the side, tilting it so their lips could fit together like perfect puzzle pieces. Seolhyun felt Siwan move upward, lifting his body so that she was sitting comfortably on his lap. She took a deep breath when he broke the kiss for a moment, realizing that she wasn’t breathing much while they were all over each other.

Her shirt was lifted off with ease, with her lifting her arms upward to have it come off faster. She couldn’t help but blush at his compliment, although she knew her body would change later in the pregnancy, she was glad they were having with no visible baby bump on her. With arms rested atop his shoulders, she leaned in close, her lips almost touching his as she replied lowly. “Love, I can cover up a little more at work you know. Besides, you’re the only man to have seen me like this. I’d like to keep it that way.” Her self-conscious side came out as he basically gawked at her s while unclipping her bra, her chest heaving with every breath. His little comment about not wanting to share her mounds with their child, holding back a chuckle. She almost curled forward, a gasp leaving her when Siwan attached his lips to her , his hand massaging her other mound.

After a few moments of bliss under his touch and stroking his hair, she realized Siwan was definitely more covered up and clothed than she was. It was unfair that he got to see her half- body and she would have him fully dress. With clear impatience, she gently pushed his face away from her , quickly grabbing his shirt from the hem and tugging it off of him. She eyed his tattoo, her eyes moving up and down as she looked at his torso. “Okay… do what you want.” she whispered, her hand going behind his head as she guided his face to her mound. “This is what you want, right baby?”

@✽ seolhyun k. His body shivered in anticipation at the first touch of her fingers on his abdomen. To think someone would hold this much power on him scared him at first but now, he's just glad that it's someone like kim seolhyun herself. His lips moving along with hers, gliding against each other but not for long as he grew slightly impatience with the slow pace of their kissing. Siwan started to nibble on her bottom tier, asking for access to enter her wet cavern then slipping his tongue inside to met with her own, the soft muscles dances around each other in a fight for dominance.

It took him a few moment to realized that admist the heated kiss she had move her position to be on top of his body. When oxygen become much needed, Siwan pulled away slightly to take a short breath before diving to kiss her again, body slowly moving up so they both now sitting. When he pulled away again, he finally pulling out her shirt off, tossing it aside and smile at the sight of her almost torso. "You're really the most breath-taking woman I ever laid my eyes on, baby." The compliment wasn't just a mere sweet talk. Her body always made him speechless and in awe; well, it probably thanks to her job as a personal trainer and he couldn't help but to envy all of her clients before. "...can you not coming back to work as a personal trainer after giving birth? I want thia sight is for my eyes only." Siwan said as he slowly removing her bra, his eyes never leaving her chest as more and more of her skin is being uncovered. Dropping her bra aside, Siwan took his time to marvel at her perfectly shaped mounds, still looking the same like the last time he rememberes, it might be just a matter of time before it gets bigger when she started to lactating. "...I almost don't want to share this with our baby..." he muttered just before he leaned down to take her into his mouth, on it eagerly while his other hand didn't forget to tend her other , giving it a gentle knead while his thumb playing with her hardened .

@✽ siwan i. “I know, I know. But I wanna make things easier for the both of us! I can handle a little morning sickness, even if you’re asleep.” She eyed her husband silently, softly smiling at him before getting shocked at his next action. He rested his face against the skin of her neck, and him being that close, as well as how she was feeling that morning, turned her on just a little bit. Seolhyun’s hand that was on his back tightened, her fist gripping the fabric of his shirt as he started to leave kisses all over her neck. Her eyes shut in reflex and her thigh shivered at his touch. She was 100% sure that was his bulge poking her in their cuddling position and she pulled back, looking breathless after she swallowed hearing his words.

“I want it, Wannie…” she whispered, cupping his cheeks and leaning in to kiss him before he could respond. It was clear he wanted to have , and with her actions, she was signaling that she wanted it too. It had been a few weeks since their last moment of intimacy, and she had to admit she needed more than just little kisses and gentle cuddles. Continuing her kiss, her hands rested on the side of his neck and one was moving down to his abdomen, her fingers lingering underneath the shirt fabric. It took all of her just-woken-up energy to not climb on top of him, but she gave in anyway, her body moving slowly until she was on him, her thighs on either side of his body.

