⇾yanjun

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ There were many thoughts in his head, will he really be a good father? Will he really be a good partner? He is determined to do it, but what if things aren't the same and not what he expected to be? What if- The kiss slowly drown out his thoughts, making him deepened the kiss further, pulling Yanchen closer but letting out an inaudible soft whine when he pull away.

He was going to react but things were really quickly, he could hear his fast and loud heartbeat against his own ears, and the next moment, he felt a sharp pain in his neck, but it's not the painful pain, it was a nice, assuring, and also comforting one. He could feel Yanchen and he is very happy that the both of them are mated now. He immediately pull Yanchen closer, letting him sit on his lap and immediately tilted his head and immediately sink his teeth into Yanchen's shoulder too, drawing his blood and mixing it with his, leaving a huge beautiful mark once again, proving that Yanchen is his. He might have marked him before, but that mark, caused a lot of pain.

"Mine.. mine"

He mumbles and immediately pinned Yanchen against the bed, staring at him with his slightly red eyes, showing that his desire and passion on wanting to mate with Yanchen.

"I want you, Yanchen. I want to be in you."

he mumbles against his ears and slowly slipping his hand along his waist, tugging onto his shirt.

"Are you in pain now?"

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ Yanchen closed his eyes as he rested his head against Yanjun's chest, smiling as he listened to the fast pace of his Beta's heart. His heart was doing the same, racing with excitement and an overwhelming feeling like he found where he belongs.

"I know you'll make it up to me Junnie, that's why you're changing our baby's diapers from now on. With my assistance of course. You can prove yourself to me by loving me and our son, by proving you're better than you think you are."

The omega got distracted as his lips collided with Yanjun's, his fingers tangling in his hair and pulling him closer, sinking his teeth into the Beta's bottom as the realization hit him, suddenly leaning back and breaking the kiss

"You want to have another baby with me? Really? Really really? Nothing would make me happier but.."
He leaned in to his Beta's ear,
"I'm not letting you leave me this time, you're mine Wen Yanjun"
And then he sunk his teeth into Yanjun's shoulder, drawing blood, he'd left a mark that no one could erase. Yanjun's was his.
"Mine"
The omega muttered and lapped at the wound until it stopped bleeding.

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ Yanjun gently reached out to gently rub his tears gently, before holding onto Yanchen close, pulling him to his chest, letting him close to his heart, how he wish he could be a better mate and protect him better, so all these wouldn't happen. He hugged Yanchen close, hiding him against his chest, he doesnt want to see Yanjun cry.

"I don't know, if I will even be a good person but I will do my best, be the one for you and our little one. I will do everything.. Im sorry, I wasn't there with you during the tough 5 years."

He mumbles and gently caresses his head softly. "One day, after we settle down, if you will to carry our baby again, I will definitely be with you, throughout. I love you.. I really do,.. more than myself."

he mumbles and gently pulled away, leaning in to kiss him deeply and passionately once again, gently slipping his hands into his shirt, caressing his back.

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ Yanchen indulged in each and every kiss, smiling with the amount of love his mate was giving him. After they broke the kiss, he rubbed his face against the Beta's chest, breathing in his scent and relaxing. This scent, it was the scent of the person he wanted and loved most. Slowly he lifted his head as he listened to Yanjun's proposal.
"I would love to, more than anything Wen Yanjun. You don't have to tell me all of that baby, I know what a good man you are and that you'll be an incredible mate and father to our sweet Jun"
The omega started to tear up again and nodded quickly
"Yes, yes of course. Only if you'll allow me to buy flowers for your mother as well"

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ Yanjun looked at Yanchen with his wet teary eyes, since he was crying just now before hugging you in his bed. He stares at him with a pair of slightly widened eyes, looking at Yanchen as he spoke about what happened. Yanchen might tell him not to blame himself, but he would still blame himself no matter what, he loved Yanchen, but loving him, he caused him so much pain, torture and horror. Yanjun stared at Yanchen and gently cupped his cheeks, leaning close into him and started to kiss him really gently, passionately and lovingly. He hugged Yanchen close, really gently, worried that his actions might hurt his mate. "Be my mate.. Let's have a mating ceremony, and be my mate. I will make up for everything, I will protect you with my whole life, protect you and our little baby." he mumbles softly, gently hold onto Yanchen close. "Would you?" He stared at Yanchen, anticipating for his answer.

