— jeno.

@✽ gyuri j.⁰²⁰⁸²⁰²² jeno chuckles at her needy remarks as he returned the kisses hastily while his hand still on her . "i won't. " mumbled him between the kisses before he break the kisses away and take off his shirt first and lifted up gyuri's shirt right after just so he can her hungrily. he bring his other hand to play with her lower part, sensually rubbing them through her fabrics.

"hmm.. wet for me already?" asked him with a snickered. jeno loves it when he can makes gyuri felt like she's in cloud nine and even can makes her wet even with slight touches. he just love how gyuri's body response to him and his affections. "baby want more or you want me to stop this?" asked him full of concerned.

@✽ jeno l.⁰²²⁴²⁰²³ the whining coming out from gyuri's mouth when the moment jeno flicked her forehead as if its his small habit to do so but somehow she doesn't like it at the same time, yet the peck afterward make her forget about it. "probably she did, and probably you're the one too so its fair that I'm being influenced with my fiance and my best friend." she gently spoken out the fact listening to both of them do make her know how to put in words especially to make it cheesy.

the sudden massage from her which got her moans softly in between the kiss when she look at him, but somehow she doesn't want to stop him either way as she held onto his arms to pull him closer despite of them laying down on the bed. "slipped huh? dont take it back just yet," she whisper softly while biting his lips as gyuri slide her hands as well under his shirt to feel his warm skin and kissing his lips back again.

@✽ gyuri j. "since when you becoming this cheesy huh? is it chaeyoung that rubs them off you ?? pft. gonna give her a warning then. "jokingly says that as jeno flicks her forehead really gently and pecks them right after. "but again, I want you the same. now, later and forever. I think even in my next life, if I were to give an opportunity to choose, I'd choose to be with you again. " this time its jeno's turn to be cheesy and he just laughs it off.

returning the kisses as the same desire as gyuri gave him, jeno slides his hand under her blouse, sensuallly massaging her . "hmhm. sorry that was slipped. " he mumbled between the kisses with a small smirks tugged on his brims.

@✽ jeno l. the amount of 'fine' and 'strong' coming from him actually make gyuri little bit sad but somehow, she can't convinced him no matter what. she could only nodded and sigh softly with a peck on his lips, clinging tightly as they were having a conversation, "if you say so, mr lee."

"maybe i want you now, and later, and forever," with her cheesy words and once more to playfully moan at his ear, laugh the moment his reaction shown well as she expected. "lee jeno, you're making me one so," she slowly leans in for a kiss on his lips as she felt like a longing to have the kiss on the lips, especially for this man who love to give forehead kiss despite of gyuri feeling much more secured and safe whenever he did that.

@✽ gyuri j. jeno smiles at her worry expressions and smushes her cheeks with his palms. "aye, how many times I told you not to worry about me. it's alright,, I already told you it's fine. I'm totally fine.. I'm strong enough to handle this. so it's okay. you're here supporting me it's enough and that's all I ever wanted, gyul. " tell him as he maintain his smiles while patting her back.

"you can give me a call, I can always help you with those fingers heh. ? are you sure you want that more than my ?" asked him as he stifles his laughter. not too long after his laughter erupted at her playful antics. "YAHH you're unbelievable lee gyuri..."

@✽ jeno l. "it's too late to turn back anyway and we are still doing well with our own cafe, and our better management too," both of them have the best managers that they can handle without the owners unless something that the managers can't handle well. she leans to peck jeno's lips while having the small frowns on her eyebrows and letting out a soft sigh, "you too, better tell me what are you worry about too. we are getting married soon enough and we need to communicate each other feeling," she admitted that after spending time and seeing him keeping by himself but helping to handle gyuri's worries.

"i want to see that jumping and urm, i don't think i can unless there's a or my fingers to help if i really need," she said with a small chuckles once again, she wiggles her way closer until there's no gaps between them. "but i heard it might be worse on the closer date, maybe you can help to stretch it considering how much you almost tore me apart a few times," she jokingly make the y expression and a playful moans before she hide herself in his embrace.

@✽ gyuri j. "hmm. I don't know yet, and I don't know what their reactions are going to be, but I wish and hope that they can take this news wholeheartedly and accept what happened to us" admitted Jeno, his heart was still worried about their reactions, to be honest. There are a lot of "what ifs" on his mind, and he can't help but become anxious. "But I'll assure you that I won't leave your side no matter what, okay?" he tells him as he pecks her forehead once again. He thinks only comforting words can ease their worries, and Jeno wants to do that each time. He didn't want Gyuri to be sorry or worried about his anxiety. 