@✽ seolhyun k. "That's not an excuse for neglecting my duty as a husband though. You are still my first priority, Seol." and he just nod at her suggestion, now having a hard time to control himself with her body pressing closely to his own. Unknown to her, he was having a mental battle and the close proximity of their body help next to nothing to soothe his raging need for her. But when Seolhyun pulled away and his eyes involuntarily went to her slightly exposed cleavage, Siwan knew its a losing battle and decided to just go with it.

With a hum, he scooted closer to her, this time it's him who buried his face on her neck, inhaling her scent while his hand stroking her back down to the hem of her shirt, slipping his fingertips underneath it to her bare skin. "I'm okay..." He muttered softly before placing kisses on her neck, gently nipping and on the tan skin of hers. "It's just..." Siwan's hand move down to caress her bare thigh, letting his intention as clear as board daylight, not to mention his growing arousal which he didn't bother to hide away from her, pressing against her leg. "It's been awhile too... Sorry baby but I can't hold back anymore... I need you, Hyunnie... But only if you want it too, of course... I won't force you to make love to me if you're not in the mood..." Despite his words, his lips now start nibbling on her neck, leaving few marks here and there as a soft sigh escaped from his parted lips.

@✽ siwan i. “I’ll try, but I feel bad. I know you’re always working and always tired…” she uttered out, her nose lightly rubbing against his neck as she stayed in that position without moving, her leg lazily hanging over his under the bedsheets. He was definitely warmer than she was, her exposed legs (she was wearing pajama shorts) got chilly, a reason she woke up earlier too. Seolhyun lifted up her head to look at him, her hand delicately resting and stroking his back. “Let’s stay in bed for a bit then go out later to shop? We don’t know the gender but maybe we can get neutral things.”

At his sudden question, all Seolhyun could do was blink. It was a bit stupid of her, not even thinking of a name for their child once she knew she and Siwan would keep and raise it. “I haven’t really thought about names… what about one syllable names? Like Kyeong, or Seong. Those mean honor and succeed, depends how we write them. You can help me choose too, you know.” She sighed, dipping her head again and she returned to their cuddling position, whispering a soft but genuine, “I love you too, Siwan.” She squirmed a little in their embrace, feeling herself get a little warm, probably her just getting a little in the morning, and then she remembered he stiffened up just moments ago. Seolhyun pulled back, looking at him as her hand d his back. “Love, are you okay?”

@✽ seolhyun k. The way she giggled automatically made a smile bloom on his face, not to mention the adorable redness on her cheeks as well just made her look even cuter than she already has. Although her words alarmed him real fast as, again, worry filled his eyes. "Why didn't you wake me up? You don't have to worry about disturbing my sleep... next time, wake me up please?" He sighed as he wrapped his arms tightly and protectively around her petite frame, while trying not to be so affected by the way she snuggled on his neck. "Hmm, I have no important schedules today. I think its fine if I just do some work from home. Why? Is there any place you want to go? Should we start go shopping for the baby's furniture and necessity?" Siwan asked as he mindlessly caressing her soft long hair, just enjoying her presence next to him, like any normal couple do when they're together.

"I know it's still quite awhile before the baby's born, but have you thought of a name for our child?" He couldn't help but to ask, failed to mask his excitement about having a baby together with her. Something that he wouldn't even dreamed of having a year ago. A child whose born out of love, even though technically speaking, the moment they spent intimate moment together for the first time, they still didn't know about each other feeling. And thinking about that was apparently a wrong move as now he could clearly feel the outline of her chest pressed on his body. 'Oh God, no. Body, don't do anything stupid.' He mentally chided himself for letting his mind go astray. It truly has been awhile since they did more than just cuddling and kissing and he couldn't deny the increasing needs he felt inside, but then again, its not something he couldn't solve. Cold water shower always helped after all. Siwan turned his head to the side to place a soft kiss on the side of her head. "I love you." The words which were so hard for him to say, now could come out just naturally whenever Seolhyun was near him and to be honest, he liked this feeling.