"Can I bring you and our little one to meet my mother too? I have not really introduce you" he mumbles, hugging you lightly but closely.

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ Yanchen let himself be carried by Yanjun, keeping his arms wrapping tightly around the Beta's neck, finally feeling safe after five years of hell. As he was placed on Yanjun's bed and pulled into the Beta's arms, he smiled and wrapped his arms around Yanjun. He lifted his body and pressed a finger to Yanjun's lips while shaking his head.
"I don't hate you and you didn't ruin my life. You didn't know I was pregnant; I didn't even know I could get pregnant. When I came to your dorm room that day, I was there to check on you, to make sure you were okay. You never intentionally meant to trigger my heat, I know you Wen Yanjun. You wouldn't do something like that. Yanjunnie, I'm not running away. So, take responsibility for stealing my heart" Yanchen softly giggled and cupped the Beta's cheek, leaning down slowly to brush his lips against Yanjun's forehead. "Take responsibility and become my mate"

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ Yanjun closed his eyes, he was waiting for Yanchen to beat him, kick him or even scream at him for ruining his life, he was ready to apologise and to re-arrange the care for him, to make sure that things are better for them. He was ready to be alone once again, living in the guilt- Yanchen! He got shocked when his mate jumped onto him, hugging him close. He stood still, trying not to give in but his hands, as though his heart couldn't hear what his brain was saying, he moves his arms slowly, patting Yanchen's back softly.

Hearing what he said, he teared up too, sobbing softly even, he hugged him tightly, gently patting his back. Yanchen was someone so important to him, without him, he wouldn't be where he is right now, he wouldn't be alive or be a police officer. He gently carried him up in his arms and gently bring him to his room, putting him on the bed and gently hugged him close, taking the blanket to cover the both of us.

"You...You don't hate me? I ruined your whole life and I ran away... I didn't even come and find you... I ran away when you are pregnant, are you sure...? You are the sweetest person I have ever met. I am more fearful of you... knowing my truth self.. you can run away.." He mumbles softly, he might be saying that but he is happy, to finally have someone who loved him, maybe even more than he loved himself.

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ Yanchen barely glanced at the document, pushing it off and climbing into the Beta's lap, his head tucked into Yanjun's neck, closing his eyes and inhaling the Beta's scent.

"I don't care about the document, Yanjun. I remember the truth about us and about Jun, our baby. I don't care about anything else, I have you and Jun and that's all I need. I don't want an explanation, not yet. I just want you to hold me and promise you'll never let me go. At that time, I was your teacher and we couldn't be open about us, but not anymore. I never got the chance to tell you that I love you, I'd say I fell for you at first sight but..when we met at the university on the bleachers..It wasn't the first time we met, right? We met when I was in Qishan Wen, I saw fragments of memories, but they aren't coming together correctly. I'm not asking you to tell me everything now, I-"

The omega bit his bottom lip, tears sliding down his cheeks.
"I'm afraid of finding out who I was, or rather who I really am. So, just for today. Love me as I am, please"

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ Yanjun was holding onto the file that he was always keeping, the report which proven both his identity and the little pup's, that it's their own baby, the baby that the hunter was keeping and it's always with Yanchen, he was about to open the door but he saw how the door was ripped off, he was worried about Yanchen but before he could say anything, he felt a very usual warm hug and hearing his cries, his leg weaken and immediately hugged Yanchen tightly, the warm, sweet voice calling him once again. His cries breaks his heart, he wondered how much has Yanchen cried throughout the whole year, how much did he cry. He hugged him tightly, trying to stand still and not let his legs go weak.

"Yanchen, I am sorry. I have a document to show you. I know I did a lot of things that hurt you, I.. You can take a look at this document. I promise, I will answer all of your questions and explain to you everything. I will be in the room, you can come to me whenever you want to talk to me. I promise, I will not run away."

He mumbles and carries Yanchen to the bed, gently put him down and put the document on Yanchen lap. He closes his eyes and looked at Yanchen again.

"Do you want me to stay here while you look at it? You can do anything to me and I will not fight back."

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ The omega wolf removed the blockade from Yanchen's memories at the facilities, even if they were horrible and he wanted to carry the burden on his own. It's your turn to be strong, Yanchen-ssi. I believe in you, he thought to himself before allowing Yanchen control again.