"hm? ah. You mean ? I guess so, but I don't know. We shall see. As for now, I can still handle my ual drives, though you're pretty y with that baby bump on yours. grr. makes me want to jump on you." jokes with him as he laughs while answering her questions. "How about you? Can you handle it? I heard that pregnancy hormones could trigger those hormones the most... but like I said, I'm here for you to do things okay? Just let me know. I'll satisfy you any time you want me to. as long as we are careful." 

@✽ jeno l. // isk i love you too

this man really have his way of words with somehow comforting her at the same time, gyuri wiped the remaining tears while staring at him with the puppy eyes of hers and ended up laughing at his feedback. "gosh baby, i can't even look at my handsome fiance like this?" letting out a pout and still the expression. it was indeed been a while for a month plus for both of them but somehow, she was thankful that jeno stayed.

"do you think your brother and father would be okay with us having baby? especially, when we both are not mentally and physically ready," she asked after a thought of meeting his family just somehow, scare her. she know she might not have any motherly figure beside her, consider that her mom is away from her and gyuri haven't met his mother either. gyuri let out a sigh as she leans to give a peck on his lips, "it's been a while, but are you sure you can hold in on the later month?" she asked again with the concerned expression on her face.

@✽ gyuri j. () it's okay baby girl I love you anyways <3

jeno couldn't help but to smiles lovingly at her clingy actions, noticed how clingy she can be around this time. he nodded at her request and pecks her forehead again. "sure love, I already put them aside so I can sleep with you...there's nothing to be scared off, okay? I'm right here. I'll protect you from anything bad.. you'll be fine...okay?" assured him again.

jeno doesn't know if his words of comforts are enough for gyuri. he's actually nervous too with what's gonna happen in the future? will she deliver safely or those bad thoughts keep pressuring his brain. but again, jeno knows that those bad thoughts are only lingers for a while. those are normal concerns to everyone as it's happened to every parents. jeno pats her back as he looks back at the female in his arms when she's staring at him with those loving eyes. "don't make that face. I'm weak. " jokes him as he laughs.

@✽ jeno l. // i mean i still do but i guess it got buried with some spam IWJDWJSJW

gyuri continue to vomit out even with the air to ease but knowing her hair is being held by him while having her back being patted, just a few more minutes as she feel comfortable and ease with it. she got up with jeno's help and walk over to the sink to wash off her face, once they are done with everything as they head back to their bed as again with his help.

quietly observing but somehow, she couldn't help but to shed a tear due of the sudden mood swing when she look at him. "I'm scared," she mumbles while hugging him tightly, "what if things goes bad.." she asked again even though it was in the middle of the night but somehow, her focus was all over than listening to his lullaby. the clinging and the needing of him increasing each day and the way she look at him, "sleep with me like this and, dont be on your laptop.."

@✽ gyuri j. // not me thinking you want to keep those two posts a day. pmsl.




jeno gasped when gyuri suddenly wakes up and rushingly go into the bathroom. he puts the laptop aside and quickly makes his way towards her, while patting her back when she's vomiting. this is the least he can do for her, even tho it's in the middle of night or what, he wants to go through this together with her. "baby it's okay, just let it all out yeah,, " assured him as he gently pecks the crown of her head when she's done as he giving her an assuring hugs of comfort. 




jeno smiles seeing her weak and miserable face ; finding it's cute somehow but he's not telling her that just in case she would get mad. (tho he finds it's cute for her to get mad as well ). "I'm here with you yeah?" he gently lead her back into the bedroom and lays her down carefully. he pulled the blanket over her body and lays down next to her. jeno caressing her soft locks as he hums a soft lullaby. he know it's hard for her right now. having those morning sickness and such, tho he didn't feel it but he can understand the struggles.

@✽ jeno l. // not me thinking i already replied

the moment she rest on the bed with her side as gyuri watched him taking the laptop to the bed which got her frown a little, how can this man still working after hours especially when he is being with her. but unfortunately with jeno's kiss on her forehead got her fall even sleepier as if it was a magic charm on her.

soon enough she couldn't say any words back but to fall asleep instantly as the tears ans happiness from earlier drained her energy out, she gently wiggles her way in her sleep to find his hip and legs before she wrap her limb around. consider for gyuri is a hugger when come to sleep and jeno indeed, loved the way she clung onto him every night now and then. it's took her about an hour or two, to wake up suddenly with the urgency feeling as she got up to run into the bathroom, lifting the toilet seat up and start throwing out her vomit. somehow her morning sickness happened in the middle of the night, for out of nowhere.