@✽ siwan i. Seolhyun blinked, seeing her husband shift and wake up shortly after her kiss on his cheek. She practically giggled at his just-woke-up voice, her smile growing bigger and a blush creeping up on her cheeks when he suddenly complimented her appearance. It’s not like she was done up for work or a photoshoot or anything, this was as raw and natural as she could be. Not even a drop of makeup was on her. Her head leaned against his hand as he caressed her cheek, her eyes mirroring his. If they were in an old school cartoon, you’d definitely see sparkling hearts in their eyes as they looked at each other, she knew that. And she could sense how much he loved her too, for once she felt truly safe with a man, something she hadn’t felt since the day her father left.

She nodded slowly, her action only answering Siwan’s first question. He was speaking so quickly and with worry that she couldn’t help but pinch his cheek, finding him adorable and she inched closer to him, hugging him tight after she gave him a peck on the lips. She would no longer have reason to hold back any form of touching around him, unless he was at work or a formal event with her. “I did, kinda. I woke up an hour ago by accident and I threw up then. I brushed my teeth and went back to sleep… I didn’t wanna wake you! I’m not nauseous now, don’t worry.” She sighed, her body inching closer to his as she buried her face against his neck, taking in his scent. Since she was on maternity leave for one of her jobs, she’d just spend time at home reading about pregnancy related things. A lot of it scared her, some were even surprising, like increased libido in pregnant women for the first and second trimester. “Are you going to work today?” she whispered, her eyes shut.

@✽ seolhyun k. The soft kiss on his cheek actually woke Siwan up from his slumber. He was initially a light sleeper and now with his wife being pregnant, the tendency to wake up just from a slight movement becoming his new habit. After the confession of his past and his feeling to Seolhyun, he found himself sleeping without the old nightmare which so often haunted him at night and now after settling things to do what he had to do, Siwan had less burden on his shoulder as he just need to wait for the plan to get in motion. He scrunched his nose as he stirred out of his sleepiness state, opening one eye to be greeted by his wife's beautiful face which immediately brought a smile to his face. "Good morning." he hoarsely whispered back, voice still thick with the remnant of the sleepiness before leaning in to kiss her forehead; and he was glad that he always brush his teeth before sleeping so he didn't have to worry much about morning breath.

Siwan couldn't take his eyes off from her face, even with the slightly messy hair, she still looked so radiant and he swore that he fell in love with her again and again. He thought it would be impossible to being this much in love with someone but she proved to him that he was wrong, so dead wrong and he's more than happy to admit his defeat. "How come you look even more beautiful as day passed?" Siwan brought his hand up to caress Seolhyun's cheek in adoration, love could be seen clearly on his eyes as he stared at her, knowing that after their baby's born, it would take a year or more before they could get intimate like this without baby cry interrupting their moment. "Did you sleep well? Do you need anything? Warm tea? Do you feel nauseous?" After since she dropped the news about her pregnancy, Siwan had been reading books about it during his break time, so he knew that some women in early pregnancy time would be dealing with morning sickness and since he couldn't take it away from her, at least he wanted to do anything to make her more comfortable, after all, she'd be the one who carrying his child for nine months and even gambling with her life on line when its time for delivering the baby. He quickly shook the bad thoughts away and decided to just focus at what he could do for her right now, even though his own raging hormone was rapidly knocking on his self defense fort, for sure he didn't want to make her uncomfortable if he suddenly asked for despite how their relationship and affection grew rapidly after the confession.