The memories came flooding in, one by one, even some from the time he had in Qishan Wen. It was overwhelming and as the memories become placed back together, he realized what had happened. Five years ago, after he'd made love with Yanjun, he thought everything was going to be okay but then it wasn't. Yanjun disappeared and he suddenly started getting sick, in the morning specifically. He didn't think anything of it since even if he was an omega there was very little chance he could get pregnant. He'd gone to the doctor when the sickness got worst and found out the news that he was indeed pregnant, and Wen Yanjun was nowhere to be found.
He took the next semester off so that he could make sure there wasn't too much stress on his body, all while he searched for Yanjun to no avail. He didn't know what happened but he had to believe that Yanjun dissapeared for a reason and he would wait for him. What he didn't expect was while he was leaving Qinghe Nie and heading back to Fenrir University, someone was watching and waiting for the right moment. When that moment happened, Yanchen had been grabbed from behind and felt a piercing feeling on his neck before everything went black. It was after that he'd woken up in a medical facility but it wasn't like the one's in any of the packs, it was full of other wolves in rooms with glass doors and they looked terrified. He fought back against the scientists every day, never giving in and always trying to protect his stomach which was growing more and more each day. On the day of his delivery, something went wrong and the machines started going haywire after the baby was born. Suddenly it was dark and then he woke up in one of the rooms, searching frantically for his baby to which the scientists told him had died. He knew this wasn't true, he could smell the child, he could smell Yanjun but he played along and pretended to break down crying. It was maybe 3 or 4 months later when Yanchen's mind began to break a little, he started imagining things and most likely it was caused from the drugs he'd been injected with daily. He remembers the days, they were all the same and it felt like time moved so slowly. His scent began to diminish day by day until he could no longer smell at all. Or so he thought.

The day he was rescued by Yanjun, that was the day he'd finally smelled something again and although he didn't have his memories at the time, he felt safe with Yanjun like he'd known him all along.


"Jun.....Yan..Jun..It makes sense" he muttered to himself, finally connecting everything and running to the room he was provided to see the baby wolf asleep in bed. His eyes welled with tears as he looked at his child, at the child that was his and Yanjun's.

Suddenly he heard Yanjun's voice,

"Yanchen..we need to talk"

He practically ripped the door off it's hinges as he opened it and launched himself at the Wen Beta. He held the Beta tightly and sobbed into his shirt. "Y-Yanjun. I missed you so much. P-Please don't leave me alone again. Please"

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ Yanjun stared up at the omega wolf and got a little teary when Yanchen said that. He has been holding on for the longest time, trying to be responsible for everything that happened around him, he has no second chance, he thought he lost everything. Hearing that it's okay and that Yanchen did not blame him, he looked down at his hands and heard what his mate said. Hearing that they love him, makes him sigh loudly.

He makes so many mistakes, mistakes after mistakes, having a mistake to cover another mistake. He hated himself so much for that. Hearing that they still loved him, was something that he wasn't prepared.

"I will.."

He mumbles and looks around, before getting up slowly. He knew he will get to clean up before speaking to Yanchen. "Ge... if you could.. please release his memory, to let him know... I will talk to him in his room."

He mumbles and got up, leaving the room to tidy up himself, mumbling a soft, "Thank you ge..I love you too." He tidies up himself, making sure he is okay in his own room before going to Yanchen once again.

"Yanchen..we need to talk."

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ [h ²⁵ ⁿᵒᵛ] The omega wolf wiped the Beta's tears and pressed a kiss to his forehead, "If I didn't think you were right for Yanchen and I, I'd be long gone. Now listen to me Wen Yanjun, you are worthy of love. Yes, you made a mistake but you've been given a second chance, something not everyone gets. Those scientists were going to get Yanchen, regardless if you were there or not"

The wolves eyes widened and he shook his head, "Before Yanchen lost his memories, he fought with everything he had to protect the child he'd created with you. He wanted to see you again, he loved you, I loved you. We still do, even without his memories he knows that."

The omega ran his fingers through his hair in frustration, "Yanjun. shut up and listen to me. The person he needs when he finds out the truth is you. Only you. He's going to be confused and upset and he's going to need you. You need to swallow your pride, tell him the truth and be the mate he needs you to be. If I even hear you say another word about ending your life, I'll kick your . Go clean yourself up and I'll go away so Yanchen can return. Don't it up, I'll be watching"

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ Yanjun was shivering, he stared at the squished can of alcohol on the floor, he was crying, he felt sad, heartbroken, lonely and even scared. He let Yanchen's wolf, Minsheng ge, give him a tight hug. He doesn't know what to do anymore. He is scared, he has been trying not to follow any of those footpaths but seeing how he had badly hurt his mate, he knew, he failed. Hearing that Jun is their baby, he let out a soft sob, hugging his knees tightly. How could he have done this towards his own child? How could he ever do this to anyone? Where are all the promises he promised at his mother's graveyard? He is breaking every single one, again and again.