@✽ gyuri j. jeno just nodding his head when gyuri said she wants to sleep over his house this time. he was wondering if it's okay about it to be honest, but seems like she was quite okay with it, jeno agreed as well and drives them off towards his place. after arriving, jeno rushingly opened the door for her and lead her way into the house very carefully as if gyuri is a fragile thing that could be broken anytime.

after help her with the bed , jeno pecks her forehead again. "you can go to sleep first, yeah? I'm going to take my laptop first and sits next to you so you won't be alone." jeno smiled at her as he quickly gets up and went for his laptop on the table just to bring them on the bed. he placed a soft pillow on his thighs before he put the laptop and starts working on his works. he will casually gives a glances at the girl next to him and smiles while caressing her soft locks. "good night, fiance. I love you so much.."

@✽ jeno l. gyuri panicked a little when jeno start to kneel down only to see him to kiss her little bumpy stomach as she weakly smiles while trying not to cry but the words somehow got her laughing softly, nodding while pulling him up to stand up again with a soft voice, "you complete me too, and for our future that we didn't expected to come real fast." she said knowing how much jeno tried to plan everything before the baby existed inside her stomach.

"let's go to your place," she mentioned afterwards knowing how much he need to work even though she doesn't want to be alone either. once they finished their food and drinks and a little bit lovely time, gyuri followed jeno down to his car and start to drive off to his house this time. once they reached as gyuri immediately get off from the car to wait for him before she could head to the bedroom to change her clothes out and head to the bed, under the blanket and snuggling the pillow with a soft sigh.

@✽ jeno l. // help oqsjkw

「 message to : my love 」
— baby..
— it's not like we both gonna go anywhere further
— i will
— i love you too :heart eyes:

she smiled at how lovely this man could be, but soon enough she fall asleep with the uneasy feeling in both of her heart and stomach. once the afternoon arrived not soon enough, she woke up with the heaviest feeling she could feel other than her being in the time of the month. speaking of that, she quickly took out her phone to check her last period only to realise that she actually missed almost the whole month.

thankfully that she doesn't need to woke much these days other than closing and checking the florist section which the experience florist teacher and more part timers to help out, she quickly changed her clothes with the hoodie covering her face and heading straight to her car. driving out of town to the main hospital without actually telling jeno, gyuri drived with one hand while the other hand on her stomach with her eyes started to form the tears. what if she's really pregnant this time, especially having the missing period and the way her body changing these days.

@✽ gyuri j. () can't wait to scream when gyul found out bye okno

after taking his warm bath, jeno was getting ready to sleep before a notification comes in. he checked his phone and read the text before he heaves.

[ message to : gyulove ]
— is it because the festive season ?
— are you okay without seeing me ? :/
— just kidding. I'm not okay without seeing you though. I'll drop by to your cafe in the meantime so you wouldn't miss me that much okay?
— it's okay,, pls be safe and take care yeah?
— if anything pls let me know aight?
— I love you :kiss:

jeno placed his phone beside him and lays down on the bed as he shuts his eyes closed — not really sleeping yet because his thought went to his girlfriend. he need to understand that their business is thriving right now and he couldn't say anything to fight that. it's okay,, things take time. he'll meet her eventually, right ?

@✽ jeno l. two days apart seems to be big difference away from him make gyuri feel little more missing of him than usual, but knowing it was a little crowd period now that everyone seems to be on holiday mood. they were active, reaaaally active in both of their love and ual equally especially when they both are still deeply in love like there's no tomorrow.

gyuri planned to drop by at jeno's place the very next day for her off day and surprise her boyfriend but unfortunately, her morning turned out to be the worse morning. she tried to eat her egg toast only to be vomited out and she felt the feverish coming, the vomit didn't last just once but a few times which got her glued in her bed at her place. for sure she knew they both haven't been using much protection and almost all the time, jeno have been loading his inside her and she herself too, felt much more pleasure than not having to feel him closer. she took out her phone to message him, but she felt the heavy heart at the same time.