@✽ siwan i. It had been a week or so after Seolhyun revealed her pregnancy to her husband, and she couldn’t be happier. Even if pregnancy wasn’t really in their plans, it was okay, neither was them falling in love. She was just glad everything worked out somehow, just a few little things nagging at the back of her head: her initial shock from Siwan’s past, the idea of her body changing drastically from the middle and later parts of her pregnancy, even just her future with him and their family going forward. All she knew was that Siwan was going to stay with her and their future child. She had already filed a leave from her job at the gym for her pregnancy and the school would allow her a maternity leave when she would hit the second trimester or if she couldn’t take it physically. Her first long break after years of working non-stop.

Their levels of affection for each other grew rapidly once they had officially confessed their feelings for each other. They were finally sleeping in the same room, next to the other on the bed. Most of the time it started and ended with cuddles or even a little kiss. It was surreal, almost as if she was dreaming. The trajectory of her life changed when she met him, even though early on there was barely emotion in their marriage. Seolhyun woke up a little early, the sunrise leaking through the windows hitting her eyes and causing her to shift. Her arms were wrapped around his waist as her body was pressed against his comfortably. She tilted her head up, softly smiling at his sleeping face. ‘Cute,’ she thought.

With her head propped up on her elbow (her arm moved away from his waist), she just stared at him for a few moments, the other hand gently stroking and playing with his hair. Without thinking, she leaned in, giving him a gentle lingering kiss on the cheek. She did it for no reason but to be close to him, not even to wake him up really. “Good morning.” she whispered softly, not caring if he heard it or not.

@✽ seolhyun k. The sudden lose of warmth on his length made him frown a little but made no comment about it as he just watched her slowly falling into slumber, her body glistening with sweat and some aftermath fluid oozing out from her private part which caused him to blush. Siwan slowly getting off from the bed to get a warm towel and return to the bed to gently wipe his wife's tired body with so much care and carefulness as if she's made from a delicate glass. He cleared his throat and whisper a soft "Excuse me." as he wiped her ia, cleaning it from the mixture of their before it dried off, he tried his best to not stare at it just in case he got again and it would be a problem. Once he's done cleaning up her body, Siwan pulled the blanket up to cover her still body as he went to clean up himself then returning to the bed, laying down beside her, this time already having his lower part covered with his underwear. A soft smile appeared on his face as he stared at her, hand absently reached to her hair lovingly. Yes, he could no longer deny his feeling for her and that made him scared. Scared that if she knew what kind of man he is, she'd left him. Shaking his head to dismissed the thought away, he wrapped his arms around her and just pull her closer to him. At least, at this moment, he'd let himself being selfish and hold her like she's always belonged to him, until she woke up.

@✽ siwan i. With her entire body now almost fully relaxed and slowly recovering from the soreness, she softened at his hand on her cheek and his kiss on her lips. Her eyes closed slowly as their lips met, the kiss so gentle as if it was a first date goodbye instead of just them being finished having . She pulled back from the kiss, her hand in his hair briefly, playing with the strands before she let go, nodding and squirming upwards and away from him, his length coming out of her. Seolhyun was obviously tired, her movements slow as she inched higher on the bed and she stared at him for a moment, smiling. She really needed to confess her feelings soon before things would get confusing between them again. “Mm hm, I will…” she responded, almost a whisper as she quickly dozed off, her eyes closing within seconds as she fell into a post- nap.

@✽ seolhyun k. The kiss she gave was much more innocent compared to what just happened between the two of them and when she said thank you for making her first time memorable was almost enough to made him feel overwhelmed by emotion. He wanted to confess his feeling but saying that right now would make it feel like it was just because they just had . Not a genuine one. So instead, he cupped her cheek and gave her the tenderest smile he could muster before leaning back down to kiss her lips. "I'm glad I can make it a memorable one for you. Take a nap, dear. I'll clean you up from the mess."