"H-how...?"

He whispered really softly, just like a little child, who lost his way, asking for help. His voice sounded desperate and his head and heart feels like someone just grabbed onto it, hammering it again and again with a sharp nail. He let out a painful groan, holding onto his chest as he continued to cry softly. "How can I tell him? Ge... I am not worthy to love, I am definitely not. I make him suffer so much. I hate myself so much, every day, I think about how to end my life. A little voice in my head will tell me that I can't, I can't do it until I found him... I found him now and how can make him be happy? He will be having knowing that Jun is his, I am really happy. But what about the past? He wouldn't be happy. Should I put him through all these bad memories again? Pull him into this suffering?"

He paused a little before continuing.

"Do me a favour, ge. I will show him the result of the test, that Jun is his and his mate, Wen Yanjun. I will be in the office when that happens. I should tell him and give him a day to think. He has my number, he can call me if there is anything. I will send a staff to look after him. I think he needs a space to think. Ge can tell him too if you want."

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ The omega wolf listened to the Beta intently "Yanchen knew what would happen if he came into your room Yanjun. He knew the consequences and he didn't care, he just wanted to be with you during your most vulnerable time. You never even talked to him about it and how you were feeling before you disappeared, that's what hurt the most and made Yanchen feel heartbroken"

The omega flinched as the Beta screamed and threw the can of alcohol against the wall. He softly sighed and sat down on the ground pulling the Beta into a hug, tearing up in the process, "I should have known this was about your mom and those monsters. Wen Yanjun, you are nothing like them. Don't compare yourself to them anymore, I forgive you and your mom wouldn't want to see you like this. You are a good person and a worthy mate, I would have killed you myself otherwise" he rubbed Yanjun's back slowly "That wolf pup..the one Yanchen is taking care of now, that pup is his, and yours. The scientists tricked him into thinking he'd lost the child, they wanted to see the anguish and pain a wolf feels, they wanted to make him suffer and they did. They kept Jun cryogenically frozen because they knew that he wasn't supposed to be born, that Yanchen and I were never supposed to be an omega. They knew everything and I still don't know how. Now, Yanchen can't even recognize his own son because of those monsters..he no longer has a sense of smell after everything they did to him. He needs you and I need you, you still have the opportunity to be a good mate and father..but I need you to let Yanchen realize the truth about Jun, and hopefully over time he'll also remember his time as Wen Minsheng, but I'm not sure yet. I'm asking you from the bottom of my heart, please love and cherish Yanchen, he hasn't experience any kind of warmth in five years. Please Yanjun, please"

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ The moment Yanjun closed the door, he lost his strength, his hands were shivering slightly, he could feel his legs weakening, how could someone be so evil, breaking the heart of someone he truly care for, again and again. He walked towards the kitchen to grab more cans of alcohol but when he was about to walk back to the room, he felt a sharp pain against his cheeks and he was on the floor, holding onto his cheeks. He knew, it was his precious ge, who protected him as a child, Yanchen's wolf. He looked down on the floor as he listened to what the other said, clenching his fist tightly while he listened to Yanchen's wolf scolding him. He looked up at the wolf, his eyes finally revealing the inner struggles, the emotions that he has been feeling and fighting himself. He looked really tired and his eyes were red.

"Is this how I fix things? Yes! This is ing how I do it. So how can I do it? Go to Yanchen and be like, Yes I ing you when I was in a rut 5 years ago and that trigger your heat. The baby that died is mine, I am the father and I killed him by running away because I was acting like the ing wen alphas who killed my mother. How can I ing do that?! Tell me, Ge! How? I am taking responsibility by taking care of him, giving him everything he needs. The last thing I could do for him is to make him ing hate me so he can move on! I am not a ing good worthy mate. I RUINED HIS FUTURE!"

He let out a loud scream and immediately slammed the can of alcohol against the wall, making the liquid splashing the whole wall and floor.

"I am becoming like the killers who killed my mother, how do I ing take responsibilities!?! Tell me!"