「 message to : my love 」
— baby, i miss you ♡
— urm
— can we postpone our date and sleep over this week, just one week
— can't wait to see you again ♡

@✽ gyuri j. // aight it's alright bbg ❤️

jeno carefully lift her body up and took her into the bathroom. yeah the did it again inside the bathroom. how can he hold it when he was deep inside her like that ? heh. the time passed quite fast these days,, it's been two weeks already and their last s is about two days ago, since both of them gets very busy with their shifts and load of works — especially jeno.

it's almost 3 am but he still on his laptop doing his work stuffs at the cafe. he forgot to checks up on his girlfriend due to his busy times and when he finally done, he quickly makes his way into his house and opens the door. he heaves a small sighs and looks around just in case gyuri was there but — she's not around. jeno thinks gyuri must have forgotten about to sleep over tonight but it's alright he will just text her tomorrow. he needs his beautiful sleep right now.

@✽ jeno l. gyuri gently making sure she was fully awake with her body being little more sensitive and yet squeezing his length inside her little bit more, the pats on her got her actually moan a little before she moved her head to look at jeno. "let's go to the bathroom," she sat up on his crotch before trying to maintain her facial and biting her lips when she felt the hardness growing inside.

starting the morning like this with him was the best, especially when now that hers and his clothes were exchanged at their own places except that they usually mostly spent at gyuri's since its more, home-y. they continued like this, having dinner dates, sleeping each other house once a while but mostly hers and them working as the owners of their own.

// yeaaaah, the last part is a little bit of the few weeks later– hope its okay

@✽ gyuri j. gyuri's small giggles are so cute that it's melt jeno's heart. ofc — his happiness now lies within her and no one can change that. he just loves to see those smiling eyes when she smiles and even more this morning, she looks even beautiful with her bare face and to have his buried deep inside her such a bonus too. heh.

jeno brings his hands to hold her when she's crawling on his top, emitting a soft low moans at the intimacy between them since his still deep inside hers. "good morning baby girl. ahh. I love you too..." he patting her and chuckles. "do you want to stay still or — should I take you to the bathroom with us connecting like this?" .

() baby do you want to skips a few weeks after ,, she found out the news ? :o

@✽ jeno l. the next morning arrived as gyuri could her his alarm only to grumble in her sleep and nuzzles closely against his embrace, ignoring the sound until it was shut and carefully move her body a little which got her to wiggle her hip with his still inside. having the sweetest dream she got while inhaling his scent, slowly her face planted a soft smiles with her arms still clinging onto him.

not soon enough with the touch of her hair and her cheek that woken her up, she slowly open her eyes to look up at him with a smile and giggles softly. "good morning my love," she said with the little husky dry voice she has there and slowly get on top of him this time with her head buried on his neck and still having her hip connected with his. gyuri closed her eyes once again and hums softly with all the 'i love you' whispering against his ear.

@✽ gyuri j. jeno couldn't help but to chuckles at the cute antics of his girlfriend — patting her back at the same time. "I won't... until you asked me to pull away okay? I love you more, love. sleep well. "wishes him as he pecks her forehead and slowly drifting to the dreamland once again.

the next morning , jeno stirs in his sleep at the sound of his alarm and turned them off. he glances at the girl next to him and smiles at the sight of her sleeping face. — 'how can she's be so pretty even by sleeping like that?' he plays with her hair before traces his fingers against her rosy cheek. oh how much he loves this girl right now. and he couldn't imagine how its gonna be if they parted ways again and he didn't want to imagine. the chances that he got this time, he will use it very well.

@✽ jeno l. she nodded quickly on how much both of them want each other and knowing they doesn't seems to care anymore, the rubbing on her got her quickly pulled the kiss apart to moan loudly as she release her first with her embrace tightened around him and letting herself being pounced by him. soon enough she felt the release of his inside her which got her arching her back with the loud moans of his name once again, buried her face when they both ride their and having him to pull out a while and whimpering when she felt his inside once again.

she felt as if her inside are taking in his in her womb and the way his is still hard inside after the quick rough time, she cling and move her hip a little to feel him before staring at him with her legs loosen a bit after he get back to his position on the bed. "yes please, —" she curse softly how much her first cockwarming felt like even when she felt sleepy at the moment, she lean her face on his chest with a soft sigh and a smile. "i love you jeno, i want keep it like this even when we wake up," gyuri's voice gotten softer until she eventually fall asleep unconsciously comfortable on him even with the shaft inside her.

@✽ gyuri j. hearing how good she felt and the moans that escape her sinful mouth, making jeno's libido increased. jeno smirked as he keeps pushing the buttons of her pleasure, that he also — didn't give a anymore whether he's inside or not. " yes baby ,, then I'll just fill you up like how good you are taking me hm ?" whispers him before he returned the kisses on his lips, hungrily hold her body at the same time, rubbing her oris with his other hand.

not too long after that, jeno finally released his white loads again. deep inside her — his mind is too engrossed in the pleasure that he didn't care anymore. " !!" he groaned at the release before he slowly pushing his out and entered her again. "I'll cockwarming you hm? just go to sleep baby. I'll be here with you okay?" tells him as he fixed their position with him big spooning her with his still inside hers.