@✽ siwan i. Siwan was hitting into her so harshly and deeper than she expected, practically forcing moans out of as he did so. She was already riding through her and him moving in and out relentlessly just made it so much more pleasurable, her insides almost aching from his actions. After hearing him curse, she felt him stop moving and she finally relaxed again, breathing out a sigh and enjoying the feeling of his filling her up. She could feel some of the warm fluid leaking out of her, dripping down the skin outside her . Her breath slowed, matching his and she used up whatever remaining energy she had to lean upward, giving up a more innocent kiss on the lips. “I’m—” she was tempted to just blurt out that she was in love with him, but maybe right after wasn’t the right time, so she decided to praise him instead. “Thank you for making my first time memorable, Siwan.” she whispered, smiling up at him before pecking him on the cheek. She was so tired from all the lovemaking, she had no idea it took this much energy, even if she was buzzing with pleasure by the end. Her eyes almost closed from exhaustion, but she wanted to keep it open and savor every part of him she could see and feel.

@✽ seolhyun k. Her was unexpected but the moment her walls clenching tighter around was enough to tell him of her high. The already tight now almost feel like gripping him more than before and he knew it was just a matter of second before he, too, followed her into the state of bliss. He leaned down, letting her legs fall down to his waist as he pumped faster, making sure the tip of his reaching deep into her. "Oh God- .. Seolhyun!" He grunted loudly as his hips stilled, twitching as he released his inside her. He stayed still for few moments until he done emptying his balls into her. Siwan slumped forward while trying to catch his breath. "Oh wow... that was...amazing..."

@✽ siwan i. It arrived so suddenly, her walls clenching and pulsing around his shaft harder than earlier, that she almost screamed. She should have been given a warning since she had never ed like this before, but the buildup was there and she should have known it was coming. Seolhyun couldn’t even truly focus on her husband’s words during her peak, her entire body shaking underneath him while he was still ing into her. Her heart raced and her breathing picked up as she squirmed, her hips twitching from her . She had not expected any of this to happen during the trip, maybe a little brief ual fantasy in her mind here and there, but not actually happening. She finally opened her eyes and looked up at him, hands tight around his arms and her still riding her high as he continued moving. Her body half-relaxed into the bed, legs shaking and her head sinking into the cushions as she whispered. “I wanted us to get there at the same time, sorry—” she whispered, her voice raspier from all the screaming and she had been doing. She didn’t stop Siwan from moving of course, if he was going to she’d let it be inside her and because of her. “Keep g-going… —”

@✽ seolhyun k. Her melodious moans, her pleasure filled face and the way her raspy voice called out his name will forever be etched in his mind as he continue to of her private part. If someone asked the six months younger Siwan if he would ever make live to his wife, his answer would definitely be no. But now, after tasting her for the first time in their marriage time, Siwan knew he would be having a hard time resisting Seolhyun in the future. She felt way too ing good for him not to crave it in the future. Looking at her now closed eyes, Siwan couldn't help but to admiring her feature; from her face, down to her bouncing . He never really take a good look on Seolhyun's body during their marriage, not before today and he had to admit that he loves the way her supple s bounced along when he ed into her. Her walls clenching tighter around him and it took almost all of his self control to not just burst right there but as time passed by, he could feel his nearing. "S-Seolhyun... I'm about to- -..."

@✽ siwan i. Seolhyun kept her eyes on Siwan the whole time, her eyes only looking at their joint privates between her legs for a second, swallowing as he started to move in and out of her. Her hands moved unconsciously to grip his forearms that were on her waist, a a little whine coming out of her when he seriously picked up the pace. He felt amazing inside of her, miles better than anything she had imagined or tried on herself when she was in the mood. The silent daylight around them, the mix of the cabin bedroom interiors and the sound of their skin slapping together multiple times turned her on even more and she was more comfortable with his s. No pain, just pleasure left as he moved into her. “F-—” When Siwan changed her legs’ position she couldn’t help but curse and gasp, her hands’ grip moving to his biceps as she kept her gaze on him. Her eyes threatened to close as she moaned endlessly, in time with his s and they got even louder when he fiddled with her . “S-Siwan, holy …” was all she could say, her mind was so clouded from everything that she couldn’t form proper sentences. She did have one thing bothering her that was in the back of her head: she wasn’t sure how an from actual felt like. All she could feel was that her pleasure was heightening with every from him, his pace not slowing down and her volume only getting louder. Bless the cabin for having no neighbors, it would be embarrassing to hear her whimpers and groans. She finally shut her eyes, focusing on their bodies together, a light coating of sweat on her upper half and her chest and face blushing from the sensations he was causing. “Y-you feel so good, ah…”