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ Yanchen couldn't stop the hurt look that showed on his face, he was giving his all to the officer and he wanted nothing to do with him. He knew that there was something between them and that Yanjun was intentionally pushing him away, or that's what he thought anyways. His eyes widened and he looked at the Beta with confusion, why is he pulling away again, why does he keep doing this when Yanchen needs him?

"Wait! Officer Yanjun, wait!" The omega shouted but it fell on deaf ears as the door shut behind him.

Suddenly, everything went dark, and then Yanchen's omega was there. The omega growled and ran out of the room after the Beta, slapping him hard across the face.

"What the do you think you're doing, Wen Yanjun?! Is this how you fix things?! You're ing hurting him, you're hurting me! Get your head out of your and stop it! You have a chance to be with Yanchen, with me and you're ing blowing it by being a coward. Step the up and be a man, take responsibility as our partner. Quit pushing him away, he's scared and he needs you and you need to stop being a coward about the past. Yanchen will know the truth eventually so stop skating around the topic and just ing show how you really feel about him, otherwise you might just lose him forever."

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ His eyes widen when he felt Yanchen holding onto his hands, he bits onto his lips harshly and he wanted to pull back, to make Yanchen hate him. He couldn't, he couldn't move. It was like he was in a spell, he was being stuck, he could feel his tears coming but he immediately held it in, that is something that he is really good at, after all these years of training, that's the least he can say he is good at. Closing his eyes to take a breather, he immediately pulls away from Yanchen's hand from his cheeks.

"I will be here. You are safe."

He spoke coldly but what he doesn't know is when the other leaned his face against his chest, the other was sobbing and what he said next, shocked him the most. "Don't leave me, Wen Yanjun". Yanjun immediately got up from the bed. No, No, No. This is not happening, Yanchen is remembering him, no no no, this cannot happen. He has not started to make him hate him. No, Yanchen should never remember, but if he started to act up all worried and panicky, that is not something good. He stood up, staring at Yanchen, trying to ignore his tears. The best way to create hate is to be ignorant of the other emotion.

"I am Officer Wen Yanjun. I ruined your life. Now go to rest."

He got up, looking at Yanchen. He needs alcohol, he needs to drink, he needs to go back to his room badly. He needs to go there now. He stared at Yanchen before making his way out, back to his room.

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ Yanchen noticed Yanjun's hand out of the corner of his eyes, quickly grasping it and laying Yanjun's hand against his cheek.

"Don't hesitate to touch me Yanjun. I know you won't be honest with me so just listen to me"

He laid his hand against the Beta's cheek,
"Whatever happened five years ago, whether it be good or bad; I forgive you. Whether you were the father of my child or not, I know that you care about me. I saw the look in your eyes, I can tell you're tormenting yourself over something to do with me. Don't. I need your help Yanjun. I can't do this alone. I need you"

The omega leaned forward and pressed his face against the Beta's chest, softly sobbing
"Don't leave me, Wen Yanjun"
The name came from his lips without him even realizing. Wen. The Wen Clan..why did that seem to make his chest hurt

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ Yanjun stared at Yanchen, his heart broke hearing the cries and seeing the tears falling from his eyes. He reached out slowly, wanting to wipe off the tears and to tell him why but a voice in his head immediately screamed at him and scolded him. He immediately pull back his hand and supported the other as the other looked up at him and cry.

'Wen ing yanjun. Are you trying to explain and make him fall for you again? Who the he'll do you think you are? Didn't you see how angry his wolf is? You killed your son you murderer, by running away that day. Is killing your mother not enough and now you want to kill another omega? You are disgusting.'

He knew, it was definitely his wolf screaming at him. All these 5 years, Yanjun and his wolf has been blaming themselves for all issues that happened. It was the both of them who lost control that day, biting Yanchen and for knotting him and triggering his heat. For running away after. He did went back to search for Yanchen after a few weeks, but he couldn't find him, there was a rumor saying that he got captured by hunters but he wasn't sure. Becoming a police officer, he aims to track down Yanchen. It took him a couple of years, to finally rescue the other. Seeing how the other is, he couldn't say anything. He shouldn't. He has no rights too.

"I did not push you away. It's not your fault. It's me. "

He put Yanchen on the bed.

"Have a good rest. I will stay here until you sleep."