@✽ jeno l. the rougher he goes, the tighter her walls clenched around him as she moan his name loudly, having the pleasure to empty her mind and her body trembling more on how much it felt so good. instead of the shirt, he pull the shirt up as she arch her back when her was once again being taken by his mouth, one hand on his hair to grip it and the other on his shoulder as well while she lift her hip up even more with her legs tighten around his hip.

"i don't mind outside or inside anymore, it feel so good," she whimpering loudly as she could feel her forming by the fast pace and the deepness his tip hitting her spot continuously. gyuri quickly cup his cheeks to pull him up to face her with a smile, "i love you too and always want you," she whisper before clashing their lips together, kissing as much as she could show jeno how much she love him regardless of anything happen. "I'm close," she whisper in between the kiss.

@✽ gyuri j. smiling at the confessions once again, jeno picking up his s and starts ing her even more rough this time. ugh. he just can't handle his ual desires anymore, he only wants and loathe for her. "." the way her hole clenching on his so tight makes jeno wants to rammed his even deeper. he lifted up her shirt and latches his mouth on her , and on the bud harshly.

the way the bed creaks each time he moves his hips such a turns on for jeno himself. "b baby I'll outside okay? no matter what, I still love you okay ?" said him with a heavy breathing. "I only want you, baby. no one else..."

@✽ jeno l. gyuri felt her underwear being removed only to be greeted by his tip, pushing in his length inside her as she arched her back while softly at the size once again. something she might not used not to it but something she will always get addicted, she look at him with a wide smiles while having herself to be showered by the kiss before she return the kiss back on his lips.

gosh, the slow ing and the slow kiss between them got her getting more needy than she could usually be as she leans her forehead against his back, blushing by the confession while their es being connected and her having his shirt and scent on. "jeno, i love you too, so much.." she wrapped her legs around his hip and her arms around his neck, lifting her hip to feel the deepness as she chuckles how the darkness in his room but yet she could see his eyes sparkles for her.

@✽ gyuri j. "sure I'm giving you my embrace and little love making too hm?" said him as he gently lift up his body to pulls down his shorts, rubbing them on her lower parts. "I'm sorry I can't get enough of your too , baby girl." jeno tugged her aside and carefully spread her legs, before he slowly pushing his tip into her once again. "." he growled at the same tightness clenching his again. "it's okay if you want to sleep too baby, I'll do this for us, hm?" he peppers her face with light kisses before he pressed his lips against hers — deeply showing his emotion for her , how much he wanted her and longing for her after a while.

jeno moves his hips back and forth slowly as he leans his forehead against hers. " I love you, baby girl .. I love you so ing much. " confessed him again.

@✽ jeno l. the way gyuri heard his words sound genuine and at the same time she knew how much both of them wasn't ready to have one but at the same time, accidents can happen and can't be reverted back again. she ignored her overthinking and continue to look at him with her love she have for him, giggles when the man back.

"maybe i want you so much, to have this or just a cuddle," she whisper softly when jeno get on top of her as she wrap her arms around his head by the man kissing on her neck. "I'm wearing your shirt but I'm only wearing my underwear in case," she said again with a small kisses on his head and whisper again, "i want your embrace and everything," she sighed softly. gyuri felt like she just want to hug him and cling all day long without doing anything but just having the talk, or even to sleep but right now, the way he kissed her neck somehow got her breathing heavily again.

@✽ gyuri j. jeno ponders in thought at her remarks before he slowly nodding his head, trying to be understanding with her situation. "alright, just do whatever so it's won't be affecting your health okay? baby I just want you to be safe —whether you're pregnant or not." the last words seems bitter from jeno's mouth but he needs to let it go out somehow. genuinely, jeno is so worried about it , it's not that he doesn't want to have a small family with her, indeed he wants that to be happen but — not now. he just want to enjoy their time together first but — ugh. he didn't want to think about it now, can he ?

jeno couldn't help but to chuckles at her teasing, as he ruffles his girlfriend's hair. "are you sure you're asking me or you're asking yourself that? it was you who still don't get enough of my , huh?" back in returns as he slides next to her. "we can continue doing that tomorrow, we still have a plenty of time. but — if you really want it right now, I'll just you then?" said him as he slowly gets on her top , to kisses her neck.