@✽ seolhyun k. When she gave the green light for him to move, Siwan heaved a sigh. It was getting hard for him to stayed still when her inside felt so good like this. The pace was slow and gentle, he wanted her to feel all the pleasure he could give her after all it was her first time and obviously this should be the very best experience she ever had. With each , he groaned in pleasure and the hold he had on her waist get tighter as her walls clenching around him. Gradually and eventually, he picked up his pace up. The sounds of skin slapping now getting more audible and more obvious if there were ever any passerby. ", you feel so good baby... so tight..." He groaned out while maintaining now fast speed, drilling her wet core with everything he had. It was surely not his first time ever doing this, but those moments could never be compared to this. The way her walls feel around him, so snug as if it was made only for his length to be buried there. He moved his hands down under her thighs and gently pushed her legs back, this position was surely giving him more access to deeper into her and he had to grip on tighter to not losing control so easily. Hair damped; brows furrowed; eyes closing in sheer pleasure as he kept his pace before one hand teasingly reach down to rub her , just to add more pleasure for her. "- Seol-"

@✽ siwan i. She looked up at Siwan with slightly guilty eyes, feeling regret for not telling him earlier. But she didn’t think things would escalate so quickly between the second she asked for a kiss during the movie, she didn’t have a moment to pencil in spilling her secret. “It’s okay… I’m just glad that my first time is with you.” she spoke sincerely, since she had a feeling Siwan would be 100% gentle and accommodating, even though she didn’t expect any of this to happen during the camping trip at all. She smiled widely at his words, nodding and bracing herself again, shutting her eyes. “O-oka— !” she cursed, the same time he did, her hands moving up to rest on his back as she pulled his chest closer to hers. She took a few deep breaths, the pain was there at first, it was bearable and it was fading after a few seconds for her to adjust. After exhaling, she opened her eyes, glancing down at her husband, one hand at the base of his hair. “You can move… it’s okay…” her voice was soft, she was a bit worried about how hard he was going to go, but she trusted him. When he asked her earlier if he should stop, she knew was getting into. They didn’t have any condoms in that cabin, she wasn’t on birth control either. As someone who worked in health as a personal trainer, she knows enough about education and where this will lead if they’re successful, and she was alright with it. She was alright with having children, at least it was with a man she liked, maybe even loved. She was still debating if she should tell him that soon. They were having , but feelings could make things complicated.

@✽ seolhyun k. He visibly twitched when she did the playful salute along with the "Yes, Sir!" it really triggered him to some point until he had to close his eyes to hold himself back from being rough with her. The pained cries from her immediately alerted him, worry filled his orbs as he stared at her, fingers caressing her soft cheek to comfort her while muttering "It's okay. It's okay... You'll be fine." while keeping his lower half still, even though it took almost of all his self-control while her walls are pulsating around his length. Siwan's eyes widening at her question and immediately looked down to their joined organs and was pretty surprised to see drops of blood on the sheets. His eyes immediately went back to her face and the guilt he felt doubled at the revelation. "This is...your first time? Why didn't you tell me? God- I'm sorry Seol...I should've been more attentive..." He was still debating if he should pull out or just go with it, but he did give a warning for her to push him away if she didn't want it, so it's safe to say that they both wanted it, and she did it with her own consent. "I'll make it a memorable one then." The corner of his lips curled up as he leaned down to kiss her forehead before taking a deep breath when he pulled almost completely out of her, leaving only the tip inside. "It's going to be hurt but please hang on." was the last thing he said before he pushed all the way in, burying his inside her wet , a long groan left him as he nuzzled against her collarbone. "Oh !" he grunted; fists clenched as an anchor to hold himself back, at least until the pain subdued for her.