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ A part of Yanchen broke as he heard the officer deny the truth again. He couldn't remember what had happened with Yanjun, but he knew in his heart that Yanjun was part of his past. Yanchen didn't know if Yanjun was the father of the child he lost, or if he was someone that he'd been with before the child's father. He didn't understand, but he wanted to.

The omega watched the officer, moving his body around to help the officer cloth him. As he was once again lifted into Yanjun's arms, he slid his arms around the officers neck and laid his head against the Beta's chest, "Yanjun-ssi, why are you treating me so coldly? I'd understand if I was a stranger to you but I'm not. If I did something or said something to you five years ago, I'm truly sorry but please don't push me away. I need you. I'm scared Yanjun, please don't leave me"
He lifted his head and looked into Yanjun's eyes, his vision blurred with his tears
"Please don't push me away"

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ Yanjun held onto Yanchen when the other held onto the soap, watching how he wash, staying quiet as he ensure that Yanchen did not miss any parts of his body, especially when he is a nobody, he shouldn't touch his parts inappropriately. He let out a soft hum when the other finished washing, helping to hold onto the showerhead while he let Yanchen wash himself. He saw how the other tried to stand up, he then drain the water, thinking that you were able to get up, but what he did not expect was Yanchen falling on top of him,

He froze, he wasn't able to react but the feeling of Yanchen's soft lips on his was something that he didn't know he missed it so much. He stared at Yanchen when the other crawled away from him, blushing. "You didn't tell me that we've kissed before..Officer Yanjun" Hearing this, he froze once again, did Yanchen remembered the past? Should he let Yanchen remember? Or should he forget? "It was not me. You remembered wrongly."

He immediately got up and supported Yanchen to get up, taking the towel to wrap around his body. He then carried the other up and put him gently on the covered toilet lid, he started to help him get dressed without saying a word. He then dries his hair quickly before carrying him up in bridal style. "You can rest now." He nods and carried Yanchen up in bridal style, walking back to the room.

"I will wake you up after I cooked."

'You got to make him hate you faster before he remembered every single thing, idiot wen.'

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ Yanchen couldn't remember the last time he was able to fully relax like this, he trusted Yanjun and he couldn't quite explain why. He knew the reason wasn't just the fact that Yanjun rescued him from that hell he'd been in for five years, it was something more.

He barely heard the officer call out to him, slowly opening his eyes and watching the Beta as he washed the omega's body but was respectful of where he did so. Yanchen held the soap in his hand, lathering it with his other hand and the water, cleaning his chest and his lower region, rinsing off afterwards and tried to stand up. He let out a cry as he lost his balance, his wet, dripping body falling onto Yanjun on the floor. As Yanchen's body made impact, his lips bumped into the Beta's own. There was an electrifying feeling and then he began to regain a memory, a memory of kissing the officer on the bleachers of Fenrir university. He was more confused than ever as he crawled off the officer, his face a bright shade of pink.

"You didn't tell me that we've kissed before..Officer Yanjun"

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ[h] Yanjun took the showerhead and gently rinse his hair, making sure that it's wet before he put it aside, putting the shampoo on his hand before he started to rub his scalp slightly, making sure that he does not hurt Yanchen but at the same time he is going a little fast, he does not know if he is able to control himself and ruined the plan of making Yanchen hate him.

"Mn. They wouldn't"

He then reached out to rinse off the shampoo, making sure that it does not touch Yanchen's eyes before mumbling a soft,"open your eyes.". He takes the body wash and gently rubs it on his shoulder, and his arms, moving towards his back.

'Stupid Wenjun, if you want him to hate you, why the are you so gentle to him?Just get it over and done with. Who the say close your eyes. What are you trying to do er.'

'Shut up! Shut up!'

Yanjun bits onto his lips and looked at Yanchen's front, he shouldn't touch his chest and his lower body.He took the soap and press it on Yanchen's hand.

"The front and bottom."

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ The omega felt relief when he saw Yanjun, smiling and giving a nod of approval the the question. He lifted his arms up as much as he could to assist the officer, "Thank you officer Yanjun" he said in a soft voice, his cheeks flushing pink

Yanchen closed his eyes, the first time he wasn't afraid to do so. It's been awhile since he'd gotten any sleep. The hot water felt nice, it soothed all the achy muscles he had, it felt like heaven.
"I'm surprised you don't have a mate officer Yanjun, they would be incredibly lucky if they were in my position"

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ[h] Yanjun was staring at the soup that is boiling and the meat that is in the oven, heating it up. He needed to know the best way to make Yanchen hate him, best if the other could slap him or say that he wished he is dead, then maybe he will really try to find ways to get rid of the world's most useless being, himself.

"Officer Yanjun!"

Yanjun immediately ran towards the bathroom and gently knock on the door before opening it. He blinks when he saw Yanchen leaning against the wall, the other must-have find it hard to clean himself up. He looked at him before gently holding onto Yanchen's clothes.

"May I?"

He asked softly before waiting for Yanchen to give him permission to do so. Before he could even hear Yanchen, he heard his wolf scolding him. 'ing stupid Wen Yanjun. Didn't you want him to hate you then why the trying to be a gentleman here? Arent, you like those ing wens?"

Yanjun frown and gripped onto the shirt tightly before lifting it up, removing it for Yanchen. 'I am not like those ing wens.' 'The moment you ran away 5 years ago. You are exactly like them!' 'SHUT UP!'

He immediately reached out to the showerhead and the water, it's burning hot and he didn't flinch when the water was running against his hand. He then lowered down the temperature and gently put it over Yanchen's head, trying to wet his hair.

"Close your eyes."

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@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ Yanchen felt a sense of relief as he finally saw the officer, giving a smile. He grimaced when he smelled alcohol on the other man, he'd been drinking, heavily at that.

Officer Yanjun had picked him up and placed him in the bathroom, in the blink of an eye. He felt frustrated since the officer wouldn't stay with him again. Didn't Yanjun understand that Yanchen had no strength and needed help to do something as simple as bathing himself?

"Officer Yanjun!" He called out loudly. Yanjun was hiding something and intentionally making sure to stay away from him. He wanted to know why, and he planned to do so, after he was clean

@☘ ┊nie yanchen ᵒ[h] Maybe he has been drinking a lot, especially he started to drink much more after running away from Yanchen 5 years ago, he does not get drunk easily. He wanted something even stronger, something that would knock him out so that he will just sleep. He had overdosed once and he was happy that he was going to die but they managed to rescue him.

"Officer Yanjun, please help me"

He got up quickly, feeling his head a bit light but hearing that voice, he knew Yanchen is calling him. He wanted Yanchen to hate him but it's his duty to protect the wolves that were rescued from the hunter headquarters. He can make Yanchen hate him after. He immediately opened his door and his eyes widened when he saw Yanchen sat down against the wall. He immediately goes to the other and carried him up in bridal style. He saw that he was walking in the direction of the bathroom so he walked towards the bathroom and open the door, gently putting him down to let him use the washroom.

"I will prepare something warm, you can wash up. Once you are done, you can call me, I will come to you."

Yanjun mumbles softly and quickly goes to the kitchen to cook some nice meat and soup for Yanchen. You are an idiot, Wen Yanjun. So much for making him hate you.

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ The omega felt overwhelmed with emotions, there was something that the officer wasn't telling him and he needed to figure out what it was, quickly. Yanchen wasn't expecting Yanjun to pick him up again and then lower him to take the little pup into his arms before once again lifting him up. He couldn't understand why his heart was pounding in his chest like this just from being picked up by the officer.

"W-Wait!" He tried to protest but to no avail as Yanjun carried himself and set him down on the guest bed, he felt a sense of loss as Yanjun left the room. He wanted to ask the officer to stay with him but he thought that might be too much to ask for so he just made a sound as the door shut.

"Okay little one, it's time to sleep" he muttered softly to the sleepy wolf pup, gently tucking him in and singing a lullaby until the pup fell asleep. He bit his fingernails nervously before standing up shakily, holding onto the door frame as he left the bedroom, closing the door softly behind him.

"Yanjun" he called out softly, he could hardly even stand, the lab had barely given him and the others enough nutrition to keep them alive. Even if he'd just eaten, one meal wouldn't make up for everything he hadn't had in the past five years. The omega stumbled as he turned left, leaning against the wall for leverage, but his legs were weak and he could no longer keep himself up, tumbling to the ground with a loud thud. He felt so incredibly helpless, but he didn't think he could even bathe himself without someone's help.

"Officer Yanjun" he called out, and then again a little bit louder, "Officer Yanjun, please help me" he whimpered as he sat up enough and leaned his back against the wall, tears streaming down his face.

@☼┊wen yanjun ᵇ (will get to this tomorrow)